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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jun 27, 2021 at 4:57 PM
Content: I write stories regularly and have had publishing houses show interest in my work. But I have never written a ABDL story so I’ve decided to try. If you are going to comment please be gentle I’m fairly new to the whole abdl thing myself.

Girlfriends Baby
Chapter 1 Discovery

My life is over. There is no coming back from this I can’t hide it. How many other 30 year olds are found on the sofa in a wet and messy diaper in a onesie cuddling a teddy bear with a pacifier in their mouth watching Tellytubbies. Not many I guess. Perhaps I should back up a bit and explain here my name is Rick and I’m an adult baby nobody knows or at least knew. I live alone and have a basic job living alone makes it easier to be an adult baby and I have a girlfriend at least I do for the next few seconds though that makes might soon change. Anyway it’s the first day of my summer holiday so I decided to enjoy myself by spending the day in a diaper. When just my luck my girlfriend pops round to surprise me and sees me watching a toddlers tv show in a diaper sucking on a pacifier.

‘What is going on Rick?’ My girlfriend Nina asked her plump lips coated in vibrant purple lipstick thinner than I have ever seen them.

‘Um um...’ I stammered feeling a small stream of wee flow into my diaper in fear as I struggle for a plausible excuse. ‘This is just a forfeit a punishment for a wager I lost’ I gabble hoping she believes it.

‘Rick you have never gambled in your life even when we were in Las Vegas for that week last year. So this is definitely not a wager. Tell me the truth.’ Her long honey blonde hair was standing to quiver as her body shook holding back suppressed rage. Knowing that her anger could make the apocalypse look tame I decided to come clean.

‘I’m an adult baby’ I mumbled a red flush appearing in my cheeks.

‘What exactly is an adult baby? Nina asked making quotation marks with her manicured blue painted fingernails

‘In layman’s terms it’s someone who likes to act or behave like a baby despite being a physical adult. This can include wearing and using diapers, sucking on a pacifier, eating purred food, watching baby show and playing with things like crayons and play doh. Some people also crawl rather than walk drink milk from a bottle or breast, speak in baby talk use a high chair and sleep in a crib.’

‘They do all this themselves?’ Nina asked her plucked eyebrows raised in questioning

‘Sometimes. Others have people who help them. Baby them in way; called caregivers usually referred to by a title like Mummy or Daddy but it’s regularly their spouse or partner.’

‘Did you hope that I might be your caregiver?’ Nina asked her voice laced with disgust.

I swallowed and whispered ‘yes’ as I hung my head and waited for the hammer to fall.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jun 27, 2021 at 5:16 PM
Content: Chapter 2
The Storm Breaks

Saying Nina wasn’t happy would be an understatement. She looked at me her usually warm hazel eyes cold and swirling with a mass of emotions hurt, pain, disgust, confusion and worst of all hate. Throwing me one last contemptuous look she turned on her heel and stormed out my flat slamming the door behind her. I broke down sobbing snot streaming from my nostrils as I started to bawl like the baby I was. So it’s over I thought. Five years of love down the drain and I’ve just lost the most beautiful woman I was likely to get. That wasn’t exaggerating any of you have seen Hunchback of Notre Dame might remember Quasimodo singing ‘No face as hideous as my face was ever made for heavens light’ I’m quite similar with scars form acne, a squint and a nose that looks to big for my face not to mention my premature baldness and rapidly receding hairline and crooked teeth.

I heard my mobile chime and saw I had a text from Nina deciding that I couldn’t feel much worse than I already did I opened and realised you can always feel worse it read: ‘You are a disgusting, pathetic, dirty diaper wearing baby. How the heck did I ever fall in love with you better to be a old spinster than associated with you. I would have liked to tell you in person to see your spirit crushed but the smell from your diaper was turning my stomach. We’re through good luck finding some equally pathetic woman willing to change your diaper. Goodbye.’

I just sat there for the rest of the day in a catatonic state feeling the salty tears fall from my eyes and soak my onesie in a solution of grief.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jun 27, 2021 at 5:37 PM
Content: Chapter 3
A ray of hope

The next day I stood in my bathroom a diaper in my hands debating wether to put it on. In the past my diaper wearing had always made me feel better but after what had happened with Nina yesterday I wasn’t sure I wanted anything to do with diapers anymore. Deciding that since Nina had said there was absolutely no chance of us being together anymore I decided to take what comfort I could get and taped the diaper tightly around my waste I smiled softly as my felt the warm sensation as I pooped in it and made my way to the kitchen for breakfast which I normally had with Nina in a way breakfast without her was more fun rather than having to eat the posh food like salmon, spelt toast, fresh fruit and earl grey tea she insisted upon eating I could eat what I want I made myself some oatmeal which I topped with chocolate sauce and golden syrup and made myself a warm glass of chocolate milk deciding since I wasn’t hiding my AB lifestyle anymore to buy myself a baby bottle.

I was starting to realise that single life might not be so bad. I could enjoy my fetish as much as I liked all my friends and family are planners and like a to arrange a time to come round about a week in advance only Nina ever came round uninvited on a whim. With my oatmeal I sat down in front of tv smiling as Fireman Sams theme tune started. I had a cousin who was a firefighter I didn’t see him much but fireman Sam always made me feel close to him. Decided I wanted to go even further into baby space I found the spreader pants I had ordered but never had the guts to use until now smiling as I experienced the sensation of waddling for the first time. As I popped in my pacifier I heard a knock at the door. Not thinking that clearly I waddled over and opened it what I saw made my jaw hit my chest. Standing in the doorway was Nina dressed more conservatively than I had ever seen her a shopping bag in her hand and a look I had never seen before on her face one of genuine apology. ‘Rick I need to apologise and talk to you’ she said ‘can I come in.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jun 27, 2021 at 5:38 PM
Content: Chapter 4: A Surprising Offer coming soon.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 1, 2021 at 2:57 PM
Content: Chapter 4
A surprising Offer

Nina walked into my flat and sat down on the couch motioning for me to the same as I waddled over there she sat their biting he lower lip then as if looking for something to say she asked ‘The plastic thing your wearing is that why you’re walking funny?’

‘Yeah they’re called spreader pants and I’m not walking in waddling. As I sat down on the couch on the opposite side to her looking away.

‘Rick please look at me. I have something to say; a few things actually.’ I turned to look at her she looked contrite and apologetic last time she had this look on her face was when she accidentally kicked someone’s guide dog. ‘Rick what I said yesterday...’

‘You didn’t say anything you texted me!’ I remarked couldn’t you have at least had the guts to face me or at least let me down gently?’

‘Well your nappy did smell pretty awful and...’ she said wrinkling her pretty nose I can tell you’ve already used the one you’re wearing now. I assume you are wearing one?

‘Yes to both’

‘Good. Now Rick what I texted and how I behaved was unforgivable. But hopefully you can forgive me.’

‘Is that why you came here to ask for forgiveness?’ I asked with acid in my voice.

‘Not only that’ she said as she reached into her shopping bag and withdrew a dummy!

‘What is that? A gift?’ I asked perplexed

‘Perhaps the first of many.’ She said and then taking a big breath she said ‘Rick I’d like to try being your caregiver.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 1, 2021 at 3:47 PM
Content: Chapter 5
The contract

I sat there looking at her in shock. ‘Sorry? Did I hear that right you want to be my caregiver?’

‘I want to try it Rick I might decide it’s not for me but I owe it you to at least try. Even if only to make up for yesterday. I may even like it. They reckon most if not all women have a mothering side maybe looking after you can tap into mine. So how about it?’

‘I’m not quite sure what to say. I mean you really hurt me yesterday but now you’re willing. What happened?

‘Well after I sent you that text I cooled down and I was curious so I did a bit of research and I realised that I didn’t give you chance to explain further but now I know more I at least want to try.’ Nina said an almost pleading look in her eyes.

‘Okay’ I said ‘but understand if I want to stop this at anytime for any reason we do and try to part on the best of terms.’

‘Agreed. Oh and one more thing. She said drawing a sheath of papers out of the bag.

‘What’s that I asked I’m not signing over power of attorney.’

‘Don’t worry firstly I didn’t know some people did that and secondly I wouldn’t ask you to do that. But if we’re going to do this we need some ground rules we can add and subtract from this as we go along if needed. This is a contract between me and you as baby and caregiver.

‘You can’t switch off can you even this has to be like a business proposal.’ I moaned in exasperation.

‘If it makes you feel better you can sign in was crayon!’ She said a cheeky smile on her face.’

Wow! A joke! You really are serious about this.’ I said I as I read the rest of the contract it read:
The Rules

1. From now on Nina is to be referred to as Mommy or Mamma other titles may be added later.
2. Nappy changes: Nina will agree to change wet nappies and put on clean ones. All messy nappies and clean up of said mess must be performed by Rick.
3. Henceforth Rick shall be know. As Baby, Baby Rick or Baby Ricky as with Nina titles others may be added.
4. If baby misbehaves he will be punished this will include but is not limited to: Time outs, loss of tv privileges, earlier bedtime and spanking.
5. All food for Baby Rick will be mashed or puréed any attempt to eat solid food will be punished unless eating out or eating with friends and family.
6. Nappies are to be worn at all times while at home if Baby Rick does not wish to wear them in public that is fine.
7. Sex is not prohibited but it is at Nina’s discretion and not be performed while Rick is acting as a baby.
8. Other than when messy Rick is not permitted to change his diapers though he can ask for a change also he may not request to stay in a used diaper if her caregiver says it time for a change.
9. In the future Nina may wish to invite friends round to see baby Rick. Baby Rick will be allowed to refuse to act like a baby while Nina’s friends are around but it would be nice if he felt comfortable doing this with some of Nina’s friends.
10. If either party wish to stop at any point the safe word is ‘Warthog’.
11. If Baby Rick is happy being a baby in front of some of Nina’s friends he accepts they may at times be asked to babysit him.
12. Nina will feed baby with a spoon and bottle. Liquids permitted to be drank by baby Rick are water, juice and milk. Soda may be allowed as a special treat. Coffee, tea and alcohol are forbidden.
13. Baby Rick will have no body hair or facial hair but may keep the hair of his head.
14. Bed time for baby Rick is now 7:30 unless Nina says otherwise.
15. Baby Rick may only watch tv shows designed for toddlers with the exception of the news and sporting events of football, rugby or the Olympics and Paralympics.
16. Both baby Rick and Nina will now work from home and unless on a video conference call Rick will be dressed as a baby.
17. Rick will dress as a baby in clothes chosen by Nina this may include clothes for baby girls.
18. Baby Rick will obey him Mommy in all things and understand disobedience can and will be punished.
Under these rules were two dotted lines one saying caregivers signatures and another saying baby’s signatures and as Rick signed it with a pen. Nina clapped and said ‘Clever Baby. Now mommy can smell you need a change so let’s put you in a clean nappy.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 1, 2021 at 3:48 PM
Content: Chapter 6 Baby’s new nappy coming soon.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 3, 2021 at 1:06 AM
Content: Chapter 6
Baby’s New Nappy

‘Where do you keep your nappies Rick?’ Asked Nina looking at me intently ‘I’ve never seen them before.’

