Wife And Diapers Saved My Life
WIFE AND DIAPERS SAVED MY LIFE
As a teen I was still wetting the bed and sucking my thumb and being the oldest boy in a family it would get me a spanking when I got caught by my dad. I took a lot of ribbing by my brothers and sisters also.
So when it started happening again in my 50's married with older kids it hit me like a ton of bricks. As my diabetes got worse my incontinence was happing more often day and night. The doctors said there wasn't much that could be done for it because of my kidneys. So all I could do was to wear diapers.
My depression got worse. I didn't even want to leave the house thinking someone might be able to tell I was wearing a diaper. I would go hide when I had to change my diaper, whether it was just wet or worse if I pooped. I didn't even want my wife to know.
At the lowest I wouldn't even get out of bed. When my youngest son went off to college and it was just my wife and I were the only ones at home now. After a day of shopping Sandie my wife called me into the bed room. When I got there she said that she I was moping around all day like a big baby. She had a funny grin at that point that had me worried.
She started by saying you have to wear diapers and don't have a choice so we need to learn to live with it. I AM I said. She said no your not, your sitting around the house all day. What do you want me to do? Someone might be able to tell, what do you want me to do?
Well my baby is gone to college so I want to have fun with you having to wear diapers. Have fun with having to wear, what do you mean? I want you to be my big baby. I will take care of you just like a real baby. Feed you, bath you, change you and all you have to do is what I tell you and no one will ever know.
But if you don't want to be my baby I can't live like this anymore. What do you mean you can't live like this. Just what it sounds like. And she walks out.
It didn't take me long to think about it I went and told her that I would try being her baby. She said there wouldn't be any trying, I was going to be a baby or alone. I said ok I will be a full time baby. How do you do you plan on doing it?
So she lead me into the bedroom and told me to take off my clothes off but my diaper. When I got down to my diaper I could feel my face tuning red because I was wet and dirty. Now Stevie lay down smells like someone needs a new diaper and sweety you don't need to cry mommy don't mind.
So I laid on a changing pad she laid on the bed and she removed my smelly diaper and clean me up. As she put the new diaper under my hiney I felt a calmness coming over me. Sandie what is that? It's "Mommy" and it is baby powder so your diaper rash doesn't get any worse.
Then she put the diaper on good and tight it felt so safe and warm. Then she went to the dresser and pulled out a shirt that had snaps on the bottom of it. What's that? It's a onsie to help keep your diaper were it is supposed to be and not sag when wet.
After putting my shirt on she said for me to lay there and she would be right back. In just a little she came back with a big baby bottle. What's that Sandie. It is "Mommy" young man and this is a bottle of warm milk and it is nap time. But, but. No but's mister, you always have warm milk now you will drink it in a bottle. Now get up there an go to sleep.
That was 6 years ago and I am still her big baby. I go out with her wearing baby clothes (you really can't tell them from other clothes) but we know. Mommy has changed me in the van in the mall parking lot, in family bathrooms, she even has a diaper bag with bottles.
In this time she has brought my sister in law in to baby sit but by then I was use to having my diaper changed that I didn't mine when mommy told me she has known about me a long time. I can't think of living any other way.
Written By: Steve
E-mail: wilsstv@yahoo.com