Lazarus Just not the way you think -- (Author) LittleManAlex

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Feb 21, 2016 at 1:18 PM
Content: This is a story based off the Nickelodeon show the Naked Brothers Band, I had hoped to be able to continue a series of stories I had previously written, but due to content being against the rules have had to rewrite this piece so it fits in.

I will hopefully be able to lead a story that is at the very least somewhat conceivable/understandable, but you may disagree.

So here goes.

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12 year old Nat Wolff was lounging on the sofa, his brown hair was a mess, his brown eyes filled with a lot of sadness, anger and frustration. His dad and his partner Abigail were working on dinner, but Nat wasn't paying them much attention

Nat was instead intently staring across the lounge, an egg chair his 9 year old brother was sleeping, his curly brown hair obscured but didn't hide his gaunt face, sunken hollow eyes. He watched as Alex shifted in his sleep, his shirt rode up a bit exposing some of the scars of on his back. Most people believed that Alex had gone through hell. Nat knew he was still there.

Nat remembered that day just over a year ago, the day everything changed. Alex's best friend Juanita had taken Alex out to see a movie, she had ducked out to use the bathroom. He heard it on the radio, a hostage situation at a movie theater, they didn't say where. Nat wasn't too worried, he recalled the equation he was stuck on when the reporter announced the a large number of gunshots were heard inside the theater. He vividly recalled the sound of an explosion, that tore him away from his homework. A little concerned he reached over and grabbed is phone and sent his brother a txt, knowing that once the movie was over he'd get a txt back.

After an hour, he still had no reply, leaving the room he shared with his brother, he found his dad watching the news report on TV, the building had collapsed, still Nat wasn't too concerned, he didn't even know what time Alex's movie was, let alone what movie he was going to see or where.

As time passed Nat started getting more and more concerned, his dad's girlfriend and arrived home, but still nothing. He called his brother a couple of times, but if his phone was off because he was watching a movie it would keep going straight to voicemail like it was.

The worry grew in all of them as the hours passed, the sun faded. Eventually Juanita's mother turned up. Juanita's father was a FDNY paramedic was on shift. No one really sad anything, there was a fear in everyone as time continued to drag on. Nat recalled not being able to feel happy, when Laura received a phone call saying that they had found Juanita, and she was being taken to the hospital.

It confirmed Alex was there, they suspected he was, but now it was so much worse. It wasn't until 7am the next morning, they finally got a phone call. Alex had been found and rushed to hospital barely alive.

All in all 78 people died, over 150 seriously injured, it was a big enough story for the media, but when they found out one of the survivors was world famous musician Alex Wolff it just got worse.
The news speculated what had happened to him, eventually though they lost interest, for them it was over. For Alex it was only the beginning.

Alex shifted again and Nat let out a massive sigh. It was hard on everyone, Alex was miserable, he needed a lot of help, some days he needed it more than others. Nothing anyone tried to seem to be able to help him, he suffered chronic nightmares, so very rarely slept, he was underweight, and except for the occasional explosion, was pretty withdrawn.

Nat tried to stop a tear falling from his eye, his brother used to be so full of life, now he was a shell whose entire life now seemed to consist of waking up, surviving through the day and going to sleep.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Feb 22, 2016 at 11:58 AM
Content: Chapter 2

“Nat dinner is almost is ready, is your brother awake?” His dad asked, as a black haired, slender haired man with what looked like a bowl cut entered the lounge.

“No,” Nat choked out being disturbed from his stupor.

“You alright Nat?” His dad asked softly.

“I'm ok,” Nat lied.

“Nat,” His dad said tenderly as he came over, sat beside Nat and hugged him.

“I hate how Alex is so miserable.” Nat said bitterly before feeling his dad hug him tighter.

“I hate it too Nat, Abigail hates it too, I think everyone who loves him hates it too.” Mr Wolff said trying to reassure his son. “I'm his father, I would do anything to make him feel safe. To take away every bad thing in his head... to let him be happy again,”

“What do we do?” Nat mumbled numbly.

“I don't know Nat... I don't know,” Mr Wolff said with a heavy sigh.

“What you talking bout?” they heard a raspy voice ask from across the room.

“Shhhhhhhh buddy, try to get some sleep,” Mr Wolff said quietly.

“Hungry,” Alex mumbled, not surprising his dad at all.

“Dinners almost ready,” Mr Wolff said softly, watching Alex with quite a bit of difficulty climb into a sitting position.

“Doing ok Alex?” Nat probed.

Nat wasn't too surprised to see that Alex just shrugged, it was difficult to get anything out of him.

Alex with a bit of difficulty managed to climb out of the egg chair and walked over to his dad.

His dad was a bit surprised when Alex threw himself into a hug with his dad. He knew the hugs were very important to Alex, but it wasn't very often that Alex did it without anything really being said, and he knew Alex was really struggling.

“It'll be ok Alex,” Mr Wolff said as he embraced Alex, before he planted a tender kiss on Alex's forehead.

They made their way to the dining room, where the boys step mom was waiting with dinner served up, she was a little on the tall side, but unlike Mr Wolff was bit more plump.

Dinner was subdued affair, there were a couple of days a week where Alex was more involved with everyone, but this wasn't one of them.

After dinner Abigail had sat down on the sofa as Alex shuffled in, he looked at his egg chair before eventually climbing up next to Abigail on the couch, cuddling in as they watched TV, Abigail gently stroking his hair.

After Nat helped his dad clean up he walked out to the lounge, he had noticed that Alex would only ever sit in his egg chair, unless there was someone on the couch to hug.

He looked around before he sat down, seeing how drained everyone looked, he knew whilst Alex was miserable... everyone else was too. Nat eventually cuddled in with Alex on his otherside, at least he wasn't agitated at this point.

A couple of hours passed, and Alex didn't say a word, it wasn't too unusual, there were days Alex barely said a word, and they all wished the could take a load of Alex. Alex was strong he'd survived this long, survived what he'd been through when it should have killed him. Alex seemed to be drowning in a deep sea of depression, he seemed so small compared to the problems he faced.

“Alex honey,” Abigail said softly around half past 8, “I think it's time for bed,”

“Don't want to go bed,” Alex mumbled softly as his mom continued to stroke his hair.

“I know buddy, but you need to get some sleep,” She added.

“Hmmmmmm,” Alex grunted, he knew he wouldn't and couldn't get to sleep.

“Come on sweetheart,” Abigail said softly, as they both got to their feet and disappeared to the boys bedroom.

She managed to coax Alex to brush his teeth before he climbed in bed and she tucked him in.

“Did you want to take your sleep meds tonight?” Abigail asked though she already knew the answer. Early on they tried to force Alex to take his meds at night, but each time it was fight, even when he did manage to take them they didn't seem to help much, none the less Alex hated them and they had conceded to offering them to him instead of trying to force it.

“No,” Alex mumbled softly, he hated them, they made him feel i'll and didn't allow him to dream and Alex liked to dream for that one night out of hundred where it was a good dream.

“Try to get some sleep sweetheart, or we might need to keep you home from school to rest,” Abigail said softly.

“NO!” Alex said angrily, “Have to go to school!”

Abigail suppressed a sigh, school was about the only normal thing in Alex's life, and get angry if anyone tried to stop him going, they didn't think Alex was ready, but he seemed determined to cling to that last shred of normalcy.

“Try to get some sleep Alex, it will help you out,” Abigail said softly.

“Tell that to the nightmares,” Alex whispered moodily.

“Alex, you have the medication to help you sleep, but you refuse to take them,” Abigail said tenderly.

“That's cos they're dumb... why can't they just give me nice dreams instead of no dreams,” Alex mumbled softly, and Abigail just pulled him in close.

“We'd do anything to give you good dreams if we could Alex... we just want you to be able to sleep so you can get better,” She said gently.

“Never gonna get better,” Alex mumbled softly before he started crying and Abigail just sat and held him trying to comfort him.

When she calmed Alex down, she gently helped him lay down, she gently kissed him on his forehead.

“I hope you have good dreams tonight,” She said softly, eventually walking out and leaving him to try and drift off.

It was an hour later that Nat went to bed, he could tell Alex was still awake as he climbed up to the top bunk... he lay there for a while just listening to his brother breathe, and as usual feel asleep feeling guilty because Alex was still awake.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Feb 27, 2016 at 2:22 PM
Content: Chapter 3

When Nat awoke the next morning and climbed down from his bunk. He saw Alex wasn't there, but he must gone to sleep long enough to have a nightmare and wet the bed. Nat checked the back of the closet, it was one of the places Alex hid when things got to much. Nat wasn't too surprised to see him there, his boxers and singlet still damp. Nat squeezed in beside his brother.

“It'll be ok,” Nat said softly, hoping Alex would say something. Instead he just heard a heavy sigh.

It was ten minutes later, Mr Wolff entered the room, seeing the beds empty he too checked the closet. He'd noticed that the places Alex spent time alone, were always enclosed.

Mr Wolff wasn't too sure which way to turn, it was difficult on both his sons, most people tended to overlook what Nat had been through, but he knew Nat was suffering, maybe not as much as Alex, but a lot more than anyone imagined.

“Come on Alex buddy,” Mr Wolff said very gently. “Lets get you cleaned up.”

Nat watched his dad gently help Alex to his feet before leading him to the bathroom. Nat eventually got up and stripped Alex's bed and threw the soiled bedding into the laundry.

When Mr Wolff left the bathroom, Alex showered and dressed he led him to the living room and sat on the couch. He hugged his youngest son.

“Alex, if there is anything I could do to help you, tell me, it's hard seeing you like this,” Mr Wolff said softly with an air of desperation in his voice. He did feel Alex reach around and hug him tightly, but not say a word.

He seemed to have gotten worse, when he first got out of hospital, while he was still depressed and volatile he did talk, quite a lot. Now days Alex was almost a mute. He either couldn't or wouldn't speak most of the time, most of the time he made a sound was when he exploded in anger. He gathered that Alex talked a bit with his counselor Simon, like with everything else, less and less.

He recalled the smell of disinfectant, the chaos, the dread, when they arrived at the hospital, other than the fact he was alive when the bought him in, the new nothing. They were directed up the staff lounge, where families of other casualties waited, there were tears and sobs. An orderly would come and collect one family and two more seemed to walk in.

He recalled seeing John, Juanita's father, dust soot and blood on his uniform as he strode over to them.

“How's Juanita?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Cuts, bruises a bit of a concussion... any news about Alex?” He asked softly.

“Nothing... all they said was he was alive,” Mr Wolff said softly.

He recalled John was a big help, with the huge weight of his own daughters safety lifted, he was there for Alex's family. As the morning stretched into afternoon, he made sure they ate, he offered support, the room thinned out, he knew quite a few of the people were given the news that there loved ones had passed away, the fact that they were still waiting to hear news about Alex, meant he was pretty sure Alex was still alive

“Wolff?” An Orderly called shortly after the clock hit 7pm.

They all got up, they tried to read the orderly, but it was impossible, he didn't know anything. They were taken up another 3 floors,

They were taken to a consultation room, the bin overflowing with tissues, it had been well used that day. He remembered the fear he felt, the fear he had lost his son.

“Sonny Wolff?” A surgeon asked softly.

“Y..Y...Yes,” Mr Wolff managed to stammer out.

“Alex is alive, and he's stable, but he's not out of the wood yet,” He said softly, pausing to allow them time to come to terms with this.

“He has some spinal damage, we won't know they extent for a while, but we have put him on steroids, to try and limit maybe heal a little the damage already done. He was hit by a bullet around the shoulder, and we have managed to stop the the internal bleeding he suffered when the building collapsed.” The Surgeon said softly, again pausing to allow them time to absorb the information.

“What we are most concerned about it, is the trauma to his head. He has suffered a very serious concussion, which has caused his brain to swell, we have had to remove a piece of Alex's skull to ease the pressure on the brain. But at this point we don't if there is any brain damage.” The surgeon said heavily and again waited for them to process this information, it took a quite a bit longer than the previous times.

“Right now he is in a medically induced coma, he will need to have a number of operations over the coming week before we will think about trying to pull him out of the coma.” The surgeon said softly. “But he's a fighter, I didn't think he would make it through surgery, but some how he did,”

Nat tried to smile, that was his brother, but in the end twitched his lip a little, there was so much to take in.

“Can we see him?” Mr Wolff choked out.

“He's in a sterile room in the ICU, you can visit him briefly, but until we reattach the piece of his skull, it's best to keep the room as free from contaminants as possible, but the nurse down there should be able to help you out.” The surgeon said softly.

“Thank you,” Mr Wolff said crying little as he shook the surgeons hand. He didn't know it at the time, but that surgeon was one of the top neurologists on the East Coast, and would become Alex's specialist.

It was with a storm of emotions that they followed the orderly to ICU. He lead them over to the end of the ward in a sealed room they could see Alex, barely recognizably and almost hidden under all of the monitors. He heard Nat crying, so “Oh God,” a few times before he pulled him into a hug.

“Did you want to go in and see him?” The nurse asked softly.

“Can we?” Nat asked softly.

“You'll need to go through the decontamination showers and wear scrubs after that, I'll take you in.” The nurse said softly.

“Which way,” Nat asked wiping the tears from his eyes.

“Through here,” She said leading the way.

“Please be very careful, I know you would like nothing more than to hold him tight, I'm afraid a gentle hold of the hand is all he's up for. I don't know if it's true or not, but I've heard they can hear you.” The Nurse said softly.

Mr Wolff was a little taken aback as Nat gently brushed past him and grabbed his brothers hand.

“I hope you'll be ok Alex,” Nat said softly as tears ran down his face.

Mr Wolff didn't remember a lot what he did recall was how difficult it was to get Nat to leave his brother.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Mar 7, 2016 at 4:12 AM
Content: Chapter 4

Getting Alex to school was a hassle. It always was, but Alex was always determined to go. It was the one thing in his life that he could at least pretend was normal.

“Have a good day at school Alex,” Abigail said softly as she helped him out of the car.

“K Mommy,” Alex mumbled softly as he shuffled quietly into school before making into to his classroom and sitting at his desk.

“Good Morning Alex,” Juanita said softly.

“Morning,” Alex mumbled

She watched him through the morning, she knew why he wanted to come, but he never seemed to enjoy it, always on edge. One of the boys in the class Jeremy always tried to lend Alex a hand, more often than not Alex would explode. She knew he resented the fact he needed help

In fact almost everything seemed to set him off, he'd get frustrated about not being able to understand the work and his books would fly across the classroom. The lead in his pencil would break and he'd snap the pencil in two. It was worse before he got his tutor, Mr Johnston try as he might didn't have the time to give Alex the help he needed with his work and teach the class.

His tutor was a kindly African American woman named Sue, she helped him a bit so his outbursts were less disruptive, but he still struggled to understand his work. It wasn't uncommon for her to lead Alex away to give him time and space to unwind, but none the less Juanita could see Alex wasn't enjoying school, he was only there to desperately cling to his one last shred of normalcy.

As the day went on she couldn't help but stare at his sunken hollow almost dead looking eyes, eyes that a year ago were full of energy, laughter and enjoyment. She hid a massive sigh, it was her fault. She knew it was her fault. If she hadn't taken Alex to see that movie, if she'd just gone skateboarding with him instead, none of this would have happened. He was only at the movie theater because of her, and he was the one that got punished for it.

It was torture for her, the guilt drove her mad, but she repressed it, she promised herself that she would stick by Alex's side, help him in every way she could, not simply because she was his friend... but also she felt she owed him. She was jerked abit out of her thoughts when Mr Johnston sneezed suddenly and loudly, before he apologized seeing the fear in Alex's eyes. What everyone in the classroom wouldn't have given for Alex to be back to himself.

At lunch time, Alex disappeared, she knew especially on bad days, he searched for his brother, never saying much to him, but cuddling in. The band always tried to make Alex feel better, but it never seemed to work.

Nat recalled when they finally awoke Alex at the hospital. He looked better than when he first saw him, but was still not used to Alex's shaved head. Nat quietly watched as Alex slowly opened his heavy eyelids.

“It's ok Alex,” Nat said softly after his brother finally managed to pry his eyelids open.

“Nat?” Alex rasped weakly.

“Yeah man, it's me,” Nat said softly grabbing his brothers hand, while his dad grabbed Alex's other hand.

“Dad?” Alex rasped as he felt someone grabbing his other hand.

“Yeah, it's me Alex... We've been worried about you,” He said softly.

Nat recalled, it was almost the calmest Alex over the following year. Over the coming days the doctors ran a number of tests, the steroids were working, but it would take a while for him to be able to walk again.

“How's his brain,” Mr Wolff asked once they had finished the tests.

“There is some damage, it's in a different part of the brain to his motor skills his memories, his ability to talk.” Dr Hamilton said softly. “There is a bit of damage to the part of his brain that regulates his emotions. We still don't understand how exactly this going to effect him. It may change how he processes things, it may mean he has more mood swings, we will see what happens.”

“He just seems sad and angry,” Nat said softly.

“I know, he has a lot to deal with, his injuries to his brain and back would be bad enough. However the traumatic things he has seen and experienced,” Dr Hamilton said softly.

“What can we do to help?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“The biggest thing, he is going to need is your love support and patience.” Dr Hamilton said softly. “I will organize a counselor to come in, he may be able to help Alex deal with things.”

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Mar 8, 2016 at 12:52 PM
Content: Chapter 5

Nat was awoken at about 1am, he groggily wondered what woke him, before he heard his brother thrashing around on the bunk below. Nat was about to get up, and wake his brother from his nightmare, when Alex fell of the bad with a crash , landing awkwardly on his back.

Alex's screams of pain woke Nat right up, and as it turns out his parents too. Nat was barely out of the bed on the floor holding his brother, when Abigail and his dad came in.

“Where does it hurt?” He asked Alex softly.

“Back!” Alex screamed out in pain, Abigail soon returned with a syringe of pain killers and injected it into Alex's back, and just craddled him, as they waited for them to kick in.

“Hurts daddy,” Alex cried, as his dad began to stroke his hair. Anytime Alex called him “daddy” he knew he was having a really rough time.

“I know buddy, hopefully a couple more minutes and the pain killers will kick in,” Mr Wolff said tenderly

It was another couple of minutes before the pain started to fade, and about 5 before it was gone completely.

“What happened?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“He had a nightmare and fell of his bed,” Nat mumbled tiredly.

Abigail stifled a sigh as Mr Wolff comforted Alex.

“Alex, we're going to try get you in to see you specialist in the next few days, make sure you haven't done any more damage to your back.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Hmmmmm” Alex moaned, they could all tell he wasn't happy about it.

“Now buddy I think we need to get you cleaned up, before you go back to bed,” Mr Wolff said delicately.

Alex had wet himself, they suspected it was the nightmare it happened often enough,

“Don't wanna go to bed,” Alex mumbled quietly.

“Alex if you promise to try and sleep, after I clean you up we can cuddle on the couch,” Mr Wolff said softly

“Promise daddy,” Alex mumbled softly.

Mr Wolff gently helped Alex to his feet and helped guide him into the boys ensuite, he could tell he would have to help as he turned on the shower, before helping Alex out of his boxers and singlet and into the shower.

He helped Alex shower, it wasn't the first time. Alex needed a lot of help with everything after he first got out of hospital, he couldn't walk, need help getting dressed and bathing. Although Alex never said it, Mr Wolff knew he appreciated it, but he knew mostly Alex resented the fact that he need help, to the point that he probably needed a lot more help than he would allow anyone to give.

When he was done, he turned of the shower before drying Alex off.

“Do I have to,” Alex mumbled a little upset as his dad picked up a diaper.

“You don't have to Alex, but I think it would be a good idea,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled.

“Thank you Alex,” Mr Wolff said warmly, it was good to see Alex being responsible.

“Hmmm,” Alex moaned, before his dad tightly tapped the diaper up and helped him into a new a pair of boxers and a singlet, before he he gently guide Alex to the lounge and they lay on the couch and cuddled.

“Dad,” Alex mumbled drowsily half an hour later.

“Yeah Alex,” Mr Wolff said quietly.

“Why does nothing make me better?” Alex mumbled.

“I don't know, I wish I did. I wish I knew how to make you feel safe, how to make you feel better, how to make you smile again,” Mr Wolff said softly as he began to stroke Alex's hair.

“I'm sorry daddy,” Alex mumbled holding onto his dad tighter.

“You don't need to be sorry Alex, none of this was your fault... if anything I'm sorry Alex, I'm your dad and I failed to protect you,” Mr Wolff said heavily.

“Not your fault... you always try to help me,” Alex mumbled.

“Do you hate being helped?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

Alex shrugged, he tried to speak a few times but didn't know how to put things into words, he tried a few more times before giving up, shrugging and grunting “i dunno”

“Try to get some sleep Alex,” Mr Wolff said quietly.

It took nearly 2 hours for Alex to finally drift off.

It was about 6am when Alex slowly awoke. He was a little confused as to where he was for a moment or two, before realizing he was in the lounge, his dad resting beside him, not in a deep sleep, but like he was ready to wake in an instant.

Alex lethargically looked around, before he heard someone come down the corridor. It was Nat, wearing a black t shirt, and a pair of basketball shorts, it looked like he'd just gotten out of the shower.

“Morning Alex,” He said softly.

“Hey Nat,” Alex mumbled quietly.

“Want to sit in your egg chair and hug?” Nat asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly as Nat helped him to his feet. Alex felt his singlet had ridden up a bit, and pulled it back down over his diaper, blushing as he did it, before he climbed into the egg chair. His brother climbed in next to him and just held him tightly.

“Nat, do you think I'm dumb because sometimes I have to wear... you know?” Alex mumbled softly 5 minutes later.

“Of course I don't Alex. You've been...” Nat begin softly.

“Through so much, I know,” Alex mumbled darkly.

“It's true Alex, if Rosalina, or Juanita or me went through what you did we'd be doing so much worse than you,” Nat said trying to make his brother feel better.

“Don't Lie!” Alex said firmly, but Nat did catch a waiver in his voice. “I can't sleep, I always have nightmares, I need lots of help with stuff, I'm always scared and and and and I'm dragging all you guys down with me,”

“You're not dragging us all down with you,” Nat said softly.

“DON'T LIE!” Alex screamed angrily waking his father up, as well as Abigail on the other side of the apartment. “Nobody laughs... nobody smiles, you all just mope around being miserable like me, and you don't have to.

“Alex,” Nat said softly.

“NO! Nothings gonna fix me, nothings going to get better... just forget me,” Alex yelled.

“Alex,” His dad said softly trying to get up.

“NO!” Alex shouted as he with a little trouble got up and stormed of down the corridor entering his and Nats room and slamming the door shut behind him.

“Alright Nat?” Mr Wolff asked softly, he could see Nat was hurt, no so much by what Alex said, but that it was true.

“Yeah,” Nat lied, one of the things that frustrated him most was Alex was always so on edge, he'd seem depressed and lethargic on second, the next he would explode.

“Nat?” Mr Wolff asked with doubt.

“I think Alex needs you more,” Nat mumbled softly.

Mr Wolff looked at him for a moment, he wanted to talk to Nat, but at the same time he was right. He soon followed Alex down the corridor and opened the door to the boys room. He walked in and found Alex in back of his closet crying.

It was a bit of a tight fit, but Mr Wolff sat down next to him and pulled him closer, stroking his hair as Alex continued to cry.

“It's going to be ok Alex,” Mr Wolff said softly as he tenderly stroked Alex's hair.

“No...No....No it's... Not,” Alex sobbed

“Yes it will,” He said softly, and spent the next half an hour calming Alex down.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: May 17, 2016 at 6:18 PM
Content: Sorry for the long delay had things come up... lots and lots of things, but hopefully I can get back into this.

Chapter 6

The morning passed without further incident, true Alex's diaper was wet when Mr Wolff helped him get ready for school, but he figured it was more the night he had. Once both boys were at school Mr Wolff made sure to book an appointment with the specialist for Thursday, seeing as it was Tuesday. He also called Alex's counselor to make sure they were still on for tomorrow.

Alex was pretty subdued at school, about the only ones he talked to were his teacher, Mr Johnston, his Tutor Susan, and his best friend Juanita. Not that it was in anyway unusual, His classmates tried to keep him involved, but there was a lot he couldn't do, and a lot he didn't have the energy to do.

It was 11am, when Alex and his tutor were going through some reading exercises, the rest of the class were in the gym. She could tell the he was getting a bit frustrated, he often did.

“This is too hard,” Alex complained.

“Just answer one more question and we can take break,” Susan said softly.

“Hmmmmm,” Alex whined.

“Just one more,” She said softly, and watched as Alex eventually wrote the answer to the question.

“Well done Alex,” She said warmly, “I know how hard it is for you to get your work done.”

“No you don't,” Alex mumbled wearily, “Everyone says they know... but they don't,”

“Sorry Alex, I meant I can see how hard it is for you,” Susan said quietly.

“It's Alright,” Alex mumbled heavily before he froze up.

“You ok Alex?” Susan asked gently to which Alex just shook his head.

“What's the matter?” She probed

“I didn't mean too,” Alex mumbled a bit upset and she realized he'd wet himself.

“It's ok Alex, how about we go and get you cleaned up before your class gets back.

“K,” Alex mumbled feeling pretty small as his tutor guided him to see the school nurse.

“What are we here for?” The nurse asked gently as Susan guided Alex in.

Alex just sobbed and the nurse looked over and saw his wet pants.

“We can fix that right up,” She said softly.

“I'm not a baby!” Alex shouted.

“No one is saying your a baby, accidents happen.” The nurse said softly.

“Come on Alex, lets get you cleaned up,” She said gently a moment later, guiding Alex into the sickbay.

In the end Alex wouldn't allow her to help, so 30 minutes later his dad arrived to find Alex very quietly sobbing under one of the beds.

“What's up Alex,” His dad said softly.

“D...D....Daddy?” Alex asked softly.

“Yeah, it's me,” Mr Wolff said softly before slowly coaxing Alex out from under the bed.

“It was an accident,” Alex sobbed.

“I know baby,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“I'M NOT A BABY!!!” Alex shouted angrily at his dad.

“Sorry Alex, I didn't mean it like that,” Mr Wolff said softly a bit surprised. Alex had this aura about him in which he seemed smaller than before. Sometimes out of an old habit he would call Alex baby, some days Alex wouldn't say a word, days like today he'd explode.

“Alex...” Mr Wolff said softly as he wrapped an arm around Alex.

“Sorry dad...” Alex sniffed softly.

“I know buddy... It's not your fault.” Mr Wolff said softly.

Alex sighed a little bit.

“Can we get you cleaned up?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex sniffed.

“So buddy, I know this was an accident, and just to be safe in case you had another one, did you want to be a responsible big boy and wear a diaper?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“K... but can I come home?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Ok Alex,” Mr Wolff said softly. As much as Alex didn't enjoy school, this was the first time that he'd asked to come home from school and he could tell that Alex really wasn't doing to good.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jun 28, 2016 at 3:32 PM
Content: Chapter 7

It was between recess and lunch the next day and Alex had just seen the nurse to get some painkillers, he was on his was back to class when his bowels cut lose, he didn't have any warning, one second he was walking, the next he was crapping his pants.

Alex immediately froze up, his lip trembled and he couldn't work out what to do. He wasn't going to go back to class, and he could feel poop running down his legs when he decided he was too scared and embarrassed to go back to the nurse. Instead he slowly shuffled into the boys toilets before locking himself in one of the stalls and started to cry.

Alex's tutor waited ten minutes for him, at which point she decided to check in with the nurse, they both got a little bit concerned when they realized he wasn't there. They returned to classroom, and got Jeremy one of Alex's classmates to check the bathrooms to see if he was in there.

Jeremy quietly entered the bathroom, and could hear Alex quietly sobbing, the smell hit him as well, and was pretty sure he knew what had happened.

“Alex?” Jeremy said softly.

“Go Away!” Alex screamed at him.

“Did you need help?” Jeremy asked softly.

“Leave me alone!” Alex screamed again.

“Did you want your dad to come and help you?” Jeremy asked softly, he liked Alex, he always tried to help him out and as much as Alex probably needed the help, Jeremy could tell he resented it.

Alex just cried for a bit before finally giving Jeremy an “Uh-huh”

“Ok Alex, I'll try and get him in... did you want me to come back?” Jeremy asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex sobbed before he heard Jeremy slowly walk out.

“Alex wants you to call his dad... I think he pooped himself,” Jeremy said quietly to the Nurse and Alex's Tutor.

“Ok, I'll give him a call right now, are you going back to class?” Nurse Shelly asked softly.

“No, I'll stay with Alex til his dad gets here.” Jeremy said softly before returning to the bathroom.

Jeremy tried to provide what ever comfort he could to Alex, Alex refused to open the door, but he did appreciate Jeremy trying, and that he didn't laugh at him.

It took about twenty minutes for his dad to arrive, he spent a couple of minutes talking with Shelly to find out what there plan was, before he finally entered the bathroom.

“Alex, your dad is here,” Jeremy said softly as Mr Wolff entered.

“Dad?” Alex sobbed softly.

“Yeah Alex, I'm here,” He said softly.

It was a couple of moments before he heard the stall door unlock. Before Alex very gingerly shuffled out. He could see that Alex's jeans, shoes, socks and most likely his boxers were ruined. Alex shuffled closer to his dad before tightly hugging him as he continued to cry while his dad tried to calm him down.

It took ten minutes, during which time Jeremy had quietly slipped out.

“Alex, we're gonna need to get you cleaned up.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K dad,” Alex mumbled, he very carefully took off Alex's shoes and socks and threw them in the rubbish, before he very gently undid Alex's belt and pulling his jeans and boxers down to his ankles, and Alex very carefully stepped out of them. They too went in the trash.

“I'm gonna take you to the locker room and we're gonna get you showered ok?” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K dad,” Alex sniffed as his dad grabbed his hand and walked with him to the locker room, Alex wishing he had something to cover is naked lower half, but thankfully they didn't run into anyone.

Mr Wolff turned on the shower, before helping Alex take his shirt off, before guiding him under the stream of warm water. He mainly just let the stream of water wash the poop of Alex, he grabbed a cloth and used it to scrub the remainder of poop from Alex.

He left Alex in the shower for a couple minutes, while he went and grabbed the bag he had brought in with him.

He came back and pulled a towel out of the bag, before shutting off the water and letting Alex drip off for about ten seconds before he wrapped him up in the towel.

“I'm sorry dad,” Alex sniffed.

“You don't have to be sorry,” Mr Wolff said softly as he tightly wrapped Alex up in a hug. “I know you didn't do it on purpose buddy. I know things suck right now, but they will eventually get better.”

“No it won't,” Alex cried, “It makes me think it's gonna get better, then it always gets worser than before,”

“It'll get better, you've got you appointment with Simon this afternoon...” Mr Wolff began.

“Can you come with me,” Alex pleaded.

Mr Wolff didn't say anything for a few seconds. Except when Alex first meet with Simon, Alex never had anyone with him. So Mr Wolff was a little surprised at the request.

“You sure,” he said softly as he gently rubbed Alex's back.

“Uh-huh, please daddy,” Alex sobbed, and Mr Wolff just tenderly kissed Alex on the forehead. He knew things were bad when Alex called him daddy.