‘Well you’ve never looked inside my boarding school trunk before have you?’

‘How could I she asked it’s got a padlock on it!’ I gave her a pointed look and she muttered ‘ah that’s why it’s locked.’

‘Precisely’ I said it also means no one else can find out I said walking into my bed room and unlocking the trunk that I had used while at boarding school in those days it had held books, home clothes, comics and other personal items but now it made a perfect place to store my baby items.

‘Well now it’s all out in the open and I’m going to need to accesses this stuff perhaps we can do away with the padlock?’ She said and as she looked at what was inside her eyes widened and she said ‘Wow that’s a lot of diapers. What else is in here?’

‘Onesies, pacifiers, some plastic pants which I don’t really use much, some baby cutlery and crockery and some board books and toys. I’m also planning to buy a baby bottle and a sippy cup.’

‘Oh I’ll buy those for you I mean you’ll have to choose them but I’ll pay. Deal?’

‘Deal. Although it’s a bit unnerving you being so nice.’ I said warily

‘I know and I’m trying to change Rick and it’s all because of this.’ She said gesturing to the open trunk ‘I looked in the mirror yesterday and realised I didn’t like who I was I was for want of a better word a bitch. Hopefully being your adoptive mother so to speak might make me a better person.’ She expanded a thoughtful look on her face.

‘My wipers and powder are in the bathroom. We’ll need them’ I said as I started to remove the star printed onesie pulling it over my head.

‘On it’ I heard her say as the onesie covered my eyes as I tossed it to the side she handed me the wipes and said ‘Well you know the rules you clean up messy nappies.’

‘Aren’t you going to leave the room?’ I asked looking at her in shock.

‘Rick I have seen you naked and if I’m going to be changing your wet nappies I’m going to see it a lot more modesty is kind of out the window!’ She giggled slightly

‘I was thinking about the smell.’ I said ‘it will get worse when I open my nappy.’

‘I know that but if I’m going to be living with you I’ll have to get used to the smell and no time like the present,’ she stated clearly steeling herself

‘Well okay’ I said as I undid the first nappy tape. As I undid the last one and lowered the nappy onto the floor it opened out completely my poop giving off a powerful odour as I started to clean myself.

‘Does it always smell that bad?’ Nina asked her voice nasal as she pinched her nose looking slightly green around the gills.

‘No sometimes it’s less offensive sometimes it’s more depends on what I’ve been eating.

‘Makes sense’ she said as she watched me roll up the nappy and double bag it dropping it in a diaper pail I’d got out of the cupboard that housed my boiler.

‘Now I said do you want to put the powder and new diaper on me or just observe this time?’ I asked looking at her as she removed her fingers from her nose.

‘Neither’ She said ‘First I want to give you a bath and I’ve got some ideas you may not like.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 3, 2021 at 1:38 AM
Content: Chapter 7
Bath Time

I made my way into my bathroom wondering what she had in store she turned on the taps and said ‘Wait here baby. Mummy needs to get some stuff from the lounge.’ She came back holding a flannel some bubble bath a rubber duck and a pink tube which I couldn’t read the writing on as it was in some girly cursive script. As she came closer she poured a liberal amount of bubble bath into the tub and said ‘this one is soft on babys skin I checked’ and as I looked closer I could see the bubble bath did specify for sensitive skinned babies. She turned off the taps checked the temperature and said ‘Just right in you get baby.’

The water actually felt a little cold to me but I’m used to very hot baths then she took the flannel and started to wash me. This was a new experience for me very humbling but also really intimate without being sexual. She wiped over my body with swift, soft strokes babbling away in baby talk all the time as I absentmindedly played with the rubber duck. ‘All clean’ She trilled as she tapped my arm lightly indicating me to get out. ‘The next bit you may not like but signed onto she said rubbing my body with a fluffy towel.

Then she stood me under the shower head picked up the pink tube and said ‘That contract agreed you would lose all your body hair and this is super strength hair removal cream. Now I am going to apply this to your legs, groin, buttocks, stomach and under your ams. We leave it there for five minutes then turn the shower on and all your body hair should simply wash away.’

I said ‘I know I signed onto this but please don’t do this.’ As I realised I was going to lose my pubic hair the thick bush I had been so proud of in senior school.

‘Sorry Baby Ricky. It has to be done’ she soothed ‘it makes it so much easier for mommy to clean you down there during nappy changes, and it’s much less painful than waxing’ she warned

‘Realising I was going to lose my hair one way or another and accepting this was better then waxing I nodded my head in assent watching sadly as she smeared the pink feminine smelling cream all over my body. ‘Now why we wait for that to take effect we can shave your beard she said reaching for my shaving cream and razor that were laying on the sink.

‘Do you know how to do that?’ I asked nervously eyeing the cold steel in her hands.

‘I can’t imagine it’s much different to shaving my legs’ she mused as she wiped the foam around my chin and under my nose ‘and I know how to give a very close shave she said running the blade across my cheekbones.

To give credit where it’s due she did give me one of the closest shaves I ever had without cutting me ‘The cream should have had time to work its magic by now’ she declared ‘under the shower baby’ and as she turned the water on I watched as all my hair simply fell off body and down the drain. She looked at my hairless body in wonder and said awestruck ‘I didn’t think it would be that effective you really are totally hairless just like the baby you are. Come on baby I saw the changing mat under your bed and I’m about to put a diaper on you but I’ll need some advice after all it is my first time.’ She giggled like school girl as she took my hand and led me back to my bedroom.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 3, 2021 at 1:39 AM
Content: Chapter 8 Her First Time coming soon.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 6, 2021 at 10:02 PM
Content: Chapter 8
Her First Time

‘Lay down on the mat baby’ said Nina as I lowered myself onto my Lion King themed changing mat. ‘So how does this happen?’ She asked looking slightly apprehensive.

‘First you need to apply baby powder to my body’ I said nodding in the direction to the bottle just sprinkle it on and the gently rub it in. I directed as she with a feather light touch rubbed the sweet smelling powder over my body.

She picked up one of my diapers and said ‘This teddy bear design is really cute. How does this work?’ she asked turning the diaper over in her hands.

‘The bit with the tapes goes under my bum’ I explained lifting my bum to give her easy access.

‘O.K.’ she muttered as she slid it under my bottom and as I lowered myself I let out a small sigh of pleasure she said ‘Baby are you sighing because you’re turned on or because you’re comfortable?’

‘Comfortable’ I muttered ‘the padding feels so nice.’

‘That’s a relief’ she said ‘I was starting to get worried but it does look comfy. What next?’

‘Pull the front of my diaper over my groin try and make sure my equipment is pointing down.’

‘Got it’ she said pulling the plastic tight against my body ‘and now I apply the tapes?’ She asked

‘Yep. Bottom two first’ I clarified as she firmly stuck the tapes down.

She stepped back and said ‘How did I do?’

Checking the tightness and the fit I smiled and said ‘For a first time really good. Are you sure you haven’t done this before?’

‘Well I did do some babysitting while I was in senior school and looked after a few babies so the size is different but the rest of it is fairly similar.’

‘You used to babysit?’ I asked incredulously ‘Why did you stop?’

‘My mum.’ She said tiredly ‘she said I had to focus on my studies so I said fine I’ll do my sitting in the holidays. She went and got me an internship in the holidays so I was to tired to babysit after a day working. When I asked why I wasn’t allowed to babysit anymore she said ‘It is not appropriate for my daughter to spend her time looking after other people’s brats up to her elbows in dirty diapers. That is suitable for lower classes but you deserve better. I expect you to hire a nanny to look after your own children if you ever have any just like did.’ And I agreed for the sake of peace and quiet and never babysat again... until now I suppose she said looking at me as I listened entranced sitting in my nappy. I’d never heard her speak with such passion and care ‘I missed it’ she murmured her bottom lip wobbling slightly ‘I really missed it. I liked spending time with happy kids and cuddling them when they needed cheering up or some comfort. I suppose that’s why I reacted the way I did when I saw you yesterday’ she started sobbing words tumbling out of her mouth ‘all those years of pain and resentment coming out I buried those feelings for so long that seeing what I had been missing out on just came out in the wrong way. I’m so sorry please forgive me she said throwing her arms around me sobbing into my chest. I just held her shaking frame until she quietened down picked up a new onesie slipped it over my head buttoned the poppers at the crotch stroked my hair and softly whispered ‘I may have stopped but I never forget how but maybe I did forget why.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 6, 2021 at 10:44 PM
Content: Chapter 9
Hissing

I walked back into living room sat on the couch and seeing Nina was still a little upset cuddled up to her kissed her on the cheek and muttered around my dummy ‘I’ll always love you mummy’ the worlds we’re a little garbled but she understood well enough and kissing me back said ‘such a sweet baby to make mummy feel happier. Is Baby Ricky thirsty?’ Suddenly realising I was parched I nodded and she said ‘Stay here baby; mummy will get you some nice milk. As she walked into the kitchen to heat up some milk I picked up her phone and scrolled through the days headlines. ‘Naughty baby’ I heard her cry as she came back in carrying two mugs ‘You don’t touch mummy’s phone. That’s a new rule.’

‘I was just checking the news!’ I said putting down her phone quickly ‘I’m sorry mommy.’

‘That’s alright baby.’ she soothed pushing one of the warm mugs into my hand ‘You didn’t know it was a rule but now you do. You can watch the news with mommy but you can’t check it in her phone. O.K.?

‘Yes mummy’ I whispered as I took a mouthful of warm milk.

