(Finished) How I found peace being a Little -- (Author) Chiburo

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Author: Chiburo
Timestamp: Jul 1, 2016 at 3:23 AM
Content: When I was a kid, in maybe 3rd to 5th grade, I had a friend named Erika. I'd go over to her house almost all the time. But as I continued going over, Her father started doing weirder and weirder things to me. He'd pat my butt (in my house that's just a gentle hello) but... when your friends dad does it its kinda... not right. But keep in mind, all this stuff completely passed over my head.

I had awful adhd, and was also diagnosed with depression and anxiety- so day to day life was a roller coaster for me.

Over the months he'd finger me in my No-no zone, and sometimes try to make out and force himself on me. The thing is he saidif i told anyone, he'd shoot me.

Already scarred enough by this, he didnt stop no matter how much i begged. One day, my friend and her mom said they were gonna leave for the store, and invited me along with. But Erika's dad said no, and that I wasnt leaving. And that was the day he held a gun to my head and raped me.

Yes this has already been reported to the cops, and he is in jail now too. But the mental scarring is still there.

A friend of mine sugested this.. thing? Called Littlespace, and showed me the community. A state of mind where I could be whatever age I wanted and enjoy myself! Sometimes I'm a baby, wearing goodnites and such! Then I can be 5 and play with all the toys I want!

Sadly- My mom doesnt approve of any of this, so I keep it all hidden to myself.

( IF you'd like to talk further on this, Go ahead and Message me on my KIK or Skype which are both Chiburo )