(Finished) The abdl transformation -- (Author) Depressesforlife

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Author: Depressesforlife
Timestamp: Jun 23, 2018 at 12:37 AM
Content: (Fiction)

So when I was 10-15 I had a friend named Jorge (about 10-13) and we would play almost everyday. One day we had played so long that it had gotten to the point of becoming night, i remember ending the day after a game of tag. We were then simply relaxing an standing near a wall outside our local bakery,when all of a sudden a clear silicone pacifier was on the floor,it had caught both my eye and my attention, i wanted to take it home so badly an suck on it, due to (what appeared to be at the time of my 10-15 year old self towards being) a strange urge. But i couldn't let Jorge know I had a certain attraction (a compelling want in this case) towards having this pacifier, so i kicked it to the side making light fun if it, when Jorge left (and then poked his head back around the corner, playful teasing me) i quickly checked to make sure he wasn't going to bob his head back, i then quickly picked the pacifier up an put into my pocket. I then went home and washed it out with soap an hot water.

I then placed it in my mouth and wondered "why would a baby do this?" But then i started enjoying myself an becoming extremely relaxed an loving it. Each and every minute i realized how wonderful it was for this one device to absorb all my stress and put me into a state of complete bliss. For the first time in a long time throughout my schooling i felt safe and comfortable an confident in having a stress reliever. I remember thinking why would they take these away, these could calm down so many students an diffuse so many problems as the 10-15 year old me at the time thought/believed.

The next morning came and i had to hide my pacifier from my mom so i put it under my pillow but my mom still found it and said "your not a baby" she then took my pacifier, never to be seen again.