‘We’ll have to get you a baba’ she said as she watched me maternally ‘Babies can’t use mugs they need bottles. She sat next to me for several minutes saying nothing stroking my hair as she sipped her tea when suddenly I felt a familiar feeling in my bladder and knowing I was wearing a diaper told my body not resist and with an audible hiss my bladder started to empty into my nappy. Hearing the noise she looked at me and the blissful expression on my face said it all ‘Had baby had an accident in his nappy’ she asked kindly sticking her fingers into the leg holes of my nappy.

‘Yes mummy. I went pee pee!’ I said proudly

‘But your diaper doesn’t feel wet.’ She muttered looking confused

‘These are high absorbency mummy.’ I chuckled ‘they hold up to 4,000 ml.’

‘These hold 4 litres?’ She asked incredulously

‘Theoretically.’ I replied slipping out of little space sensing this was serious ‘that’s what the manufacturers say ‘I’ve never actually wet to capacity’

‘Would you like to try?’ She asked. ‘I can put up with the smell.’

‘I suppose so’ I replied warily

‘Then I better get you another cup of milk!’ She declared happily picking up my empty mug and going back into the kitchen. As pushed another warm cup of milk into my hands she said ‘4,000 ml. Well I never heard of a nappy holding that much.’

‘Well mummy.’ I giggled looking up at her cheekily ‘We bigger babies so we make bigger accidents!’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 6, 2021 at 10:45 PM
Content: Chapter 10
A Very Wet Nappy. Coming soon

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 6, 2021 at 11:09 PM
Content: Just a thought

I am British and this story is set in Britain therefore some of the terms may be unfamiliar to Americans so I’ll add a glossary here in case you need it.

Nappy: A diaper
Dummy: A pacifier
Nanny: A paid professional who looks after children when the parents aren’t at home some are live in nannies and look after the child full time. This is more common in affluent families.
Senior School: Similar to Middle and High School ages 11-16 or 18 if school has what’s called a sixth form.

If I have missed any out please say as I add more terms I will add more glossaries.

Happy Reading!

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 11, 2021 at 1:15 AM
Content: Chapter 10
A Very Wet Nappy

Every time I finished my mug of warm milk Nina would bring me another. As I kept wetting my nappy got warmer and heavier. After wetting it for the sixth time. Nina reached inside my onesie and squeezed the swollen front of the diaper and teased ‘Baby Ricky is a very wet baby boy.’

‘Yes mummy.’ I muttered as she gave the diaper another squeeze. Knowing that if it was left on much longer it would start to leak.

‘Are you hungry baby?’ She asked looking at the clock ‘it’s almost lunchtime.’ I nodded in the affirmative so she stood up and said ‘In that case I’ll make you some lovely din-dins!’ As she walked into the kitchen I felt some more water leak into the diaper. I heard the blender whirring and remembered that she’d said that all my food would be mashed or puréed. A few minutes later she came in carrying a bowl of green mush, a spoon and a tea towel. She tied the tea towel around my neck saying ‘ now baby won’t get any mess on his pretty onesie.’ Then she leaned in closer and whispered ‘I’ll buy you a bib as soon as I’ve finished feeding you.’ She sat in front of me loaded up the spoon and said brightly ‘Here comes the airplane...’ making the appropriate nosies as she moved it towards my mouth ‘and open the hanger!’ I opened my mouth as she pushed the mush in I gagged on the texture and taste and some of it fell out of my mouth onto the tea towel. This continued for a while until the bowl was empty. I looked down at the tea towel and saw it was stained by my food. Drawing a wet wipe from her handbag she wiped my face and untied the tea towel saying ‘You were such a good baby but you’re clearly a very messy eater! But mummy still loves you and as she hugged me I felt liquid squeeze out my nappy and start running down my legs. ‘She giggled and said ‘Opps looks like Mommy needs to change baby’s soggy nappy. Into the bedroom baby’. Lightly tapping my bottom to get me moving.

As I lay down on my changing mat she untaped the diaper and moving it from under me said ‘Whoo baby wet and smelly but still smells better that you earlier stinky.’ She remarked as she ran the baby wipes over my skin and dusted me with powder. Bottom up baby she cooed holding up a new diaper I lay there passive as she tapped in up and lightly tapped my nose saying ‘Does baby like his clean diapers?’

‘Yes mummy’ I gurgled as she put a new onesie decorated with barnyard animals on it.

She said ‘We’re going to have some fun with that onesie little one as she pulled me gently to my feet and softly kissed my forehead.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 11, 2021 at 1:15 AM
Content: Chapter 11. Old McDonald coming soon.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 19, 2021 at 2:03 PM
Content: Thank You for all your kind words.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 19, 2021 at 2:38 PM
Content: Chapter 11
Old McDonald

Nina took my hand and led me into the living room and said ‘Sit down on the floor baby boy.’ As I lowered myself down she kneeled down in front of me and said brightly we’re going to play a game baby. Hopefully it won’t be too hard for you; after all you are just a widdle baby.’

I giggled happily the fact she was starting to use baby talk made me so happy. It was a sign she was really getting into the caregiver role. ‘Here’s what’s going to happen baby. I’m going to sing ‘Old McDonald had a Farm.’ As I do so I’m going to point at the animals on your onesie. If you know the animal and the noise it makes join in. Okay Baby?’ I nodded happily a big smile on my face she smiled back and started to sing ‘Old McDonald had a farm. Ei Ei Oh and on that farm he had a...’ she continued pointing at the picture of a cow on my onesie.

‘A cow’ I shouted happily as she continued

‘With a...’

‘Moo Moo’ I exclaimed clapping my hands gleefully

‘Here and Moo Moo there. Here a Moo there a Moo everywhere a Moo Moo. Old McDonald had a farm Ei Ei Oh. She sang this went on for a few minutes. She kept singing and pointing at my onesie when she’d exhausted all the animals on the onesie she finished with a pig. She gave me a big hug kissed me on the cheek and said ‘Clever Baby! You knew all the animals I’m so impressed.’ I smiled happily glowing at her praise this smile turned to a look of shock as I felt a lump of poop squeeze out of my bottom into my nappy. Nina wrinkled her nose and asked ‘Has baby made another stinky?’ I nodded as another lump forced its way out.

‘I did a poopy Mommy.’ I said looking at her slightly ashamed.

‘Oh baby!’ She muttered looking sympathetic but keeping her distance. ‘You don’t need to be ashamed. You’re a baby you’re expected to poop your diapers. In fact could Baby do me a favour?’

‘What Mommy?’ I asked looking at her quizzically

‘Could baby stay in his messy nappy for a while so I can get used to the smell?’

‘Yes Mommy’ I said brightly

‘Good but I expect you to change before my friends get here.’ She said firmly

‘You’re having friends round’ I gasped

‘Of course. I want to show off my cute and clever baby boy,’ she said ‘oh don’t worry Baby Ricky they are all very nice and you might be seeing a lot of them. You’re about to meet your baby sitters.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 19, 2021 at 2:38 PM
Content: Chapter 12: The Baby Sitters coming soon.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 27, 2021 at 1:06 AM
Content: Chapter 12
The Baby Sitters

‘You’re having friends round?’ I said again sounding shocked.

‘I said I might baby it’s in the contract.’ She said unconcernedly moving slowly closer towards me wrinkling her nose because of my messy nappy.

‘But they can’t see me like this!’ I said. ‘You know being a baby in a diaper they won’t understand.’

‘They’re very open minded.’ countered Nina soothingly ‘Come on baby do it for me please?’ She asked giving me the pleading look she knew I couldn’t resist.

‘Ok.’ I muttered still worried but eager to please Nina.

‘Thank You so much baby!’ She said happily throwing her arms around me and giving me hug. Then quickly backing away holding her nose. She looked at me and said ‘sorry baby but that poopy nappy is really stinky. Still living with baby I suppose I’ll have to get used to the stench. Does baby actually like pooping in his nappy?’

‘Yes mommy I do. Feels better then using the big boy toilet. Say you love me even though I’m stinky.’ I begged tears starting to form in my eyes

‘Oh baby’ She cooed but still standing far away ‘I’ll always love you even when you’re stinky but mommy’s not used to the smell of a messy nappy yet. But in time she will now why don’t you suck on your dummy she said laying a bright blue one on the coffee table and watch Tellytubbies while I prepare some things for mommy and her friends to eat and your lovely din-dins.’ As she went into the kitchen I made my way to the sofa picked up my dummy started sucking on it while I lost myself in the antics of The Tellytubbies. A few later mommy came back into the lounge and said ‘Can baby put on a clean nappy before I feed him. Don’t bother with a onesie I’ll put one on you after you’re eaten no point in getting one messy after all.

I changed my nappy and she fed me a bowl full of warm yellow mush I’m not sure what it was a decide not to ask. Then Mummy put me in a blue onesie covered in teddy bears wearing nappies. Then as she put the dummy back in my mouth the doorbell rang. ‘Come on Baby let’s greet my friends’ she said as she gently tugged me towards the door.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 27, 2021 at 1:45 AM
Content: Chapter 13
Isn’t he cute?

I felt a feeling of dread as Nina opened the door to her first friend and relaxed a bit when I saw it was Dawn. Dawn was Nina’s friend I got along best with also being a lesbian she was open minded she looked at me her long hair like bitter chocolate and her baby blue eyes wide she asked ‘Nina is this Rick?’

‘Yes. Although he’s called Baby Ricky now. Turns out he’s an adult baby and now I’m his mommy.’

‘Oh I’ve heard about them!’ said Dawn realisation on her face. Looking at me more closely she lightly pinched my cheek causing me to giggle and she gushed ‘isn’t he cute?’ Looking into my eyes and tapping me on the nose she continued ‘Who’s a cute little baby boy? Baby Ricky is. Yes he is. Whose mommy special little guy? You are!’

‘Baby don’t be so rude!’ Nina chastised me ‘say hello to auntie Dawn.’

‘Heyo aunt Daw’ I mumbled around my pacifier.

‘Wine Dawn?’ Nina asked handing her a glass of pink liquid ‘and warm milk for baby’ she said handing me another cup of warm milk which I gladly lifted to my lips. The doorbell rang again and in came Kelly. I inwardly groaned Kelly had been Nina’s best friend at boarding school but had always hated me though to fair calling her a stuck up, snobbish gorgon probably hadn’t helped.

‘So Nina tells me you’re her new baby boy?’ Kelly said her pale green eyes glittering with malice. ‘I hope we get to see little baby wet himself that would be funny!’