“Ok Alex.” Mr Wolff said softly. “But I think we should get you dressed and look at maybe grabbing some lunch.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled as his dad dried him off.

Alex didn't say anything as the first thing his dad pulled at out of the bag was diaper, he didn't fuss in the slightest as his dad tapped the diaper firmly into place, before pulling out a clean pair of boxers and shorts and helping Alex step into them before pulling them up over his diaper. His dad finally pulled a a clean t-shirt over his head.

“Daddy, do you think I'm stupid cos I pooped,” Alex mumbled softly, as his dad put the towel and Alex's shirt back into the bag.

“You're not stupid Alex. You had a bad fall the other day, and that might have shaken things up, your specialist is going to check things out tomorrow ok buddy?” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Thanks daddy,” Alex said tightly clinging to his dad.

“Come on buddy, Lets check in with Shelly and maybe get a little bit of food and have lunch in the park.” Mr Wolff said as he put his arm around Alex and gently guided him to the nurse office.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jul 9, 2016 at 4:00 PM
Content: Chapter 8

Alex tightly clung to his dad, the whole time, he was extremely quiet as they had lunch, and wouldn't let his dad go as they waited for Simon.

Simon noticed how tightly Alex clung to his father when they finally entered the room and sat down on the couch.

“Not a good day Alex?” Simon said softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled and his dad gently stroked his hair.

“Want to talk about it?” He gently probed, he knew pushing too hard Alex would shut down.

“I don't wanna do this anymore,” Alex mumbled softly.

“What don't you want to do?” Simon asked softly.

“Everything... I just wannabe little again and not gotta worry about anything.” Alex mumbled.

“What do you mean?” Simon asked softly.

“Everybody gotta do everything for me... but I gotta be big, and I feel dumb, and and and and the world is big, and everythings big and I gotta be big, but I'm never big enough and nothing ever gets better... but I could be big, I gotta try so hard. But everything just gets worse.” Alex sobbed as his dad continued to tightly hug Alex.

“Alex...” Simon said softly.

“No, it's too much, I can't do it,” Alex screamed.

“Ok Alex,” His dad whispered as he squeezed Alex tightly.

“How little Alex?” Simon asked softly.

Alex just shrugged.

“Little like a baby?” Simon asked softly.

“Uh-huh...” Alex mumbled quietly.

“Well tell us about it?” Simon said softly, an idea coming into his mind.

“I gotta get help with everything... I gotta help getting dressed, and having a bath or a shower and I gotta get mom or daddy to make me diapered at night, and I just wanna get lotta cuddles and I don't wanna get expected to do things, it's too hard.” Alex mumbled.

Mr Wolff just tenderly kissed Alex on the forehead, he could sort of see Alex's thinking.

“Well Alex, there is a treatment we can try, I've only ever done it twice and it did help a lot, and I think it may help you.” Simon said softly.

“What treatment?” Alex mumbled.

“Help you be a baby. I understand that you have an appointment with Dr Hamilton tomorrow.” Simon began softly, “We have a special ward at the hospital so we can get a glimpse as to whether or not this works tonight and we maybe able to work out what we have to do.”

“What we do?” Alex mumbled relieved his dad was still tenderly stroking his hair.

“Well it's something we can't hide from your family, if your going to be a baby your going to be a baby. So we would have Nat and your mom there, I know of a shop we could go to on your way to the hospital, and we could get you a nice footed sleeper, for bedtime and we got get you something to wear until then. You would have to wear some special diapers, but you don't have to worry about anything. You can just cuddle with everyone, watch a bit of TV, maybe play a board game or something with your family. You can have dinner, and tonight, we can give you a nice hot bubble bath, massage you with a nice relaxing baby lotion, get you diapered and dressed for bed. You can then have a bottle of milk while dad reads you a story, and a nice warm bottle milk when you are tucked tightly in the crib.” Simon said softly.

Alex didn't say anything so Simon decided to elaborate a little.

“The whole idea for tonight, is to make your comfortable. We want you to feel every second of the night that you are loved and cared for, we want you to see it's not a chore for your mom and dad to help you with everything, they won't think less of you and they will love you and when it comes to bed time, you will feel loved, cared for and maybe the sides of the crib will help make you feel enclosed and safe and nothing is going to hurt you. You might get a good nights sleep... And if we can see it's helping you, we can tailor it to you, you might feel ok doing it at night, or we might be able to get you comfortable enough to do it full time. Tonight we can just try it out, and if you don't like it we can stop, but if you do and it helps we can go from there,”

“Daddy not gonna be mad?” Alex asked softly.

“No Alex, I'm proud of you and I love you.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Why you proud?” Alex mumbled.

“Alex, it takes a lot of guts to talk about things and to share your feelings. I don't want to put any pressure on you or this, but I'd happily go along with anything that might have the chance to help you.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Nat gonna laugh, and Juanita gonna laugh, and Rosie gonna laugh,” Alex mumbled.

“No they won't, none of them have ever laughed because you wet the bed, or need help in the bath or shower or need help getting dressed. They won't laugh at this, Nat will always be the first one in line to give you a hug.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Can we try it?” Alex mumbled tightly squeezing his dad.

“Yes Alex we can, and why don't we have a talk about what we'd all like to see out of this.” Simon said softly.

They talked for the next hour and a half, in which he learned Alex would like be able to laugh and be happy and have fun and feel loved, and was a little interested that Alex never once mentioned wanting to be big again. Mr Wolff would like to see the same things and Alex who was happy and had energy felt innocent and carefree and become that happy child he'd raised.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jul 24, 2016 at 9:30 AM
Content: Chapter 9

Once they finished talking Simon rode with them to the shop he's mentioned earlier, and they went inside. There was everything a baby would ever need, only larger to fit older people.

“Lotta stuff” Alex mumbled shyly.

“Yeah, but we are only here to pick up a couple of things, and if it does good we can do a proper shop later on.” Mr Wolff said softly, giving Alex a squeeze of reassurance.

“What do we gotta get?” Alex mumbled.

“Well how about we start at the diapers, we can get you a playsuit and sleeper, a couple of bottles a pacifier and how about a teddy bear?” Simon said softly.

“K Simon,” Alex said softly. Before Simon lead them around the store. The eventually picked out a package of diapers, they were the thickest most absorbent diapers they had, and had scooby do patterns on them. They picked out a dark blue play suit with a polar bear on it and a sleeper that had scooby do in diapers as it's pattern, before they picked up a pacifier a couple of bottles and Alex picked out a polar bear teddy.

They soon arrived at the hospital and Simon opened the door. The floor was soft and carpets, a large crib stood at one end of the room, a changing table not to far away, and adjoining bathroom. There was also a large sofa TV, a book shelf with a lot of books like Harry Potter. Lastly one of the corners was turned into a playpen with lots of toys.

“What do you think Alex?” Simon asked softly.

Alex shrugged and Mr Wolff just squeezed his hand.

“How about we change your diaper, get you dressed in your playsuit and maybe cuddle on the couch and watch a couple of cartoons?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“K daddy,” He said softly.

Mr Wolff lifted Alex's shirt over his head, before he unbuttoned Alex's jeans and pulled them down to his ankles and had Alex step out of them, he then pulled done Alex's boxers and had Alex step out of them, exposing that Alex was in a pretty wet diaper.

“Sorry daddy,” Alex mumbled softly, noticing his diaper was wet.

“It's ok Alex,” Mr Wolff said warmly as he lifted Alex up and lay him the changing table.

He gently untapped Alex's diaper and Simon handed him some wipes that he began to wipe Alex down with. Soon he slid the wet diaper away, before Simon handed him the new one.

He unfolded and lifted Alex's butt up, before sliding the diaper under him, before gently lowering Alex onto it. He then began to oil and powder Alex, before he spread Alex's legs and pulled the diaper up between them and tightly tapped it to place.

“They thick,” Alex mumbled noticing how much more bulkier these diapers were.

“Yeah they are, they'll help you feel more like a baby, and waddle like a baby.” Simon said softly as Mr Wolff lifted Alex of the changing table.

Mr Wolff then dressed Alex in the playsuit before buttoning it up the bag and then pinning the pacifier to Alex's playsuit.

“I baby now?” Alex asked softly.

“I guess you are, a cute baby who can watch cartoons with daddy,” Simon said softly, before watching Alex unsteadily waddle to the sofa and with a lot of difficulty climb onto it and sit and wait for his dad.

Mr Wolff just sat down beside Alex, and Alex soon cuddled in tight.

“You two going to fine for now?” Simon asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Ok, I'm gonna go get Nat and your mom, and have a little talk to them before they visit,” Simon said softly.

It was about an hour and a half later when Simon, Abigail and Nat all arrived at the hospital, Simon had fulled them in as to what was going on, and both seemed very accepting of it.

Nat was the first through the door, and it didn't take long for him to spot Alex on the sofa, cuddled in with their dad nursing his pacifier as they watched some cartoons on the TV. He seemed pretty content, as he walked over to the couch.

“Hey Alex, look what I brought back for you,” Simon said softly as Alex appeared to be pretty engrossed in the cartoon.

Alex looked over and saw Nat and Abigail, both trying to just give him a reassuring smile.

“Hey Alex, how you doing?” Nat asked softly, before he watched Alex with quite a bit of difficulty climb of the couch before unsteadily waddling over to him and giving him a hug.

“Hey Nat,” Alex mumbled quietly around his pacifier.

“You looked quite comfy up there with dad,” Nat said warmly as he tightly hugged his little brother.

“Uh-huh, daddy comfy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Love you Alex,” Nat said softly.

“Love you Nat,” Alex mumbled before Nat kissed him softly on his forehead.

“Hey baby,” Abigail said softly when they both finally stopped hugging.

“Hey mommy,” Alex said waddling over to his mom who gently picked him up and held him on her him, and held him in close.

“Looking pretty cute there.” Abigail said softly

“You ok that I baby?” Alex mumbled softly around his pacifier.

“You betcha, if you need to be a baby I still need to be your mommy,” Abigail said warmly and she was sure she got a slight twitch of his mouth that was probably the closest to smile Alex had come in a long time.

“Fanx Mom,” Alex mumbled before letting out a huge yawn.

“Do you want to try have a quick nap?” Abigail asked him softly.

“Do I got to?” Alex mumbled softly.

“You don't have to, but I think a quick nap might help you,” Abigail said softly.

“K mommy,” Alex said softly.

“Good boy,” Abigail said warmly as she carried him over to the crib.

“Can daddy and Nat sing the song mom always used sing?” Alex asked softly.

“Would you like that?” Abigail asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly as Abigail lowered him into the crib.

“I think that would be more than happy to sing to you, but you have to promise to try and get to sleep.” Abigail said softly.

“K mommy,” Alex mumbled softly around his pacifier.

“You have a good nap,” Abigail said softly and kissed his him softly on his forehead, she could tell already Alex seemed calmer.

“Sonny, Nat.” Abigail said softly. “Alex would like you sing him the song his mom used to sing before he takes his nap.”

Nat and his dad just looked at each other before they stood up and walked over to the crib and looked down at Alex who gently nursed his pacifier as he looked up at them.

“You have a good nap, Alex, nothing can hurt you in a crib.” Nat said softly before he kissed his brothers head.

“A baby can't sleep with out his teddy,” Mr Wolff chuckled a little as he pulled the bear from behind his back and handed him to Alex who cuddled him. “Have a good nap buddy,”

Alex gently nursed his pacifier and cuddled his teddy as Nat and his dad gently began to sing to him, they all watched as Alex to their surprise drifted off to sleep.

“Wow,” Nat said softly.

Mr Wolff just smiled at the both them, he was sure that this could help Alex... a lot. Abigail gently raised the side of the crib, and they all just walked over to the couch and sat down as they talked about Alex.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Aug 5, 2016 at 11:16 AM
Content: Chapter 10

They quietly talked for an hour about what the next few weeks could hold. Alex gently stirred nursing his pacifier as cuddled his teddy. He didn't seem to be concerned or upset that he was sleeping in a crib, it felt right to him, he felt like it was where he needed to be.

He slowly rolled over and with a little difficulty climbed up to his his feet and grabbed the side of the crib.

“Can I get up now?” Alex mumbled softly around his pacifier.

Nat looked up and smiled, Alex did look pretty cute, standing there, thick diapers around his loins pacifier in his mouth and his teddy in his hand.

“You most certainly can buddy, did you have a good nap?” Mr Wolff said warmly as he stood up and walked to the crib.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled as his dad lowered the side of the crib and Alex hugged as his dad, while his dad support him on his hip.

“So shall we go cuddle with Nat?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled and his dad carried him to the couch and they both sat down. Nat soon came over and cuddled in with him.

“So Alex what's your teddy's name?” Nat asked warmly.

“Teddy don't got name?” Alex mumbled around his pacifier.

“What!? Your teddy's got to have a name,” Nat smiled to his brother.

“Ike?” Alex asked softly.

“If you want... why Ike?” Nat asked softly.

“It short for Icicle,” Alex mumbled.

“I think Ike is a great name,” Nat said smiling and ruffling his brothers hair.

“You not mad at me?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Nope, not a chance buddy.” Nat said softly. “Little relieved actually.”

“Why?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Well before, you always seemed little, but I didn't want to upset you, so I had to try talk to you like you were big. But now I don't have to worry,” Nat said warmly.

“You happy I baby?” Alex asked softly.

“You seem calmer... we might even get a couple of smiles out of you yet.” Nat smiled to his brother.

Mr Wolff smiled as Alex climbed off him, and climbed onto his brother and tightly hugged him.

“What about Juanita and Rosalina.” Alex mumbled softly.

“Why don't we bring them over after school tomorrow, we can talk them, and you can see them... I know both of them are gonna adore you... and hopefully you can adore being adored by them,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Do they gotta wait til tomorrow?” Alex mumbled.

Mr Wolff just smiled.

“I think it's a little too late...” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Can we try?” Alex asked softly.

“Ok buddy, no promises, but I'll try. In the mean time, why don't you and Nat cuddle up and watch cartoons, or maybe play with some toys.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K daddy.” Alex mumbled.

“First things first though. Does baby need a change?” Mr Wolff asked warmly.

“I dunno daddy, don't think so.” Alex mumbled around his pacifier.

“Well daddies gonna check ok?” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled softly before his dad slipped his hand through the the leg holes of Alex's playsuit and snuck a finger under the cuff of his diaper.

“I think you might need a change,” Mr Wolff said to him softly.

“Sorry daddy,” Alex mumbled.

“You don't need to be sorry baby. You had a fall the other day that might have shaken things up, and babies can't control when they go potty, that's why they wear diapers.” Mr Wolff said softly as he gently lifted Alex up and placed him gently on the changing table.

He undid the back of Alex's playsuit before he pulled it down, before gently pushing Alex down into a lying position and then lifting his legs to pull the playsuit down below his diaper. Alex's diaper was soaked, suggesting maybe Alex's fall had done some damage, but he didn't let on to Alex that he thought that.

He gently untapped his diaper and began to wipe him down. Alex just nursed his pacifier as he was being cleaned up before the soaked diaper was pulled out from under him.

“Daddy?” Alex mumbled softly around his pacifier.

“Yeah baby?” Mr Wolff asked he unfolded a fresh diaper for Alex.

“I love you,” Alex mumbled

“I love you baby” Mr Wolff smiled as he slid the fresh diaper under his butt.

Alex just nursed his pacifier as he was powdered and oiled, before his dad spread his legs and pulled the diaper up and firmly tapped it into place.

Mr Wolff then stood Alex up on changing table pulled the playsuit back up, threaded his arms and buttoned it up the back.

He then wrapped his arms around Alex and hugged him tightly and kissed him on his forehead.

“Where's mom?” Alex asked softly.

“She went to get some snacks she'll be back shortly. But how about you play with Nat, or maybe watch some cartoons and I'll see about Juanita and Rosalina.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K Daddy,” Alex mumbled softly, and Mr Wolff was sure he got warm flash in Alex's eyes.

“Good boy,” Mr Wolff smiled before lowering him to the floor, and watch him unsteadily waddle over to Nat, before he slipped out the door.

“Play, or TV?” Nat asked with a smile, as Alex came waddling over.

“TV, I wanna watch homer.” Alex mumbled as he difficultly clambered up onto the couch and snuggled in with his big brother.

Nat smiled as he cuddled with his brother, enjoying how calm he was. Abigail came back shortly and soon hand Alex suckling milk from a bottle and nibbling on some of the snacks Abigail bought in.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jan 17, 2017 at 3:40 AM
Content: Chapter 11

It was about any hour later, Alex was still being tightly cuddled by both his mom and brother. The door opened and Alex didn't pay any attention.

Who wants Pizza for dinner?” Mr Wolff said warmly as walked in.

“I wanna pizza,” Alex mumbled climbing off the sofa before waddling towards his dad before seeing Juanita and Rosalina standing there smiling warmly at him.

“Surprised?” Rosalina asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled stopping in his tracks.

“Alex you can't get a hug from us if your standing all the way over there,” Juanita smiled.

“I like hugs,” Alex mumbled, before waddling quickly over to them and the wrapped him tightly in hug.

“Before you even think about asking, we aren't mad Alex. I think you'll make a great baby.” Rosalina said warmly.

“You guys sure?” Alex mumbled.

“Yes we are sure, you gotta be little, but I think once your comfortable you are gonna need some people to make sure you have big amounts of fun.” Juanita said warmly.

“Fanx guys,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier before he gently started to sob. Mr Wolff was sure in was in lieu of smiling, and hoped that Alex, could get the point of smiling again.

“So did you want some pizza?” Mr Wolff asked.

“Uh-huh, but can I havva bottle?” Alex mumbled softly around his pacifier as Rosalina and Juanita both continued to hug him.

“Well ok then baby, why don't you climb up on the couch, your mom can sort you out a bottle while I sort you out some pizza.

Alex quitely waddled along gently nursing his pacifier as he awkwardly climbed up on the couch cuddled in with Nat and had Juanita cuddle in with him on his other side.

Abigail soon came over, gently removed Alex's pacifier handing him a bottle of milk and a plate with some pizza on it.

Alex quietly ate his pizza once he was finished he gently nursed his bottle, while everyone else watched. Alex soon finished his bottle and gently slipped his pacifier back in.

“Alex? Want to play with the toys with me, and we can talk?” Juanita asked softly.

Alex shrugged a little.

“Come on Alex,” Juanita said softly.

Juanita stood up and walked over to the playpen.

Alex awkward climbed of the couch, and soon waddled over to Juanita who opened the playpen and let them both in before she closed it behind them.

“You not mad?” Alex mumbled around his pacifier.

“I'm not mad Alex,” Juanita said gently pulling him into a hug. “What happened today?”

“I... I... I... poop at school,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier on the verge of crying.

“I'm sorry Alex,” Juanita said hugging him harder. “Jeremy wouldn't tell me what happened... I don't think he wanted to embarrass you,”

“Nah... look at me,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier looking down at his playsuit and thick diaper bulge.

“How did it happen?” Juanita asked softly.

“Had to see Simon... and I not want to be big anymore... it's too hard being big, but I got to try but I cant be big enough,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Your dad says you were really upset about everything,” Juanita said softly.

“Too big,” Alex mumbled and a tear slid out of his eye.

“That's why you are a baby? You don't need to be big anymore,” Juanita said softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled.

“Can I say something without you getting mad?” Juanita asked softly.

“Uh-huh, I promise,” Alex mumbled.

“You look really cute as a baby,” Juanita said and got Alex to blush a bit.

“Come on Alex, let's play,” Juanita said softly watching Alex sit down, and seeing his thick diaper in the leg holes of his playsuit.

Alex quietly nursed his pacifier as he played with his toys for about an hour and a half before his dad came along.

“Alright there buddy?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Little bit,” Alex mumbled.

“Come on Alex, I think we should get you ready for bed,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Bathtime?” Alex mumbled.

“Yeah, come on buddy,” Mr Wolff said as Alex waddled over to him, and lead Alex to the bathroom.

Mr Wolff closed the door behind them as he began to run the bath putting some bubble mixture in aswell.

Once the bath was full, Mr Wolff unbuttoned Alex's playsuit and pulled it down and helped Alex step out of it.

“Sorry daddy,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier seeing his diaper was soaked.

“It's alright Alex, you can't help it... and daddy doesn't mind at all,” Mr Wolff said tenderly, he knew, it would take a bit for him at ease.

Mr Wolff gently untapped Alex's diaper before pulling it away from Alex. He rolled it up and tapped it up. Putting it to the side before gently lifting Alex and lowering him into the bath.

“Still feel big,” Alex mumbled

“It's not going to happen overnight baby, but your mother, your brother and I have all noticed you seem calmer. A couple of times we've seen flashes of happiness.” Mr Wolff said softly with a warm smile.

“You sure?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, you took a nap, and got a bit of sleep, you don't usually get a lot of sleep,” Mr Wolff said softly looking at the puffy dark circles around Alex's eyes.

“Sleep scary,” Alex mumbled.

“I know, you looked pretty comfy in the crib though... did you feel safe?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly, and Mr Wolff smiled a little as a look of realization came across Alex's face. “You fink?”

“I think it is helping you, we will finish your your bath, get you in a clean diaper, I can put some special night lotion on your chest, get you in your jammies and snuggle with everyone a bit more before we put you to bed,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Ok daddy,” Alex mumbled softly, before his dad began to bathe him.

It was twenty minutes, that Mr Wolff finished bathing Alex. He found it difficult the first time his dad had to help him bath, he knew it was embarrassing and difficult for Alex who wanted nothing more than to be able to do things himself. But tonight Alex seemed to really appreciate it.

Mr Wolff soon lifted Alex out of the bath and wrapped him up in a towel, he dried Alex off before carrying him to the changing table, before taking towel away and lowing Alex onto the changing table.

Mr Wolff oiled and powdered Alex, before diapering Alex in one of his new diapers. And then massaging the night lotion into Alex's chest.

Mr Wolff gently smiled as Alex took a huge deep breath in of that calming aroma, and Mr Wolff could see the instant effect it had on his son.

“That good?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier in little bit of stupor.

“Simon thought it might help you out,” Mr Wolff smiled lifting Alex up onto the floor, before he dressed Alex in his new sleeper and zipped it up the back.

“It's comfy,” Alex mumbled quietly around his pacifier.

“I thought it might be,” Mr Wolff said softly kissing Alex on his forehead.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's alright baby, why don't you go cuddle with mommy and Nat, and I'll get you a bottle of milk before we put you to bed,” Mr Wolff softly.

“Can you read to me, in bed?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yeah, of course baby,” Mr Wolff said warmly before gently tapping Alex on his diapered butt and watching him waddling over to the couch and cuddle in with his brother.

“Don't you look adorable?” Abigail asked examining Alex in his footed sleeper.

“Nah-uh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh, you are super adorable, and super calm,” Abigail warned softly.

“You look very calm,” Nat said softly.

“You guys really sure your not mad?” Alex mumbled around his pacifier.

“We are sure Alex. Now if we could get a little a smile out of you,” Nat smiled softly and was surprised when Alex gave the smallest flicker of a smile back.

“Thatta boy,” Nat said kissing his brother on his head and cuddling with him tightly.

Alex soon had a bottle in his hand, and Nat gently pulled out his brothers pacifier before Alex began to nurse his bottle.

“All right little man,” Mr Wolff said softly, “Juanita Rosalina, mommy and Nat have to go home. You say good night and good bye and then lets get you in your crib and read you a story.”

“K,” Alex mumbled softly, and Mr Wolff watched as he cuddled with everyone and said goodnight and goodbye, before they left. Mr Wolff then gently lifted Alex into his crib, tucked him in and put his teddy by his side, before handing Alex a bottle of warm milk.

“Can you read Harry Potter daddy?” Alex mumbled as he took out his pacifier and started nursing his bottle.

“Ok baby,” Mr Wolff smiled before reading Alex a couple of chapters before his son fell asleep. Gently slipping Alex's pacifier into his mouth, kissing him on the forehead and raising the side to the crib before heading to bed himself.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jan 31, 2017 at 12:39 AM
Content: Chapter 12

Alex woke at about 5am the next morning, he felt better than he had in a long time as he just lay there and nursed his pacifier. He saw his bear lying next to him and reached over and gave him a hug, it was pretty content to just lay in his crib, he didn't know it then but what he was feeling was safe.

He lay then soaking in the feeling for an hour, he found it strange not to be terrified of everything, strange that he hadn't had a nightmare, strange that he had a good nights sleep.

Eventually he climbed to his feet and tried to climb out of his crib, but it was too high, even without the lack of flexibility his new diapers gave him. He gently clutched the rail and started calling out “daddy”

It took Mr Wolff a couple of minutes to wake up, before he spotted Alex, he looked pretty adorable standing their in his sleeper, obvious diaper bulge, clutching his teddy bear and held onto the bars of his crib.

“Morning Alex,” He said softly as he got out of bed.

“Morning daddy,” Alex mumbled around his pacifer.

“My little guy have a good sleep?” Mr Wolff asked.

“Uh-huh... not wake up once,” Alex mumbled watching his dad come along lower the side of the crib and lift Alex onto his hip, Alex then snuggled in tightly with his dad.

“Want something to drink?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh, please daddy,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier.

“Alright baby,” Mr Wolff said warmly kissing Alex on his forehead before finding a bottle and giving it to Alex.

“Are you liking being little so far?” Mr Wolff asked Alex softly as Alex nursed his bottle.

“Uh-huh... not feel scared all time,” Alex mumbled softly around his bottle.

“I'm glad to hear that,” Mr Wolff smiled. “What about your pacifier?”

“It makes me feel calm... and if I get bit of scared I can suck it harder,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Do you think this is helping?” Mr Wolff said softly as he sat down on the couch making sure Alex was cuddled in tightly.

“Uh-huh... I hope it help more though,” Alex mumbled around his bottle as hid dad gently stroked his hair.

“I hope so too,” Mr Wolff said softly.

It was about 7am when Nat and Abigail walked through the door, and upon seeing them Alex climbed off his dad and waddled over to cuddle in with them.

“Hi mommy, Hi Nat,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Hey Alex,” Nat said softly cuddling his brother.

“Good Morning baby, did you have a good sleep last night?” Abigail asked softly.

“Uh-huh... not wake up once,” Alex mumbled.

“That's great Alex, no bad dreams either?” Abigail asked.

“Nah-uh,” Alex mumbled before his mom kissed him on his forehead.

“I'm glad you had no bad dreams, were you comfortable?” Abigail asked.

“Uh-huh.... It nice and cosy in my crib,” Alex mumbled blushing a little.

“Glad to hear that, mommy likes to see you peaceful, and you have been pretty calm so far,” Abigail said softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled and just felt Abigail kiss him on his forehead.

“So Alex, shall we change your diaper and then you can cuddle with Nat while we get breakfast sorted?” Abigail asked softly.

“K,” Alex mumbled softly before she lifted him up.

Abigail carried Alex to the changing table unzipped his sleeper pulling it down to his knees before lifting him onto the changing table and untaping his diaper.

“Sowwy mommy,” Abigail mumbled.

“You don't need to be sorry baby, mommy has to change your diaper, it's ok, I'm here to help you,” Abigail said softly as the wiped him down.

“Fanx Mommy,” Alex mumbled softly as she slid his wet diaper away, got a clean diaper slid it under him, before oiling and powdering him and tapping his diaper up.

“It's alright baby?” Abigail smiled redressing him in his sleeper and watching him waddled over to the couch and climb up to cuddle with his brother.

“Love you Alex,” Nat mumbled softly.

“Love you Nat,” Alex mumbled softly.

Nat just smiled gently cuddling his brother and stroking his hair.

It was a few minutes later that Mr Wolff and Abigail bought Alex and Nat breakfast and sat back and let them eat.

“Fanx for breakfist mommy and daddy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's alright sweetheart, you give Nat lots of cuddles before he has to go school.” Abigail said softly.

“Does he gotta go to school?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yeah he's got to go to school,” Abigail said softly.

“Nah-uh, I Nat not go to school...” Alex mumbled softly.

“He's got to baby,” Abigail mumbled softly.

“Nah-uh, cos I wanna him here cos I gotta see the Doctor and Simon and I not wanna do it without Nat,” Alex sobbed.

“Baby,” Abigail said softly.

“I wanna mommy and daddy and Nat all be wiff me,” Alex cried, and Abigail put her arm around Alex had wiped the tears from his eyes.

“Ok Alex, ok,” Abigail said softly.

It was an hour later when Simon and Dr Hamilton arrived.

“How are you today Alex?” Simon asked Alex.

“I k...” Alex mumbled around his pacifier.

“That's good, I think it is now time with Dr Hamilton and see how your back is doing,” Abigail said softly.

“K” Alex said awkwardly climbing off the couch, grabbing Nat's hand and waddling with him after the doctor.

It was a couple of hours later when Dr Hamilton returned with the results.

“The fall has done a bit of damage, mainly to nerves. Alex wont be able feel when he needs to pee or poop, so he'll need to stay in diapers for a while.” Dr Hamilton said softly.

“I gotta be a baby huh?” Alex mumbled softly.

“You don't have to be a baby if you don't want to Alex,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Uh-huh... I do” Alex mumbled.

“You don't have to Alex... but if you want to” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Uh-huh I wanna,” Alex mumbled softly.

“I thought you might,” Simon said softly.

“Anyway, after talking with Simon last night, I feel it may be a good idea to put Alex on a shot every three months that stops him biologically getting older, if Alex is going to be little for a while it may be a good idea to stop him getting bigger... it would also allow his body to take that energy used and use it towards repairing his back and the nerve damage.” Dr Hamilton said.

“Will he get pain?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Yeah, everyone now and then it will, and probably hurt bad, so I will prescribe him some drugs that you inject into his back when the pain gets bad.” Dr Hamilton said softly.

They discussed things for a while, and they all seemed to now what to do.

“Allright, now Alex,” Simon said gently, “Are you sure you want to do this?”

“Uh-huh, I not always scared if a little... and crib comfy,” Alex mumbled.

“Ok Alex, so how about we all go back to that shop, and do a proper shop for you,” Simon said softly.

“Can we mommy... daddy?” Alex asked softly.

“Yeah baby, we can,” Abigail smiled warmly.

“Can we go now?” Alex asked softly.

“Ok Alex,” Simon and Mr Wolff smiled.

Alex just waddled over to his dad and as his dad stood up, he tightly snuggled in as he was picked up and held on his dads hip, and carried to the car.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Feb 9, 2017 at 9:49 AM
Content: Chapter 13

Nat cuddled in with Alex as the drove to the shop, and once they were there he helped his brother out of the car and the all walked inside.

“What we get?” Alex asked softly.

“Well how about we start with a nice comfy carseat, daddy will get it ready in the car while you and mommy go get some clothes, and then we can sort out some other stuff,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled quietly.

“I know your still a bit worried, but mommy daddy and Nat are here, Juanita and Rosalina would have been to if you they didn't have school... we just want you to be ok and if you can be happy too thats great.” Mr Wolff said softly kissing Alex on his forehead.

“You guys sure your not mad?” Alex mumbled softly.

Nat crouched down and looked Alex right in the eyes.

