Becoming a young woman -- (Author) vickykotex

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Author: vickykotex
Timestamp: Jul 19, 2022 at 10:01 AM
Content: I guess this is a good place to tell the story of what happened at 13. In my intro I related what took place from age 11 to 13. My cousin Sue took me in hand and began teaching me about being a girl and femininity. I really could not get enough!! Dressing up and going out with my cousin to shop and to the restaurants, just sitting at her house taking care of the little one made me feel like I was a girl. One day after she came home from work we had to bath, and go out for a special get together with some of her friends. By this time, after 2 years, we were quite use to seeing each other in the bathroom. One showering and the other doing makeup. So I just walked in to do my make up and Sue was putting on something I had never seen her do before. Think I gave her a bit of a fright!! Then she explained what it was all about. She had started her period and needed to wear a pad so that the discharge would not stain her panties and or slacks. So far so good, it didn't frighten me as it did not scare her and she said it was quite natural. Sue explained all about periods to me and how it affected a girls out look on life. What they went through each month physically and so on. I asked when I could expect to start and that's when it hit that I was not a real girl after all!! I began crying and nothing she said would make it better! This is when she came up with the idea, that maybe at least just wearing a pad would at least give me the feeling of being included. At this time she still used kotex belted sanitary napkins, blue box, and wonder form belts. She got out her spare belt and had me take a pad from the box. Under her guidance I got the belt on and she adjusted the belt portion then showed me how to affix the napkin tabs to the clips. Of course it was blue line away from body, short tab in front, long in back!! That first time was awkward, and it took some trial and error but finally we had everything just right. when I saw myself in the mirror I truly felt like a young woman and so feminine!! then Sue explained that I would need to change my napkin every 4 hours so I would need to take spares with me when we went out and spare panties. I wouldn't need them but if I was going this far, I would have to go all the way. We finished dressing then Sue said we would have to stop at the pharmacy and pick up more napkins and my own belt. That was a strange store trip for sure! I felt like all eyes were on me! When I mentioned this to Sue she said get use to it! When a woman goes into the store and picks up her monthly supplies it was like vultures were hanging around!! Especially a young girl, every body assumed it was your first period. I told her I didn't care, I felt too wonderful and happily listened to her explain all the different products. I settled on a box of kotex napkins, blue box, and a modess contour belt. I think that was because of the packaging, a gorgeous woman in a gown. From there we took our purchases up to the counter and Sue gave me money from my babysitting and I proudly handed them to the cashier. She leaned over and asked " first time hun" I don't know why but at that time I got shy and meekly answered Yes!! Then home put it away and went out to our dinner and get together. I was introduced to so many people that night but all I can remember was how I felt with every step reminding me of my new status!

The next 2 years were filled with wonder, I was spending more time at Sue's as she was spending more time at work and it was cheaper to pay me than a nanny. I didn't care it allowed me to be who I wanted to be more often. I had a wonderful dresser filled with my own things, a closet with the same and all bought with my own money! Then one morning I got up to voices down stairs and Sue asking me to come down. Usually I would ask if I should get dressed and she would say yes, meaning to come down as a boy. She just said come down as I was, meaning it was a friend in the know. BUT it wasn't!! When I entered the kitchen mom was sitting at the table and there I was in my baby doll nightie. Can we say awkward !! She got up, came around the table to me and gave me a big hug!! At that I broke down! I cried, she cried and Sue just said sit down we have to talk! Mom went back to her chair but I needed a coffee so went over to the counter. Made a coffee and on my way back mom just said OH MY why are you wearing a sanitary napkin?? I forgot Sue had her period and so I did also! Sue just told me to go upstairs and wait so she could talk to mom. When she called me down again, after what seemed hours, mom was still crying but she had calmed down and was ready to listen to what I had to say. We talked for hours, it was well into the night some times arguing some times crying but mostly talking. When we were done mom realised she now had a daughter and her name was vicky. When she got up to go she hugged me again and gave me a kiss on the forehead. Over the next couple of nights we came to an agreement that I could dress as I wished here and at home but for my period it would have to be as it was now, only here at Sue's. 2 months later, and I had just got home, and mom said there was a surprise for me on my bed. When I got there, there in the middle of the bed was a pink wrapped box, with a card. The card read " for my new daughter, Love mom" In the package was another note, a box of mom's favourite napkins Modess, and a modess v form contour belt! The note read " your cousin called to say she has started her period" you have also! Get changed and ready to go out, we're meeting her for supper. I came down in a clean set of boy clothes. She then informed me that as a girl on her period she expected me to dress as a girl, and asked if I had a pad on? She said there were going to be new rules and was going to wait till after supper but I may as well get use to them now. While on my period, I would be expected to do as any young lady! NO excuses! I would wear a pad for as long as Sue was on her period, no matter where I was. I would wear panties and bra and I would carry extras with me!! I would change my pad every 4 hrs. Starting next month I would be starting lessons with Miss Henderson, a life coach! Now upstairs and change into something more suitable to go out to dinner in. With that I ran around and gave her a big hug and kiss and ran upstairs.

Well more to come but fingers are tired and memory getting weak. And I'm on the second day of my period, which now adays is much more involved than just wearing a pad!!