‘Kelly! Don’t be so rude!’ Dawn admonished and whispered to me ‘Don’t worry baby. I’ll protect you from the nasty lady.’ I felt a rush of a affection towards Dawn and muttered ‘wuv oo Aunt Daw’ and then louder ‘Heyo anut keke.’

‘God! He even speaks like a baby!’ Cackled Kelly as another face appeared behind her Tina.

Tina was a friend of Ninas from work and didn’t know her that well all I knew was she loved babies. Upon seeing me she threw her arms around me and squeezed me so tight I was struggling to breath she gushed ‘A baby boy! Oh Nina you’re so lucky. I’d love a little baby boy! But my husband won’t give me one or a little baby girl.’ She finished tears in her eyes.

I reached out and stroked her hair and muttered ‘Heyo Aunt Tia. Baby Ricky wub oo’

‘Oh baby’ she said crushing the air from my lungs again ‘I love you too’

‘Get ahold of yourself Tina.’ Kelly grumbled ‘Honestly your like a School girl cooing over her nephew.’

‘You don’t like babies Kelly?’ Asked Tina thankfully releasing me.

‘No. I don’t. Babies are eating, crying and pooping machines. If I never become a mother I can die happy. Why should I put my life on hold just because I let some guy make love to me.’

‘I won’t ask you to babysit then.’ Remarked Nina as she brought in bowls of nuts.

‘Look if you want a baby sitter all you have to do is ask.’ Said Tina her eyes shining

‘I wouldn’t mind looking after Baby Ricky now and then.’ Dawn added patting me on the head.

‘Well I might just do that.’ Replied Nina taking a sip from her wine glass. Turning to me she asked ‘would you like that baby to be baby sat by auntie Tina or auntie Dawn.

I mumbled ‘Yeth’ behind my pacifier and then started babbling nonsense so I could be excused from the conversation and abruptly stopped as I to my horror felt a warm stream of piss empty into my nappy.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jul 27, 2021 at 1:46 AM
Content: Chapter 14: Changed by Tina coming soon.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Aug 18, 2021 at 4:18 PM
Content: Chapter 14
Changed by Tina

Kelly guessing what happened by the look on my face said with malice ‘Looks like baby wet his nappy. He really is a pathetic diaper wearing boy.’

‘Hush Kelly you’ll hurt his feelings!’ whispered Tina ‘Besides he’s a baby. Baby’s use nappies they don’t how to use the big boy toilet yet.’

‘Well I better go and change him’ sighed Nina setting down her wine glass

‘I can change him for you Nina.’ interjected Tina ‘I have changed babies before.’

‘That would be great Tina’ said Nina ‘It would be good for Baby Ricky to be changed by people other than his mommy get him used to it for babysitting.’

‘Come on baby’ cooed Tina ‘Lets get that wet nappy changed.’

Being changed by Tina while a little embarrassing was actually quite enjoyable. She never slipped out of character using baby talk all the time and blowing raspberries on my tummy. When done she kissed me on the forehead and led me back into the lounge saying ‘Baby is dry and clean now.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Aug 18, 2021 at 4:19 PM
Content: Chapter 15
From the source?: coming soon

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 8, 2021 at 2:58 PM
Content: Sorry for the delay but I find it hard to write this unless I’m partly in little space but now that I am I can continue but I’ve decided to change the title on the next chapter and the content. Just so you know.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 8, 2021 at 3:33 PM
Content: Chapter 15
Alone Again

The rest of the meeting with Ninas friends passed without any major incidents except the occasional snide comment from Kelly thankfully Dawn and Tina was always quick to defend me and both of them gave me a squeeze and a kiss on the cheek as they left.

Suddenly I let out a large fart and a significant amount of poo that I had been holding dropped into the back of my nappy ‘Baby that’s awfully convenient timing to make a stinky poop. We’re you holding your poo-poo in?’

‘Yes Mummy. I swore. But I didn’t want to make stinky in front of Aunty Keke.’ As I looked up at her with tears in my eyes.

‘Oh I understand baby.’ Nina said sympathetically ‘Aunt Keke wasn’t nice to Baby Ricky was she? But aunty Daw and Tia were nice weren’t they especially Aunty Tia offering to change your wet diaper?

‘Yes mummy’ I babbled back ‘I like Aunty Tia and Daw.’

‘So you would be happy for them to babysit you if I need to go out for any reason then? Don’t worry I’ll make sure they know the safe word.’

‘Yes Mummy, I gurgled as I lay back on the floor staring at the ceiling above me.

‘Rick can you come out of the baby persona for a while you can keep your nappy on but I want to have a quick chat as adults.’

‘Fine’ I said putting my pacifier to one side and sitting on the sofa.

As Nina sat down opposite me her nose wrinkling yet again ‘You really do make disgusting poop’ she remarked and then said ‘Rick am I right in assuming you have enjoyed being a baby today?’

‘Yes’ I replied simply ‘For a woman who ran out of here yesterday you’ve done surprisingly well.’

‘Good. I’ve enjoyed being your caregiver as well but I’ve realised I want a boyfriend as well as a baby boy and I was wondering for the rest of the day could you be a boyfriend and not a baby. You know put on a pair of boxers and big boy clothes sit here cuddling me as we watch a romantic movie? I do like you as baby stinky bum-bum and all but I don’t think I can live it 24/7.’

‘That’s fine. To be honest I think 24/7 would also be exhausting for me.’ I admitted ‘Don’t get me wrong o love my baby time but I don’t want to give up the adult world completely there are things I’d miss like pizza, burgers, going to cinema, watching the World Cup with my mates at the pup and most of all snogging you’ I said moving closer to her.

‘Change first, then snog.’ Nina said firmly ‘I may be getting more familiar with the smell of your smelly nappy but I’m still not going to snog you while you’re wearing it.’

‘I’ll go and change then’ I said making my way to the bedroom after cleaning up I came back into the living room and sat down on the couch as Nina was slipping her favourite romantic movie into the DVD player as I saw the Title Screen I said ‘Twilight? Please pass me the sick bucket! Why do you even like it you’re 30 not a teenage girl?’

‘And you think Tellytubbies is a mature show?’ She asked a wicked smile on her face as she watched me blush scarlet.

‘Twilights fine Nina I said placing a kiss on her hair as she curled herself into the well known shape of my chest and as the theme tune started I wrapped my arms around her small and warm figure.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 8, 2021 at 3:34 PM
Content: Chapter 16: Does Baby Want his Bottle ? Coming soon. From the Source will appear but later in the story.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 8, 2021 at 10:43 PM
Content:

kerry said:

This is me so much (though I'd say plays instead of cinema).

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I love plays as well but in Britain all the really good play are in the West End and because of where I live by the time I’ve paid for everything I’m looking at £200!

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 22, 2021 at 5:07 PM
Content: Chapter 16
Does Baby Want His Bottle?

I woke up the next morning with Nina looking down at me with love in her eyes and she said ‘Rick can you be a adult for a few minutes while I satisfy my desires?’ giving me the look she always did before a extended kissing session.

‘Of course Nina’ I answered fixing my lips upon hers. After a session that left us both breathless I lay down on the changing mat.

Nina chuckled and said ‘All right baby boy. Mummy will put your nappy on you.’ I lay back content as Nina pulled the tapes tight and pulled a onesie over my head. ‘Does Baby want his yummy oatmeal for Brekkie?’ She asked sweetly as she picked me up grabbing one of my plastic spoons from my boarding school trunk . She led me into the living room sat me on the couch and turned the TV to CBeebies which was showing the Tweenies and cooed ‘Stay here baby while I get you num-nums sorted I sat there amused by the antics of Bella, Milo, Fizz and Jake. Nina came back and said ‘I got a bib for Baby Ricky does he like it?’ holding up a bright blue bib with the picture of a dummy on.

I clapped my hand and squealed in a high pitched voice ‘Yes Mommy’ as she fastened it round my neck and started to play the aeroplane game.

As she wiped my hands and face clean of the oatmeal that hadn’t made its way to my mouth she looked into my eyes and said ‘I got baby another gift yesterday does baby want to see it?’ I nodded eagerly and saw her reach into the microwave and pull out a baby bottle full of warm milk ‘Does baby like it?’ she asked. I couldn’t speak I just sat there looking at the bottle in delight the teddy bear smiling on the front the enlarged teat and markings on side showing how much I had drunk was everything I ever wanted ‘I assume the smile on your face means you like your new baba.’ She said as she walked over and pushed the tear into my mouth as I felt the teat press against my tongue I instinctively began to suck and as I sat there enjoying the warm milk Nina stroked my head and said ‘Just wait until I try you with formula.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 22, 2021 at 5:43 PM
Content: Chapter 17: Changing a Messy Diapee! coming soon

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 30, 2021 at 3:01 PM
Content: Chapter 17
Changing a Messy Diapee.

‘Would you really try me on formula?’ I asked Nina as I finished the bottle.

‘Yes but only as a supplement to your diet I realise that formula and normal baby food lack the nutrition you need.’ She replied gently placing a pacifier back in my mouth. ‘Now Clifford The Big Red Dog is on so why doesn’t Baby watch that while mommy does the dishes.’

As she left to do the dishes I watched Clifford eagerly I’ve always thought most children and teen tv shows are better than adults. As I sat there I started to feel pressure building in my bladder and bowels. Not wanting the pain that comes from holding things in. I let the urine flow freely in my nappy but I still felt a little self conscious about pooping in front on Nina and despite trying to relax my bowels. I couldn’t get myself to mess my nappy. I sat the my bowels churning uncomfortably as Nina sat down next to me noticing the swelling in my nappy she stuck her fingers inside the leg hole and muttered ‘A little damp but good for a while yet.’ The noticing the expression on my face she said ‘Baby what’s wrong is the show too scary for you? Doggies don’t really get that big you know.’

‘No Mommy my tummy hurts.’ I moaned

‘Oh poor baby.’ She cooed stroking my hair softly ‘Do you need to make a stinky?’

‘Yes mummy.’ I muttered softly a red flush appearing in my cheeks.

‘Well baby’ she reasoned gently stroking my tummy causing the rumbling in my bowels to increase ‘you’re wearing your diaper and babies got potty in their diapers so let go.’

‘But the smell mommy..’ I started

‘Don’t worry about the smell baby I want you to do it so I can get used to it.’ She increased the pressure of her hand and cheered as she saw the back of onesie inflate. ‘Good now is it okay if I leave you in that messy diaper for a while.