“Look in my eyes Alex, I'm not mad in the slightest, mom is not mad, dad is not mad... we just want to see you be happy, and if this helps you me mom and dad we would be really happy,” Nat said softly.

“Fanx Nat,” Alex mumbled giving his brother a big hug.

“It's alright Alex... now come on lets get you some stuff,” Nat smiled gently seeing a little twitch at the corner of Alex's mouth.

“That looked close to a smile,” Nat whispered warmly as his brother stopped hugging him, and Nat could see that Alex really appreciated Nat being so supportive.

Nat then walked with his brother and his parents over to the car seats, where the owner of the shop was waiting.

“Right lets try out a couple and see which one feels the most comfortable and secure,” She said warmly.

Alex sat in a couple, it was the third one he sat in that he enjoyed the most, when he was strapped in, it made him feel safe and it was extremely comfortable.

“I like this one,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Would you like this one, or we have ones with patterns, like this one with scooby,” She said warmly seeing scooby on his sleeper.

“Uh-huh, scooby one,” Alex mumbled.

“Ok buddy,” Mr Wolff smiled reassuringly, before watching Alex waddled off with his mom and his brother to the clothes, while he sorted out the carseat.

Nat and Abigail smiled as they went through the clothes, if there was ever an option, Alex would take the scooby one, and soon they had a few playsuits, onesies, sleepers shortalls, and shorts for him to wear, by which time Mr Wolff and returned as they moved onto the furniture.

Alex soon selected a nice comfy crib, very similar to the one at the hospital, with scooby bedding, they also picked up a changing table and highchair, before picking up a couple of toys, a stroller with a cover so he could see out, but passers-by couldn't see in, and some more diapers, pacifiers and bottles as well as some bubble bath mix.

“Alright Alex, why don't we change you butt, get you in some clothes, we can go have lunch with John and Laura while workman are setting everything up, and then we can go home and let you have a nap,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K Daddy,” Alex mumbled softly grabbing his dad, as Abigail handed him some of the new clothes and Mr Wolff lead Alex to a room in the back in which he could be changed.

Mr Wolff undressed Alex before lifting him onto the changing table and untapping his diaper.

“John and Laura gonna be K?” Alex mumbled softly as his dad wiped him down.

“Uh-huh, of course they are, they care about you like a son as well,” Mr Wolff said softly sliding the wet diaper away.

“Wish Juanita here,” Alex mumbled as his dad unfolded a new diaper and slipped it under his butt.

“She wishes she was here too, but no doubt she will come visit after school,” Mr Wolff said softly as he oiled and powdered Alex.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled, his dad could see he was a bit drained, as he gently spread Alex's legs and pulled the diaper up between them and tightly tapped it up.

Mr Wolff gently helped Alex sit up, gently kissing him on the forehead, before he lowered Alex to the floor, dressed him in a onesie, pair of shorts, shoes and socks.

He soon carried Alex out and tightly strapped him in his carseat, before they started driving to Juanita's apartment. Mr Wolff couldn't help but smile seeing Alex had nodded off in his carseat. He very rarely slept before so it was a giant relief to see Alex sleeping peacefully and not being agitated by nightmares.

“Hey baby,” Mr Wolff said softly 45 minutes later as he gently unstrapped Alex from his car seat and gently held him on his hip.

“Hi daddy,” Alex mumbled quietly snuggling in.

“Want to know what daddy thinks?” Mr Wolff said quietly allowing Alex to wake up as gently as he could.

“What?” Alex mumbled softly.

“I think in day or two when you are super well rested and settled in we might start getting smiles out of you,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“It cos I lotta tired huh?” Alex mumbled tiredly.

“Yeah, not being able to sleep makes things worse, but if are able to keep getting good peaceful sleeps like you are know, I think you'll start to get some energy and fun back,” Mr Wolff said as they entered the apartment.

“Hello Alex,” Laura said warmly.

“Hey Little man,” John said warmly.

“Hi guys,” Alex mumbled shyly peeking out briefly from his dads shoulder.

“You comfy up there?” Laura asked warmly as Alex cuddled with his dad.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled.

“Right buddy, lets get you lunch, and then how about we cuddle up on the couch and go for a nap?” Abigail said softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

Alex had a quick lunch before Abigail took him into the spare room cuddled in with him on the bed and the both drifted off to sleep. Mr Wolff disappeared with John to help the workman set up all Alex's new stuff.

Abigail smiled as she felt Alex stretch as he woke up.

“Good Nap?” She asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled warmly snuggling with his mom.

“So Alex are you liking be little?” Abigail asked softly.

“I not have nightmares and not always scared,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Mommy is so happy to hear that?” Abigail smiled gently kissing Alex on his forehead.

They cuddled for a bit, but when he heard the apartment door open and close, and heard Juanita's voice he climbed of the bed, waddled out to go give her a hug.

“Hey Alex,” Juanita smiled warmly as Alex wrapped her up.

“Hello Alex... Nat tells me he got a little smile out of you earlier,” Juanita said happily.

“Only a little one,” Alex mumbled but Juanita could feel the warmth.

“Class mad?” Alex mumbled.

“They don't know Alex... until you want them to know, they don't need to know,” Juanita said softly.

“Fanx Juanita,” Alex mumbled softly, before they both went onto the couch and cuddled with Nat.

It was an hour later, that the phone rang, it was John telling them everything was ready.

“Can I come and see all your cool new stuff?” Juanita asked Alex warmly.

“Uh-huh, Laura can come too if she wanna,” Alex said softly.

“Yeah lets go and see what little Alex likes,” Laura smiled.

Abigail held Alex on her hip, carried him to the car and gently lowered him into his car seat and tightly strapped him in.

“That looks nice and comfy,” Juanita said warmly as she climbed in next to Alex and Nat on her other side.

“Uh-huh, lotta comfy,” Alex smiled slightly.

“Saw you smiled,” Juanita said gently poking Alex's tummy and was surprised along with everyone else when they heard a quick giggle.

“I think this is going to really help you Alex,” Nat said warmly as he smiled at his brother.

It wasn't long before they got home, and Alex waddled beside Nat as they led everyone into the apartment.

“There is my little man,” Mr Wolff said warmly as Alex waddled over and cuddled in with his dad.

“We got a very little giggle out of him,” Juanita said warmly.

“Hopefully we get a lot more huh Alex?” Mr Wolff said warmly as he gently kissed Alex on his forehead.

“You want me giggle?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, we want you to be able to smile and giggle and laugh... you haven't been able to do those things for a very long time.” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Right lets show you around,” Alex mumbled softly.

“K daddy,” Alex said softly.

Mr Wolff warmly showed everyone around, Alex's crib and been set up in his parents bed room and Juanita smiled a little watching Alex climb up into his crib.

“You really like it in there don't you baby?” Mr Wolff asked warmly.

“Uh-huh... Fanx for getting all stuff for me?” Alex mumbled warmly.

“It's most alright,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Right, lets change your diaper and why don't we all cuddle on the couch and I'll read you some more of your book?” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Ok, daddy,” Alex said as everyone else left the room, and Mr Wolff undressed Alex enough to change him.

“You want me to be happy huh?” Alex asked as his dad untapped his diaper and began to wipe him down.

“Yeah, in the short time you've been a baby, you have slept, come close to smiling and I even heard you giggled a little, I like to think as you get more comfortable and don't have to worry about big stuff and the bad stuff that you will be able to be a happy little man,” Mr Wolff said softly, and it warmed his hard to get a little smile back from Alex.

“I love you daddy,” Alex said softly

“I love you too Alex,” Mr Wolff said warmly as he replace the wet diaper with a new one and began to oil and powder Alex.

“Do I gotta go to school tomorrow?” Alex asked concerned.

“No, you don't have to go to school, we don't want you to worry about anything that's big.” Mr Wolff said warmly as he pulled the diaper up between Alex's legs and tightly tapped it up.

Mr Wolff then lifted Alex of the changing table lowered him to the floor and redressed him.

“Right, lets get you a bottle and cuddle in so I can read to you some more,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“K dadddy... and fanx,” Alex said softly as he waddled off beside his dad and was soon happily nursing a bottle of milk as Nat and Juanita cuddled him tight while his dad read to him.

“Don't be mad, but your a pretty cute baby,” Juanita whispered to him getting Alex to blush a little, but she was pleased there was an attempt at a smile.

“You can be little too,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Not to day though, because I want to help you in being little.” Juanita said warmly.

“Fanx Juanita,” Alex mumbled softly.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Feb 10, 2017 at 8:53 AM
Content: Chapter 14

It was three quarters of an hour later, and they were happy at how comfortable Alex was. Mr Wolff had been worried about how Alex would react though when he pooped his diaper, and Alex suddenly looking very upset soon followed by the smell of poop soon confirmed he had.

As much as it stank, Juanita and Nat didn't want to make a big fuss about it to try and put Alex at ease, but none the less who soon started to cry before his dad came over and wrapped Alex up in a big hug.

“It's ok Alex,” Mr Wolff said tenderly, “It's ok,”

“Not ok,” Alex sobbed as his dad rubbed his back to calm him down.

“It's ok Alex... it will take a bit to get used to it, but we don't mind. We know you can't help it, and we aren't going to make fun of you for it, we are all here for you,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex sobbed.

“Uh-huh Alex,” Nat said warmly, “You know I'd punch anyone who laughed at you,”

“And I'd hug you so you feel better,” Juanita said softly.

“Fanx guys,” Alex sobbed.

“Come on baby, lets at least change you diaper,” Mr Wolff said helping Alex to his feet and having him waddle beside him before undressing him enough to change him and lifting him onto the changing table.

“Daddy... do you....” Alex begain as his dad untapped his diaper and began to wipe the poop away.

“No Alex... I know it's tough at the moment, but you will get used to it, and if you end up anything like you were when you were a little baby then running around in a poopy diaper will be the least of your worries, but me and mommy are always happy to change you butt,” Mr Wolff said warmly as he continued to wipe Alex down.

“Do I gotta get used it?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Unfortunately baby you do... but I think with you being a baby it will be easier because you don't really need to worry about it too much because hopefully you will be having super lots of fun... but if you were being big then I think it would be far too much for you to handle,” Mr Wolff said gently as he wiped the last loads of poop from Alex.

“You really think being a baby gonna help me lots,” Alex asked softly.

“It has helped quite a lot already,” Mr Wolff said softly, “You feel safe enough to sleep and not have bad dreams right?”

“I do feel safe huh?” Alex asked softly as his dad disposed of the soiled diaper.

“I don't know, do you feel like nothing bad's gonna get you?” Mr Wolff asked warmly as he unfolded a clean diaper and slid it under Alex's butt.

“I not scared in my crib... get more cuddles to,” Alex mumbled softly.

“We thought that the crib might help you feel safe, Simon and I both saw that you felt the most relaxed in your egg chair and we figured it was because it was enclosed,” Mr Wolff said warmly as he oiled and powdered Alex.

“You want this to work huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, lots haven't worked so far, but this has already worked better than a lot of things so we all hope it can help you lots,” Mr Wolff said warmly pulling the diaper upbetween Alex's legs and tightly taping it up.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex mumbled softly as his dad gently kissed him on the forehead lowering him to the floor and redressing him.

“It's alright Alex, just remember I will always love you, no matter what,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Love you too daddy,” Alex said with a little smile.

“So did you want to go spend time with everyone, while I make some dinner?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex said softly before his dad gently tapped Alex on his butt before watching him waddle back to the lounge.

Mr Wolff smiled as headed to the kitchen seeing Alex cuddled in with Nat and Juanita.

“Hey Nat, do you gotta go to school tomorrow?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yeah, but when I come back we can cuddle lots,” Nat said softly.

“Can you bring me back a cookie tomorrow?” Alex asked softly.

“Ok Alex,” Nat smiled gently kissing his brother on the head.

“What if I can't be happy like you guys fink?” Alex asked softly.

“Well it's better you being calm and feeling safe than what you were before... but think it's pretty likely your going to be happy playful baby, we already seen a couple of smiles and Juanita did get you to giggle.” Nat smiled warmly.

Alex just smiled as he cuddled in with his brother, and Abigail smiled as well, she could see Alex really enjoyed being reassured by Nat.

“See made you smile again,” Nat said warmly.

“Whose ready for dinner?” Mr Wolff asked half an hour later, when he was finished cooking.

“Better be good dinner,” Alex mumbled softly awkward climbing to his feet before helping Nat and Juanita stand up.

“Super good dinner, because I want my little man to enjoy his food,” Mr Wolff smiled as Abigail picked Alex up lowered him into his highchair strapped him and slid the tray in place.

Abigail pulled a bib over Alex's head.

“If you want to make a mess, feel free sweetheart,” Abigail whispered in his ear, they all just wanted him to know that it was ok for him to act and behave the way he felt.

Everyone else soon sat around the table and a plate of macaroni cheese and a bottle of milk were placed on Alex's highchair.

“Well lets start off with a toast....” Mr Wolff began,

“Nah-uh, we don't have toast,” Alex mumbled softly, and everyone chuckled, it had been forever since Alex tried to make a joke.

“Silly baby,” Mr Wolff said as warmly as he could managing to get another smile out of Alex. “A toast that we may have a super happy little Alex,” Mr Wolff said warmly, before everyone clinked their glasses together and made sure to clink with Alex's bottle.

“Dig in,” Abigail said warmly and smiled as Alex didn't even bother to look for a knife and fork, instead just digging in with his fingers.

“So Alex... is it good?” Mr Wolff asked with fake nervousness.

Alex ate another handful.

“Uh-huh it'll do,” Alex giggled and warmed everyone's heart to hear that, they could see it was helping Alex, and they understood he would need constant reassurance for a while to know it was ok to act little... but hearing Alex giggle reminded them they were on the right track.

They watched Alex happily eat, from the distance the could all see a bit of life and returned to Alex's eyes and they all appreciated it over dinner.

“Fanx for dinner daddy,” Alex said warmly.

“It's alright Alex,” Mr Wolff smiled before Abigail grabbing a damp cloth to wipe down his face and fingers.

“Can we have ice cream?” Alex asked softly.

“How about buddy, we get you bathed and dressed for bed, while mommy goes to buy some ice cream, then you can have ice cream, we can snuggle and watch TV for a bit and I'll read to you when we put you to bed?” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“K daddy,” Alex said softly before his dad came over and removed his bib and the tray for the highchair, unstrapped him and carried him into the bathroom.

Mr Wolff lowered Alex to the floor and started running the bath.

“What that?” Alex asked suspiciously as his dad grabbed a bottle.

“Bubbles,” His dad cackled as he squirted some in and the bubbles began to form.

“Bubbles,” Alex smiled as bubble bath began to fill up.

“Right while you bath is filling up, lets get you nakie,” Mr Wolff said warmly, he pulled off Alex's shorts, undid the snaps in his crotch before taking of Alex's onesie exposing a soaking wet diaper.

“Sorry daddy,” Alex mumbled looking down as his dad untapped his diaper.

“Don't be sorry Alex, you can't control it, and lets face it, it's mommies and daddies job to change your diaper,” Mr Wolff said quickly wiping Alex down before lowering him into the bath.

“Go on Alex, you know you want to,” Mr Wolff smiled watching Alex staring at the bubbles.

Alex giggled a little bit before throwing bubbles at his dad and his dad soon threw bubbles at Alex and soon giggling and splashing around. Mr Wolff played with Alex for about twenty minutes before he started to bathe him.

“All clean!” Mr Wolff said happily as he lifted Alex from the bath.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex said warmly as his dad dried him off, before carrying him to the changing table and laying him on it. His dad then unfolded a clean diaper slipped it under his butt before he began to oil and powder Alex.

“I'm proud of you Alex,” His dad said warmly, as he gently spread Alex's legs, pulled the diaper, up between them and tightly tapped up the diaper.

“Why?” Alex asked softly.

“Because you are smiling and laughing a little, even yesterday I didn't dream it would happen this quick,” Mr Wolff said warmly tenderly kissing Alex's head as he lifted Alex of the changing table before massaging his night lotion into his chest and dressing him in a playsuit.

“Go on champ, go see if mommy has your ice cream yet,” Mr Wolff said warmly watching Alex waddle out of the room.

“Oh Someone looks nice and clean,” Laura smiled as Alex came waddling out.

Alex blushed a little but did manage a small smile.

“Here you baby, I got your ice cream,” Abigail smiled warmly as Alex waddled over grabbed his ice cream cone and sat next to Nat and Juanita who were eating theirs,

“Fanx mommy,” Alex mumbled before he started to eat his ice cream.

“It's alright Alex,” Abigail smiled warmly.

She smiled once Alex had finished his ice cream and cuddled in with Juanita and Nat as they watched some Simpsons on TV. It wasn't too long before Mr Wolff came back out, he saw Alex looking pretty tired as he watched TV.

“Go say good night to everyone, and we'll get you a bottle and I'll read to you,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Ok daddy,” Alex mumbled softly and tightly cuddled with Juanita “Night Juanita,”

“Night Alex, you have a good sleep,” Juanita smiled.

“You too,” Alex smiled before he crawled over and cuddled in with Nat.

“Have sweet dreams and I'll see you tomorrow,” Nat said warmly.

“Love you Nat,” Alex said warmly.

“Love you too Alex,” Nat smiled before his brother went to say good night to Laura and John.

Juanita smiled watching Alex who then waddled over and his mom picked him up, she couldn't help but notice the thick diaper between his legs.

“You have good dreams, know that mommy loves you lotsly.” Abigail smiled warmly.

“Love you too mommy,” Alex said warmly as his mom gently kissed him on his forehead.

“You go have a good sleep,” Abigail said lowering him to the floor.

“Night guys,” Alex said softly as he grabbed his dads hand and waddled beside him, Before his dad lifted him up and gently lifted Alex up into his crib, tucking him in and handing him a bottle of milk before he started to read to him.

Mr Wolff smiled as he read a couple of chapters, Alex gently nursed his bottle. Once Alex's bottle was finished, Mr Wolff gently replaced it with a pacifier and Alex gently nursed that as his dad gently kissed him on the forehead.

“Good Night baby,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Night daddy, I love you,” Alex mumbled sleepily.

“I love you too,” Mr Wolff said warmly, before raising the side of the crib and leaving Alex to drift off.

Mr Wolff and Abigail smiled as they went to bed, the noticed Alex peacefully sleeping nursing his pacifier and hugging his bear.

“So peaceful,” Abigail smiled as they climbed into bed.

“It was about 5:30 in the morning when Alex awoke, slowly nursing his pacifier as he eventually woke up. He hugged Ike.

It was twenty minutes before he climbed to his feet and clutched the side of his crib.

“Mommy,” Alex called out softly, a couple of times before she began to stir.

“Good Morning baby,” She said sleepily as she climbed out of bed and looked at how cute Alex looked standing their in his crib.

“Morning mommy, have good sleep?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh did baby have a good sleep?” Abigail smiled at him, as she got dressed.

“Uh-huh, I notta wake up once,” Alex said warmly as his mom lowered the side of his crib and picked him and held him on her hip.

“Shall we get you a bottle, and then you can go wake Nat up?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, Nat gotta go to school huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Yeah but it's one day, then it's the weekend... you gonna miss him?” Abigail asked warmly as she carried Alex out to the fridge.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Well lets get you a bottle and you can go give him a lot of cuddles.” Abigail said as she handed him a bottle before watching him waddle into his and Nats room.

Alex smiled around his bottle seeing Nat sleep on his bed, and Alex climbed up and cuddled in with his brother.

“Hello Alex.” Nat mumbled softly.

“Hi Nat... I love you.” Alex mumbled around his bottle.

“Love you too Alex.” Nat smiled cuddling his brother and slowly waking up.

“Mommy say you gotta go to school.” Alex mumbled as he finished his bottle.

“Yeah I got to go to school, I can't always stay home, so I think mom wants to get you used to me going to school, but at least it's only one day before it's the weekend,” Nat said softly gently stroking his brothers hair.

“You gonna miss though,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Course I'm going to miss you, and I know your gonna a miss me so we'll cuddle lots,” Nat said warmly.

The cuddled for 30 minutes before Abigail came in.

“Right baby, how about we change your diaper get you dressed so Nat can get dressed and you can have breakfast,” Abigail said softly.

“K mommy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“See you at the table Alex,” Nat said softly as Alex awkwardly climbing off the bed and waddling after his mom.

Abigail soon had Alex underessed an laying on the changing table, changing a soaked diaper/

“So baby, shall we cook some cookies today?” Abigail asked as she slid a clean diaper under his butt and began to oil and powder.

“Uh-huh, cos I gonna get bored huh?” Alex asked sa his mom gently spread his legs pulling the diaper up between them and tightly tapping it up.

We hope not... but we want to give you things todo, and mommy would like to spend time with her baby,” Abigail smiled getting a little smile from Alex.

“Mommy loves to see baby smile,” Abigail smiled finding a clean playsuit to dress Alex in.

“Smiling good huh mommy,” Alex said warmly.

“Uh-huh smiling great,” Abigail said as she dressed Alex in a brand new playsuit.

“Where daddy?” Alex asked noticing his dad was not in bed.

“How does baby think breakfast is being made?” Abigail smiled.

“Can I go hug him?” Alex asked softly.

“Go on Alex,” Abigial smiled before gently tapping his diapered butt before watching him waddle out into the dining room and waddling over and cuddling his dad.

“Good morning buddy,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Morning daddy, you have good sleep?” Alex asked warmly cuddling in tightly.

“I had a good sleep, do you have a good sleep?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“I hadda good sleep, I not wake up again,” Alex smiled warmly.

“I am really glad to hear that, good sleep?” Mr Wolff asked.

“Uh-huh, no bad dream,” Alex said warmly.

“Daddy loves to hear that,” Mr Wolff smiled before lifting him up into his highchair, before tightly strapping Alex in, before kissing him on the forehead.

“Have a good cuddle with dad?” Nat asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, lotta cuddles for everyone,” Alex said warmly as the tray was slid in place and bib placed over his head.

Nat enjoyed spending time with his brother, and ended up giving Alex lots of hugs before he headed of to school though he could tell Alex was sad that he had to go.

“He gonna come back right?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Of course he is... You mean everything to Nat,” Mr Wolff said warmly cuddling in on the couch so they could watch cartoons.

“You sure?” Alex asked softly.

“I'm positive Alex... Nat loves you and I think Nat his happy to see you so calm and happy.” Mr Wolf said gently kissing Alex on his forehead.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex said softly.

“It's alright baby” Mr Wolff said warmly as Abigail handed Alex a bottle of milk before cuddling in on the other side to his dad.

They watched TV for a few hours enjoying how cuddly and calm Alex was, they could see Alex really enjoyed how loved his parents made him feel.

“Shall we grab some lunch, before we get you down for a nap?” Abigail asked softly as noon approached.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly

“Then we can bake some cookies when you wake up,” Abigail said warmly helping Alex to his feet.

“Chocolate chip cookies right?” Alex asked warmly

“Is there any other kind?” Abigail asked getting Alex to smile.

“Love you mommy,” Alex smiled warmly.

“Love you too baby,” Abigail said gently kissing him on his forehead before lifting him up into his highchair and strapping him in.

Alex soon had the tray slid in front of him, a bib pulled over his head, Before he had a bottle and some sandwiches.

“Do I gotta stay here forever?” Alex mumbled softly.

“What do you mean?” Mr Wolff asked softly as he handed Abigail some sandwiches before he say down himself.

“At home... do I gotta stay here, or do we getta go for walks?” Alex asked softly.

“Well we'll stay here for a couple of days and see how you are going, then we'll see about going for walks,” Mr Wolff said kindly.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled softly around a mouthful of sandwich.

It was long later Mr Wolff had changed Alex's diaper and lay him down in the crib and handed him a warm bottle of milk.

“Can you read to me?” Alex asked softly around his bottle.

“Ok baby,” Mr Wolff smiled kissing Alex on the forehead and grabbing Alex's book.

Mr Wolff smiled as he read to Alex watching him nurse his bottle, before he slowly drifted off to sleep. Mr Wolff gently kissed Alex on his forehead, before raising the side of the crib and leaving Alex to sleep.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: May 14, 2017 at 2:56 PM
Content:

Wyatte said:

I like your story and hope you keep writing it.

I wish i was Alex being babied

[End of quote]

Thanks, I have a lot of it written, I just need to motivate myself to actually post it lol.

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Chapter 15

It was a couple of hours later when Abigail heard that Alex had awoken and entered the room to get him.

“Baby have a good sleep?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, mommy have good not sleep?” Alex asked awkwardly climbing to his feet as Abigail lowered the side to his crib.

“Uh-huh, but mommy has been waiting forever for little Alex to wake up so we can do some baking,” Abigail smiled picking up Alex and feeling him snuggle in.

“letta bake some cookies,” Alex smiled before feeling his mom kiss him on his forehead and carrying him out to the kitchen. She sat him on the bench before the started to bake.

Abigail smiled once they had the cookies in the oven and watched as Alex happily ate some of the mix off the side of the bowl. Before cuddling in with his dad as they waited for them to cook.

Abigail and Alex got up to check the cookies a while later when Alex heard the door open, but he knew it was Nat and Abigail laughed watching him waddle down the hallway almost knocking Nat over as he flew into hug him.

“Guess you missed me,” Nat said warmly hugging his brother back and closing the door with his foot.

“Uh-huh, I lotta missed you,” Alex said warmly still tightly holding his big brother.

“I missed you too,” Nat said tenderly planting a kiss on Alex's forehead.

“Wanna see if our cookies are ready?” Alex asked warmly.

“Ok Alex,” Nat smiled as his brother grabbed his hand and lead his brother to the kitchen.

“Cookies are almost ready, we just need to give them 5 minutes to cool down ok sweetheart?” Abigail said as Alex came back around the corner. “How was school Nat?”

“School was good. Rosalina would like to come over if she's allowed,” Nat said softly.

“Uh-huh cos she nice and we save her a cookie,” Alex smiled warmly.

“Well if it's ok with Alex,” Abigail smiled warmly.

“You just want cuddles,” Nat smiled at his brother getting a smile in return. “I'll txt Rosalina and let her know,”

“Right little man, you were such a big help in baking the cookies you get to eat the first one, then I'm pretty sure you could do with a new diaper,” Abigail said warmly handing the cookie to Alex.

She smiled warmly as he passed it to Nat before he got another cookie.

“Thanks Alex,” Nat said appreciatively it really showed how much Alex cared for him.

“It K Nat,” Alex smiled before he started to eat his cookie.

“Is it good?” Nat asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, super good,” Alex smiled warmly before watching Nat start to eat his cookie.

“Ooh it is good, you are a good little baker,” Nat said warmly.

“Nah-uh, I only help mommy,” Alex said warmly.

“Baby helped a lot, wouldn't have tasted as good without him,” Abigail smiled watching Alex finish off his cookie.

“Fanx Mommy,” Alex smiled warmly.

“It's ok sweetheart, now how about we get that butt changed before Rosalina gets here,” Abigail said warmly scooping Alex up.

“K mommy,” Alex said softly as he was carried to the changing table and stripped down to a soaked diaper.

“Lotta wet huh?” Alex asked as his mom untapped his diaper and wiped him down.

“Super lotta wet, but it's ok because baby is a baby and we love him,” Abigail smiled getting a smile from Alex as she slid the wet diaper away.

“You not gonna be mad you gotta change me wet and clean me when I poop?” Alex asked softly.

“Of course we won't, we know baby can not help it, and we don't want baby to feel bad about things he can't change,” Abigail said warmly kissing Alex on his forehead before sliding a clean diaper under his butt and oiling and powdering him.

“Fanx mommy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's ok baby, mommy and daddy and Nat just want you to be happy, and you seem to get happier each day,” Abigail smiled gently spreading Alex's legs pulling the diaper up between them and tightly tapping it up.

Abigail then helped him up and redressed him in his playsuit.

“Shall we get baby a bottle and he can snuggle with his brother?” Abigail asked warmly,

“Uh-huh, and mommy... when we gotta do shopping canna I come?” Alex asked softly.

“Ok Alex,” Abigail smiled, some of the clothes they had got him, were less babyish so they didn't have to be too worried about taking him outside.

“Bottle and snuggle” Alex said warmly as he was lowered from the changing table before he waddled beside his mom, getting a bottle before climbing in his egg chair and snuggling with Nat.

“So did you have a good day Alex?” Nat asked softly.

“Uh-huh, I getta lotta cuddles and not be scared,” Alex said warmly.

“That's great, we don't want you to feel scared all the time,” Nat said warmly.

“Do you feel scared?” Alex asked softly.

“Nah... but I always felt really bad for you, because you did, and everything was bad... it's nice to see you calm and able to enjoy things,” Nat said softly.

“Like cuddles?” Alex asked

“Uh-huh,” Nat smiled cuddling his brother tighter.

“Fanx for saying fings and cuddling me,” Alex smiled softly.

“It's ok Alex... I see your unsure at times, I just want you to know that it's ok.” Nat said warmly before freeing Alex up enough for him to drink his bottle.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: May 15, 2017 at 10:04 AM
Content: Chapter 16

It was another half an hour later that Rosalina arrived, Alex was too busy cuddling with Nat, so Abigail let her him and Rosalina smiled seeing Alex happily cuddling with his brother.

“Hello Alex,” She said warmly,

“Rosie,” Alex smiled warmly as he awkwardly climbed of the egg chair and waddled over to Rosalina and wrapped her up in a big hug.

“How you doing?” She asked hugging him back.

“I do good, I getta lotta cuddles and we make cookies,” Alex said warmly. “How you do,”

“I'm good, I love seeing you happy,” Rosalina said warmly.

“You be happier with a cookie,” Alex smiled waddling into the kitchen and grabbing the container of cookies before offering one to Rosalina, and then going around getting everyone to grab one, before he grabbed one himself, and put the rest on the table.

“Mmmmmm good cookie, who made them?” Rosalina said warmly.

“Mommy did.” Alex smiled.

“But baby helped lots which is why they taste so good,” Abigail said warmly getting a bigger smile out of Alex.

“Hey Rosie, letta me show stuff,” Alex said warmly after they finished their cookies and Alex led her away.

Nat smiled as he followed not long after, at Alex happily sitting in his crib hugging his bear, is diaper clearly visible through the leg holes of his playsuit, and Nat was a bit relieved it didn't seem to bother him.

“Does Alex have any other toys?” Rosalina asked softly.

“We gotted a couple... but I notta remember where they go.” Alex mumbled a little sadly.

“Did little man check the fluffy room?” Nat asked warmly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex said softly.

“I think he probably should then,” Nat smiled as Alex grabbed Rosalina's hand and dragged her to the fluffy room.

“Toys!!!” Alex shouted happily as he saw them before letting go of Rosalina and sitting down so he could play with them. Alex smiled as Nat and Rosalina sat down to play too.

As much as Nat didn't care for the toys, he found it surprisingly enjoyable to be able to play games with his brother, even Rosalina seemed to get into it, which he figured was good for Alex.

It was just before dinner Mr Wolff went to check on them, which was good timing because it was at that moment that Alex messed his diaper and started to cry.

Rosalina being closest to him wrapped him up in a big hug, trying to say to Alex that it was ok.

“Why you hug me?” Alex sobbed after 5 minutes of Rosalina trying to make him feel better.

