I Wonder What That Feels Like
I WONDER WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE?
To the best of my recollection this is a true account. The actual ages might not be right because it is a very early memory from many many years ago. I think I was 5, and my cousin, Mary, was 3. She was just starting potty training, so I think her age is right, and I'm nearly 2 years older than she.
Whenever my mom and I would visit, I loved to get into her playpen and she and I would play with her neat baby toys together. On this one day, she was wearing a diaper because her training was getting nowhere. While we were playing, she stood at the playpen rail and spread her legs slightly. I watched her strain as the seat of her diaper swelled from the poop she was pushing into it.
She finished and came back to sit down in her poopy diaper to continues our play. She didn't seem to mind that she was sitting there in a big pile of poop at all. I started wondering, "What does it feel like to poop in your pants?" I kind of had to go, so I decided I'd try it. I stood like she had and strained.
Slowly I felt the poop come out and push against the seat of my underpants. The resistance of the material made it spread across my bottom. It felt soft and warm. Mary said, "you go poo poo too"? I didn't answer, but instead say down with her to play some more. I liked the feeling as the poop mashed against my bottom.
Soon my aunt came in to check on us. Of course she smelled the poop and said. "I think someone needs their diddies changed." She picked Mary up and took her into the bathroom to change her. My mom had come in with her, and when the poop odor remained just as strong.
She came over and asked if I'd pooped in my pants too. I lied and said no, but she checked my pants and found out I was lying to her. She took me out of the playpen and she asked my aunt if she could borrow a diaper and plastic pants for me, because Mary wasn't the only "baby" who needed their pants changed.
I spent the rest of the day there, in diapers and my tee shirt because my underpants hadn't held all of my poop and my shorts were dirtied too.