‘Yes Mommy. I said as little more mess dropped into my nappy

‘Good now I’m going to force myself to sit here watching your baby shows with you to try and get used to the smell’ she said wrinkling her nose but staying seated.

We sat like that for a few hours as I continued to wet my nappy. ‘Eventually she said ‘I can tell your diaper is soaked you need a change.’

‘Okay Mummy I said standing up ‘I’ll go change and come back soon.’

‘No baby!’ She started and then taking a deep breath said ‘I’ll change your diaper.’

‘But mummy the contract stated that I would change any messy nappies.’ I reminded her

‘Baby that contract was not set in stone never to change. I want to go deeper and that includes changing any messy diapers as well as wet. If you are comfortable with that?’ She said taking hold of one of my hands I nodded hesitantly as she led me to my bedroom.

As I lay down on the changing mat my mind was buzzing I’d always hoped Nina would be my caregiver but never thought she’d agree even then I’d never even fantasied about her changing my messy nappies but here we were. She carefully opened the tapes of my nappy gagging slightly as the smell increased. She lightly lifted my legs and taking hold of a wipe started to wipe the mess off my bottom then dropping the wipes into the dirty nappy she removed it. She dusted my bottom with baby powder and put a fresh nappy underneath me she lay me down and wiped down my front before using the baby powder again and taping the front of nappy up I watched as she with distaste rolled and taped up my messy nappy before placing it in a bag and dropping it in the diaper pail. Then she lifted me up and said ‘This will be a regular thing baby and although I hate the smell the smile on your face makes it all worthwhile.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Feb 20, 2022 at 2:56 PM
Content: I know I haven’t added to this for a while but I feel ready to do so now.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Feb 20, 2022 at 3:24 PM
Content: Chapter 18
First Formula

Nina set me down on floor and said ‘Changing you wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. Of course it may be worse depending on what you’ve eaten but I’ll still change you regularly but perhaps not every time.’

‘I’m fine with that Mummy’ I replied ‘can I have a binky?’

‘Of course baby!’ She said ‘I think it’s in sitting room. I took it out before I changed you. We went back into the sitting room and Nina pushes the Dummy into my waiting mouth and said ‘Baby I have to go out for about five minutes to the corner shop down the road will you be okay on your own?’

‘Yehs Mamma’ I mumbled around the dummy.

‘Good boy’ Nina praised me ‘I’ll be back before you know it’

As she left I turned the TV to a children’s channel and watched Postman Pat. I heard the door open and saw Nina come back carrying something large in a carrier bag ‘Keep watching your show baby mummy’s got to put the shopping away.’ And I turned back to my show unconcernedly.

A few hours later after a wet nappy change Nina came over to be another bowl of undefinable mush in her hands as she cooed ‘lunchtime baby Ricky’ As she forced the food into my open mouth I gagged this food tasted worse that what she’d given me before. ‘Oh don’t be fussy baby’ she gently chided ‘you need to eat this to go up big and strong now open up for mummy. Here comes the choo choo train as she pushed the food once again into my mouth. When the foul tasting mush was all gone she asked ‘Does baby want his baba?’ I nodded eagerly wanting to get the taste of that mush out of my mouth as I started to suck on my bottle I noticed it tasted different a bit sweeter than normal but continued drinking as I finished the bottle and emitted a little burp Nina looked down at me with a smile wiped my face and said ‘Baby seemed to enjoy the taste of formula.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jun 27, 2023 at 2:13 PM
Content: I know it’s been well over a year since I added to this but I feel ready again so here we go.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jun 27, 2023 at 2:38 PM
Content: Chapter 19
Are we sure about this?

‘Nina I know you said you’d try me on formula but in future please tell me before you do it.’ I stated letting her know that I wasn’t happy about this.

‘Baby’ she said sweetly ‘babies don’t need to make decisions like that. That’s mummy’s job and you know mummy knows best. Now while I was out I bought you a toy after all it’s not good for baby to watch too much TV we don’t want you getting square eyes.’ She said pulling out a brightly coloured plastic contraption. ‘You see baby’ she said ‘these pretty pegs go inside the box but only if you put them in the right one. I know it may seem tricky but I think my little guy is smart enough to do it.’ She said pinching my cheek affectionately and handing me the toy.

‘But Nina...’ I began before she stuck my dummy in my mouth effectively silencing me. ‘Whose Nina?’ She asked tapping the contract we’d put on the fridge door ‘I’m mummy.’

Realising I shouldn’t push my luck but unwilling to fully leave little space I started playing with the toy. Having a masters degree it didn’t particularly interest or test me but it gave me something mindless to do while getting my thoughts in order. I knew I’d always hoped Nina would be my caregiver but was she falling into the role perhaps too easily. I know babies can’t make decisions adults can but that’s because a real baby lacks the mental ability to do so but an adult even an adult baby should have a certain amount of control over his own life. I noticed I was trying to put the circular peg through the triangle hole and Nina came over smiling indulgently and said ‘not quite baby’ that pretty pink peg goes in here’ taking my hands and leading it to the right hole but you’re only little I’d expect a few mistakes, then hearing a hissing sound she said ‘and it sounds like baby’s wet his nappy’ stick her finger into the leg hole.

‘Warthog.’ I said and she pulled her finger out of my nappy and I said ‘Nina we need to talk.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jun 27, 2023 at 3:06 PM
Content: Chapter 20
The Talk

‘Nina we need to talk’ I said looking her into her eyes which had only seconds ago held the warmth of a mother watching her baby being replaced with confusion.

‘Well then’ she said ‘could you please put on some adult clothes I find it hard to take you seriously in a onesie.

I changed into jeans and a polo neck shirt sat down beside her too her hands and said ‘Nina the last few days have been phenomenal.’

‘Really? I hoped I was doing well’ she asked looking brightly at me

‘Yes. For a novice you’ve really taken to the role of a mother with remarkable ease perhaps too much.’ I said softly

‘Too much?’ She asked ‘what do you mean.’

‘Nina you’re treating me like a real baby.’ I said

‘Isn’t that what you wanted?’

‘Yes and no’ I clarified ‘let me explain. I love the baby talk, the changing, the playtime, the affection even the feeding though I don’t love the taste but all of this needs consent.’

‘Consent?’ She asked, ‘sorry but I don’t think I’ve coerced you into anything.’

‘You haven’t’ I replied ‘but you are doing stuff without my say so. This thing we have relies on communication and trust but you’re making that hard.’

‘Can you give me a example? She asked her forehead cutely wrinkling as it did when trying to understand something difficult.’

‘Lunchtime’ I said ‘giving me formula without my knowledge or consent. I know you said you try me on it but you need to tell me first. Do you see?’

‘I think I understand.’ She said remarked slowly ‘I’m doing well but if I want to add some new element or level to your life as my baby boy I should tell you first to check you’re okay with it.’

‘Exactly’ I said ‘yes I am a baby but I’m also an adult who needs to have a certain amount of control over his life.’

‘Got it’ Nina said ‘and I’ll try to better in the future. But are you sure you’re an adult sometimes?’ She asked cryptically standing up and walking away from me stopping in front of our bedroom.

‘Yes.’

‘Care to prove it?’ She purred giving me that coy smile I loved.

‘Always’ I said walking towards her already undoing my belt buckle.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 24, 2023 at 5:35 PM
Content: I know it’s been a while but I’m ready to continue.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 24, 2023 at 6:06 PM
Content: Chapter 21
A Night With a Baby Sitter.

The next day continued much as the previous one had an extended kissing session with Nina followed by more time as a baby with Nina changing a messy nappy. But Nina being Nina had another bombshell to drop. After another lunch of unidentifiable mush and a bottle of formula she said ‘Baby Rick. Do you remember what I told you about my colleague Sandy?’ I racked my brain trying to remember but failed saying ‘Sowree Mommy but Mommy has so many friends I can’t remember them all.’

‘That’s fine baby boy you’re only small!’ She said smiling and ruffling my hair but let me remind you. Sandy has worked at the same company as Mommy for 30 years but she’s leaving now and having a party which I’m going to but because of space and price I’m not allowed a plus one.’

‘That’s fine’ I said ‘I could do with some time alone as an adult. I’ve seen far too many chick flicks my brain is starting to dribble out my ears.’

‘Really? You don’t seem to mind those Disney Princess movies you make me watch with you.’

‘I like the songs and heroic princes’ I replied ‘The Princess are a unavoidable part of that and don’t do anything for me. Anyway why would they I have my own princess standing in front of me’ I flashed a winning smile.

‘My little charmer’ said Nina kissing me on the cheek ‘how does my little man always know what to say?’

‘It’s a gift. Anyway I need something a little more manly tonight maybe Gladiator or Baywatch?’

‘Sorry baby but that’s not going to happen I’ve got you a baby sitter for tonight!’

‘What?’ I said pissing my nappy is shock ‘we agreed to talk about this sort of stuff remember that chat we had?’

‘Baby’ Nina said taking my hands in hers ‘calm down it’s not some new person it’s auntie Dawn. Remember she offered to babysit you? You said you were fine with it.’

‘Oh, OK’ I said my heart rate returning to something closely resembling normal. ‘I guess that’s OK she knows the safe word right?’

‘Yes Baby. She’s fully aware of it now why don’t you go and play with your shape toy while mummy gets ready.’

‘Why do you need to get ready so early Mummy? You’re already beautiful!’

‘So sweet’ mummy said putting a dummy in my mouth but this is a posh event baby I need to wash my hair, do my nails, do my makeup and I can’t turn up with baby spit up and formula on my clothes she said looking at the stained jumper she was wearing before tossing it in the washing machine.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Apr 20, 2024 at 12:33 AM
Content:

sissyprincess2390 said:

Hey will you be continuing this story by any chance? I've enjoyed it so far and would love to see more from it. No pressure though.

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Yes I will be continuing this story. I haven’t added to it recently for two reasons:
1. I can only write this when I’m in little space and my opportunities to do so have decreased recently. Since I have to wear in private.
2. I have been dealing with depression for the last few months and only recently been feeling in a better place emotionally.
But yes I will be continuing this story.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jun 26, 2024 at 3:53 AM
Content:

BabyMagic said:

Newbaby110521,
Soryy you're depressed. I would like to see more of your story as well. I just started reading it tonight and wanted to see more. I realize in writing you put part of yourself out there for all the world to see. But we enjoy reading your story and want to see where it goes. I realize real life (RL) gets in the way and you don't get to be little all the time. But you should be able to get little at night and wet your diapers like the character you've written about. So BossBaby says get back to work and finish that story!