“Because baby is sad, and I want him to know, it's not his fault that he poops and that I love him anyway,” Rosalina said tenderly, getting an appreciative smile from Nat and Mr Wolff.

“You... you sure,” Alex sniffed after a couple of minutes.

“Uh-huh, I don't know if it feels bad... but it only smells a little bit, and a little bit smell isn't going to bother us... we don't get mad if you fart do we?” Rosalina said gently.

“But fart not as bad as poop” Alex sniffed.

“That doesn't matter to us, we just want you to know it doesn't bother us... and hopefully soon it won't bother you,” Rosalina said gently kissing Alex on his forehead.

“Fanx Rosie,” Alex sniffed.

“It's ok baby, now I think you dad wants to change your butt,” Rosalina said warmly, before watching Alex waddle over to his dad who lead him away for a diaper change.

“Thanks for that Rosalina... does the smell really not bother you?” Nat asked once he was sure Alex was gone.

“Of course it stinks, Alex doesn't need to hear that... and it's a small price to pay for him to be happy... if he can happily run around in a poopy diaper i'm not going to make a fuss about it, I'd rather him be happy as much as he can be, than upset because he pooped.” Rosalina said softly.

“Thanks for making him feel better though, I think the more he hears and the more people he hears it from, the less upset he will be. It'll take some getting used but I think he's scared people will think less of him because of it.” Nat said softly.

“It's alright Nat... though your brother makes an adorable baby,” Rosalina smiled.

“Yeah he does.... never would have guess this is what it would take,” Nat said softly.

“Do you mind?” Rosalina asked, “And not I don't mind he's my brother, but do you mind.”

Nat shrugged a bit.

“I don't know, he's my best friend and it's different if he's a baby... I just hope that it doesn't take too long for him to be big and be happy,” Nat said softly.

“We don't want to rush this Nat,” Abigail said warmly, “I don't think any of us expected this, but it is what is... but he'll need time, it might be a couple of months, it maybe a year... he might not ever want to be big. But right now, I think we can all just enjoy that he is calm, he smiles and giggles and seems to be far better off than before.”

“Do you think Alex would want to be big again?” Nat asked softly.

“I don't know... your dad said when they were talking with Simon, Alex didn't say a thing about being big again, but think that worrying about that would make this less effective than now... he doesn't have to worry about anything, so I think when he's ready, we talk to him about it... but can see how the idea of being big would scare him,” Abigail said gently.

“Thanks mom,” Nat said softly.

“It's alright Nat, and just remember big or small... you mean the world to Alex, so I think when the time comes, he will try his hardest for you... just please don't put any pressure on him before then,” Abigail said warmly.

“I just want him to be happy.... if he can't ever be big and happy, I hope he can stay small and happy,” Nat said, but his mom could see he was scared he was going to lose his best friend so she just tightly wrapped him in a hug.

Not too long later everyone was sitting at the table, quietly pleased to see that Alex had gotten over his messy diaper.

“What we gonna do tomorrow?” Alex asked softly before shoveling more food into his mouth.

“I don't know, we'll find something to do.” Abigail said warmly.

“Well Alex, if it's alright with your mom and dad I can come around tomorrow and bring my wii and we can play games on it if you want,” Rosalina said warmly.

“You just wanna see me jump round in my diaper,” Alex frowned.

“There's nothing wrong with that is there?” Rosalina said warmly, Alex was a bit right, she was sure Alex would enjoy it, but knew he'd look pretty cute playing in his diaper.

“Nah-uh,” Alex giggled.

“Yeah I think we will be alright with that,” Abigail smiled warmly.

Abigail noticed as they finished dinner and Mr Wolff hadn't spoken a word over dinner. Once Alex's fingers and face were clean she freed him from his highchair, and watched as he dragged Nat and Rosalina away.

“You alright Sonny?” Abigail asked softly.

“Yeah, it's just weird...” Mr Wolff said softly.

“It's a little unorthodox but “ Abigail began.

“No not Alex, though a guess a lot of people wouldn't understand.” Mr Wolff said gently “No it's weird that it feels so calm in here. It's been over a year, it's been a long long time since we've been able to... enjoy being at home,”

“I know what you mean... it feels like there is life in the house now,” Abigail said as she put her hands on Mr Wolffs. “But you know he's still going to need us a ton, everything he's been through is still there and Simon is concerned that when and if it bursts through Alex isn't going to have the ability to deal with anywhere near as well as he has done so far,”

“I know, I do think if he's getting the sleep he has been, and we make sure he's eating it will help him out about,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“How do you think Nat's coping with it?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“He can't wait for Alex to be happy and big again,” Abigail said softly.

“He does know there is a chance that may never happen right?” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Yeah, he'll be happy if Alex is happy, but I think he wants his brother to be growing up by his side,” Abigail said gently.

“He's a good kid,” Mr Wolff said warmly, as he looked over to the lounge and saw Alex cuddled in tightly with Nat.

“They both are,” Abigail said warmly smiling over at both boys and it warmed her heart for them both to smile back.

“Though in a few days once things a settled down, we are going to have to start kicking Nat out of the house for a few hours a couple of times a week,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Why do you say that?” Abigail asked curiously.

“Because if we gave him the choice he would spend every minute with his brother, he should get out there and start hanging with the band,” Mr Wolff said warmly. “He needs to get back out into the world,”

“What about Alex?” Abigail asked as she watched him gently nudge Nat's hand with his head and got his brother to start stroking his hair.

“We'll see how things go, but between here, John and Laura's and Simon therapy place, I think his world should probably be big enough for him so long as we throw a couple of walks and taking him shopping, though we can have a talk to Simon in a couple of days, and see what he thinks too,” Mr Wolff said as he went back to just enjoying how things felt, and how amazing it was to see Alex peaceful.

“Alright Alex, I think it's time you had a bath and we got you ready for bed,” Mr Wolff said an hour later.

“I should probably head home too,” Rosalina said softly.

“Well how about I drop you off while Alex has his bath,” Abigail said warmly.

“Thanks, and I'll pop around tomorrow,” Rosalina said warmly as she stood up.

She then helped Alex to his feet and wrapped him up in a hug.

“See you tomorrow Alex,” She said gently.

“Bye Rosie, Fanx for spending time wiff me,” Alex mumbled cuddling her back.

“Anytime Alex, you go have you bath and have sweet dreams tonight,” Rosalina said warmly.

“K you have good night too,” Alex said gently before he waddled over to his dad and followed him down the corridor.

As Alex had his bath, Nat said goodbye to Rosalina before Abigail said goodbye, before he sat on the couch and watched TV. It was about half an hour later that Alex returned and climbed up and cuddled with his brother again.

“Have a good bath?” Nat asked softly.

“Uh-huh, you have a good time?” Alex asked softly.

“I had a great time, love seeing you be nice and calm,” Nat said softly.

“Because it sucked lots before,” Alex asked softly.

“Yeah you could say that,” Nat said softly with a small smile.

“You guys all really really sure your not mad?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Alex we're not mad, especially with you. I wish all this never happened to you, but I am happy something seems to help you,” Nat said softly as he kissed Alex on his forehead.

“Fanx Nat,” Alex mumbled before he snuggled in closer.

It was about 10 minutes later when Abigail returned home, and saw Alex cuddling with his brother. She loved seeing that extra relaxed look Alex got as he breathed in his night lotion.

“So little man, should we get you a bottle, get you to bed and let your dad read to you?” Abigail asked softly.

“Uh-huh, then I can havva good sleep huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Yep, and then you can have a good day tomorrow,” Abigail smiled going into the fridge and getting out a bottle of milk.

She couldn't help but smile as Alex got of the couch and grabbed Nat's hand, dragging him along with him.

His dad was already in the room, ready and waiting, and soon scooped Alex up and gently lay him in his crib.

“Fanx mommy,” Alex mumbled as she handed him his bottle and he began to gently nurse it as his dad read more of his book.

“Have a good night Alex,” Nat said gently giving Alex one last kiss on the head.

“You havva good night too,” Alex smiled tiredly at his big brother, “Love you Nat,”

“Love you too Alex,” Nat smiled as his mom and dad said good night to Alex.

Abigail made sure Ike was cuddled in close, slipped a pacifier into Alex's mouth, before she raised the side to his crib and they left him to drift off to sleep.

When they went to bed that night, Abigail and Mr Wolff could see Alex was a bit restless as he slept.

Mr Wolff lowered the side of Alex's crib, and Alex jerked awake as his dad gently grabbed his shoulder.

“Bad dream?” Mr Wolff asked softly picking Alex up and holding him in close.

“Uh-huh,” Alex sobbed and he cuddled in with his dad.

Mr Wolff carried him over to the bed and sat down as he held onto Alex.

“Want to talk about it?” His dad asked softly.

“Everyone laughed at me.... they... they said I pathetic” Alex sobbed as his dad rubbed his back.

“Your not pathetic Alex,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“And no ones going to laugh at you baby,” Abigail said gently.

“Uh-huh, they fink I dumb cos I gotta be little,” Alex sobbed a little.

“Your not dumb, and no one will laugh at you,” Mr Wolff said softly. “And no one else needs to know, when we go out we'll make sure no one can tell,”

“Fanx daddy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's alright baby,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Shall we get you another bottle, before we get you back to bed?” Abigail asked softly.

“Uh-huh please mommy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Just remember mommy and daddy and Nat wouldn't let anyone make fun of you,” Mr Wolff said warmly as he carried Alex back to his crib and lay him done.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex mumbled and his dad gently kissed Alex on his forehead.

“Here you go Alex,” Abigail said softly handing Alex a bottle.

She then grabbed Ike and gently tucked him in beside Alex.

“You protect Alex from bad dreams,” She said before kissing Alex on his forehead.

“Love you mommy, love you daddy,” Alex mumbled around his bottle.

“Love you to sweetheart, have a good sleep,” The both said gently and raised the side of Alex's crib before getting in bed, falling a sleep to the sound of Alex nursing his bottle.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: May 18, 2017 at 4:29 AM
Content: Chapter 17

It was about 7am when Abigail woke up, slowly opening her eyes and eventually sitting up seeing Alex quietly nursing his pacifier as he hugged his bear.

“Good morning sweetheart,” Abigail asked warmly as she got out of bed.

“Morning mommy,” Alex said with a little smile, before he climbed to his feet.

“Have a good sleep?” She asked softly lowering the side of crib and having Alex tightly hug her as she picked him up.

“cept for nightmare,” He mumbled softly. “Fanx for you and daddy giving me cuddles,”

“That's what we're here for, let our little guy have fun, but make him feel better if he's sad.” Abigail said warmly carrying him in the dining room.

“So shall I get you a bottle and send you to wake up your brother?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, so he get cuddles too huh?”

“Yeah,” Abigail said warmly lowering Alex to the floor and handing him a bottle, before she watched him waddle off.

Alex was pleased to see Nat sleeping in his bed so he didn't have to climb to the top bunk. He climbed up into his bed and snuggled with his brother.

“Morning Alex,” Nat moaned tiredly.

“Morning Nat, I getta cuddle wiff you,” Alex mumbled happily around his bottle.

“Nah-uh,” Nat teased softly. “I get to cuddle with you,”

Alex smiled a little as his brother rolled over a bit and put his arms around him.

“Good milk?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, really really good,” Alex smiled a bit nursing his bottle.

“The sounded like a smile,” Nat said warmly finally managing to pry his eyes open.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled as he continued with his bottle.

It was about half an hour later, Alex had finished his bottle and was gently cuddling Nat.

“Think we should get up?” Nat asked gently.

“Nah-uh, we can just stay here and cuddle all day,” Alex said warmly.

“We could.... but would you like breakfast, and to get dressed and how are we going to play with Rosalina when she gets here.” Nat said warmly.

“Mmmmmm breakfist,” Alex mumbled, “ And you really fink Rosie coming back?”

“Of course she is, she didn't run away after she saw you at the hospital the other day did she?” Nat said softly.

“Nah-uh, she comed over and played wiff me,” Alex said with a little smile.

“Uh-huh and she would do it again, because you might not know this Alex, but we kinda like you,” Nat said warmly.

“Nah-uh, you lotta love me,” Alex said giving Nat a bigger hug.

“That we do Alex,” Mr Wolff said warmly from the door.

“Daddy!” Alex said happily awkwardly climbing off the bed and going over and giving him a hug.

“Your mom said you went to go wake Nat up and didn't come back, we were worried you fell asleep again.” Mr Wolff said warmly hugging Alex back.

“Nah-uh we just lotta cuddle,” Alex smiled warmly.

“Good to hear, but do you want to go get some breakfast, and then we can change you?” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K daddy,” Alex said softly. “Come on Nat,”

“Alright Alex, I'll be out in a second,” Nat said softly.

When Nat came out, he was dressed and Alex was patiently waiting in his highchair.

“That notta a second,” Alex said warmly.

“Uh-huh it was, and two and three and four,” Nat said warmly, getting a small giggle out of Alex.

“So breakfist time right?” Alex asked looking at his mom who brought over to some bacon scrambled eggs and toast, while his dad handed him a bottle of milk.

“Uh-huh, make you nice and fat.” Abigail said warmly.

“Nah-uh, if I fat I not get to snuggle.” Alex said happily as he dug into his breakfast.

“Not want to miss out on that do we,” Nat smiled.

“Uh-huh, cos I love snuggle with you guys, and you like getting snuggle from me huh,” Alex smiled around a mouth full of food.

It was enjoyable for them all as the ate. Feeling Alex get a little more life and energy into him, seemed to give them all a little more life an energy.

Once they were finished Mr Wolff wiped down Alex's fingers and face and lifted him out of his highchair.

“Come on baby, lets get you in a clean diaper, and get you dressed,” Mr Wolff said softly as he carried Alex into his living room.

He lowered Alex to the floor and unzipped the back of his sleeper, before he helped Alex out of it.

“Sorry daddy,” Alex mumbled looking down and seeing his diaper was soaked.

“You don't need to be sorry baby, the doctor said you won't be able to control it,” Mr Wolff said warmly, giving Alex a hug and lifting him onto the changing table.

“You sure?” Alex asked softly.

“Of course Alex... don't you worry about it, you just worry about having fun,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex smiled softly as his dad untapped his diaper and wiped him down.

“It's alright baby,” Mr Wolff said gently as he removed Alex's wet diaper and disposed of it.

Mr Wolff soon slid a fresh diaper under his butt, and oiled and powered him, before pulling it up between his legs and tightly taping it up.

“Can I just wear a shirt?” Alex asked softly.

“Lets wait a few days until you are settled before we let you expose your diaper to everyone else ok buddy, it's just we don't want to embarrass you,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K daddy,” Alex said softly as his dad lifted him of the changing table before helping dress him in a playsuit and doing the buttons up the back.

“Canna go play now?” Alex asked softly.

“Go on buddy, go have fun,” Mr Wolff said as he watch Alex toddle off.

Mr Wolff walked into the lounge, glancing over at into the fluffy room where Alex was playing with his toys with Nat. He was surprised at how quickly Alex had regressed, something he would have a chat with Simon again.

It was about 9:30am, when Rosalina arrived. Abigail opened the door and was surprised to see Juanita as well.

“Hey Abigail,” She said warmly.

“Hello Juanita, surprised to see you here,” Abigail said warmly.

“My fault, I picked her up,” Rosalina said warmly.

“That's alright, you two know your always welcome here.” Abigail said warmly.

“So where is he?” Juanita asked warmly.

“In playing with Nat...” Abigail said warmly, before speaking louder, “Although I'm sure Alex would hear you if you spoke it loudly enough, Juanita,”

Abigail wasn't disappointed as Alex charged out to wrap Juanita up in a hug.

“Hello Alex,” She said warmly as she walked inside with Alex still hugging her.

“I notta know you come,” Alex mumbled warmly.

“Well Alex, lets just say I wanted to surprise you,” Rosalina said warmly.

“Fanx Rosie,” Alex said finished his hug and going and hugging her.

“So little man why don't you go and play with Juanita and Nat, and I shall get this set up for us,” Rosalina said warmly gesturing to the Wii.

“K... come on Juanita” Alex said grabbing her hand and leading her to the fuzzy room.

“So what are you and Nat playing?” Juanita asked softly.

“We play with cars,” Alex said happily as the entered the fuzzy room, it had been used as just a room to hang out, but it was fast becoming Alex's playroom.

“Hi Nat,” Juanita said warmly.

“Hey, how are you?”

Alex just stared at Nat for a moment or two,

“Why you not ask why she here?” Alex asked.

“Ok maybe Rosalina txt me saying she was bring over Juanita,” Nat chuckled, before he too got a hug from Alex.

“You love hugs, don't you Alex,” Nat said warmly.

“Uh-huh, before I big, but not able to show that I love you all lots....” Alex mumbled a bit distantly. “But now I can so lotta hugs for everyone,”

“So sweet baby,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

Uh-huh, cuddles for you too,” Alex smiled standing up and hugging his dad too.

Mr Wolff hugged Alex back.

“Anyway I came to get you all, Rosalina is ready for you,” Mr Wolff smiled.

It was an enjoyable morning, Alex started off watching Nat, Rosalina and Juanita playing on the Wii.

“Come on Alex, You should have a go,” Nat said softly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh,” Nat said with a reassuring smile.

“I notta know whatta do,” Alex mumbled softly.

“We'll show you,” Nat said softly.

“K Nat,” Alex mumbled softly as he climbed to his feet.

Nat helped wrap the strap for the controller around Alex's hand.

“Now what I do?” Alex mumbled softly.

“See that little fella on the right. When the ball comes to you, just swing like a tennis racket,” Nat said warmly.

It took a little for Alex to get the hang of it.

“I did it!” Alex shouted excitedly when he finally hit the ball.

Mr Wolff just smiled as Alex happily played for about half an hour. By which time he cuddled in with his mom while his dad got him a bottle. Alex looked exhausted, which didn't surprise them all too much, it was the most exercise he'd done in a while.

“Did you have a lot of fun,” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, lotta fun,” Alex said breathlessly.

“It looked it,” Abigail smiled before Mr Wolff handed Alex a bottle and he enthusiastically began drinking from it.

“Bit thirsty little man,” Nat chuckled warmly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled still nursing his bottle.

Abigail smiled stroking Alex's hair, as they both watched the other 3 continue to play.

“I think after lunch, it's nap time baby,” Abigail whispered in Alex's ear as he finished his bottle.

“Cos I play too much?” Alex asked softly.

“Babies need lots of sleep, and you did a lot of exercise today, haven't done that in a while,” Abigail said warmly.

“K mommy,” Alex said snuggling in a little tighter.

“Good boy,” Abigail said warmly, a little surprised when Alex got up to have another game.

Alex was exhausted when Mr Wolff called them all over for lunch.

“Someone looks like he had too much fun,” Mr Wolff said warmly as he gently helped Alex into his highchair.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled tiredly.

“Though daddy did enjoy seeing you get a bit of exercise,” Mr Wolff said with a smile, before pulling a bib over Alex's head.

“Lotta exsise” Alex mumbled with a tired little smile.

“Uh-huh, daddy is proud of how much better you doing,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Nah-uh daddy not really proud?” Alex mumbled.

“Uh-huh he is, daddy would much rather have a little Alex who can be happy, and hopefully get better, than a big Alex, who is sad and angry and nothing seems to get before him,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“You not like old Alex?” he asked softly.

“I wouldn't say that, I will always love you with all my heart, but daddy would love anything that helped you get better. If being a baby hadn't helped maybe being a hippo could have, daddy just wants nothing more to see you get better,” Mr Wolff said gently before handing Alex a bottle of milk.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex mumbled happily.

“It's alright sweetheart,” Mr Wolff smiled giving Alex his toasted sandwiches, before getting everyone else lunch.

Nat watched with a smile as his brother struggled to stay awake as he had lunch.

“I think we tired him out,” Rosalina whispered to him.

“I think we should make the most of it, I think once he starts getting used to doing exercise, he's going to be the one tiring us out,” Nat whispered back.

“Alright sweetheart, I think we should get you down for a nap,” Abigail smiled as she saw Alex had finished.

“Do I gotta,” Alex mumbled almost falling asleep right then and there.

“Uh-huh, your taking a nap, but I think it would be more comfortable in your crib than your highchair,” Abigail smiled, getting a tired smile from Alex, as she wiped down his face and hands before removing his bib.

“K mommy, Night guys,” Alex mumbled as Abigail removed him from his highchair.

“Have a good sleep,” They all said warmly as he was carried away.

“Love you mommy,” Alex mumbled tiredly as his mom lowered him into his crib and made sure Ike snuggled in close.

“Love you too Alex, you have a good nap,” She said warmly kissing him on his forehead.

She raised the side of the crib, and was pretty sure he had drifted off by the time she left the room.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: May 28, 2017 at 12:21 PM
Content: Chapter 18

It was the Thanksgiving after the attack and to get Alex away from the city they were spending it with some family friends in New Orleans. Nat held his brothers hand the entire flight, he wasn't surprised that Alex barely spoke during the trip but was pleased he wasn't freaking out as he sometimes did in crowds.

Nat felt Alex tightly squeeze his hand, which did surprise him a bit. until he looked over and saw his brother wincing in pain.

"You ok Alex," Nat asked softly.

"Hurts Nat... it hurts," Alex groaned on the verge of tears.

"Dad!" Nat said grabbing his dad, who took one look at Alex and stood up to grab his carry on. He pulled some of Alex's pain killers out and asked a flight attendant for some water.

Alex soon took his painkillers and it took ten minutes for them to finally ease his suffering.

“Thanks Nat,” Alex mumbled softly squeezing his brothers hand.

“It's ok Alex,” Nat said squeezing his brothers hand back, surprised though that Alex had thanked him.

“Why does my back always have to hurt?” Alex asked softly.

“It took a lot of damage when the bad things happened. I wished that it didn't hurt you though.” Nat said softly avoiding elaborating to his brother.

“Stupid bad man,” Alex mumbled bitterly and Nat just put his arm around his brother.

A few hours later they had arrived at their friends house, Alex tenderly walked beside his brother, while his dad pushed his wheelchair behind him.

"ALEX!" Big Ella screamed running for him.

"Be gentle Ella," Onita called.

Ella slowed down a little and gave Alex a hug.

"Hey Big Ella," Alex said softly, he was feeling exhausted already and it wasn't quite yet noon.

"Can I hug you tighter?" She asked seriously.

"Ok," Alex said quietly.

"How are you Big Ella?" Alex asked softly, he was still getting used to how easily exhausted he got.

"I'm so happy to see you. I'm sorry you got hurt," She said sincerely.

"Thanks," Alex said quietly, but personally he felt hurt was an understatement.

"Did you get the card I sent you?" She asked softly.

"Yeah, it was sweet, Thank you," Alex said too exhausted to care if he sounded sincere.

Big Ella smiled and let go of Alex.

Onita and Little Grace spent that time greeting Nat, Abigail and Mr Wolff.

Little Grace gave Alex a big hug.

"You are the strongest person I know. If I can do anything to help you I will," She said crying a little. Hearing what had happened to Alex both times in Vancouver was very difficult.

Alex winced in pain.

"Could you lift you're foot?" He asked.

Little Grace was a bit confused but did so, and Alex sighed with relief.

"You were standing on my foot," He finally admitted.

"I'm sorry Alex," Little Grace said shocked, she felt bad being the first to hurt Alex.

"It's ok, waking up hurts more," Alex said referring to the exercises he had to do.
Little Grace gave a little grimace, she couldn't tell if Alex wanted he to laugh or not.

She stopped hugging him and Onita finally had her turn.

"Your mom would be so proud of you," She said and she too greeted Alex with a hug, but also with a kiss on the check.

"Yeah," Was all he could say.

"You ok Alex?" She asked softly, they weren't quite expecting Alex to be so lethargic.

"He's just exhausted, it takes a lot of energy just for him to do normal things," Nat informed them, he wanted to save Alex some spare energy.

"And that's on top of the rehabilitation exercises he has to do every morning," Abigail added

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: May 29, 2017 at 1:11 AM
Content: Chapter 19

It was dinner time, Onita, Little Grace and Big Ella were waiting in the dining room when Alex tenderly shuffled in and sat beside his brother. Nat could see his brother was exhausted but he flat out refused to take a nap, though Nat suspected this was because there was no egg chair for him to sleep in, he also refused to get into his wheelchair.

Onita stood up and everyone looked at her. She raised her glass and everyone else did to.

"Here's to Alex and a full recovery," She said, Alex blushed modestly.

"So Alex, I have lots of things we are going to do tomorrow." Big Ella said sternly.

Alex internally groaned.

"We are going to play soccer, and hide and go seek and then we can play on the instruments…."

"Whoa, Whoa, Whoa! Big Ella, I know you want to do a lot with Alex, but there is a lot that he is unable to do." Little Grace said, "We don't want to exhaust Alex."

Alex ate the food on the plate his dad passed him.

They sat and ate and talked for over two hours, but then it was eight o-clock and although Alex really hadn't done much since lunch he was tired.

Abigail pushed Alex down to his room and help him onto the bed. She helped Alex to strip down to his boxers and helped him into the bed.

"Have a good night Alex," Abigail said kissing Alex good night.

Alex stay awake unable to drift off to sleep, he broke from his stupor around 5am. He wasn't full of energy but he needed to go to the bathroom, not desperately but enough so he couldn't get back to sleep. Alex lay in bed a bit frustrated, he wondered what he would do if his dad and Abigail disappeared. It made Alex even more depressed as he realized he couldn't do anything.

Mr Wolff came in ten minutes later
.
"Hey dad," Alex said, Mr Wolff could hear the frustration in Alex's voice.

"Hey little buddy," He said to Alex and ruffled Alex's untidy hair.

"Does it annoy you that I'm so dependent on you and Abigail?" Alex asked heavily.

"No of course it doesn't Alex," Mr Wolff said, he could see that Alex was depressed again,
.
"It does for me," Alex said wishing bad things never happened to him.

"Alex, I know you want your independence, I want you to have it as well. But I love you Alex, I'm here to help me no matter what time you need," Mr Wolff said sitting beside Alex and trying to hug him.

"Thanks dad," Alex said softly.

Mr Wolff then helped Alex doing his exercises. Just as the pain got too much and he started to cry Big Ella walked in.

"Alex… Oh my god! Are you ok?" She asked seeing Alex crying.

"Ella, calm down. Alex has to do these exercises to he could move during the day." Mr Wolff said softly.

"Come on Alex, only another half an hour," Mr Wolff said reassuring Alex.

Big Ella wanted to give Alex a hug.

Mr Wolff managed to hold her off while helping Alex at the same time.

Finally the half an hour was up. Alex cried as he tenderly walked to the bathroom. After finishing in there, he returned and Big Ella hugged him tightly.

"Are you ok Alex?" She asked sadly.

"I'm ok, ok Big Ella," Alex lied and wiped the tears from his eyes.

"You don't look ok," Big Ella said.

"It's fine, I'm alright." Alex lied again.

"You don't sound alright," Big Ella responded.

"Just leave it, I'M FINE," Alex shouted.

Big Ella was upset and slowly backed out of the room.

His dad looked at him, it wasn't so much an accusing stare, but one of pity.

Alex then burst out crying and his dad came over and hugged him.

"Alex, you don't have lie and pretend every things ok. We can see you're unhappy," Mr Wolff said as he comforted Alex.

"It hurts too much," Alex complained, the pain usually took about half an hour to subside, providing Alex didn't do anything to aggravate it any more.

"Alex, I want you to get into the hot tub, it will help you out, I'll go talk to Big Ella," Mr Wolff said softly.

Seeing as Alex hadn't got dressed, he slowly walked and with a bit of pain climbed into the hot tub. The moment he was in, Nat came along in a pair of shorts and climbed in next to Alex.

"Morning Alex," Nat said seeing his brother.

"Hey Nat," Alex said and moved himself over and hugged Nat.

Nat could tell that Alex was so far having a bad day.

"Alex, I'm so sorry this happened to you," Nat said hugging Alex.

"It's not your fault," Alex said quietly, for the hundredth time
.
"I wish this happened to me not you," Nat said, he would rather go through the pain than to watch Alex suffer through it.

Alex and Nat just hugged each other, they had such a big bond, that some times just giving each other a hug, would do so much good. They didn't speak for ages until Alex broke the silence.

"Nat, do you think there is a god?" Alex asked as still he hugged his brother.

"I don't know… I guess so," Nat said a little of balance.

"Do you think he hates me?" Alex asked as he clung to his brother even more.

Nat could hear how insecure his brother was so he hugged him tighter.

"If there is a god, he doesn't hate you man," Nat said softly.

"Then why does everything bad happen to me?" Alex asked, he felt his brother holding him tighter.

"Us, Alex. What happens to you, happens to us. We are a family Alex," Nat said quietly.

"It happens to me more," Alex mumbled. "I don't see you breaking your back,"

Nat sighed and just kept on hugging his brother, he didn't particularly like the way Alex was talking.

Mr Wolff found Big Ella crying in her room, he went over and gently hugged her.

"Why is Alex angry at me?" Big Ella asked and she stopped crying.

"Alex isn't angry at you," Mr Wolff said softly, he suspected Alex was angry at life.

"He yelled at me," Big Ella said.

"That wasn't Alex, that was the pain." Mr Wolff explained.

"What pain?" Big Ella asked softly.

"Those exercises Alex goes through, they hurt him a lot. He has to put up with 2 hours of a lot pain each morning just to be able to move," Mr Wolff explained.

"Poor Alex," Big Ella said sadly.

"Yeah," Mr Wolff said softly. "I think Alex maybe in constant pain, he just tries to hide it, he doesn't want to scare you or anyone. He keeps too much to himself,"

"When will he get better?" Big Ella asked

"The doctors said that his back should heal in about a year," Mr Wolff replied.

"Can I go say sorry to him?" Big Ella asked.

"You haven't done anything you need to apologize for," Mr Wolff said.

"But I might be hurting when I hug him," Big Ella said.

"Hugging makes him feel better," Mr Wolff said but walked with Big Ella to Alex
.
He saw Alex and Nat hugging when he got there, it made him smile a little, he knew how much Nat and Alex depended on each other.

Mr Wolff held Big Ella back, if Alex was getting things off his chest it was a good thing.

Nat looked up and saw his dad and Big Ella.

"Morning Dad, Morning Big Ella," Nat said quietly.

"Morning Nat," Mr Wolff said smiling.

Alex slowly stopped hugging Nat and moved away.

"You ok Nat?" Mr Wolff asked.

"Fine," Nat lied, but gave his father a look to say 'I'll tell you later'

"Come on you two, I think it's time to get out," Mr Wolff instructed.

Mr Wolff returned with towels.

Alex climbed out silently and grabbed a towel. He let himself drip dry, before wrapping it around himself. He then tenderly walked away.

Nat then got out and grabbed a towel and wrapped it around himself.
"Dad, can we talk," Nat said quietly.

Mr Wolff nodded.

"Dad, Alex is really scaring me," Nat said quietly.

"I know he's upset, but we need to stick by him," Mr Wolff said softly.

"He's so depressed, I'm scared he'll do something stupid," Nat said, Mr Wolff could hear the apprehension in his voice.

"We'll help him out Nat, We'll help him" Mr Wolff said heavily.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: May 30, 2017 at 9:33 AM
Content: Thanks for reading, just a short chapter today.

Chapter 20

Nat watched his brother as he quietly came out for breakfast and quietly ate. Big Ella sat beside him and happily chatted away, but he could tell Alex wasn't really listening.

“So Alex want to cuddle on the couch and watch the game today?” Abigail asked softly.

“Can we watch the parade aswell?” Alex asked quietly.

“Yeah we can sweetheart,” Abigail said with a smile.

Alex quietly ate his breakfast before he followed his mom and Big Ella to lounge and climbed up on the sofa and cuddled in with his mom, and Big Ella cuddle in with him.

Nat sat in an arm chair and watched Abigail gently stroke Alex's hair as they watched the parade on TV, he looked exhausted as he watched the parade.

“Did you get any sleep last night buddy?” His dad asked as brought over some snacks and a glass of milk.

Alex just shook his head, as he started to drink his milk.

“Try to get some sleep before dinner sweetheart,” Abigail said softly.

“Hmmmmmm,” Alex groaned.

“It'll help you out,” Abigail said gently.

“How does nightmares help?” Alex asked annoyed

“You might not have a nightmare,” Abigail said softly.

“I might not get hit by train too,” Alex mumbled.

“Sweetheart,” Abigail said softly, “Don't think like that.”

“Hmmmmmmm,” Alex groaned grumpily.

It was a long morning, if Alex's back had of been fine they would have played football in backyard, instead he just lounged on the couch most of the day.

Nat could see his brother was tired and grumpy but either couldn't or wouldn't let himself drift off to sleep. Nat was sure that if Onita had in egg chair, like he had at home, Alex would be able to curl up and take a nap, but Nat was sure his brother felt too exposed without the enclosed feeling he got from his egg chair.

“Dinner time,” Little Grace called out around mid afternoon.

Big Ella climbed to her feet, and Nat came over and helped Alex to his.

“Can I have some drugs,” Alex asked softly as Abigail stood up.

“You starting to feel sore?” Abigail asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Ok buddy,” Abigail said softly, and felt as Alex grabbed her and Nats hands and walked with them to the dinning room.

Alex sat on his chair while Abigail went and got Alex's pain killers and a glass of water and handed them to Alex

Once Alex had taken his medication Onita stood up.

“Before we start, I think it would be nice if we went around and all said something we are thankful for.” Onita said softly.

Onita started and they went around the table and everyone said something they were thankful for. They finally got to Alex, who looked at his feet for a few minutes.

“I'm thankful, for dad and Abigail and Nat,” Alex mumbled quietly, being one of the few times Alex could say he was thankful for things.

“I'm thankful for you too,” Nat said softly giving his brother a hug.

“Thanks Nat,” Alex mumbled softly and this got a warm smile from Abigail and his dad.

Thanksgiving dinner was a loud affair, well for everyone but Alex, who was pretty quiet, but did eat quiet abit of the dinner.

It was a turbulent couple of days, Alex wouldn't sleep and got grumpier and more liable to explode. It was with a great sense of relief when Alex finally after 3 days of no sleep, finally dropped off to sleep in his dads arms.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: May 31, 2017 at 7:57 AM
Content: Chapter 21

It was a few hours later when Alex woke up, feeling well rested. He smiled and gave Ike a hug.

He hugged his bear before about 20 minutes before awkwardly climbing to his feet and clutching his the side of his crib.

“Mommy? Daddy?” Alex called out softly, and it was not too long before Mr Wolff came in.

“Did you have a good sleep?” Mr Wolff asked Alex warmly as he came over and lowered the side to Alex's crib.

“Uh-huh I had lotta good sleep,” Alex said warmly, before almost leaping onto his dad and tightly hugging him.

“Glad to hear it, we had so much fun seeing you have have fun before,” Mr Wolff smiled gently kissing Alex on his forehead.

“Canna havva bottle, then play?” Alex asked warmly.

“Alright baby,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

Mr Wolff smiled warmly as he carried Alex out, grabbing him a bottle of milk from the fridge, before cuddling with him on the couch.

“Mr Wolff, did a quick check of Alex's diaper deciding he could last a little bit longer.

“You guys have lotta fun wiff out me?” Alex mumbled softly around his bottle.

“Not as much fun as we had with you,” Juanita smiled warmly.

“I finish my bottle, and then we play and mommy and daddy play too,” Alex mumbled warmly around his bottle.

“Do we have too,” Abigail said warmly.

“Uh-huh, then we can have lotta fun,” Alex smiled.

“Ok baby, how about once you have finished you and Nat start, then how about whoever next plays the winner,” Abigail said warmly.

Alex happily finished his bottle, before they began to play.

They couldn't help but smile everytime Alex got excited when he won games, even Abigail and Mr Wolff really enjoyed playing games, make sure to let him win a couple of times.

It was a couple of hours later, when Mr Wolff dragged Alex away to change his diaper, before grabbing him a bottle and cuddling in again.

“Can we have pizza?” Alex asked softly and nursed his bottle watching Juanita and his mom play.

“Pizza? Pizza? Sure we could do that,” Mr Wolff joked getting a giggle out of Alex.

“Yay!” Alex mumbled happily nursing his bottle snuggling in a bit more with his dad.

Mr Wolff smiled warmly gently stroking Alex's hair as he nursed his bottle, he could tell Alex was quite happy to snuggle with his dad.

“Comfy?” Mr Wolff whispered softly.

“Uh-huh... love you daddy,” Alex mumbled softly.

And Mr Wolff didn't understand what it was about that moment, but he understood just how important he was to Alex.

“Love you too Alex,” Mr Wolff whispered warmly and cuddled Alex.

Mr Wolff enjoyed cuddling with Alex, and he played a few more games before he went to the kitchen to order some pizza.

Half an hour later Mr Wolff called them all over when the pizza had been delivered.

“Yay Dinner,” Alex said happily as he waddled into the dinnin room and was scooped up into his highchair.

“You don't like dinner,” Nat teased,

“Nah-uh I love dinner,” Alex smiled happily as a bib was pulled over his head, the tray was attached to his highchair and a bottle of coke was handed to him.

It was another enjoyable meal, if you had told anyone it would be like this now, they'd have thought you crazy, and if you'd told them what it would take they would have had you committed.

Once they finished, Alex nice and full from pizza and soda, Abigail wiped his face and his hands clean before removing his bib, the tray from his highchair, unstrapping him and gently lowering him to the floor.

She watched as Alex waddled down the hallway to their room, before he came back a minute later cuddling Ike.

“Canna we snuggle on couch and watch movie?” Alex asked softly as everyone was still sitting at the table.

“We could do that,” Mr Wolff smiled warmly. “Why don't you find a movie you want to watch,”

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled waddling over to the DVD collection, he just stared at them blankly, until Nat came over.

“Want some help?” Nat said warmly.

“Uh-huh... whatta good movie?” Alex asked softly.

“Hmmmmm well judging by your clothes, maybe we could watch the scooby do movie?” Nat said warmly looking at the scooby patterns on Alex's playsuit.

Nat smiled as he watched Alex look down at his playsuit before looking up with a smile.

“Uh-huh, lets watch thatta one,” Alex smiled warmly before giving Nat a hug.

“Go on then baby, you give that to daddy, and then come snuggle with me on the couch,” Nat said warmly as he handed Alex the DVD.

“We gonna watch scooby,” Alex said proudly to his dad as he handed him the DVD.

“I should have guessed huh,” Mr Wolff smiled getting a little giggle out of Alex before he shot off and climbed up next to Nat cuddling in close with him and Ike.

“Have a good day today?” Nat asked Alex softly.

“Uh-huh, I played lots... but lotta play make me tired,” Alex mumbled softly.

“I think it's just because baby isn't used to playing lots,” Nat said warmly.

“You gonna help me play lots though huh Nat?” Alex asked warmly snuggling in closer.

“I guess I could help with that,” Nat said appreciating the warmth coming from Alex, that he hadn't felt in long long time.

“Love you Nat,” Alex said peacefully.

“Love you too Alex,” Nat said gently kissing his little brother on his forehead.

“What we gonna do tomorrow?” Alex asked softly.

“We'll find things to do,” Nat said warmly.

It wasn't long before Juanita came over and cuddle on the otherside and Abigail handed a bottle of milk to Alex and put some popcorn on the table in front of them before they all sat down to watch the movie.

They enjoyed the movie it was about 8pm when it finished, Mr Wolff stood up.

“Alright Alex buddy, I think it's time for your bath, then it's bed time,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“K Daddy.” Alex mumbled softly as his dad helped to his feet, before he waddled along side him to the bathroom.

Mr Wolff started the bath running before he began to undress Alex.

“Big day huh?” Alex asked softly as his dad unbuttoned his playsuit before pulling it down and helping him step out of it.

“Uh-huh, daddy really loved to see how much fun you had today,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Daddy have fun when we playeded?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, I really missed being able to play games with you, and do things with you,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Missed it too,” Alex mumbled softly giving his dad a hug.

Mr Wolff turned off the taps, making sure the water wasn't too hot.

“Right baby, lets get you out of the wet diaper,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“K daddy” Alex mumbled softly before his dad untapped his diaper, quickly wiping him down and lifting him into the bath.

Mr Wolff let Alex soak for a few minutes before he started to bathe him. It wasn't long before he had Alex out of the bath tightly wrapped up in a towel.

“You gonna read me book?” Alex asked softly as his dad carried him over to the changing station.

“Uh-huh, and your gonna get a bottle, and have a nice long comfy sleep,” Mr Wolff said unwrapping Alex from the towel and laying him on the changing table.

He grabbed a fresh diaper unfolding it before lifting Alex up a little and sliding it under his butt. He then oiled and powdered Alex before bring the diaper up between his legs and tightly tapping it up.

He then lifted Alex onto the floor before massaging his night lotion in his chest.

“Right baby, lets get you in your jammies Mr Wolff said warmly as he grabbed a light footed sleeper off the bed and helped dress Alex in it, before zipping it up the back.

“All ready fa bed,” Alex said warmly.

“Nah-uh, baby still got to say good night to everyone, and get Ike,” Mr Wolff teased.

“Canna I?” Alex asked warmly.

“Of course you can sweetheart, daddies got to get you bottle anyway.” Mr Wolff said warmly as he watched Alex waddle off to say good night to everyone.

Mr Wolff happily got Alex's bottle, and watched as Alex gave everyone cuddles and got kisses goodnight. Before he came over Ike in his arms and lead his dad back to his crib, where he awkwardly climbed in and lay down as his dad handed him his bottle and tucked him in.

“Love you daddy,” Alex smiled around his bottle as he began to nurse it.

“Love you too Alex, but we still have story time,” Mr Wolff smiled grabbing the book.

“Yay!” Alex smiled around his bottle, but his dad could see he was pretty tired.

It was 20 minutes later, Mr Wolff saw Alex had finished his bottle and was barely awake, so he finished reading there.

“Good night Alex, have sweet dreams,” He said quietly slipping Alex's pacifier into his mouth and kissing him on the forehead.

“Night daddy,” Alex mumbled quietly around his pacifier, before his dad raised the side of his crib, turning the lights out and leaving Alex to fall asleep.

Abigail dropped Juanita and Rosalina off home, and it was a few hours later when her and Mr Wolff headed for bed.

“I think I better change him,” Mr Wolff said softly, when they both smelled that Alex had messed his diaper.

Mr Wolff quietly lowered the side to Alex's crib, and gently picked him up and carried him to the changing table.

“What going on?” Alex mumbled sleepily around his pacifier, as he was lowered onto the changing table.

“It's ok Alex, just need to change your butt.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier as he felt his dad unzip the crotch of his sleeper and slip his legs out.

His dad then untapped his diaper and his dad began to wipe all the poop from him.

“Sorry daddy,” Alex mumbled softly around his pacifier as he realized he's pooped his diaper.

“It's alright baby, it's not your fault,” Mr Wolff said softly, making sure he had gotten everything before sliding the messy diaper away and disposing of it.

“Love you daddy,” Alex mumbled softly as his dad unfolded a clean diaper, sliding it under his butt, before he heavily oiled and powdered Alex.

“Love you too Alex,” Mr Wolff said warmly as he pulled the diaper up and tightly tapped it up.

He then carefully threaded Alex's legs back into his sleeper, before zipping it up.

“Have good dreams baby,” Mr Wolff said warmly carrying him back to his crib and tucking him in.

“Night Alex,” Abigail said warmly.

“Night mommy, Night daddy,” Alex mumbled and it wasn't long before he was back asleep.

Mr Wolff washed up before getting into bed, both he and Abigail gave a little smile to each other before they too fell asleep.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jun 2, 2017 at 6:44 AM
Content: Chapter 22

It was 6am when Abigail awoke to hear Alex having a conversation with someone. It was a couple of minutes before she opened her eyes, but she couldn't see anyone around.

“Uh-huh, I give them lotta cuddles... you fink they like cuddles?” Alex chatted away happily.

“Abigail didn't hear anything, but Alex must have because he soon spoke again.

“I hope they like cuddles... not lotta I can do but give them lotta cuddles,” Alex mumbled softly.

Abigail eventually sat up, and she could finally see Alex, but not who he was talking too.

“Morning baby, who are you talking too?” Abigail asked curiously.

“Mommy,” Alex smiled happily seeing her. “I talk to Ike, He fink you guys love cuddles... but what if you not like cuddles?”

“We love cuddles from you,” Abigail said warmly, getting a smiled from Alex.

She was curious about Alex, she didn't think he was just acting like a baby and she thought perhaps maybe mentally he'd become one, she hoped Simon would be able to shed a little light on things when they saw him tomorrow.

“I canna give you cuddles if you letta me out,” Alex smiled warmly and Abigail watched him awkwardly climb to his feet and clutch the rail of his crib.

“Oooh, yes please,” Abigail said with a grin as she got a giggle out of Alex, as she got out of bed and walked over to Alex's crib, lowering the side, and having him almost smother her as he jumped into a hug.

“Love you mommy,” Alex mumbled warmly as he snuggled in tight.

“Love you too sweetheart,” Abigail said warmly and carried him out to the dining room where she grabbed a bottle of milk and sat down on the sofa with Alex still cuddled in.

“So does my little man want a bottle?” She asked softly.

“Uh-huh and canna we watch cartoons and cuddle?” Alex asked softly.

“You betcha,” Abigail said warmly as Alex climbed beside her keeping cuddled in and his mom handed him his bottle and turned on the tv and found rugrats was on.

Alex happily nursed his bottle as he watched rugrats.

“I like Tommy huh?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh, except you've got hair,” Abigail smiled getting a giggle out of Alex.

“People gonna fink I dumb cos I gotta be a baby huh?”

People don't need know, only those who need to know will know,” Abigail said softly.

“Nah-uh, we go shopping people fink I'm dumb,” Alex mumbled.

“People might not understand, but they won't think your dumb sweetheart. But when we see Simon tomorrow mommy and daddy will ask him lots of questions, because we want to help you, but want to protect you too,”

“What we see Simon for?” Alex asked softly.

“He needs to check up on you, see how you are doing, see what things are like for you,” Abigail said softly.

“That notta take long... I Alex I good fings make me happy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Nah-uh I think he wants to get a little more in depth than that,” Abigail said warmly. “But try not to worry about what others might think, at the moment there won't be others, and we will worry about them for you,”

“Fanx mommy, love you lotsly.” Alex mumbled softly.

“Love you too baby,” Abigail said tenderly kissing Alex on the forehead.

It was an hour later when Nat came out, freshly showered and dressed.

“Good Morning.” Nat said warmly to his mom, before seeing Alex snuggled in close, “Good Morning Alex,”

“Nat!!!” Alex shouted excitedly scrambling to his feet and waddling over as fast as he could wrapping Nat up in a hug.

“Bit excited there Alex,” Nat chuckled.

“Uh-huh, cos your the bestest brother in the world and I like cuddling wiff you,” Alex smiled.

“I know I was surprised you didn't wake me up,” Nat chuckled ruffling Alex's hair.

“I giveded mommy lotta cuddles and now you and mommy can give me lotta cuddles,” Alex smiled dragging Nat to the couch.

“Super lots of cuddles,” Nat smiled warmly and Nat could tell Alex was immensely enjoying being cuddled by him and their mom.

Mr Wolff smiled when get got up seeing his boys cuddled on the couch, Abigail there aswell.

“So would anyone like some breakfast?” Mr Wolff said warmly as got out some cereals and bowls.

“Daddy, Breakfist!!!” Alex shouted happily as again he scrambled to his feet and waddled full force at his dad and hugged him.

“Good morning Alex,” Mr Wolff said scooping him up. “Did ya have a good sleep?”

“Uh-huh lotta good sleep,” Alex said happily as his dad lowered him into his highchair, strapped him in and slid the tray in place.

“Have good dreams?” Mr Wolff asked me, slipping a bib over his head before he grabbed a bottle of milk for Alex.

“Uh-huh, good dreams good,” Alex smiled as he had a drink from his bottle as Nat and Abigail came to the table.

“RAIN!!” Alex shouted happily as it started to pour down with rain.

“Lots of rain,” Mr Wolff smiled “But I think we should get food in your tummy before we worry about anything else,”

“Uh-huh, canna have chocolate one?” Alex asked seeing the coco puffs.

“What's the magic word?” Nat teased.

“Cuddles,” Alex giggled, getting everyone else to chuckle.

“That'll do baby,” Mr Wolff smiled pouring Alex a bowl, adding the milk and giving it to Alex with scooby doo spoon, one would almost think he was obsessed.

They all had a good morning, Alex had his diaper changed and was dressed just after breakfast and the spent the morning watching cartoons getting cuddles from Alex, they had lunch and it was halfway through his nap that Alex woke up to a loud boom of thunder.

Another one not long after started him crying and hiding under his blanket.

“It's ok Alex, Mommy is here,” She said reassuringly pulling Alex in close and carrying him to the living room.

Before when Alex was young he loved thunderstorms, but ever since the attack, he was terrified of them, terrified of any sudden and loud noise for that matter.

“It's ok baby, it can't hurt you,” She whispered soothingly while gently patting his back as she tried to calm him down.

Nat came over and just grabbed Alex's hand and squeezed it reassuringly to let Alex know who was there for him.

Alex cried for half an hour as the storm raged on. Alex slowly stopped crying and Abigail gently stroked his hair, feeling him jump with every crash of thunder.

“It's ok Alex,” She whispered over and over again, it was almost two hours later before the storm seemed to be moving away, and another half an hour before they were sure it's over.

“Thunders all gone Alex,” Nat said softly.

It was five minutes before Alex lifted his head.

“All gone?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh all gone,” Nat said warmly.

“Fanx for looking after me,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's alright baby, we know how thunderstorms scare you, we'd like to help you get back to loving them, or at least not being terrified of them, but we are happy to cuddle our little man so he knows he is safe,” Abigail said warmly.

“Love you guys,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Love you too Alex,” They all said warmly.

“Canna havva bottle?” Alex mumbled tiredly.

“Uh-huh and should we put baby back in his crib to sleep?” Abigail asked softly.

“Nah-uh, wanna sleep out here wiff you,” Alex mumbled.

“Ok sweetheart,” Abigail said warmly watching Nat go and get his brother a bottle.

Alex nurse his bottle eventually falling back asleep.

“Dad?” Nat said softly.

“Yeah Nat?” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Can I go down to the shop and get some chocolate milk for Alex?” Nat asked softly.

Mr Wolff smiled warmly at Nat.

“You love your brother don't you Nat,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Uh-huh, he's so sweet, I just feel he should get a treat for being so brave,” Nat said warmly.

“He's got a great brother to help him.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Thanks dad,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Go on Nat, Grab yourself something while your down there,” Abigail mumbled softly.

“Thanks dad,” Nat said warmly as his dad handed him some money.

“Just remember you are always welcome to grab a hug from me and your mother should you want to,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Thanks dad,” Nat said warmly.

Nat had a good walk, it did feel good to get out for a little bit, but he did find himself looking forward to surprising his brother.

When Alex awoke a little over an hour later, he smiled as felt his mom his hugged him.

“Hey mommy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Hey baby, have a a good sleep?” Abigail said warmly.

“Uh-huh, lotta good sleep,” Alex said warmly.

“Hey baby,” Nat smiled warmly.

“Nat!” Alex smiled warmly unsteadily getting to his feet and giving his brother a hug.

“I have a surprise for you, but I think mom should probably change your diaper first,” Nat said hugging his brother back.

“K Nat,” Alex smiled warmly waddled over to his mom.

“Come one baby, we'll be quick so you can have your surprise.” Abigail smiled leading Alex to the changing table.

She unbuttoned his playsuit and lifted him onto the changing table. She then untapped his diaper and wiped him down.

“Lotta wet huh?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yeah, baby is soaked,” Abigail said softly.

“Sorry mommy,” Alex mumbled.

“You don't need to be sorry Alex, ok whether your pee or poop and mommy and daddy have to change, we will do it happily because we love you,” Abigail smiled warmly.

“Fanx mommy,” Alex said with a little smile.

“It's ok sweetie, she said as she removed the soaked diaper, disposed off it, before sliding a fresh one under his butt, oiling and powdering him before she tightly tapped it up.

“Fanx for changing me mommy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's alright sweetheart, mommy loves to take care of her baby,” Abigail said warmly as she helped him up and re-buttoned his playsuit up.

Now why don't you go on and see what surprise your brother has for you,” Abigail said gently tapping Alex on his diapered butt and watching him waddle off.

Nat smiled and his brother waddled over,

“Mommy say you gotta surprise for me,” Alex smiled warmly.

“This surprise?” Nat smiled warmly as he pulled out a bottle of cold chocolate milk from behind his back.

“Fanx Nat,” Alex shouted excitedly grabbing the bottle before wrapping Nat in a big hug.

“It's allright Alex,” Nat smiled warmly.

“Fanx Nat,” Alex smiled happily again.

“Love you Alex,” Nat smiled hugging his brother back.

“Love you Nat,” Alex smiled cuddling in.

“So baby, why don't we cuddle on the couch so you can drink you bottle before it gets warm.” Nat said warmly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex said excitedly dragging his brother to the couch and cuddling in with him.

“I guess you loved your surprise,” Mr Wolff smiled warmly.

“Uh-huh, Nat the bestest brother in the whole world,” Alex smiled warmly.

“I think he would say the same about you,” Mr Wolff chuckled.

“Uh-huh,” Nat smiled getting a big hug from his brother.

“You gotta go to school tomorrow huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Yeah, I have to go to school tomorrow, but you are going to go see Simon and I know you will have lots of fun,” Nat said warmly.

Mr Wolff smiled as he watched his sons cuddle with each other, there was a bond between those two, that no one truly understood, but had witnessed Alex's way to find his brother, no matter where his brother was.

“How you know I like chocolate milk?” Alex asked warmly nursing his bottle.

“I thought to myself, Alex loves milk, and what makes everything better? Chocolate,” Nat smiled.

“Nah-uh cuddles from you,” Alex giggled warmly.

“Cuddles from me and chocolate?” Nat smiled back.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled happily around his bottle.

Nat smiled as his brother nursed his bottle, he did enjoy how much cuddles Alex gave everyone.

Abigail smiled when she returned seeing Alex happily being cuddled by his big brother as he finished his bottle.

It was a peaceful evening, Alex seemed to be mostly after cuddles as they watched some more cartoons, they soon had some dinner before Mr Wolff took Alex away for his bath.

“He's a bit affectionate today,” Nat chuckled.

“That he is, probably trying to make up for all those times he wanted to say he loved us but couldn't” Abigail smiled warmly.

“You think he's going to get bored?” Nat asked softly.

“Probably, not as bored as he should... would love to know how is brain was working now,” Abigail said softly.

“You don't think he's acting little?” Nat asked softly.

“No, I think big Alex is still in there, but I don't think he's acting,” Abigail said warmly.

“Can you tell me what Simon says tomorrow, maybe if I know how Alex works I can be more better for Alex,” Nat said softly.

“Nat you are already great enough for him, you don't judge him, I know your going to try and spend every minute of your time keeping Alex company, you cuddle him, kiss him, play with him and love him, you don't need to do more,” Abigail said proudly.

“I know, I want to,” Nat said softly.

“Your dad has done an excellent job raising you,” Abigail said warmly.

“Thanks,” Nat said warmly and went over and hugged her.

“It was another twenty minutes Alex waddled out freshly bathed, diapered and dressed in a sleeper, this one had no feet on it, to help keep Alex cool.

“Did ya have a good bath?” Nat asked warmly.

“Uh-huh... you could baff with me and we can play with bubbles” Alex smiled happily.

“Maybe another day,” Nat smiled warmly as Alex waddled over and snuggled in with his brother and mom.

“Daddy say I gotta come say goodnight,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Good night baby,” Abigail said warmly kissing Alex on his forehead.

“I'll come with you while dad reads to you,” Nat said warmly standing up and grabbing his brothers hand walking with him to his crib.

Nat helped Alex to climb into his crib and lay down, he grabbed Ike and made sure he was cuddled in.

“So Nat, did you feel Alex has been good enough for another bottle of chocolate milk?” Mr Wolff smiled walking in from the kitchen.

“Uh-huh, he's been an angel,” Nat smiled getting a smile from Alex.

“Fanx Nat, I love you,” Alex smiled.

“I love you too,” Nat smiled as his dad handed Alex a bottle of chocolate milk.

“Love you free daddy,” Alex smiled around his bottle.

“I love you four baby,” Mr Wolff smiled picking up Alex's book.

“I got the bestest family,” Alex smiled contently around his bottle.

“Does that mean we got the bestest family and baby too?” Nat asked warmly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled happily around his bottle before his dad began to read to him.

Nat enjoyed the story too as he watched Alex nurse his bottle until he was almost asleep.

“Love you Alex, have good dreams,” Nat said kissing his brother on the forehead when his dad finished reading.

“Love you too Nat,” Alex mumbled tiredly.

Before his dad came over, and they exchange “love you” and “Goodnight,” Before he raised the side of Alex's crib and left to him to sleep.

Mr Wolff and Abigail again gave a gentle smile when they went to bed to seeing Alex peacefully sleeping.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jun 3, 2017 at 5:00 AM
Content: Chapter 23

Alex smiled warmly about 6am the next morning when he woke up and found Ike giving him a cuddle.

“Uh-huh, we gonna have cuddle Nat before he goes school,” Alex smiled happily.

“Fink we should wake mommy huh?” Alex asked warmly.

“K, we give her cuddles then we give Nat lotta cuddles,” Alex smiled grabbing his bear and climbing to his feet.

“Mommy,” Alex called softly, and smiled a little when she started to stir.

“Goo' mornin' baby,” Abigail yawned.

“Morning mommy, me and Ike wanna cuddle and then we gotta give lotta cuddles to Nat... cos he got school huh?” Alex rambled quickly.

“Sounds like a good plan sweetheart. Did you have a good sleep?” Abigail asked warmly as she got out of bed.

“Uh-huh, did you havva good dream?” Alex asked happily as he watched Abigail put on a dressing gown before walking over and gently lowering the side to Alex's crib.

“Uh-huh, so shall we get you a bottle and we can cuddle while you drink it?” Abigail said warmly helping Alex climb out of his crib before grabbing his hand and walking with him.

“Uh-huh, cos I love you mommy,” Alex smiled.

“Love you too Alex,” Abigail said warmly.

They arrived at the fridge and Abigail grabbed a bottle of milk before heading over to the couch, having Alex come and snuggle in beside her before she handed him his bottle.

“What time we gotta see Simon?” Alex mumbled around his bottle.

“About 10,” Abigail said softly. “You a bit anxious to get out of the house,”

“Uh-huh... but what if people see me,” Alex asked softly.

“Well for starters we are going to dress you a little bigger, but no one will see you, but mommy and daddy will talk to Simon about the best way to give you time away from here, without people seeing you, ok baby?”

“Uh-huh, I notta want people laugh at me.” Alex mumbled.

“We don't want that either,” Abigail said, shifting a bit so she could kiss Alex on his forehead.

“You guys look after me huh?” Alex asked.

“Yep, mommy and daddy will look after you, and even though it's a long way a way, we may say to no to you on certain things for when your big again,” Abigail said softly.

“Nah-uh, not gonna be big,” Alex mumbled “Gotta be little”

“Yes you got to be little, but down the track, you might be big again, so don't want to ruin being big again,” Abigail said gently trying to make it clear that right now no one was trying to make him big.

“K but not big now, I little,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yes you are baby,” Abigail said softly.

Abigail gently stroked Alex's hair as he nursed his bottle, just to calm him down a little bit.

“Go on Little Man, you go give your brother lots and lots of cuddles,” Abigail smiled warmly when Alex had finished his bottle.

“Fanx mommy,” Alex smiled handing her his bottle, before he got up waddled into his brothers room, climbed on the bed and snuggled with Nat.

“Morning Alex,” Nat mumbled sleepily, knowing instantly it was his brother.

“Morning Nat... I give you lotta cuddles cos you gotta go school,” Alex mumbled softly.

They cuddled for a few minutes before Nat moved a bit so he could hug Alex back.

“You gonna miss me huh?” Nat asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Well how about I get Ike to look after you, while I'm at school?” Nat said warmly.

“Ike gonna do that?” Alex asked looking at his brother then his bear. “Fanx Nat, Fanx Ike.

Nat smiled as Alex snuggled in tighter. It was about ten minutes later he smelt it, and felt his brother tense up.

Nat could tell his brother was ready to cry.

“Alex buddy, Look into my eyes,” Nat said softly.

It took a little coaxing before Nat was looking deep into his brothers watery brown eyes.

“You know you can trust me, right Alex?” Nat said.

“Uh-huh,” Alex sniffed, looking into his brothers eyes.

“Did you poop?” Nat asked delicately.

“Uh-huh,” Alex sniffed again.

“Did I laugh at you, or run away?” Nat asked softly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex sniffed.

“Did I stop cuddling you, or loving you?” Nat asked

“Nah-uh.”

“I know's it's not a lot baby, but just remember, than mommy and dadday and Juanita and Rosalina are all the same. It is something your going to have to get used to, but we will all still love and cuddle with you.” Nat said softly.

“But it stinks,” Alex sniffed.

“It may smell a little bit,” Nat said but Alex didn't buy it. “Ok it stinks, doesn't it say a lot that we all are happy to put up with the smell because we love you, and want you to feel better?” Nat asked.

“Uh-huh,” Alex sniffed, but everyone else fink I dumb,”

“Can you control when you poop?” Nat asked softly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex sniffed.

“Then how could you be dumb, you can't do anything about it. Except maybe choose to not let it bother you, because you know what baby?” Nat said softly.

“What?” Alex mumbled

“Shit happens, now no one would blame you at all for running off to mommy and daddy to get changed straight away, but if you know none of us are going to love you any less and choose to keep playing or doing whatever we wouldn't blame you either.” Nat said softly.

“You want me to run round in poopy diaper?” Alex asked still a bit upset.

“God No... but if you wanted to keep playing or cuddling or what ever, it wouldn't bother me,” Nat said softly.

“But it still stink” Alex mumbled.