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BabyMagic. I can’t get little at night not as often as I’d like. I live with my mum and because she’s a ‘Lark’ she gets up before me and often comes into my room unannounced. She doesn’t know I’m ABDL I did try telling her once and it didn’t end well so I decided not to tell her for the sake of harmony and to preserve the special relationship we have. I do feel a bit guilty about that but it is what it is. If she came in while I was in little space I don’t even want to imagine the fallout that would happen. So I can only do it when I know she’s going to be away for a few days. If and when I move out I will be able to go into little space more often but that’s a few months if not years away.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Aug 8, 2024 at 9:52 PM
Content: I know it’s been almost a year since I last added to this but like I said I was dealing with severe depression and now I’m in a much better place I feel ready to get the story going again.

Chapter 22
A Night With Aunt Dawn

To this day I don’t know how Nina does it but when she gets dressed up for a posh event she always looks like a movie star the box office smasher. The one every man wishes was his wife. I don’t need those fantasies I have the real thing. As she walked out of her bedroom in a long red dress with matching heels and lipstick her dark hair pilled up on her head in a elaborate fashion that would put Versailles to shame and her eyes rimmed in make up so expertly applied even a casual glance was sultry. ‘Do I look pretty baby?’ Nina asked knowing full well she was an absolute knockout but she loved being complimented and I was only to happy to oblige.

‘Very pretty mummy I said but mummy is always the prettiest person alive’

‘Such a sweetheart!’ Nina said looking at me fondly ‘my little boy always makes his mummy feel loved’

The doorbell rang and Nina said ‘That’s probably your babysitter Ricky wait here why I fetch her.’

I sat there actually quite worried I knew Dawn had seen me like this before and had only shown me kindness but that was with other people around. What would she be like one on one? I heard Nina talking to Dawn explaining what she would have to do. ‘It’s quite likely you might have to change a wet diaper at least when you put him into his thick nighttime ones but he made a big mess for mommy earlier today so there shouldn’t be any stinkys. His dinner is in the fridge it’s labelled all you have to is heat up and feed him. He likes the aeroplane game oh and make sure you put his bib on he’s such a messy eater! Putting him to bed should be easy just put him in his pj’s give him a bottle of warm milk and sing a lullaby and he’ll be asleep before you finish the first verse. Got all that? Also if he starts misbehaving feel free to spank him!’

‘I don’t think I’ll need to do that Nina. I’m sure baby Ricky will be a perfect angel!’ Dawn said as she walked into the kitchen dressed in momma jeans and a white cardigan. ‘Heyo Aunt Daw Baby Ricky wub you’

‘See Nina. Like I said perfect angel! Hello Baby Boy we’re going to have lots of fun together alright?’

‘Yeth Aunt Daw’ I said nodding my head enthusiastically.

‘Well I better be leaving’ said Nina and looking in me in the eyes said ‘behave yourself baby if Aunty Dawn has to tell me you were a naughty boy Mummy will be very angry and you don’t want to see Mummy angry so do what you’re told! See you in the morning!’ and she left.

The first thing Dawn said was ‘Rick I know you’re using baby talk but can you speak proper English?’

‘Of course’ I said reverting back to my adult voice

‘That’s a relief’ sighed Dawn ‘Although your baby babble is adorably cute it is sometimes hard to understand’

‘So proper English tonight?’ I asked

‘Unless I say otherwise and I probably will use baby talk you it’s just too hard not to when you look that adorable!’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 19, 2024 at 7:43 PM
Content: Chapter 23
Aunt Dawn The Baby Sitter

‘Well Rick this a bit of a new experience for me. I did babysit like Nina as a teenager but the youngest child I ever looked after was five and already potty trained although he did wear protection at night.’

‘You’ve probably never looked after a baby my size either!’ I said with a smile

‘No. I haven’t’ she said returning my smile ‘still you’re probably easier too look after than a real baby at least you know not to stick your tongue in the plug socket!’

‘True but I still don’t know how to use the potty!’ I said slightly teasing her

‘Careful baby boy I don’t want to tell your mummy you were cheeky but how about a film before dinner? Disney maybe?’

‘Yay.’ I cheered clapping my hands.

‘I’ll take that as yes’ she said opening the cupboard where we kept our DVDs ‘Wow loads of Princess movies! Are you sure you’re not a baby girl?’ She asked me.

‘Definitely a baby boy.’ I clarified

‘Shame I think you’d look cute in a pink nappy and frilly tutu! But never mind how about Pocahontas?’ She said picking out one of favourite films.

‘Goody’ I said waddling over to the sofa as fast I could with a thick nappy between my legs. Dawn seemed to enjoy the movie just as much as me. Noticing this I asked ‘Dawn did you actually enjoy the movie or were you just humouring me?’

‘Believe it or not baby I’d much rather watch Disney than Secret Diary of a Call Girl’ she said turning off the TV.

‘Really?’

‘Baby you know I’m a lesbian and have no interest in men. But however I’m still a romantic at heart and Disney gives me that romantic vibe but stops before any of the icky parts. Understand?’

‘Yes’ And I did don’t get me wrong I don’t mind the occasional sex scene in film or tv particularly if it’s central to the plot but so many companies crammed them in for no good reason.

‘Dinner baby’ she said sticking yet again another load of undefinable mush in the microwave I buckled myself into high chair. She brought it over as she lifted the lid she wrinkled her nose at the unappetising smell and asked‘What’s in this?’

‘No idea. Mummy don’t tell me and I’m not sure I really want to know.’

‘Well you must really love Nina if you’re willing to eat this’ she said fixing a bib around my neck and wrinkling her nose even further as she picked up a spoon fall and zoomed it towards my mouth like a aeroplane. Before giving me a bottle of warm milk.

After dinner she gave me some crayons and paper telling me make a pretty drawing for my mummy. My artistic skills are so limited stick figures are really all I can do. After finishing she stuck it on the fridge just like a proud or long suffering mother who has no choice. Before telling me it was time for bed. My nappy wasn’t to wet which I think she was thankful for and laying me in my bed she started singing ‘Hush little baby don’t say a word’ she actually had rather good voice and I was asleep and I was asleep before she got to the looking glass. A few hours later I heard the heavy door to our flat slam shut and half woke up and could hear Nina and Tina talking but just I was about to go back I heard them say my name.

‘How was baby Ricky tonight Dawn?’

‘A complete Angel. If a bit of a messy eater!’ Dawn replied with a giggle ‘actually Nina I had a thought while I was here. Ricky has a lot of princess movies have you ever thought he might be better as a baby girl and pink is definitely his colour!’

‘I don’t know…’ Nina started

‘Oh go on’ said Dawn ‘are you honestly telling me he wouldn’t look cute in a princess dress and tiara and you wouldn’t enjoy getting involved in dress up and tea parties with some stuffed animals!’

‘Well the little girls I sat did always love their tea parties as did I as a kid’ Nina mused ‘I might just get him a dress just in case.’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Sep 21, 2024 at 8:54 PM
Content: Apologies but this is quite a long chapter.

Chapter 24
New Baby Girl

The next morning as I woke up I saw Nina looking at me with a pensive look on her face. I noticed my nappy was wet and asked if she would change me. After a quick change she seemed to steel herself and then asked ‘Rick why do you like being a baby?’

This was one of the last questions I expected her to ask and had to think carefully before I answered ‘I’m not sure there is a simple answer Nina’ realising that this point she needed me to be adult. ‘I mean the nappies are comfortable and convenient, the sucking of the pacifier or bottle is soothing and the baby toys and shows are relaxing with how screwed up the world is. I mean the baby food I could do without but that’s your decision. That’s the other thing the freedom of having a lot of stuff decided for you. The best part though is how we love each other when I’m in little space. It’s intense and passionate but it’s not sexual in a way it feels like a purer kind of love where you love me and not my body. Also the pampering is lovely. Does that make sense?’

She sat there digesting all this and said ‘I can kind of understand where you’re coming from but not fully I just wish I understood more.’

‘Well’ I said wheels turning in my mind ‘I can think of way you could put do that but I don’t think you’ll like it.’

‘What?’

‘Live like this for a bit. Strap on a nappy, put on a onesie and get down here and join me I reckon my stuff would just about fit you.’

Nina sat back rocking on her heels as she said with a quaver in her voice ‘You want me to wear a nappy?’

‘Want you to? No. But if you want to understand why I like this I can’t think of better way to it. Like trying a new food it might sound disgusting it might not be to your taste but you might understand why your friend likes it.’

‘Would I have to you know…in them?’ She asked blushing slightly.

‘Only if you want to. There is no hard and fast way to do this. Some just wear, some just pee in their nappies and some like me use them for pop as well. For all I know there might be some who pee in a toilet and only poop their nappy though I’ve never heard of that.’

‘Well I suppose I could give it a try but you know for a short while a hour or so and if I really hate it I could tear the nappy off straight away and go back to being an adult.’

‘Of course’ I reassured her

‘But Rick this is totally new to me I might need you to guide me and who’s going to look after us both?’

‘I’ll do what I did before you got involved swap between being an adult and baby throughout the day. Maybe I could feed you in the high chair!’

‘I’m not sure how I’d feel about that Rick…’ she started.

‘Hey Hey no pressure I understand this is daunting for you we can go at your pace and as deep as you want the ball is entirely in your court.’

‘Well I really do want to understand’ she said lying down on the changing mat and sliding a nappy underneath her.

After taping herself I handed her a onesie that was a bit big in the chest for me which fit her rather well. ‘This feels weird.’ She said ‘but not as bad as I thought it would. I see what you mean the nappy is comfortable. I still don’t know if I’ll use it though.’

‘That’s a decision to make when you need to go but for now how about some warm milk? You can use my bottle.’

‘Okay she said toddling into the lounge clearly unfamiliar with the padding between her legs. Handing her the bottle she put her lips and getting nothing said ‘it’s broken!’

‘You need to suck’ I told her ‘oddly enough it makes you work for the nourishment.’ She started sucking a surprised look on her face as the warm milk dribbled into her mouth. As I watched my wife suck like a baby I couldn’t help but think how adorable she looked and how the nappy accentuated her bottom.

‘It tasted pretty good‘ she said ‘hold on that wasn’t formula was it?’ She asked in panic.

‘No.’ I reassured her ‘Calm down the reason it tasted a bit different is because adults don’t tend to drink warm milk without something like hot chocolate in it’s just your taste buds adapting to a long forgotten taste.’