“So does the bathroom after daddy, only difference is your bathroom is your diaper,” Nat said softly.

“K Nat,” Alex mumbled softly.

“I don't know what it feels like, but you can choose how you deal with it... you can keep being upset, or you can choose do as you please, we would understand, we just want to see you happy,” Nat said warmly.

“Fanx Nat,” Alex mumbled before cuddling in as tight as he could with his brother.

“And Alex, remember one more thing,” Nat said softly.

“What that?” Alex mumbled softly.

“I will beat up anyone who dares to try and make fun of you,” Nat said softly.

“Nah-uh you get in trouble,” Alex mumbled, but he actually believed Nat.

“I don't care, no one makes fun of you, your my brother and I love you,” Nat said firmly but warmly.

“Love you too Nat,” Alex smiled a little bit before cuddling in even more.

Nat cuddled Alex for another three quarters of an hour, before Abigail called them for breakfast.

“Do I gotta?” Alex mumbled softly.

“If you want to get your butt changed before breakfast, just ask, if not it's not going to bother mommy and daddy at all,” Nat said softly seeing Alex was a little timid.

“I wanna change,” Alex mumbled.

“That's cool what ever you decide,” Nat said softly kissing Alex on his forehead and helping Alex climb to his feet.

Alex grabbed his brothers hand and waddled with him to the dining room.

“Mommy, canna get change,” Alex mumbled a bit timidly.

“Ok baby, but I think we'll need to give you a bath after breakfast,” Abigail said warmly holding out her hand for Alex to grab.

Alex let go of Nat's hand and waddled over to his mom and grabbed hers.

“Why bath?” Alex mumbled as she lead him to the changing table.

“So baby is nice and clean and fresh after being in a poopy diaper,” Abigail said warmly, as she unzipped the back of his sleeper and pulled it down and helped him step out of it.

She lifted him onto the changing table and helped him lay down.

“Would you ok eating breakfast in just your diaper so we don't have to dress and undress you for your bath?” Abigail asked trying to make the job a little easy.

“Uh-huh, it help you huh mommy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yeah it helps mommy,” She smiled as she untapped his diaper and began wiping away the mess with in,

It took a while before she was satisfied and slid the messy diaper away, before she disposed of it, before returning with one of Alex's old diapers.

“I think this should do the trick,” Abigail said, knowing he'd only be in it for half an hour or so.

She unfolded it and slid it under his butt, sprinkling a bit of powder on before she pulled it up and tapped it closed.

“The not feel like they good diaper,” Alex mumbled as Abigail lifted him up and carried him to his highchair,

“They worked well when you were big, but they aren't as good as your new baby diapers huh?”

“Nah-uh, not feel like diaper at all,” Alex mumbled as his mom strapped him in, slid the tray in place and pulled a bib over his head.

“Not thick enough anymore?” Abigail teased good naturedly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex mumbled before he was handed a bottle and some french toast.

Alex gave Nat a warm smile, he appreciated everything Nat did for him that morning, before he started on his bottle and breakfast. Nat did find it a bit interesting to see his brother here in just a diaper when a few days ago Alex would have been upset if anyone saw a little bit of his diaper under his clothes.

“Good breakfast?” Mr Wolff asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, it super yummy” Alex smiled happily. “Nat wanna baff wiff me before he gotta go school?”

“Sorry baby, I don't have the time,” Nat said softly.

“It K Nat, you gotta be big.... though you always be little if you wanna,” Alex mumbled.

“Thanks Alex,” Nat said dryly giving his brother a curious look.

“You getting any in your mouth there buddy,” Mr Wolff chuckled at Alex's grubby face.

“Uh-huh, that how I know it yummy,” Alex said warmly.

He soon finished his breakfast, nursed the rest of his bottle, before his hands and face were wiped down, the tray removed and he unstrapped and taken to the bath.

“Do I getta haff a bubbles,” Alex asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, lots of bubbles” Abigail smiled.

Alex watched happily as his mom filled the bath.

“So shall we take that diaper off and get you in?” Abigail asked warmly turning off the taps.

“Uh-huh and then I getta play wiff bubbles huh?” Alex said happily.

“Yep,” Abigail smiled untapping his diaper, before lifting him into the bath and finding Alex throwing bubbles out her. She did the only thing she could and started throwing bubbles back at him. They had a bubble fight for close to 15 minutes Abigail was just getting ready to start bathing him when Nat walked in.

“I have to go to school little man, so I thought I'd come and say good bye,” Nat said warmly, smiling seeing Abigail almost as wet as Alex was, bubbles everywhere.

Alex stood up and Nat came over and cuddled him, kissed him on his forehead.

“I'll see you after school, love you Alex,” Nat said warmly.

“Love you Nat,” Alex mumbled a little sadly before he sat back down and watched Nat leave.

“Does baby love having a big brother who loves him more than anything else in the world?” Abigail asked warmly as she got around to finally bathing him.

“Uh-huh, he the bestest... but I miss him when he not here,” Alex mumbled.

“I know, I bet he misses you a ton too,” Abigail smiled.

Abigail soon finished, lifting Alex out of the bath and wrapping him up in a towel. She pulled the plug on the bath and began to dry Alex off.

“We made lotta mess huh?” Alex mumbled looking at all the bubbles.

“Uh-huh, but baby had fun right?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled.

“Then it's ok,” Abigail smiled before she lead Alex back to the changing table.

Alex was soon oiled powdered and back in one of his big baby diapers while he waited for his mom to find something for him to wear.

She soon pulled a t shirt over his head with a polar bear on the front, before finding a pair of basketball shorts and helping Alex step into them.

“Do I gotta be big?” Alex mumbled softly.

“You don't have to be big, we just don't want to embarrass you,” Abigail said warmly giving Alex a kiss on his forehead. “Now lets get some shoes and socks on you,”

“Nah-uh, I notta wear them,” Alex giggled before waddling off and snuggling with his dad.

Abigail came out not too long later, figuring Alex really didn't need to wear them if he didn't want to.

“Alright, mommy is going to pack a diaper bag, and then we gotta go, so you give daddy lots of snuggles,” Abigail smiled.

“So has Alex had a good day so far?” Mr Wolff asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, daddy had good day?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, any day daddy gets to see his little man smile is a good day,” Mr Wolff said kissing Alex on the forehead.

“Right Alex, are you ready to go?” Abigail asked five minutes later, diaper bag slung over her shoulder.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled grabbing his dads hand as the left the apartment and made their way down to the garage.

Once at the car, Mr Wolff opened up the back door and helped Alex climb up and into his carseat, he then strapped him in securely.

“Did anybody bring Ike?” Alex asked softly.

“Don't worry mommies got him,” Abigail said warmly getting into the car, pulling Ike and a bottle of milk out of the bag and handing them both to Alex.

“Fanx mommy,” Alex said warmly as he tightly hugged his bear and began nursing his bottle.

“It's ok, mommy figured baby might need his bear today,” Abigail smiled.

Soon they were on the road, Abigail checking often on Alex, he looked a little bit intimidated but didn't seem to be doing too badly.

It took about 35 minutes before they arrived, they parked in the carpark. Mr Wolff was soon helping Alex out of the car, and Alex tightly grabbed his dads hand.

They soon entered the building, riding up to the third floor before arriving at a double set of doors which read “St Corstaphines Youth Psychiatric Hospital – Outpatient Services”

They pushed their way through, and it opened to a pretty bright and cherry waiting room, toys around the place.

“Hello Alex,” The Receptionist said warmly.

“Hello,” Alex mumbled shyly, but she could see he looked a ton better than she had seen.

“If you want to grab a seat I shall let Simon know you are here,” She smiled warmly.

Mr Wolff gently guided Alex over to one of the chairs and Alex climbed up and snuggled with his dad.

It was about 5 minutes before Simon arrived.

“Hello Alex,” He said warmly.

“Hiya Simon,” Alex mumbled softly.

“How about we find a fun room for us today,” Simon smiled watching Alex awkwardly get to his feet and he and his parents followed Simon down the corridor.

They arrived at a sort of nursery room, there were lots of toys, a couple of comfortable couches a crib and changing table should either need to be used, but it was a very light and calming colors.

“So how have you been doing?” Simon smiled warmly once they were all seated on the couches.

“I do lotta good, I getta sleep and getta lotta cuddles,” Alex smiled happily.

“It is really good to see you with a smile on your face,” Simon said softly.
Mommy and daddy and Nat say they love see me smile,” Alex said proudly.

“I bet they do. What about you though, do you like it when you smile?” Simon asked warmly.

“Uh-huh Cos it mean I happy,” Alex smiled warmly.

“So does that mean Alex is happy?” Simon asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, they all make me feel lotta loved, and play wiff me and cuddle wiff and protect me from funder.” Alex said snuggling in with Abigail.

“What about Nat?” Simon asked softly.

“Nat the bestest, he cuddle and make me feel better if I sad, and play wiff me and talk to me and tell me stuff,” Alex rambled happily.

“What does he tell you?” Simon asked warmly.

“He tell me that it ok thatta I gotta poop in my diaper cos I can't control it and it stink but it just mean everyone love me lots cos they not be mean or laugh at me and he beat anybody up if they fink about make fun of me.” Alex rambled excitedly.

“Is that what the two of you were talking about this morning?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh and he gave me lotta cuddles even though it stinky,” Alex mumbled.

“Is it nice to know your brother loves you that much?” Simon asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, he make me not feel dumb,” Alex said softly.

Simon talked with Alex a bit more, before he did a few different tests, just to see where Alex was at mentally, but by the end of it he was pretty bored so Simon sent him off to go play with the toys.

“So what is it like for him?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“The best guess, and with out being able to see from Alex's perspective, is that it's like a thick cloud in his mind. Sort of like depression but in reverse. All of Alex is still in their, his skills, his knowledge, his memories but they are out of reach. I think it's his brains way of trying to protect him from everything else, by all accounts he is a two year old in a 9 year olds body... but if focus hard enough he can reach into his memories and what not, but it won't be particularly pleasant for him. As time passes and the brain begins to heal, because the trauma he has been through has severely scared his brain, I think the cloud will gradually begin to lift, it will be easier for him to be big, if he wants to.” Simon said softly.

“Is that good?” Abigail asked softly.

“The cases we know of this is par for the course, he is aware the really isn't two, but psychologically he needs to be. He needs a small world, that is full of love and fun, free from series expectation from others, but more so himself. I chance to regain his innocence,” Simon said softly.

“What about getting Alex out of the house?” Abigail asked softly.

“As much as you want to protect, I think we all understand we can't just keep him in the house, he wants to explore and see new things, but I can understand that you also what to keep him safe and protected,” Simon said softly. “Like now, I think you he may start to fight being dressed big especially if he feels likes he's got to act big. But I think some of the clothes you picked up won't draw too much attention to him.”

“I'd just hate the idea of someone making fun of him, or his school mates finding out, they seem like a nice supportive class, but this is something different,” Abigail said softly.

“Well if you take him out shopping, there is a supermarket Mid Town I'd advise using. The owner/manager understands exactly what you are doing, he and his daughter did the same about ten years ago, so he understands a lot of the challenges and vowed to provide a safe environment free from ridicule, if you would like I could bring him over this evening and introduce you,” Simon said softly.

“Yeah, I guess it would be good to know what to expect, and I think Alex is really itching to get out more,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“And you can always use his stroller,” Simon said softly. “I don't know if it was mentioned when we bought it, but the cover for it is one way, who ever is in it can see out to the whole world, but no one can see inside unless your looking through the flap.”

“That makes it a lot easier,” Abigail said surprised.

“Just be aware, that how hot it is outside, it will be even hotter inside, so especially during summer dress him very light, possibly even just in his diaper so he's comfortable, and I'd get a small cooler bag, so he has a good supply of cold bottles, which should help keep him nice and cool and well hydrated.” Simon said softly.

“I guess it means if he wanted to pick Nat up from school, get him to wait a bit or meet us a block away, or Laura and John could take him, when they pick up Juanita,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Juanita and Rosalina have been cool with it?” Simon asked softly.

“Yeah, they've made an effort to make feel ok, and play and cuddle with him, I know it's a bit hard on Juanita she feels guilty and I think when he smiles and laughs it confuses her a little,” Abigail said softly.

Simon Abigail and Mr Wolff continued to talk for another hour before Alex waddled back over.

“Alex?” Abigail asked softly as Alex climbed up and snuggled in with them both.

“Yeah?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Where are your pants?” Abigail asked suppressing a chuckle.

It lotta hot, I taked them off,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Did you want a bottle?” Abigail asked softly.

“Uh-huh please mommy.” Alex mumbled softly. “Hungry too,”

Simon looked at the time, he's was glad Alex was the only one on his schedule as it was almost lunch time.

“Well how about me and your dad organize something for lunch,” Simon said warmly, getting up and Alex watched his dad get up too.

“I was wondering, did you want to tire Alex out today,” Simon said softly once they were out of earshot.

“What did you have in mind?” Simon said softly.

“Keep Alex here he can take a nap, we shoot home, you grab Alex's stroller I bring you back here, and you can walk home, pick Nat up on the way. He's not doing a lot of exercise, but it'd be a big thing for him,” Simon said softly.

“I know Alex would love the idea of surprising his brother,” Mr Wolff smiled, “I'll have a word with Abigail and see if she's up for it.”

“Cool, now lets grab him some lunch,” Simon said warmly.

“Have you had a good day?” Abigail said softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled warmly.

“Does baby not mind just being in his diaper?” Alex asked softly.

“Nah-uh, cos they got scooby and he protect me and it lotta hot,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Did you have fun playing with the toys?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, toys fun, I show you,” Alex smiled and she watched him climb of the couch still holding his bottle, before he waddled over grabbed a couple of toys and brought them back over.

“You can be that one,” Alex smiled handing his mom one of the toys before drinking more of his bottle.

Abigail enjoyed seeing Alex playing with the toys and he did a good job of making sure she stayed involved.

Mr Wolff smiled twenty minutes later when he and Simon brought some lunch through,

“Having a good play baby?” He smiled warmly.

“Uh-huh, is thatta lunch?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, my little man did say he was hungry,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex smiled waddling over and cuddling his dad.

“It's alright Alex,” Mr Wolff smiled and soon serving up Alex lunch.

They all had an enjoyable lunch and soon Mr Wolff looked at Alex.

“Alright Alex, I think it's time we changed your diaper and put you down for a nap,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Do I gotta?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, cos baby has had a big day and we don't want a tired cranky baby do we?” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Nah-uh wanna fun happy baby,” Alex smiled.

“I thought so, say good night to mommy and Simon daddy will even read to you,” Mr Wolff smiled.

It was warming to see Alex giving his mom a cuddle and a kiss, getting one back, before he gave Simon a little cuddle and waddled over to his dad who scooped him up onto the changing table.

His diaper was soon untapped, he was wiped down and it was thrown away before he had a new one slid under his butt, he was powdered and oiled before being tightly rediapered and lowered into the crib.

Mr Wolff handed Alex another bottle and Ike and made sure Alex was tightly cuddled in before he began to read, before watching Alex drifted off to sleep.

Mr Wolff smiled raising the side to the crib, and walked over to the other side of the room where he began to talk with Abigail and Simon.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jun 6, 2017 at 9:58 AM
Content: Chapter 24

It was two hours later, before Alex awoke and slowly climbed to his feet.

Mr Wolff smiled Alex standing up caught his attention and he had to admit Alex looked adorable his bear clutched tightly in his hand, gently holding the rail to his crib, and the thick diaper between his legs.

“Have a good sleep there baby?” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled warmly

“Well we had an idea if you would be interested,” Mr Wolff smiled walking over to the crib.

“What that?”

“How about we take you out in your stroller and we can go for a big walk and surprise Nat and surprise Juanita?” Mr Wolff asked warmly as he lowered the side to the crib and Alex jumped into his dads arms.

“Uh-huh lotta surprise for Nat.... and canna we get ice cream once we gotted them?” Alex asked warmly.

“Yeah we can sweetheart,” Mr Wolff smiled.

He carried Alex over to his stroller and sat him inside.

“Might get a bit hot in there so how about we take of that shirt?” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled softly and he raised his arms as his dad took of the shirt, before he strapped Alex into his stroller.

“Someone looks ready for his walk,” Abigail said warmly coming through the doors.

“Uh-huh, daddy say we getta surprise Nat and Juanita,” Alex smiled warmly.

“We thought you might love that.” Abigail smiled warmly.

Alex smiled as his mom handed him a bottle and made sure Ike was cuddled in.

“Right are we ready?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, lets go,” Alex smiled before he started nursing his bottle as his dad closed the cover and they left the building.

Mr Wolff opened up the flap on top to allow air to circulate and also allowed them to talk with Alex.

Alex chatted away happily as he was pushed a long, happily drinking his bottle. He swapped the bottles a couple of times. Soon they were a couple of blocks out from school. Where they stopped at a park and sat on a bench under the tree.

“How far til Nat and Juanita here?” Alex asked softly.

“About 5 minutes sweetheart,” Abigail said warmly.

“Canna I have bottle while we wait?” Alex smiled.

“Uh-huh, baby has had so many bottles he's gonna go boom,” Abigail chuckled handing him a fresh bottle.

Alex happily nursed his bottle it was about ten minutes before Nat and Juanita found them.

Nat come over undid the flap and crouching down slipped it head into Alex's stroller.

“Surprise!” Alex shouted happily

“You surprised me good,” Nat smiled happily giving Alex a kiss on his forehead.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled happily.

“Bit hot in here?” Nat smiled seeing Alex was just in his diaper.

“Uh-huh, but we still a getta ice cream, huh?”

“Yes you still get Ice Cream, but I think someone else would like to say hello,” Abigail said warmly and Nat's head was soon replaced by Juanitas.

“Hello Alex,” She said warmly giving him a kiss on his forehead too.

“Hi Juanita, havva good day at school?” Alex smiled warmly.

“Uh-huh, looks like you've had a good day too,” Juanita smiled.

“Uh-huh, but I can't wait for Ice Cream,” Alex mumbled happily.

“Well shall I let us get going then,” Juanita smiled taking her head out.

Abigail smiled warmly as they found and ice cream parlor, and got everyone ice cream, Alex soon found himself eating a chocolate ice cream as they made their way home.

It was a bit of relief when they got home. Abigail opened up Alex's stroller. Alex was in an absolutely soaked diaper, and covered in ice cream.

She soon unstrapped him and he awkwardly climbed out of his stroller before hugging his brother and Juanita.

“What a mucky baby,” Juanita chuckled.

“Uh-huh, but ice cream was yummy,” Alex smiled.

“Right buddy, I think we should clean you up, and change your diaper and then you can play,” Mr Wolff said warmly before leading Alex into the room.

Mr Wolff grabbed some wipes and used them to clean up his fingers arms and chest. Before lifting Alex onto the changing table.

“What a wet baby,” Mr Wolff smiled softly.

“Lotta lotta milk” Alex smiled as his dad untapped his diaper, before replacing the diaper with a new one and heavily oiling and powdering him, before tapping it up.

Lifting him of the changing table he gently tapped Alex on his diapered butt before watching him waddle of to go and play with Nat and Juanita.

“Did you enjoy your walk?” Nat asked warmly as Alex charged across the room and snuggled in with him.

“Uh-huh, it long walk and I gotta lotta milk and Ike and me see lotta stuff,” Alex smiled happily.

“Baby must have been really hot to just be in his diaper,” Juanita smiled before Alex charged across to snuggle with her too.

“Uh-huh super lotta hot,” Alex smiled.

“So what shall we play?” Juanita asked him warmly.

“Does we still got the thing?” Alex asked softly pretending to play tenis.

“Uh-huh, Rosie thought it might get more use here,” Nat smiled warmly as he set up the game.

Before tieing a controller around Alex's wrist and giving the other one to Juanita.

Nat smiled watching Alex have a few games with Juanita, before his brother dragged him up to play some games.

“I winned!” Alex shouted happily when he finally beat Nat at a game.

“Nah-uh I winned cos I have you for a brother,” Nat smiled before Alex threw himself on Nat and tightly hugged him.

“Yay that time I winned the game,” Nat teased taking the opportunity to beat Alex.

“Love you Nat,” Alex said warmly.

“Love you too Alex, you don't know how wonderful it is to see you smile,” Nat said tenderly and kissed Alex on his forehead.

“Fnax Nat... now I gotta beat you again,” Alex smiled suddenly pulling out of the hug and soon the two of them were playing again, Alex did beat Nat again, and Nat let Juanita have a turn, and when she beat Alex he let Nat have a go.

“Having lots of fun there,” Mr Wolff smiled from the couch and holding out a bottle and having Alex happily waddle over climb up next to his dad, snuggle in and start nursing his bottle.

“I have lotta fun,” Alex smiled around his bottle dribbling a little milk down his chin.

“I bet you did,” Mr Wolff smiled. “Now baby, Simon is going to be coming around for dinner shortly, and he's bringing someone who can give mommy and daddy some tips, can we get some clothes on you before then?”

“I guess, but canna finish my bottle first?” Alex asked softly.

“Of course you can sweetheart,” Mr Wolff said warmly kissing Alex on his forehead.

Alex happily nursed his bottle as his dad cuddled with him.

“Did I do good today?” Alex mumbled around his bottle.

“You did great, mommy and daddy are so proud of you,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“That why I getta walk and ice cream?” Alex asked softly.

“Little bit, but Simon convinced of that,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Done daddy,” Alex smiled warmly.

“Shall we get you dressed then baby?” Mr Wolff asked warmly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled climbing to his feet and waddling beside his dad.

Mr Wolff found a playsuit and helped dress Alex into it, and buttoned it up the back.

“Dinner soon?” Alex asked softly.

“Not for a little bit, would you like a banana?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh, please daddy,” Alex said softly.

“Alright, come on buddy,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Here you baby,” Mr Wolff smiled unpeeling the banana and handing it to Alex.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex smiled taking a bite before waddling back to the lounge climbing on the couch and watching Juanita and Nat continue to play the game.

“Good banana?” Nat asked turning around and seeing Alex was back.

“Uh-huh, wanna some?” Alex offered.

“Nah-uh I think you should have it, so you don't die of starvation,” Nat smiled warmly.

“It a good banana,” Alex smiled happily.

“All the better for you,” Nat smiled as he watched Alex finish his banana.

“Right my turn,” Alex smiled happily getting to his feet. Nat smiled wrapping the strap around Alex's hand.

“Go on Alex, have fun,” Nat smiled before Alex began to play.

It was about 40 minutes when there was a knock on the door. Abigail went to open the door.

“Hello Abigail,” Simon said softly. “This is Logan,”

“Hello Abigail,” Logan said gently.

Alex heard the voice and went over and snuggled with his dad.

“What's up baby,” Mr Wolff mumbled softly.

Alex didn't say anything but just snuggled in his dad.

“Hello Alex,” Simon said softly.

Alex peaked out and saw Logan before snuggling tightly with his dad.

“Bit shy there baby?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's ok baby, lets introduce you.” Alex mumbled softly.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled softly.

Mr Wolff gently helped Alex up, Alex hid behind his dad as they moved to the kitchen.

“Hello Alex,” Logan said softly.

“Hello?” Alex mumbled shyly.

“My names Logan, and I'm here to help you and your mommy and daddy out,” Logan said softly.

Alex didn't say anything but shyly peaked out at the man.

“It's alright if your shy, My daughter was too when she did what your doing?” Logan said softly.

“Nah-uh, only I do it,” Alex mumbled.

“Can I show you a picture?” Logan said softly.

Alex felt really unsure, but slowly nodded.

Logan quietly moved over and crouched in front of Alex pulling a photo out of his breast pocket.

“That's me and my daughter ten years ago, when she went through this, so I'm not gong to make fun of you or laugh at you... I just want to be able to help you get the most out of being little,” Logan said softly.

“Fanx Logan,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's alright, though Simon did suggest I bring one of these for you,” And with that Logan reached into his hip pocket on his jacket and pulled out a brown paper bag, he then opened it up and handed Alex a chocolate chip cookie.

“Enjoy it Alex,” Logan smiled warmly as Alex cautiously bite into it, said thanks before waddling over and snuggling with his brother.

“That was nice of him to bring you a cookie,” Nat smiled softly.

“Uh-huh, wanna some, you guys can have some too,” Alex said warmly.

“But you were such a brave boy,” Nat said.

So, you guys my friends, I wanna share cookie wiff you,” Alex said softly.

“Ok baby,” Nat said warmly, breaking off a bit of the cookie for him and Juanita.

“Thanks Alex,” Juanita smiled warmly at him.

“Nah-uh Fanx for being my friend,” Alex mumbled softly watching them share his cookie.

“Of course we are your friend, because we love you,” Juanita said coming and cuddling with him.

“Dinner,” Abigail said warmly half an hour later, Nat and Juanita got up helping Alex to his feet and allowed him to lead the way.

“Fanx for cookie,” Alex mumbled shyly as he waddled past Logan.

“It's alright Alex,” Logan said warmly and watched as Mr Wolff lifted Alex into his highchair, strapped him in, slid the tray in place and pulled a bib over his head.

“Big day Alex?” Simon asked warmly, seeing Alex looking a bit drained.

“Uh-huh... did lotta stuff,” Alex mumbled happily grabbing the bottle his dad handed to him and nursing it.

“You did a lotta stuff and mommy and daddy are proud of you,” Abigail said warmly.

“How about you Nat? How have you been?” Simon asked softly, he'd have a proper talk with Nat later when Alex was put to bed.

“Good, it's nice to have Alex so relaxed... nice getting lots of hugs from him too,” Nat said softly.

“What about you Juanita.” Simon asked.

“Pretty good, miss having Alex at school, but at least I can see him here and he smiles and is happy,” Juanita said softly.

“You guys like me happy, and smiles huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Nah-uh,” Abigail teased, “We love you happy and smilely”

“So Alex, your mom, your dad Logan and I were talking just before,” Simon said softly. “Your parents have been saying how you want to go out and go shopping with them,”

“Uh-huh, I notta want be home all time,” Alex mumbled softly.

“I can understand that,” Simon said warmly. “How about you tell him Logan,”

“Well Alex, as I showed you before, ten years ago my daughter was a baby like you, and we found it difficult she wanted to get out and about like you, but there wasn't really anywhere to go where we wouldn't be judged. So I sold the company I owned for quite a bit of money, and bought a supermarket, changed to it was a friendly place for anyone with special needs, they may be Austistic, disabled or like you and my daughter need to be a baby. I paid my staff well, treated them well, kept those who were great with out customers, and immediately got rid of those who were disrespectful to them.”

Alex listened a bit, not fully understanding what was being said.

“So as I told your mom and dad, I think if you wanted to go out shopping, maybe you could come to my store, everyone is real friendly, you don't have to worry about being big and the customers and caregivers will just see your another person with different needs.” Logan said softly. “Also that cookie I got you, out bakers cooked it,”

“Can we go now?” Alex asked softly.

“But how will you eat your dinner if we go now?” Logan asked warmly.

“Yeah, where dinner?” Alex said softly.

“I'll get it now, Mr Wolff smiled, “But if you wanted we could go shopping tomorrow.”

“Uh-huh,” Alex said warmly.

“That's great to hear,” Logan said warmly.

They enjoyed dinner, Mr Wolff and Abigail enjoyed talking with Logan, and Alex enjoyed having Nat and Juanita to happily chat to.

Even once dinner was done they all sat around and talked. Nat did smile noticing Alex look tireder and tireder as time passed.

“Right little man, I think we gave you a bath and got you ready for bed,” Mr Wolff said softly as Alex let out a big yawn.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled tiredly as his dad came over, wiped down his face and hands and removed the bib.

“Good boy,” Mr Wolff said warmly before removing the tray and unstrapping him from his high chair and carrying him into the bathroom.

“What a big day you have had, no wonder you are tired,” Mr Wolff smiled giving Alex a hug and a kiss before he lowered him to the floor and started running the bath.

“Lotta big day huh?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yeah, but did you enjoy it?” Mr Wolff asked.

“Uh-huh, and walk good and long and I like we surprise Nat,” Alex mumbled with a tired smile.

“I thought you might like to surprise him, I know how much you too love each other,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“We love each other this much huh?” Alex asked stretching his arms as far as he could.

“Nah-uh, daddy thinks you love him a lot more than that,” Mr Wolff Chuckled before he unbuttoned Alex's playsuit and helped it out of it.

“You love me lotta more huh?” Alex giggled tiredly.

“Uh-huh, daddy loves you so much he can't say how much he loves you just that he does,” Mr Wolff smiled and Alex throw himself into another hug with his dad.

His dad quietly wiped a tear out of his eye, he couldn't say how much it meant to see Alex with some life in him.

“You K daddy? Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh daddy is ok,” Mr Wolff smiled as he stopped the bath, untapped Alex's diaper, gave him a quick wipe down and lifted him in.

“You sure you K?” Alex asked softly.

“Yeah, daddy just remembered what it was like before, it makes me so happy to see you smile again,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“I sorry bout before...” Alex mumbled softly.

“Alex that wasn't your fault, you had been through so much, you were severely depressed and nothing was working for you. I was scared I wasn't ever going to see you smile again.” Mr Wolff said softly. “But now we have found something that seems to work, and I don't care you have to be a baby... I just care that you can be happy.”

“Fanx daddy,” Alex mumbled softly before yawning again.

“How about we bathe you real quick, get you dressed for bed, you can say good night to everyone, and daddy will read to you, before you fall asleep.” Mr Wolff said softly. He could see if he didn't hurry up, Alex would fall asleep before then.

“Uh-huh, and I getta bottle too huh?” Alex mumbled.

“Would we let you go to bed without a bottle.” Mr Wolff smiled before he began to bathe Alex.

Once he was done he lifted Alex out of the bath and began to dry him off. He then carried Alex to his changing table and lay him down, before unfolding a fresh diaper and sliding it under his butt.

“Why I only get night lotion at night?” Alex asked curiously as his dad oiled and powdered him before pulling the diaper upbetween his legs and tightly tapping it up.

“It helps relax baby even more so he can sleep. If baby was really worked up before his nap though, mommy and daddy might use it, just to help calm you down.” Mr Wolff said warmly as he massaged the lotion into Alex's chest and watched with a small smile that relaxed stupor Alex entered when he breathed it in.

“I like that stuff,” Alex smiled softly.

“I bet you do,” Mr Wolff smiled as he lifted Alex of the changing table.

“So are you finding it too hot to wear a sleeper?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh, It snuggly but hot,” Alex smiled softly.

“How about we dress you in another playsuit, should keep you nice and cool.” Mr Wolff smiled as pulled a clean one out.

“Uh-huh, Fanx daddy,” Alex smiled as his dad helped dress him and button his playsuit up the back.

“Perfect,” Mr Wolff smiled when he was done, “I'm going to grab you a bottle, you go say goodnight to everyone,”

“K daddy,” Alex smiled softly as he waddled away.

Mr Wolff smiled once he had cleaned up the bathroom, and went to get his bottle of milk, Alex was snuggled in nice and tight with Abigail, he watched as Alex got a kiss on the head, before he said good night to Simon and Logan and waddled quickly over to him as he got the bottle out of the fridge.

“All done?” Mr Wolff asked warmly.

“Uh-huh... Night Everybody,” Alex called out, and everyone said “Good Night” back before he waddle along side his dad and climb up into his crib, Ike already sitting there waiting for him. Alex snuggled his soft toy before his dad handed him his bottle and made sure he was comfortable before he grabbed Alex's book and began to read.

Mr Wolff enjoyed reading to Alex and watching him very quickly drift off. He quickly kissed Alex on his forehead and told him he loved him, receiving a very tired love you back, before Alex was in the land of slumber.

He quietly raised the side of the crib and turning the lights out as left it was so peaceful.

“So Nat, how about we have a chat,” Simon said friendly.

“Ok,” Nat said simply

“Honestly how are you finding things,” Simon asked softly.

“Ok... I'm glad Alex can be happy, make it easier for me to be happy.” Nat said softly.

“But?” Simon said softly.

“Is Alex still there? Is he able to be big again?” Nat asked softly.

“Alex is still there, his memories knowledge and everything that makes Alex Alex is still all there, but his mind is like a big thick fluffy cloud, so unless he focus's really hard he won't be able to tap through to the parts he's not using. His brain I believe is just trying to protect itself, it is heavily scarred from what he's been through, so I think it's trying to isolate anything that may cause it grief so over time it can heal, it can numb the memories a bit so If Alex were to remember what happened it shouldn't retraumatize him again,” Simon said softly. “As for being big, I think Logan too was worried about it with his daughter, you see them happy as a baby and you wonder if they will be a baby for ever. He certainly can be big, but it comes down to whether he truly wants to. Looking at it this early on though it is impossible to tell. But down the track, Alex may feel that wants to be big, and it may happen quickly, or it may take it's time, like him being big during the day and still being a baby at night.”

“What's it like after they become big again?” Nat asked softly.

“Each situation is different, they usually are pretty embarrassed by it, understandably so.” Simon said softly.

“I don't mean to intrude, but with my daughter, we have talked about it. She understands how much it helped her, how much we all loved to allow her to do it, but she doesn't want it to be who she is. She jokes about it a little, but most of the time we accept that it happened and don't talk about it unless she wants to,” Logan said softly.

“So if Alex's gets big again I shouldn't tease him about being my baby brother,” Nat said softly.

“In general I'd say no.... but the bond between you and Alex is so great you could probably get away with it.” Simon said with a smile.

“Also what do I say to Alex, when he wants me to take a bath with him?” Nat asked softly.

“Feel free to say no, don't do anything your not comfortable with, maybe it's not so much Alex but maybe your worried about your parents, they don't need to be there, or alternative wear some swimming shorts. Alex may ask you to do things your not comfortable doing, he'll understand if you say no.” Simon said softly.

“Thanks Simon, I do love all the cuddles he gives me,” Nat said softly.

“I bet he loves being able to give you cuddles, I think he just wanting to express how much he loves you... I saw he shared his cookie with you, tried to share his banana... it may not seem like much but I think Alex feels like he is helping you.” Simon said softly.

“Why would he think that?”

“There isn't an awful lot Alex can do, he knows you all do a ton to help him out, I think he just wants to help back, and it maybe with baking or cleaning, and it may take ten times as long with him than without him, but he just wants to help you all out. So if he draws all over your homework, he probably thinks he's doing your homework for you.” Simon said warmly.

“Should I hand it in if he does it,” Nat smiled.

“You could... not sure if it'd count though,” Simon smiled.

“What do I say at school? Everyone asks me if Alex is alright because he's not at school... I don't know what to say,” Juanita asked softly.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jun 9, 2017 at 9:23 AM
Content: Chapter 25

“Don't worry baby, John will let you know how your mom is doing when he gets back, and then we can find out what we shall do with you tonight,” Laura said softly as she cuddled with Alex on her bed as they watched some cartoons on TV.

“She not gonna be mad?” Alex asked softly.

“No, she's not gonna be mad, it was just an accident,” Laura said softly.

“K Laura,” Alex mumbled before nursing his pacifier as he continued to watch the TV.

It was about 45 minutes later when the door opened and Jeremy walked in.

“Hey Alex, just wanted to see if you wanted a cookie,” Jeremy said warmly, seemingly not fazed by Alex's babied state.

Alex stared at him for a little bit and Laura gave him a reassuring squeeze.

“Do they got chocolate chips?” Alex mumbled softly.

“It can't be a cookie if it doesn't.” Jeremy said softly, giving Alex a warm smile.

“K” Alex mumbled before rolling over and crawling to the edge of the bed and with a bit of difficulty climbed of the bed before waddling over to Jeremy.

“Your looking quite calm and comfortable there Alex,” Jeremy said softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Does being a baby help you?” Jeremy asked softly.

“Uh-huh, I don't gotta be big, cause being big too hard and everything too big when I gotta be big,” Alex mumbled

“So what you watching?” Jeremy asked softly.

“We watch Simpsons, you can watch too.” Alex smiled a little and grabbed Jeremy's hand and dragged him back to the bed. With a little difficult Alex climbed back up onto the bed, and crawled back over and sat done beside Laura before Jeremy climbed up and sat beside him.

“You forgot to grab your cookie Alex,” Jeremy said warmly.

“Fanx Jermy,” Alex mumbled letting his pacifier fall from his mouth.

“It's alright Alex, it's good to see that you not looking like a sleep deprived zombie.” Jeremy said softly.

“Shhhhhhh, Laura gonna make me nap.” Alex whispered.

“Yes I am baby, but you can watch one more episode before your nap,” Laura said softly.

“Do I gotta take a nap?” Alex asked softly.

“Yes baby you do, and then maybe by the time you wake up John will be back to tell you how your mom is doing.” Laura said warmly.

“K Laura,” Alex mumbled

“Good boy, now why don't you eat your cookie and give Jeremy lots of cuddles,” Laura smiled.

As the episode progressed, Laura couldn't help but notice Jeremy softly stroking Alex's hair, much like what Nat did, she was extremely surprised already about the lack of reaction from him to Alex's babied state, Juanita had always said good things about him, but even her reaction was bigger. She did have to smile five minutes later, Jeremy had briefly stopped stroking Alex's hair and in return Alex gently nudged his hand with his head getting him started again.

“They all fink I'm dumb huh,” Alex mumbled softly around his pacifier as the episode ended.

“They are surprised,” Jeremy said softly knowing Alex was talking about all his classmates that Juanita had invited over. Neither John or Laura had known Alex was coming so had no time to make any preparations. “I don't think they think your dumb, I don't think they know what to think,”

“They gonna laugh...” Alex mumbled half questioningly.

“Their not gonna laugh, Juanita will stop them, and I know Nat isn't back til tomorrow so I can beat them up in his stead until then,” Jeremy said softly.

“Why did Nat and Daddy gotta go?” Alex asked softly, Laura could see he missed them both a ton.

“I don't know baby, Simon told them that they needed to go, and that it would be really helpful, and I know they miss you lots.” Laura said softly.

“But they coming back right?” Alex mumbled,

“Of course they're coming back, they would walk on water or fly like superman to get back to you.” Jeremy cut in gently squeezing Alex in reassurance.

“Anyway baby, I think we need to change your diaper and get you down for a nap... once I remember where I put your bag,” Laura said softly.

“You left it on the table,” Jeremy said softly. “Me and Alex can go get it, while you get ready,”

“I gotta say night to Juanita huh?” Alex mumbled scared about the rest of his classmates.

“You don't got to come, but I thought you might like a hug from Juanita and to see everyone won't laugh.” Jeremy said softly as he climbed off the bed.

“K but if they laugh you gotta hit them,” Alex demanded as he crawled over to the side of the bed and awkwardly lowered himself to the floor.

“Alex,” Laura warned with a smile.

Alex didn't say anything and grabbed Jeremy's hand and slowly waddled to the door.

“Bring him to the office,” Laura instructed as they walked out.

They made it to the kitchen and Jeremy grabbed Alex's bag from the table, Alex just stood shyly at the entrance to the living room, everyone was focused on the TV and he was too scared to go in there. Jeremy watched for about 30 seconds before screwing up a piece of paper and throwing it at Juanita, who looked up to see who had thrown it, and then seeing Alex.

Juanita just quietly got up, trying not to distract everyone else, or draw attention to the fact she was getting up, before walking over to Alex, and giving him a hug. The hugged for a bit, before Jeremy guided them to Laura's office, in which a portable cot and been set up, and desk had a changing mat placed on it.

“Little Alex going for a nap?” Juanita asked softly.

“Uh-huh, Laura say I gotta, then I gotta find out if mommy ok,” Alex mumbled.

“Jeremy been looking after you?” Juanita asked.

“Uh-huh, and he gonna tell me story for nap.” Alex mumbled.

“I am?” Jeremy said confused before getting another “Uh-huh” out of Alex.

“Ok baby, you have a good nap, and good dreams,” Juanita said hugging Alex before softly kissing his forehead, “And I shall let mom change your diaper.”

“Night Juanita,” Alex mumbled watching her walk out.

Laura then walked over to Alex and began to undo his playsuit.

“Jeremy, would you like to go into the fridge, their should be a bottle of milk, take the top off, and microwave it for a minute, put the top back on and bring it back here.” Laura asked softly.

“Sure,” Jeremy said.

After Jeremy left, Laura pulled Alex's playsuit down to his ankles, exposing a thoroughly soaked diaper, before lifting Alex on the changing pad on her desk.

“Should have done this earlier huh baby?” Laura said softly as she untapped his diaper and began to wipe him down.

“I lotta wet huh?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh, baby soaked,” Laura smiled at him, before lifting him up and pulling the diaper away.

“Do I got Ike?” Alex mumbled around his pacifier, as a new diaper was unfolded and slipped under his butt.

“Yep, do you think John would forget Ike?” Laura said warmly as she oiled and powedered Alex's privates before pulling the diaper up between his spread legs and tightly tapping it up.

She lifted Alex of the desk, before properly redressing him in his playsuit, before digging through his bag and pulling out Alex's teddy. She handed it to Alex who tightly hugged him.

“Right baby, into your crib?” Laura asked softly.

“That notta crib,” Alex mumbled frowning a little looking at the travel cot.

“No it's not is it? It's a cot that can keep baby safe like his crib, but it can be used for traveling.” Laura said softly.

“Nah-uh, you gotta get a crib,” Alex mumbled.

Laura just smiled.

“How about you have your nap in it now, and we can get you a proper crib later, now we know your gonna be a baby for a while,” Laura said softly.

“K Laura,” Alex mumbled.

“You can have a bottle if you do,” Jeremy smiled entering the room.

Laura lifted him up and lay him down in his cot, making sure he was tightly hugging Ike, before Jeremy handed him his bottle.

“Fanx Jermy,” Alex mumbled as he spit out his pacifier and began nursing his bottle.

“It's alright Alex,” Jeremy smiled.

“Alright Alex, Jeremy can tell you a quick story, but then you have to go to sleep,” Laura said softly kissing him on his head.

“K Laura, Night,” Alex mumbled around his bottle.

“Sweet dreams sweetie” She smiled at him.

She waited while Jeremy made up a nice quick story for Alex before they both left him to drift off.

“I'm a little surprised,” Laura said as she shut the door behind her.

“Why?” Jeremy asked casually.

“You didn't seem to have any reaction to Alex being a baby,” Laura said with an air of curiosity about the question.

“Well it's not as surprising the 2nd time,” Jeremy said softly.

“Wait you knew Alex was a baby?” Laura asked softly.

“No, no, no, no,” Jeremy chuckled a little bit before putting on a serious tone. “No my cousin is doing the same thing, so seeing Alex today wasn't a big deal.”

“What happened with your cousin, if you don't mind me asking?” Laura said softly.

Jeremy stayed silent for a while.

“His mom and his step dad got custody of him, dad says they did some really sick shit with him... I think it was more sexual than what Alex went through, but probably equally horrific.” Jeremy said solemnly.

“I'm sorry Jeremy,” Laura said sincerely.

“I know... when I found out my cousin was doing this, and how much it was helping him, I couldn't help but think how much it would help Alex. My cousin was always there for me when we were little and Alex stopped people bullying me, when I first moved here, and I want to help them both, even if it's just being someone they can both cuddle,” Jeremy said softly.

“I know Alex really appreciates it, I know he secretly appreciated you always trying to help him at school, he just hated having to be helped,” Laura said softly.

“I know, the moment he said being big was too big but he wasn't big enough, I could see how much he was trying, and how miserable it must have been to always becoming up short.”

“You better watch out though Jeremy, if Alex's mom ok for him to go visit he might just drag you along.” Laura said softly.

Alex slept for nearly two hours, during which time Laura had time to talk with Alex's classmates and tell them what was going on. He slowly opened his eyes and tightly hugging Ike, found his bottle with about quarter of the milk still remaining in it. He gently nursed the bottle for another five minutes before it was empty, before eventually sitting up in his cot.

“Mommy?” Alex eventually began to call out, before eventually someone opened the door.

“Hey Alex,” John said softly as he entered the room.

“Mommy ok?” Alex asked desperately, and John could see in Alex's brown eyes he was really worried about her.

“Yeah your mommies ok, dislocated her ankle, doctors are gonna keep her overnight.” John said softly.

“I wanna see mommy,” Alex demanded, John could see with Nat and his dad out of town, Alex really really missed her.

“I know baby, you can. Your mom was very persistent that they move her into the nursery room, I think she's know's you'll want to stay by her.” John said softly.

“We go now?” Alex asked trying and failing to climb out of his cot.

“How about first we check your diaper and then have some lunch?” John asked.

“Nah-uh, I wanna see mommy,” Alex growled before he started to cry.

“I know baby, your worried about your mom, but she's ok. The least we can do is make sure your not wet and hungry before we take you too her,” John said softly.

“I wanna see mommy,” Alex cried louder.

John carefully lifted Alex out of his cot holding him on his hip he tightly hugged him.

“Ok baby, can we at least check your diaper?” John asked softly.

“Nah-uh, Laura change me before,” Alex cried.

“Alex baby, if you won't let me change you, will you at least let us go through a drive thru and get you some lunch?” John asked softly.

“Mommy!,” Alex sobbed.

“It will only take a minute, and then you can be nice and feed and give her lots of cuddles.” John said softly.

“K” Alex sobbed, as John rubbed his back to try and calm him down.

When Alex had stopped crying he double checked to make sure Alex still had Ike, before carrying him out of the office.

“Jermy gotta come,” Alex demanded as they entered the living room.

“Told you,” Laura smiled at Jeremy as he stood up.

“Yes Jeremy can come,” John said softly.

“Nah-uh, Jermy gotta come,” Alex argued.

“It's ok Alex, I'm coming,” Jeremy said, seeing Alex was in an agitated mood. “But you should say thanks to Laura before we go,”

Alex looked at Jeremy before up at Laura.

“Fanx Laura,” Alex mumbled.

“It's ok baby, you tell your mommy I say hi,” Laura said standing up and kissing him on the forehead, before John carried Alex to the car, and Jeremy followed behind carrying Alex's bag.

John gently opened the back door, before gently lowering Alex into his carseat and tightly strapping him, Jeremy climbed in the other side.

“You worried about your mom?” Jeremy asked softly as John climbed in the drivers side before starting the car.

“Uh-huh, cos it my fault and she gonna be mad.” Alex mumbled squeezing Ike tightly.

“She's not gonna be mad, she knows it was an accident.” Jeremy said softly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex mumbled.

“Uh-huh, and she'll give you lots of cuddles and kisses, because I bet she misses her little baby.” Jeremy said softly.

“Promise?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh and If I'm wrong you getta punch me,” Jeremy said softly.

“K Jermy... you got paci?” Alex mumbled softly.

Jeremy pulled out the pacifier sticking out of one of the pockets of Alex's bag and gently slipped it into his mouth.

Alex just softly nursed his pacifier as he hugged Ike, John briefly stopped at Mcdonalds and picked up some lunch for Alex and Jeremy before they arrived at the hospital. John gently unstrapped Alex from his carseat before lifting him out of the car, and tightly holding Alex's hand.

Jeremy just walked on Alex's side as John locked up the car and headed in. A few people starred at Alex as he waddled past but he was too worried about his mom to notice. John opened the door letting go of Alex's hand in the process and watch him waddle as fast as he could over to the Abigail who was resting on the couch, before tightly snuggling in with her.

“It's ok Alex,” Abigail said softly, feeling Alex crying as she pulled him onto the couch beside her and held him tightly.

“Just a sore ankle baby, nothing to worry about,” Abigail whispered softly as she stroked his hair. She knew he got scared when any of them had to go to the doctor or the hospital, she could tell he was terrified of losing of any of them.

It took ten minutes for him to finally stop crying.

“Sorry mommy,” Alex sniffled as she continued to stroke his hair.

“You don't need to be sorry, mommy knows it was an accident, and baby gave mommy lots of cuddles to make her feel better,” Abigail said softly.

“I did?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh, and mommy loved the cuddles a lot,” Abigail said wiping the tears from his eyes.

Alex just hugged her again for another ten minutes before she eventually coaxed him to go have his lunch.

Jeremy tried to amuse Alex while they both ate, getting a smile out of Alex, before waiting till Alex finished and tickling him.

Alex giggled and squirmed while Jeremy tickled him and Abigail couldn't help but smile as Jeremy kept Alex amused.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jun 14, 2017 at 1:08 PM
Content: Chapter 26

Jeremy played with Alex most the afternoon, they had dinner before a nurse came in trying to get Alex ready for bed. When Alex began putting up a fuss.

“Baby, she just wants to get you ready for bed, you don't have to go to bed.” Abigail said softly.

“Not go bed, daddy gotta call first,” Alex demanded.

“I know baby, she's just got give you a bath and get you in your jammies, then you can watch some cartoons until daddy calls,” Abigial said softly.

“No bed till talk daddy?” Alex asked softly.

“Yes baby, no bed til daddy calls.” Abigail said warmly before Alex waddled over and gave his mom a hug “Love you baby,”

“Love you mommy,” Alex smiled at his mom.

“You go have your bath and then we can cuddle later,” Abigail said softly before giving Alex a kiss on his forehead.

“K Mommy,” Alex mumbled softly, before climbing down and waddling over to the nurse who lead him into the bathroom.

“He seems to have really warmed up to you,” Abigail said warmly to Jeremy

“I gave him lots of cuddles at Juanita's,” Jeremy smiled.

“I bet he loved that,” Abigail said warmly.

“Yeah, he's a bit more affectionate than my cousin,” Jeremy said softly.

“Your Cousin?” Abigail asked curiously.

“Yeah, my cousin is doing the same thing as Alex... he started about two months ago.” Jeremy said softly.

“Is it helping him out?” Abigail asked softly.

“Yeah, and it seems to be helping Alex out.” Jeremy said softly.

“I know it's good that Alex is finally calm enough to be getting some sleep.” Abigail said softly.

“Though he is still pretty scared.” Jeremy said softly.

“The safety and security will come soon,” Abigail said softly.

“I know,” Jeremy said softly.

It was another 5 minutes before the nurse came back with Alex wrapped up tightly in a towel. She then took the towel off and lifted him onto the changing table. She unfolded a fresh diaper before sliding it under his butt before she heavily oiled and powdered Alex's diaper area, before tightly pulling it up between his legs and tightly tapping it up.

She then lifted him off the changing table and gently massaged some night time oil into his chest, before helping getting Alex dressed in on of his footed sleepers.

“There we go baby, all clean and snuggly,” She said softly.

“Fanx for bubbles,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's alright, why don't you go snuggle in with your mommy,” The nurse said softly before Alex waddled over his his mom and snuggled in tightly.

“You smell nice baby,” Abigail whispered softly.

“Like clean baby huh?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh, a very clean snugly baby.” Abigail smiled warmly at him.

Alex just snuggled with his mom for twenty minutes.

“Can we go getta some cookies?” Alex mumbled tiredly.

“Baby want cookies?” Jeremy asked softly.

“Uh-huh, and bottle,” Alex mumbled.

“If it's alright with your mommy, we can take you and your friend to the cafe to get you some cookies and then we can come back and make a bottle,” The Nurse said softly.

“Can we mommy?” Alex asked snuggling in a little more.

“Only if you promise to bring me back a cookie,” Abigail smiled kissing Alex on his forehead.

“K Mommy, you like chocolate chip huh?” Alex smiled.

“I like whatever baby wants to get me,” Abigail smiled before whispering “But chocolate chip would be great,”

“Ok mommy,” Alex smiled.

“Off you go baby,” Abigail smiled gently tapping Alex's diapered butt.

“See you soon mommy,” Alex mumbled happily as he waddled over and grabbed Jeremys hand.

Nurse just smiled at Abigail before she led the way for Alex and Jeremy to follow.

Alex didn't seem overly bothered as he waddled along behind the nurse, they passed a few people who gave him curious glances, but Alex wasn't aware of it.

They finally made it to the cafeterria, Alex quickly glanced around before spotting a familiar face.

“JESSE!” Alex shouted excitedly as he let go of Jeremy's hand and waddled as fast as he could over to Jesse and tightly hugged her.

“Hello Alex,” Jesse said hugging him back, surprised to run into and as well by his atire.

“I missed you lotsly,” Alex mumbled softly.

“I missed you too Alex,” Jesse said softly, hugging him for about five minutes.

“So your looking pretty cosy there,” Jesse said softly, looking at Alex in his footed sleeper with his large diaper bulge.

“Uh-huh, I had to have a baff, but I gotta grab cookies and what fa daddy to ring.” Alex said happily

“Where your dad?” Jesse asked softly.

“He goed away with Nat, but they back tomorrow, but daddy gotta call me before I go bed,” Alex said softly. “What you doing here?”

“I was helping bring Animals to visit some of the sick people, and I found out mom was here being kept overnight because she dislocated her ankle, so I was gonna quickly eat and go visit her.” Jesse said softly.

“We gonna grab cookies then you gotta see my mommy first,” Alex said happily, grabbing Jesse's hand before dragging over to where Jeremy and the nurse were waiting.

“Ok Alex,” Jesse smiled, she knew Alex wasn't aware it was the same person, He had so much going on, they didn't want to burden him with that.

Jesse couldn't help but watch Alex's very distinctive waddle as he picked out his cookies and waddled with them all back to the nursery.

“Mommy, I findeded Jesse,” Alex stammered excitedly as he dragged her across the room.

“Hello Jesse,” Abigail smiled at her.

“Hey mom,” Jesse said warmly.

Alex stopped in his tracks and stared up at Jesse.

“Nah-uh she's my mommy,” Alex said

“My mommy first,” Jesse smiled.

“Nah-uh,” Alex said sternly.

“Uh-huh, I'll show you,” Jesse said pulling out her purse and showing Alex some photos.

“That mommy and that you huh?” Alex said pointing at the pictures.

“That's right, and here a picture when I was younger.” Jesse smiled

“Mommies your mommy too?” Alex asked softly.

“That's right sweetheart,” Jesse said giving Alex a little kiss on the forehead. “So that's my surprise, why don't you tell me about yours,”

“I don't gotta surprise do I?” Alex asked confused.

“I think she's talking about little baby Alex,” Abigail whispered softly in his ear.

Jesse just smiled watching his brown eyes light up.

“I gotta be baby because big is too big, lotta big. So I gotta be little baby and I get a comfy crib and lotta cuddles and Ike huh?” Alex stammered happily.

“Do you like being a baby?” Jesse asked softly.

“Uh-huh, cos I getta lotta hugs and cuddles and kisses and Jermy look after and I getta drink lotta milk,” Alex smiled happily.

“I bet you love it all,” Jesse teased warmly.

“Uh-huh, I love it lotsly,” Alex smiled.

“So how about we snuggle up on the couch, you can give mommy a cookie, and me Jeremy and you can all snuggle on the couch and watch some cartoons.” Jesse said warmly.

“Uh-huh, but can you feed me bottle?” Alex asked as he started eating a cookie as he waddled over to the couch and sat down.

“What do you want to watch Alex?” Jeremy asked softly.

“You choose,” Alex said happily as Jesse came and sat beside him.

Jeremy just smiled as put on some more Simpsons, Alex seemed to really enjoy it before. Alex happily cuddled with both Jesse and Jeremy as he ate his cookie and drank his bottle. They spent the next hour and a half watching tv before Abigails phone started to ring.

Jesse couldn't help but smile as Alex who had been nodding off on Jesse's knee woke up looking expectantly at his mom.

“Yes I'm ok... yes he's been waiting to talk to you for a while,” Abigail smiled as she talked on the phone.

“Daddy?” Alex asked climbing off the couch and waddling over to his mom.

“Uh-huh, did you want to talk to him?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh Uh-huh,” Alex said happily bouncing a little on his feet.

“Hello baby,” Mr Wolff said warmly as Abigail handed the phone to Alex.

“Daddy,” Alex said happily. “I miss you.”

“I miss you too, but we get give each other lots of cuddles tomorrow.” Mr Wolff said happily

“Uh-huh, but Jesse and Jermy giving me lotta cuddles tonight,” Alex said softly.

“Bet you love that,”

“Uh-huh I love getting lotta cuddles.” Alex smiled happily.

“And you can have a lot more cuddles tomorrow,” Mr Wolff said.

“Uh-huh... and you know Jesse mommy is my mommy,” Alex asked happily.

“Uh-huh, is baby happy to find that out?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh cos I misseded her,” Alex smiled softly.

“I bet you did, I'm just glad being little means your able to cope with having people around,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“It good that I little huh daddy?” Alex asked.

“Yeah, it seems to be helping you lots.” Mr Wolff said happily.

“Uh-huh, but that mean I gotta go bed cos it late huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Yep, but once we say goodnight, you can say goodnight to Nat too.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K daddy, I love you lots,” Alex said happily.

“Love you too Alex, you have sweet dreams,”

“I will daddy,” Alex smiled.

“Goodnight baby,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Night daddy,” Alex said happily before handing the phone to Nat.

“Love you Alex... huh got in first,” Nat teased warmly.

Alex giggled a little.

“Love you too Nat,”

“Can't wait to see you tomorrow cause I've missed you,” Nat said warmly.

“Nah-uh I missed you,” Alex giggled.

“I missed you too,” Nat smiled.

“Haha made you say it.” Alex giggled.

“Yeah you did,” Nat smiled “Now should I let my wittle baby brother go night night so then me and daddy are so much close to giving him cuddles?”

“Uh-huh, but you gotta give me lotta cuddles,” Alex smiled happily.

“Ok baby, have good dreams and see you tomorrow.” Nat said warmly.

“Night Nat, Love you,” Alex said happily.

“Night Alex,” Nat said softly.

“Gotta go bed now huh?” Alex asked softly as he put down the phone.

“Yep, but if baby want's to come get a kiss from mommy, then Jesse will be happy to put him in his crib,” Abigail said warmly.

Alex waddled over to his mom, and cuddled with her for a little before she softly kissed him on his forehead, before Jesse softly carried him and lay him down in his crib. Jeremy handed Alex Ike and watched as he tightly hugged him, before Jesse gave him a bottle which he began to nurse as she started reading him Jack and the beanstalk to help him fall asleep.

They all gave a warm smile when the saw he had drifted off, and Jesse gently slipped Alex's pacifier into his mouth which he gently began to nurse.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jun 20, 2017 at 1:48 PM
Content: Chapter 25

Nat and Mr Wolff arrived at about half past 5 the next morning, they both smiled as they spotted Alex peacefully sleeping in his crib, although they could both smell he'd messed his diaper.

Mr Wolff quietly walked over to the crib and lowered the crib, before gently kissing Alex on his forehead and watching as he started to stir.

“Hello baby,” Mr Wolff whispered and watched as Alex slowly opened his eyes.

“Daddy,” Alex smiled sleepily around his pacifier.

“I thought you might have had a present for me, but I was hoping it wouldn't be a poopy dirty diaper,” Mr Wolff said warmly, giving Alex another kiss on the head, before gently lifting him from his crib.

“Missed you daddy,” Alex mumbled sleepily around his pacifier as he hugged his dad.

“Missed you too baby,” Mr Wolff said softly.

Mr Wolff just hugged him for five minutes, letting him slowly wake up a bit.

“So Alex, how about we get you out of that poopy diaper, and Nat and I can give you a bath.” Mr Wolff said softly... Nat was already in the bathroom running it.

“K daddy, he missed me too huh?” Alex asked softly.

Alex gently nurse his pacifier as his dad gently lowered him onto the changing table and began to undress him from his sleeper, exposing a very soiled diaper.

“Bet you wish you come after breakfist huh daddy?” Alex smiled softly around his pacifier.

“Nah-uh, even if I got change a poopy baby, I missed him too much,” Mr Wolff smiled getting Alex to smile in return as his diaper was untapped and the poop methodically wiped from his body.

“Love you daddy,” Alex smiled as his dad removed the soiled diaper, and wiped the last bits of poop from Alex.

“Love you too Alex,” Mr Wolff smiled before gently picking Alex up and carrying him to the bathroom and lowering him into the bubble bath.

“Hello Alex,” Nat smiled throwing a handful of bubbles at his little brother.

“Nat,” Alex smiled happily.

“Surprised?” Nat asked.

“Uh-huh, I not think you back til night.” Alex said softly.

“We did try to get back last night, but our plane got delayed because we wanted to surprise you.” Nat smiled at his little brothers.

“Where you go?” Alex asked softly.

“That's a surprise,” Nat teased.

“Nah-uh too many surprise make me explode,” Alex giggled splashing some bubbles at Nat.

“Well this surprise can wait until mommies awake, and you have another surprise when you've finished with your bath.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Can we get mommy breakfist and get her breakfist in bed?” Alex asked softly.

“Sure we can baby,” Mr Wolff smiled warmly.

“Nat wanna baff with me?” Alex asked curiously.

“Nah-uh, not today... why do you want to have a bath with me?” Nat asked softly.

“Cos we the Naked Brothers Band,” Alex smiled happily.

Nat just smiled and played with Alex a little bit before Mr Wolff bathed him, and he was lifted from the bath wrapped up in a towel before Nat tightly wrapped him up in a hug.

“Love you Nat,” Alex said softly enjoying the hug from his big brother.

“Love you Alex,” Nat said softly, really appreciating how happy Alex had become since becoming a baby.

They hugged for a bit, before Mr Wolff dried Alex off and lay him on a waiting diaper on the floor. He oiled and powdered him, before spreading Alex's legs as he pulled the diaper up between them and tightly tapping it up.

“So Alex ready for your surprise?” Nat asked.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled excitedly, before Nat handed him a present which Alex began tearing open.

Alex pulled out a pirate shirt onesie, with an attached vest, some pirate pants and shoes and a sword with a soft sponge blade.

“Arrrrrrr,” Alex smiled at Nat and his dad, before handing to the clothes to them, so they could help him get dressed.

“I take it you like it.” Mr Wolff smiled as he pulled the onesie over Alex's head.

“Uh-huh, Fanx guys,” Alex smiled as his dad helped him step into the pants and helping pull them up over his diaper, before tying them up, and handed Alex his sword.

“Right Captain Alex,” Mr Wolff smiled looking at how adorable Alex looked in his pirate costume. “Shall we search for the hidden treasure that is mom's breakfast?”

“Uh-huh and Captain Alex breakfist too,” Alex smiled giving his dad and brother a hug.