‘Well what next?’ She asked looking at me with wide innocent eyes.

‘Well I think you need something to suck while we watch TV would prefer a binky or your thumb?’

‘Um binky.’ She replied uncertainly as I went back to my trunk to grab us both one. I gave one to her saying sorry it’s black I prefer the green one and I don’t have any in pink.’

‘Not a problem.’ She said ‘I’m not really a fan of pink.’

‘A baby girl who doesn’t like pink!’ I gasped ‘Unheard of!’

‘Okay I admit I liked pink as a toddler. Pink walls, pink bedspread, pink clothes. I was a total Barbie girl and I admit having a thing for princesses as well but as I got older I started to gravitate more towards purple and violet.’

‘Well maybe it’s time to rediscover your love of pink’ I said finding a Barbie movie on the TV.

‘Oh please don’t Rick’ she pleaded ‘Its embarrassing admitting I loved this stuff!’

‘More embarrassing than wearing a nappy?’ I asked ‘It’s actually kind of adorable imagining you wadding around in a nappy in a bright pink dress playing make believe as a Disney Princess. Besides you have to watch age appropriate show while in little space and this show is perfect for little girls’

‘and apparently litte boys!’ she said pointing at me.

‘No. I’m putting on because I’m a good baby boy who is willing to let the little girl watch her show.’ I countered wrapping my arms around her in an adorable toddler like way as she turned her attention to the TV.

The film eventually did mildly interest me and despite her protestations Nina did seem fairly invested in it. But suddenly she started to squirm and I asked ‘What’s the problem baby?’

‘I need to use the toilet’ she murmured embarrassed

‘Baby’s like us call it the potty Nina but alright’ I said pausing the movie ‘so big girl decision time. Are you going to use the potty like a big girl or pee in your nappy like a baby.’

‘I don’t know.’ She said squirming adorably ‘it’s a little embarrassing wetting myself around you. But it would really help me understand.’

‘I’ve wet myself twice already’ I told her ‘look you are currently a baby girl. Baby girls use nappies and there not embarrassed about it therefore you shouldn’t be either.’

She looked at me with the look she had when thinking hard or concentrating when suddenly I heard a audible hiss and a look of relief slight mixed with regret appear on Nina’s face and I heard her whispering ‘Ew, ew, ew, this is so gross’ as her pee soaked into the thirsty padding.

I stroked her hair with one had and with the other felt her nappy expand and get warm. ‘Good girl’ I said with real enthusiasm ‘using her nappy like a good girl.’

As she looked up at me with a pleading look in her eyes she asked ‘You’re not grossed out by the fact I peed in my diapers?’

‘Oh sweetie of course not.’ I cooed holding her closer ‘In fact I’m proud of you being a brave little girl and making tinkles in your nappy. Now shall we fish the film?’

‘Aren’t you going to change me? she asked I put my finger in her leak guard.

‘No need’ I said ‘You’re just a little damp I don’t see any reason to change you until you’re a soggy potty pants princess’ I said wiping my finger clean with a wet wipe.

‘Okay’ she said snuggling back into my chest as I resumed the movie.

After it fished I ran my fingers through her hair and whispered in her ear ‘Is there any chance of me seeing baby girl make a stinky?’

She pulled away and said with a small amount of venom ‘I may have made a small wetting in this nappy to try and understand you but don’t for a moment think I’m going to become your baby girl playmate amusing myself with dolls while I fill my pampers this is a one time thing! Understand!’

Realising I may have gone a little too far I held my hands up in apology said ‘I’m sorry. Now please don’t flip out buts it’s lunchtime now I think it’s only fair you eat the same baby mush as me but you like to be spoon fed in the high chair or would you rather feed yourself.’

‘I’ll feed myself. But you can wait in the high chair till I’m finished’ she said as she pushed me towards the high chair so she could buckle me in. Credit where it’s due she did manage to gag down the baby food although it stained her onesie as she refused a bib she said as she started to feed me ‘Now I understand why you sometimes make that face when I feed you it’s not particularly pleasant is it.’

I nodded in agreement and as I got down from the high chair I the familiar feeling in my bowels and squatting down pushed a huge load into my nappy. As the smell hit the air Nina sniffed in disgust, pinched her nose and said her voice nasal. ‘I think I’ve experienced enough I’m going to have a shower and then change you so into the bedroom baby and please open a window! As I lay there after she’d finished the unpleasant task of changing a poopy nappy I asked ‘so do you understand now?’

‘I think I do’ she said ‘Not completely but better than I did. It was in many ways a bit embarrassing but I do feel less stressed in a way.’

‘So if used as stress reducer do you think you might be my baby sister again? Also if it’s any consolation you were absolutely adorable as a baby girl plus the nappy made your ass look fantastic!’

‘Careful baby. But going back to the stress thing maybe I’d do this again but I still won’t mess my nappy.’ she firmly said pulling a onesie over my head.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Apr 19, 2025 at 8:07 PM
Content: Chapter 25
My First Dress

I woke up with a wet nappy this seems like it’s going to become the norm as I’m now doing it without noticing. Nina wakes up and changes me but does not put me in a onesie. She bites her lip and then steeling herself says something that I hoped she wouldn’t.

‘Baby do you remember when aunt Dawn babysat you while mummy went out?’

‘Yes mummy’ I said starting to guess what she might be getting at.

‘Well aunt Dawn noticed how many princess movies you had and wondered deep down if you might be a baby girl. Now I’m curious as well so I’ve been preparing for a few weeks and I’ve decided today you’re not going to be my little man you’re going to be my little princess.’

‘But mummy…’ I started before she put a pink dummy in my mouth silencing me.

‘Not now baby girl mummy has it all planned out and mummy know best. Let me explain what’s going to happen. The pink dummy is a
starting point I’ve also got some pink nappies and a princess dress for you pink of course. Then I l’m going give you a makeover your hair is long enough for me to not need a wig. Then I’m thinking a tea party I’ve got a set and rounding off the day with a Disney Princess marathon.

I started sucking harder on the dummy panic mounting. Noticing this Nina stroked my head and said ‘Don’t worry baby it’s not all bad being a girl.’ Then she whipped out a bottle of perfume and sprayed it all over me. ‘Now you smell like girl’ she said ‘all flowers and sweet fruits’ then she put me in a bright pink diaper decorated with ponies and then she brought out the dress. Baby pink with puffy sleeves with lace at the neckline, cuffs and hem which was designed to flare out like a tutu meaning my nappy was clearly visible ‘easier to check for tinkles and stinkies!’ Nina chanted in a sing song voice leading me towards my highchair ‘I’ll do your makeover after breakfast princess no point doing it just for you to get food all over your face as fixed a bib reading ‘messy girl’ around my neck after the usual unappetising load of baby mush she sat me at her vanity and started to apply every cosmetic known to my face. Powder, mascara, eyeshadow, blusher, lipstick and lipgloss. ‘Time for your hair sweetheart’ she chirped not noticing or caring how uncomfortable I felt. She tied my hair into two pigtails with ribbons and said ‘If I’d thought about it more I could’ve dyed those pigtails purple but can’t be helped. Mani pedi time.’ Thus it was my finger and toe nails were painted what else but bright pink.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Jun 5, 2025 at 5:20 AM
Content: Chapter 26
Tea Time

I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and was surprised by how much I looked like a baby girl I suppose clothing and hair can really change how we see people. Nina took my hand and led me to something hidden behind the sofa. It was a tea party set up so perfect it must have come from the dreams of a baby girl. ‘Do you like it princess?’ Nina asked ‘Oh why am I asking of course you do! Every baby girl loves tea time!’ Now as far as I was aware I wasn’t a baby girl but I knew what Nina was looking for so I clapped my hands together and squealed ‘It’s perfect mommy are you going to have tea with me?’

‘Of course baby girl’ Nina said hugging me ‘Baby girl doesn’t know how to be a proper hostess yet does she. But mommy will teach her.’ She said sitting down in one of the chairs motioning for me take the other free one. ‘This is Mrs Gold’ she said pointing to a doll with golden locks ‘ and this is Miss Scarlet’ she continued indicating a red haired rag doll ‘and Mrs Woof’ stroking the head of a stuffed dog.

‘Hello Mrs Gold, Miss Scarlet and Mrs Woof I said pulling off a passable high class accent as I shook their hands.

‘Not bad Princess’ Nina said but women tend to kiss each other on both cheeks when they meet like this’ she said kissing the cheeks of the stuffed dog. The rest of the party went on as you’d expect fake conversations, imaginary tea and food. Personally I couldn’t wait for it to end but Nina seemed to be in her element she always did like hosting events. ‘Thank you ladies’ she finally finished but me and Litte Ruby have plans tonight.’

‘Little Ruby’ I thought she even picked out a girls name for me.

‘Come on Ruby’ she said taking my hand and leading me to the high chair ‘Time for din dins!’ More baby mush food and bottle of formula followed before she took me to the sofa saying ‘Now Princess we’re going to watch other princesses just like you as a impossibly pink Disney film started on the TV screen. The movies didn’t actually interest me that much normally I like Disney but these were just too feminine for my tastes. In fact I’m pretty sure Nina only stopped because I pooped my nappy as she changed me she put me back in my baby boy clothes and asked ‘so Ricky did you enjoy being my baby girl for the day?’

‘Sorry mummy’ but no’ I said emphatically ‘I’m a baby boy and I’ve always known that.’

‘Sorry baby’ Nina said looking shame faced as she wiped the makeup off my face ‘I probably took it too far. I need to remember that this is part of who you are and not a way for me to get my kicks. I’ll never force you like that again. Only if you ask.’

‘You know Nina it wouldn’t have been so bad if I had a little sister to share it with and I know my nappies fit you.’ I said.

I might take you up on that Sweetie.’ She murmured casting a glance to my stash of nappies.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Aug 1, 2025 at 7:31 PM
Content: Chapter 27
A Comfortable Routine

Things were going great with Nina I felt as if we’d found a balance a routine. I wake up in a wet and at times messy nappy. I have a shower Nina puts me in a new nappy and the clothes she’s chosen, feeds me breakfast in the high chair and then I spend some time working and nearly all the rest of the time as Nina’s baby.

Occasionally Nina’s friends (but not Kelly) came round sometimes to visit Nina sometimes to babysit me. As far as they were concerned I was a baby and was to be treated as such. Which naturally meant lots of cooing, baby talk, patting my head or nappy and offering to bottle feed me or change a wet nappy.

In many ways Nina had become an almost perfect mommy. She never had to discipline me because I was a well behaved baby who only wanted to make mummy happy.

Yet I noticed something was off. Nina seemed restless I asked if she was stressed and needed some baby time herself but she said it wasn’t that. I decided not to push it she’d tell me when she was good and ready. Then one day she asked if I could be a adult because she wanted to talk to me.

‘Rick’ she said quietly a sign that she was scared of saying what she was about to say ‘Would you say that we are in a comfortable position in regard to your little side right now?’

‘Yes’ I said without hesitation ‘but if it’s draining you or you need me to be a adult more of the time I can try and cut back’

‘No it’s nothing like that. Just I’ve been doing so more research about ABDL’s and I’ve been thinking about how our dynamic has changed and I’ve realised I can be and want to be even more of a mommy. So I’ve drawn up a new contract and if you sign it there’s one more thing I’d like to discuss.’

‘How is this contract different from the old one?’ I asked

‘Well the majority of the agreements outlined in the original contract are still in place and I haven’t bothered to write them down again but some of them have changed and there are some new ones.’

‘Okay show me the contract’ I said

As she handed it over she commented ‘When this contract contradicts the first one I’ve explained why.

The contract
1. All nappies wet and messy will now be changed by Nina as she has grown used to the smell and it doesn’t bother her now.
2. All Ricks drinks will be Milk or Formula with juice once a day.
3. From now on in public Rick will be wearing a discreet nappy and if appropriate calling Nina Mommy in public.
4. Rick will not be dressed or treated as a baby girl unless he asks. It is now clear he is a baby boy.
5. In order to better understand Nina will spend one morning a month in a nappy acting like a baby.
6. The spare room is to be converted into a nursery to give Rick a dedicated place to play and at times sleep.
7. Rick will now be bathed by Nina once a day with products designed for baby’s.

‘Well’ I said this is fine by me pretty much but are you alright with it. Changing all my nappies, losing the spare room and wearing a nappy once a month.’

‘I explained about the nappy thing. She said ‘I know having a nursery would make you happy. The more I thought about it I really really want to understand how all this makes you feel and it was great stress relief. I even wondered about making a stinky in a nappy!’

‘In that case’ I said grabbing a pen I agree and I signed the contract. Putting it in her special draw she bit her lip and almost whispered ‘there was something else I almost added to the contract but I wanted to ask you about it first because well it’s pretty extreme.’

‘Sounds ominous’ I said but go ahead

‘Well it’s not a bad thing probably even a great thing for you.’

‘Nina just tell me nothing you say will make me think less of you. I promise’

She took a deep breath and gazing into my eyes said ‘Rick how would you feel if I offered to breastfeed you?’

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Aug 6, 2025 at 5:53 PM
Content: Chapter 28
Going Deeper

You’re seriously offering to breastfeed me?’ I asked ‘how is that even possible?’

‘Oh I’m sorry Rick I shouldn’t have mentioned it. It’s too much isn’t it!’

‘No No Nina really I’d hit paradise if you actually breastfed me. I’m just saying sure how it’s possible practically unless you’re talking about dry nursing don’t you have to be pregnant to produce milk?’

‘Ordinarily yes but not necessarily. There are ways for women who are not pregnant to induce lactation and once it’s started as long as the keep expressing it by for example feeding someone they will keep producing it.’

‘And you’re happy to do this won’t it cause issues how are you going to explain the increase in size?’

‘Breast implants’ she said simply ‘many of my friends have had augmentation surgery I’d just be one of them. There will be some potential side effects and I’ll need to buy some new bras but other than that I see no problem. In reality…’ she said looking slightly embarrassed ‘I quite like the mental image of you dressed as a baby lying in my lap sucking at my teat while I wear a nursing bra!’

‘Wow you’d really wear a nursing bra for me to add to the reality?’

‘If that’s what my baby boy desires.’ She said with a exaggerated curtsy.

‘Well if you’re willing sure I’d love that how long would it take?’

‘It varies from person to person but once I’m producing I’ll let you know and you can start having real mommy milk.’

The next few weeks were like a dream. Nina had become a totally doting mummy. She changed all my nappies no matter how wet or messy without complaint I’d almost say she began to enjoy the process. She’d found a carpenter who wouldn’t ask too many questions and got him to craft an adult size crib and changing table. Which were placed in the cleared out spare room which she’d wisely put a lock on so my family and hers can’t accidentally stumble in on it. Despite everything seemingly going my way one massive cloud lay on the horizon. My first time wearing a nappy in public. I knew Nina said it would be discreet and would not seek to deliberately embarrass me but still.

Going to the hardware store to buy some of the stuff needed for my new nursery was nerve wracking. As we arrived at the checkout with our cart full of baby blue paint, Care Bears wallpaper strip and babyish stickers for the walls the girl at the checkout smiled at us and eying Nina asked chirpily ‘Bun in the oven?’

Nina smiled back and shooting me a wink said ‘Something like that’ I let out a breath I didn’t realise I’d been holding for a moment I thought she might out me saying ‘oh no my boyfriend acts like a baby so I’m building him a nursery.

‘Well if you ever need a break give me a call.’ The girl said scribbling her phone number on the back of the receipt ‘This gig is only part time and I also (and frankly prefer) babysit youngest was 10 months I have plenty of experience changing nappies!’

‘Thanks I’ll remember that’ Nina said politely as she took the receipt. As we reached the car pack she said ‘Don’t worry baby I won’t ask her I was just being polite Auntie Daw and Tia will be your only baby sitters.’

Nina really laid into the baby asthetic with the other parts of my nursery. Winnie the Pooh padding for the changing table, Thomas the Tank Engine and Bob the Builder for my bedding and a farmyard mobile. I understand to people on the outside this may sound embarrassing but I loved it after hiding this part of me for so long I was finally getting everything I dreamed of and more.

Then the fateful moment came the day I’d been dreading as Nina tapped up my nappy I noticed how thin it was and as she started pulling more adult clothing from the wardrobe I knew that the time had come I was leaving the nursery and headed into the world as a hidden baby.

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Author: Newbaby110521
Timestamp: Aug 9, 2025 at 10:43 PM
Content: Chapter 29
Padded at the Shopping Centre

‘Baby’ Nina said in a voice I knew all too well it was the one she used when she wanted something. ‘I’m going shopping today with Tina and Dawn.’

‘Okay Mummy’ I said focusing on my wooden blocks seeing how high I could stack them.

‘Baby you’re coming with me. So into the nursery please so I can put a thinner nappy on you.’

‘You want me to wear a nappy in public?’ I asked with dread in my voice.

‘Contract baby.’ Nina said similarly walking towards the nursery giving me little choice but to follow.

‘But mummy won’t people be able to tell?’

‘That’s why I’m putting you in a thinner nappy and big boy clothes. Don’t worry the nappy bag isn’t obviously a nappy bag and whatever the world says people are amazingly self absorbed and probably won’t notice a little extra padding in your trousers. Tina and Dawn already know. Look baby do this for me and if you’re good we’ll maybe visit the toy store . Okay?’

‘Okay Mummy’ I said ‘what are you and aunties Tina and Dawn buying.’

‘Well you know how Mummy is part of the beach club.’ The beach club was one of Nina’s social clubs I never went women only.

‘Yes.’

Well we’re having our summer gala in a fortnight so me and your aunties need new outfits, shoes and some makeup. I know it’s boring for you guys but it means a lot when you come along.’

I inwardly groaned nearly every man can’t stand clothes shopping with his better half and tries to avoid it but I didn’t have a choice. Okay Mummy but I don’t know if I’ll be able to say which dress is best you’re always gorgeous. ‘

‘Thank you baby. Always so complimentary. Anyway let’s not leave Dawn and Tina waiting for us and we left the house.

As we reached the shopping centre entrance we were met by Tina and Dawn who quickly pinched my cheeks (quite hard actually) and asked if I was dry before going in and so began the ordeal Everyman dreads being asked my opinion. I tried to be as honest and enthusiastic as I could but after a while all the dress and shoe combos blurred into one. Thankfully the makeup shopping was much quicker.

After this was thankfully over we went to the food court where Nina asked ‘Can you girls look after my little boy for a bit I have an errand to run.’

‘Sure thing Nina. Said Tina ‘what should we order for you?’

‘Oh the smoked salmon salad for me and green tea and…’ she looked at me ‘I don’t think we can order from the child’s menu without awkward questions so ham and cheese sandwich with a chocolate milkshake for baby.’

‘Got it’ said Tina as Nina walked off ‘She’s right though Dawn’ she continued as if I couldn’t use her ‘Baby Ricky really should be eating from the children’s menu.’

‘Well next time we go through a MacDonalds Drive-Thru we can get him a happy meal. Deal?’ Dawn said.

‘Good Idea’

Nina soon came back being very careful to hide her shopping bag. After lunch Nina said ‘Now Ladies we can all agree Baby Ricky has been an absolute angel today agreed?’

‘Oh yes’ Tina said ‘I asked my husband to come. Point blank refused.’

‘So I think little Ricky deserves a treat.’ Nina said ‘so I think we should take him to the toy shop and get him a stuffed animal he doesn’t have one yet.’

‘Perfect Idea Nina’ Dawn said picking up my nappy bag and ‘I know just the place’ she said leading us to a shop called ‘Stuffed Furry Friends’ ‘they only sell stuffed animals’ Dawn said I’d recommend getting Ricky a teddy bear you know go traditional. As we entered the shop. I was met by row after row of stuffed toys and Nina seemed to take great pleasure in asking my opinion on each one. Eventually I took Dawns advice and got myself a medium sized teddy bear. Then leaving store as soon as we got into the car. Nina heard a hissing sound as I let out the wee I had been holding.

‘You know baby’ she said ‘you didn’t have to hold it I would have asked to change you in the disabled toilets.

‘I know Nina’ I replied ‘but I’ve just worn a nappy in public for the first time so baby steps.’

‘Okay baby’ she said ‘do you mind waiting till we get home till I change you.’

‘I’m good for a while mummy.

‘Excellent oh and I got a present for adult Rick today as well as baby Rick. You know when I went off on my own just before lunch.’ I nodded well I popped into Ann Summers and picked out some new lingerie for your enjoyment lover’ she said throwing me a sultry look ‘you’re a cute baby but I love the adult side of you as well!’