They soon slipped through the nursery and couldn't help but smile as Alex happily waddled a little ahead of them to the cafeteria.

They couldn't help but smile as they began picking out what they were going to have for breakfast, and couldn't help but laugh when Alex spotted his doctor and waddled his way over and challenged him to a duel.

“Can I swap this lollypop for my life?” Dr Hamilton asked pretending to cower.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled happily as his doctor pulled the lollipop out of his breast pocket, unwrapped it and handed it to Alex who happily put it in my mouth.

“Glad to see something is working for you Alex,” He said warmly as Alex waddled back over to Nat and his dad.

“I gotta lollipop,” Alex smiled proudly at his dad and brother.

“Good lollipop?” Nat asked warmly.

“Uh-huh,”

“But weren't we meant to be getting mommy breakfast in bed?” Mr Wolff asked with a smile.

“Uh-huh, and Jermy too... and Jesse,” Alex smiled.

“Jesse went home for the night baby, she was hoping the be back before you woke up, but we beat her to it,” Mr Wolff smiled watching Alex start to frown before smiling again.

They couldn't help but smile as they watched Alex picking out what everyone was having for breakfast.

“Have to say, it's been a while since I've seen Alex smile,” The cashier said softly when they came up to pay.

“I'm just glad we found something to help him out, no matter how unorthodox it is.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“I like getting the cuddles and not gotta be big,” Alex smiled happily.

“I'm sure your family loves giving you cuddles,”

“Uh-huh and daddy love changing my poopy diaper,” Alex smiled.

“Well I love spending time with you when I do it,” Mr Wolff said before giving Alex a tender kiss on his forehead.

“Now baby, should we go give mom and Jermy there breakfast before they starve to death waiting for it.” Nat asked with a smile.

“Uh-huh, then I getta breakfist huh?” Alex said happily.

“Uh-huh,” Nat smiled as he and Alex made their way back to the nursery while Mr Wolff carried the food behind them,

Once they arrived back, Alex waddled over to his mom as fast as he could and snuggled in with her.

“Morning baby,” Abigail said sleepily.

“Morning mommy, we gotted you breakfist in bed.” Alex smiled happily.

“I take my baby had been spending time with his daddy and brother,” Abigail smiled giving him a kiss on the forehead.

“Uh-huh and I getta be a pirate,” Alex smiled showing his mom his pirate costume.

“Arrrrgh Me Hearties,” Jeremy said warmly seeing Alex.

“Arrrrgh,” Alex smiled happily before waddling over Jeremy and snuggling in with him, “We gotted you breakfist in bed too.”

“But baby is out of bed so he can't have breakfast in bed.” Jeremy smiled.

“Nope but baby can have breakfast in highchair,” Abigail chuckled.

“And I getta bottle huh?” Alex asked happily.

“Would we let you have breakfast without a bottle?” Mr Wolff asked warmly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex smiled happily as stopped snuggling with Jeremy and waddled over to his dad, who scooped him up and lowered him into the hichair before strapping him in and sliding the tray in place.

“Haha Jermy I getta hichair,” Alex smiled happily as his dad separated everyone's breakfast.

“Haha Alex I getta couch,” Jeremy smiled as Alex giggled. “Though I could sit at the table if you'd like.”

“Nah-uh you gotta have breakfist in bed.” Alex smiled.

“How about I start breakfast in bed and then eat the rest at the table,” Jeremy smiled.

“K Jermy,” Alex smiled happily as his dad handed him a bottle of milk and Alex began drinking it.

Jeremy quickly ate a couple of bites before he joined Alex and Nat at the table. Mr Wolff had managed to get a bib on Alex before he handed him his breakfast.

Mr Wolff and Abigail just watched as Alex happily ate with his fingers, drank from his bottle and chatted with both Jeremy and Nat who both seemed to be able to keep Alex occupied. Evan after they had all finished they managed to keep Alex entertained for another half an hour. Mr Wolff was just getting ready to wipe Alex's face and clean his hands before letting him out of the hichair when the doctor walked in.

“Looks like someone enjoyed his breakfast,” He chuckled seeing Alex's grubby face.

“It was good breakfist and mommy enjoyed breakfist in bed to huh?” Alex smiled happily.

“You betcha,” She smiled before Mr Wolff began cleaning Alex up, and the Doctor quickly checked Abigails ankle.

“Alright, you might need to use those crutches for week or two, and try not to put too much weight on it. Otherwise, when your ready you are free to go home.” The Doctor said once he was done.

“But mommy fixed right?” Alex asked as he was unstrapped and lifted from his hichair.

“She'll have to take it easy for a week, but then she'll be up and running after you again.” The doctor smiled.

“Fanx Doctor,” Alex mumbled as his dad lowered him to the floor.

“It's alright, just make sure you take good care of your mom.” He said warmly.

“I will, I give her lotta cuddles and kisses,” Alex said before happily waddling over to his mom and cuddling in.

“So Alex...” Abigail began.

“Captain Alex,” Alex said happily.

“Captain Alex,” Abigail replied with a smile. “Shall we get ready to go home, we can drop mommy and Nat off at home, and then you and a daddy can take Jeremy to his uncles house?”

“Uh-huh and Nat gonna look after you while I gone, and then I gonna get stories about where Nat and Daddy go huh?” Alex asked happily

“Uh-huh,” Abigail smiled.

“I'll look after mom lotsly,” Nat said warmly to Alex.

“Good Nat,” Alex smiled.

“Now baby, why don't you grab Ike out of the crib and then your pacifier off the couch and then grab Nat's hand,” Mr Wolff said warmly as he moved to help Abigail up.

Alex climbed off his mom and happily waddled over to the crib and climbed in to get his teddy, before climbing out and before heading to the couch to grab his pacifier, and stuck it in his mouth before he grabbed both Nat's and Jeremy's hands.

Both Abigail and Mr Wolff both smiled as they followed behind the boys as they led Alex too the car.

When they reached the car Nat helped Alex into his carseat before strapping him in, while Jeremy climbed in beside him.

“Comfy?” Jeremy asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, you comfy?” Alex mumbled warmly around his pacifier.

“Uh-huh,” Jeremy smiled.

“Nat comfy?”

“Uh-huh.

“Mommy comfy?” Alex asked as they started driving.

“Uh-huh, and Daddy Comfy too.” Abigail smiled.

Alex contently nursed his pacifier as they made their way home and dropped Nat and Abigail off, before Jeremy led them to his uncles house.

When they arrived Mr Wolff helped Alex out of his carseat and carried him on his hip as Jeremy showed them to the door and knocked on it.

Jeremy's uncle opened the door.

“Hey Jeremy...” He said warmly before seeing Mr Wolff and Alex.

“Hey Steve, this is Alex and his dad Mr Wolff,” Jeremy said warmly.

“Hello Alex,” He said warmly.

“Hi,” Alex mumbled shyly nuzzling a bit more into his dads shoulder.

“Hi I'm Sonny,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Hi Sonny, why don't you two come in,” Steve said before allowing them through the door.

“I think Jack is watching cartoons in the lounge,” He then said to Jeremy.

“Does Alex wanna meet Jack?” Jeremy asked softly.

“Uh-uh,” Alex mumbled again shyly around his pacifier.

“You don't need to be worried Alex, how about I try get Jack to come say hello,” Jeremy said softly.

“K Jermy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Baby a little shy?” Mr Wolff asked softly, as they sat down at the table with Jeremy's uncle.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

Mr Wolff just gently stroked Alex's hair, as he and Steve began to talk.

It was about ten minutes later when Jeremy came lead another black haired boy about Alex's age in, who was just wearing an elmo shirt and thick diapers like Alex's but with Seasame St on the them.

“Jerrememy say he gotta a baby friend that not me,” Jack said softly to his dad.

“Uh-huh, Jeremy is right, but I think he's a little shy,” Steve said warmly.

“Do I getta cuddle him?” Jack asked softly.

“You'll have to ask him,” Steve said warmly.

“Ask who?” Jack asked softly, before his dad just pointed at Alex and his dad.

“What your name?” Jack asked curiously.

“I'm Sonny and this is Alex,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Captain Alex,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier.

“You look like a pirate,” Jack said softly.

“Uh-huh, daddy gotted me pirate stuff,” Alex said quickly, and Mr Wolff just smiled as it wasn't too long before he climbed of his knee and waddled over to Jack and Jeremy.

“My daddy gotted me cars.” Jack said.

“I like cars. Can we play?” Alex asked.

“Uh-huh and Jereremy can play too,” Jack said grabbing Alex's hand and dragging him to the lounge.

It was an hour later when Mr Wolff decided it was time to head home, he knew Alex would want to spend lots of time with Nat, he needed to have lunch and would also need a nap. He entered the living room smiled seeing Jeremy Jack and Alex all happily playing together.

“Having fun boys?” He asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, having lotta fun,” Alex smiled happily.

“Uh-huh Alex lots fun to play with.” Jack smiled.

“That's good to hear, but I think it's time little Alex and I headed home, but you can come and play tomorrow at our house.” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“You didn't tell me you gotta house.” Jack said looking at Alex.

“I gotted a brother too, he the bestest,” Alex smiled proudly.

“So Alex, I think it's a good idea if we change your diaper, then we can go see that bestest big brother of yours,” Mr Wolff smiled.

Alex happily clambered to his feet and waddled over to his dad who picked him up and carried him into Jack's nursery and lowered him on the table. He gently pulled down Alex's pants before undoing Alex's onesie exposing a pretty wet diaper.

“So you have lots of fun with Jack?” Mr Wolff asked.

“Uh-huh, we play with his cars, but he say he gotta go on big boat soon.” Alex said with a little frown.

“Don't worry baby, you'll get to play with Jack and Jeremy lots.” Mr Wolff smiled as he untapped Alex's diaper.

“I wet huh daddy,” Alex smiled as his dad began to wipe him down.

“Yep, at least I don't gotta another poopy diaper to change just yet,” He smiled as he removed the wet diaper from under Alex.

“I can change that for you daddy,” Alex giggled watching his dad prepare the new diaper.

“No thanks Alex, I'm fine,” Mr Wolff chuckled giving Alex a quick tickle.

“You happy I happy as baby huh daddy,” Alex smiled as his dad slid the diaper under him before he started with the oiling and powdering.

“I'm glad to see you smile and laugh and giggle, and you know why I like diaper changes?” Mr Wolff asked.

“Nah-uh?” Alex asked with a smile.

“Daddy loves to talk to his baby boy, and his baby boy is happy to talk back.” Mr Wolff said warmly as he pulled the diaper up between his legs and tightly tapped it up.

“Daddy?” Alex asked smiling warmly.

“Yeah baby?” He answered warmly.

“I hot, can I just wear singlet and diaper?” Alex asked softly.

“You sure you don't want to wait until we get home?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex said softly.

“Ok baby, and you can have a bottle in the car ok?” Mr Wolff said as he pulled Alex's pants off.

“Fanx daddy, I love you,” Alex smiled happily as his dad helped him stand up.

“Love you too baby,” Mr Wolff smiled as Alex lifted his arms and his dad pulled the pirate shirt onesie over his head.

Before he put Alex's clothes in his diaper bag before pulling our a white singlet with Scooby Doo on the front of it. Alex then smiled as his dad lowered him to the floor.

“Why don't you say goodbye to Jeremy and Jack,” Mr Wolff smiled before Alex waddled his way back to the lounge.

“Get a bit hot Alex?” Jeremy chuckled as Alex waddled in.

“Uh-huh, I gotta lotta hot, but daddy say we gotta go home,” Alex said warmly as he hugged Jeremy.

“Well I know Nat is looking forward to spending time with you,” Jeremy smiled.

“I gonna miss you,” Alex said softly.

“Well baby, I hear that Jack is gonna go to your house tomorrow to play with you.” Jeremy said warmly. “I might even sneak by after school,”

“Fanx Jeremy, bye.”

“Bye Alex, now you go give Jack some cuddles,” Jeremy smiled before Alex waddled over to Jack.

“I had lotta fun play with you,” Alex said warmly to Jermy.

“Me too, daddy say we gonna play tomorrow,” Jack said.

“I like play,” Alex said warmly.

“Play fun.... bye Alex,” Jack said warmly.

“Bye Jack,” Alex said giving Alex a quick hug before waddling over to his dad who gently lifted him onto his hip.

“Fanx fa letting me play,” Alex said happily as he cuddled his dad.

“Thank you for playing with Jack, I think it's great that you both found each other, I think you'll make great friends.” Steve said warmly.

“Uh-huh we like play,” Alex smiled softly.

“Well you have fun today, and we'll see you tomorrow,” Steve said warmly.

“Bye,” Alex said waving as his dad carried him out the door.

“Bye Alex,” Jack said warmly.

“Bye Jack.” Alex waved good bye.

“How Jermy know Jack?” Alex asked curiously as his dad lowered him into his car seat once they got to the car.

“Jeremy is Jack's cousin.” Mr Wolff said warmly as he went about strapping Alex in.

“Is that why he so nice?” Alex asked softly.

“I think he's just a really nice guy, but I think Jack being a baby helped him relate to you doing it,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“I like Jermy,” Alex smiled happily.

“I know baby,” Mr Wolff said warmly. “Is baby comfy?”

“Uh-huh, and baby getta bottle huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh and then baby getta see Nat and Mommy again.” Mr Wolff smiled before he handed Alex his bottle and shut the door.

Mr Wolff smiled as he got in the car, Alex looked pretty cute as he drunk his bottle in just his diaper and singlet.

Mr Wolff noticed when they were only half way home that Alex had finished his bottle.

“Thirsty baby?” He asked softly.

“Uh-huh can I getta nother?” Alex asked softly.

“Just about home, and you can have another one then, ok?” Mr Wolff said softly.

“K Daddy” Alex mumbled before finding a pacifier a putting it in his mouth.

Mr Wolff smiled when they got and he picked Alex up out of his carseat.

“Tired?” Mr Wolff asked.

“Nah-uh,” Alex smiled tiredly.

“How about me and Nat tell you stories over lunch and the baby has a quick nap?” Mr Wolff said as he carried Alex up to the apartment.

“And you gonna tell me surprise huh?” Alex asked around his pacifier.

“Uh-huh.” Mr Wolff said before Alex squirmed a little to be put down so Mr Wolff did and Alex just grabbed his hand.

“And I getta nother bottle huh?” Alex asked.

“Yep cause your a thirst baby,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Bottle Bottle Bottle,” Alex smiled happily chanting like a conga line. Alex kept it up right til the reached the apartment and Mr Wolff let them in.

“Mommy I home,” Alex called out happily as he waddled inside.

“Hello Alex,” Abigail said from the couch she was resting on, and Alex waddled over and quickly snuggled in with her.

“Jermy gotta cousin.... and he baby like me and we play cars and he getta come ova tomorrow,” Alex rambled excitedly.

“I guess you had lots of fun.” Abigail smiled.

“Uh-huh and I gotta lotta hot,” Alex smiled around his pacifier.

“I figured.” Abigail smiled as Mr Wolff brought over a cold bottle of milk.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex said happily as his dad traded the bottle for his pacifier.

“It's alright baby,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“I gonna go make sure Nat ok,” Alex said climbing off his the couch and waddling to their bedroom.

Nat was lying on Alex's bed on the phone, but it looked like he'd fallen asleep. Alex happily waddled over and gently snuggled in with his brother.

“Nat?” Rosalina said through the phone.

“Shhhh, Nat sleeping,” Alex giggled quietly through the phone.

“Hello Alex, does that mean your gonna take a nap with Nat?” Rosalina asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled.

Mr Wolff went in their half an hour later when decided Alex was a little to quiet, he just smiled to himself when he saw Alex snuggled in with Nat, both of them fast asleep. He snapped a photo, before returning to the lounge.

It was about two hours later when Nat stirred and realized he'd fallen asleep, He smiled as felt Alex snuggled in pretty close, fast asleep. He gently stroked his brothers hair, feeling him stir as they both slowly woke up.

“Hey Nat,” Alex yawned waking up and seeing his brother.

“Hey Alex... you getta a little hot?” Nat asked.

“Uh-huh, you get tired?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, you enjoy having a nap with me?”

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled as his tummy growled.

“Hungry little Alex?” Nat asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, we gotta haff lunch huh?” Alex asked slowly rolling over and climbing off the bed.

“Yeah, shall we go see what mommy and daddy got for lunch?” Nat asked,

“Uh-huh, I hope it food,” Alex smiled softly, before happily waddling out to the lounge.

“Looks like a we got both our NBB's” Abigail said warmly.

“Huh?” Alex asked a little confused.

“Napping big brother and Napping Baby Brother,” Abigail smiled.

“We hadda good nap huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, and I thought you weren't tired,” Mr Wolff teased good naturedly.

“Uh-huh, but now I hungry for Lunch,” Alex said waddling over to his dad and giving him a cuddle.

“Well good thing you woke up in time,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Yay, lunch time,” Alex smiled happily as his dad picked him up and sat him in his hichair before strapping him.

“I thought that might make you happy,” Mr Wolff smiled kissing Alex on his forehead before giving sliding the tray in place.

“Mommy gonna come lunch with us?” Alex asked happily.

“Uh-huh, cos I hear daddy and Nat gotta surprise for us,” Abigail smiled as she managed to stand up and using the Crutches to move to the dining room and sitting at the table.

“I like surprises,” Alex smiled happily as he kicked his feet back and forth.

“Nah, Alex doesn't like surprises,” Nat teased.

“Uh-huh cos they surprising,” Alex smiled.

“Mommy happy she broken so she don't gotta change diapers, huh mommy,” Alex smiled randomly as his dad brought over everyone's lunch, placing a plate with some toasted sandwiches and bottle on Alex's tray.

“Shhhh baby, don't tell your daddy,” Abigail whispered to him with a smile.

“You gonna miss it,” Alex giggled.

“Uh-huh, cos I love talking to my baby when I change him,” Abigail smiled.

Alex smiled happily as he started to nurse his bottle and ate his lunch.

“So Mr Alex, want to know what your surprise is?” Mr Wolff asked once they finished lunch.

“Uh-huh, uh-huh.” Alex said enthusiastically.

“Well next weekend, we are all going on a special cruise on a big boat, and you can have lots of fun and you don't gotta worry about not being little.” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Big boat like Jack?” Alex asked.

“Uh-huh, big boat with Jack, he's gonna be going at the same time as us.” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Do we really gotta wait, I wanna go now,” Alex whined a little.

“Uh-huh, but it's gonna be lots of fun, that's where Nat and Daddy went, to see if it would work for you, and we think you'll love it,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“But I don't wanna wait a week.” Alex whined again.

“But hopefully in a week mommies foot is better and she can have lotta fun too,” Nat said to Alex.

“K, but you gotta tell me lotta stories.” Alex said pouting a little.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jul 4, 2017 at 11:07 AM
Content: Chapter 26

“BOAT!!!!!” Alex shouted happily, as he saw the cruise ship from his car seat, as Mr Wolff searched for the long term parking.

“Told you it was a big boat,” Nat said warmly to Alex, as Alex stared at it in amazement.

“Big huge boat!” Alex said entranced and Nat couldn't help but smile.

Alex stared at it for the following 10 minutes as Mr Wolff parked the car and his parents got all their luggage out of the car, before Nat unstrapped Alex and helped him out of his car seat.

Alex was again dressed as a pirate, and happily waddled beside his brother, tightly holding his hand.

“We goin on a boat, we going on a big boat,” Alex sung happily waddling beside his brother.

It took about ten minutes before they arrived at the check in.

“Well it looks like someone is certainly ready for his cruise,” A kindly woman said warmly.

“Uh-huh, gonna go on big boat,” Alex smiled happily.

“And what's your name?” She asked I warmly.

“I Alex, and that Nat and Mommy and Daddy,” Alex said happily.

“Well what a coincidence this is, I'm waiting to check in an Alex and show him the boat and his awesome room.” She said with a smile.

“Nah-uh you gotta tell me your name,” Alex said happily.

“Right you are, I'm Holly,” She said warmly.

“Holly like at Christmas?” Alex asked curiously.

“Uh-huh,” She said warmly. “So can I say hi to your mommy and daddy and brother?”

“Uh-huh, you can give them cuddles if you wanna,” Alex said happily.

Holly happily introduced herself to Abigail Nat and Mr Wolff. It was another five minutes before she lead the way.

“Now as much as this is a chance for people like Alex to have a little fun, It's also a chance for those around him, to kick back, relax and have a little fun as well.” Holly explained. “There are plenty of changing stations around the common areas of the ship and they are well stocked in Alex's diapers, powder oil, and cream if you need it, not to mention wipes. Around the pools they'll also have some swim diapers in his size, so your not having to carry everything around with you. You'll also notice a map of the ship in your room, which will give you a good idea of where Alex can get a bottle of milk when he wants one. And there are a couple of places where Alex can have a nap, so you guys don't have to run back and forwards all the time,”

“Sounds good,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“That's what it's meant to do, we really want you guys to unwind too.” Holly said warmly.

“What we gonna do today?” Alex asked softly.

“You have gotta have a nap little Mr Alex.” Abigail said warmly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex said happily.

“Uh-huh because some one wouldn't have a nap earlier,” Abigail said softly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex said softly.

“How about this, we show you to your room and put your stuff away, and then I will take you to see some of the animals we have on board, only if you promise to have a nap when we get back,” Holly said warmly.

“Can I mommy?” Alex asked excitedly.

“Ok baby,” Abigail smiled.

“Right and here is your room #1302,” Holly said as she opened the door and Alex happily waddled in.

“Wow,” Alex said amazed as he waddled around, a nice large living area, with a spacious bathroom, and a couple of rooms, one master bedroom and then a bedroom with a single bed for Nat and a crib for Alex.

“We getta share a room again!” Alex shouted happily grabbing Nats hand pulling him into the room and shutting the door behind him.

“Any particular reason you shut the door?” Nat asked curiously.

“Nah-uh, but it fun,” Alex smiled.

“Your hopeless baby,” Nat chuckled pulling Alex in closer and tightly hugging him.

“You gonna see animals with me?” Alex asked.

“Yeah I'll go with you, it'll give mommy and daddy time to unpack,” Nat smiled kissing Alex softly on the head.

“We getta go see animals, cos animals are cool,” Alex sung as he dragged Nat back into the main room.

“Your Cooler,” Nat said with a smile which earned him a big hug from Alex.

“See you soon baby?” Abigail asked sweetly.

“Uh-huh cos me and Nat gonna see animals,” Alex said giving his mom and dad a hug before he waddle off with Holly and Nat.

“Right if we go in here, we can see the kitties,” Holly said warmly.

“Kitties,” Alex said excitedly as he waddled in.

Some of the smaller cats run away a little. But Holly did raise an eyebrow as the oldest cat, Jumped down for a ledge and walked up and started smooching Alex's legs.

“Kitty,” Alex said happily sitting down and gently patting the cat.

Soon he was lying on the ground, patting the cat who was loudly purring, before she licked Alex once on the forehead.

“I've never seen her do that,” Holly said curiously as the smokey colored cat gave him lots of attention.

The cat gave Alex lots of love and attention for about half an hour, during which time Alex had messed diaper, and both Nat and Holly felt it was probably time for him to go for his nap.

“Come on Alex, it's time for you to get your butt changed and have a nap.” Nat said warmly.

“Nah-uh, I gotta give kitty love,” Alex smiled gently head butting the cat.

“How about we take kitty with you,” Holly said warmly.

“You don't think mom and dad will mind?” Nat asked softly.

“When mommy and daddy let me go see the kitties they knowed I'd make a kitty friend.” Alex said happily.

“All right then baby, how about I hold kitty and you grab your brothers hand and we go back to your mommy and daddy,” Holly said with a smile.

“K, come on kitty,” Alex smiled as he crawled over to his brother, who helped him stand up, while Holly gently picked up the cat.

“I think kitty likes you,” Nat said warmly as they followed Holly back to the room.

“Nah-uh Kitty love me, and kitty gonna love you, and gonna love mommy and love daddy,” Alex said happily.

“I know I thought babies poopy diaper would have made kitty run away,” Nat teased.

“Nah-uh kitty love poopy diaper,” Alex giggled and released they were outside their room.

“Nah-uh, I think kitty love you,” Nat smiled softly.

“Mommy I back and I gotta kitty,” Alex called happily as Nat opened the door and let his brother charge on in.

“A cute kitty I hope,” Abigail said warmly as she braced herself for Alex to come in for a flying hug.

“Uh-huh a cute cute kitty,” Alex smiled happily hugging his mom, as Holly came in shut the door behind her.

“Looks like a cute kitty,” Abigail smiled.

“Uh-huh watch she give me kisses,” Alex smiled happily as Holly put the cat down and Alex got down on his stomach and the cat come over and licked him once on his forehead before happily headbutting him and get lots of pats from Alex.

“Right Mr Alex, I think it's time we got somebody out of that poopy diaper and then down for a nap,” Mr Wolff said warmly coming in.

“Do I gotta?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, remember you promised before you went to go see the animals,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Can kitty come?”

“Lets let kitty settle in first,” Mr Wolff smiled as Alex waddled over to him and gave him a hug.

“K daddy, but I get bottle huh?” Alex asked happily.

“Yep, and you getta cuddle with Ike,” Mr Wolff smiled leading Alex to his and Nat's room.

“K Daddy, cos Ike misseded me huh?” Alex smiled as his dad picked him and carried him to the changing table.

“You betcha,” Mr Wolff smiled as he pulled Alex's pants off, before undoing Alex's onesie.

“Sorry for pooping,” Alex mumbled softly.

“You don't need to be sorry Alex, we know you can't help it, even if you weren't little, and mommy and daddy do like the conversations we have when we change you,” Mr Wolff smiled warmly as he untapped Alex's messy diaper.

“But you still gotta clean my poop,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Alex, your mother and I don't mind having to clean you up, seeing you smile and laugh and being happy as a baby, is more than enough for us. If you were still being big, it might not be as fun, but me and your mom would be happy to do it because we both love you very much,” Mr Wolff said softly as he began to wipe Alex down.

“You like that I'm happy?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, I love that your happy,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Do I gotta get big again?” Alex asked softly as his dad wiped the last bits of poop from him and slid the messy diaper away.

“One day baby, we don't want to rush this, because if we made you big again and you weren't ready, it would be for nothing. You just keep being a happy little baby, and when we think your ready, we'll talk about it then, ok?” Mr Wolff said softly grabbing a fresh diaper, unfolding it, and sliding it under Alex's butt.

“Ok daddy, but not for a while huh?” Alex asked looking up into his dads eyes.

“Not til next year at least ok baby, we couldn't let you miss out on Christmas,” Mr Wolff smiled seeing the concern in Alex's eyes, he could see the thought of being big scared Alex, and knew it was far too early to think about making him big.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled softly as his dad spread his legs and pulled Alex's diaper up between them and tightly tap it up.

“You cool enough?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex mumbled around his pacifer.

“I guess baby want's to sleep in just his diaper then,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly as his dad sat him up and pulled the onesie of his head, before he lifted Alex up and gently lowered him into his crib.

“You cuddle in tight with Ike, and daddy will be right back with your bottle,” Mr Wolff smiled kissing Alex gently on the forehead.

Alex happily snuggled in with Ike, shifting around a little and hearing his diaper crinkle as he did. It was only a minute before Mr Wolff returned with a warm bottle of milk.

He gently pulled out Alex's pacifier and placed it beside him, before giving Alex another kiss on the forehead.

“Love you Alex, you have sweet dreams,” Mr Wolff said tenderly.

“Love you too daddy,” Alex smiled happily as his dad handed him his bottle, and he began to nurse it as his dad raised the side to the crib, before closing the curtains and the door and leaving Alex to drift off.

“So do we have any plans for today?” Abigail asked softly as Mr Wolff came and sat out on the deck with her and Nat.

“They won't have a lot operating today, just while everyone settles in, but I think once Alex wakes up, we take him and we can explore the ship together.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Alex will like that... if we can drag him away from his cat long enough,” Nat chuckled before Alex's cat jumped on his knee and started head butting him. “Hear me talking about you huh,” Nat said before happily patting the cat.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jul 5, 2017 at 12:45 PM
Content: Convenience, it's a one stop shop.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Aug 25, 2017 at 5:18 AM
Content: Sorry for the long wait, here is some more story for y'all

Chapter 27

It was about three hours later when Alex slowly woke up, he sleepily looked up at the ceiling as he slowly woke up, after a couple of minutes he slowly rolled over and climbed to his feet.

“Mommy, Daddy, I awake now,” Alex mumbled quietly, before bending down and picking up his pacifier and sticking it in his mouth.

Abigail soon walked and lowered the side to the crib and picked up Alex.

“Did you have a good sleep?” She asked softly.

“Uh-huh, did you have a good not sleep?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, but we did miss our little baby,” Abigail said kissing Alex on the head and getting him to smile.

“I missed you guys too,” Alex smiled before hugging his mom tightly as she carried him to the lounge.

“Kitty,” Alex smiled seeing his cat resting beside Nat,

Abigail put him down and watched him waddled over to the couch and clamber up beside his brother and giving him a hug before patting his cat.

“I think kitty missed you,” Nat said softly watching the cat lick Alex's once on his forehead.

“Uh-huh, and you misseded me too huh?” Alex asked with a smile.

“Damn straight,” Nat smiled hugging Alex tightly.

“So little Mr Alex, how about we get some clothes on you and we can go explore the ship?” Abigail asked softly.

“Uh-huh, but daddy coming too huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, and kitty can rest til we come back,” Abigail said.

“Kitty getta rest and sleep,” Alex said softly.

“Right Alex, Lets get some clothes on you,” Mr Wolff smiled walking in.

“Can I just wear a playsuit?” Alex asked softly.

“With Scooby on it?” Mr Wolff asked.

“Uh-huh, I love scooby,” Alex smiled standing up and waddling over to his dad.

“Well lets get you dressed, and Holly will be coming around in a couple of minutes and we get to have a tour of the ship.

“We don't wanna be late,” Alex said happily following his dad back into his room.

It was a couple of minutes later, before Alex returned dressed in an olive green playsuit with Scooby on the front. Before there was a knock on the door.

“That gotta be Holly, we getta go for tour,” Alex smiled as his dad opened the door.

“Hello Alex, you ready to see the ship?” Holly asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, come on guys we gotta ship to see,” Alex smiled excitedly dragging his dad out of the room.

Nat and Abigail just smiled as the followed them out, before shutting the door behind him.

“Alex!,” Jack shouted happily.

“Jack, this boat big.” Alex said happily.

“We gonna get tour,” Jack smiled.

“Uh-huh, we coming too, Nat say we gonna have lotta fun on the boat,” Alex smiled excitedly.

“Looking pretty happy there Alex,” Jeremy smiled softly.

“Jermy!” Alex shouted happily and waddled over and wrapped him up in a hug.

“So, are we ready?” Holly asked softly.

“Uh-huh, lets go,” Jack said happily.

“Nah-uh, I wanna say that,” Alex said softly.

“Ok then Alex,” Jeremy chuckled.

“Lets go,” Alex giggled happily as he grabbed his brothers hand, and leading the way.

“Whoa Alex,” Holly chuckled warmly, as she watched Alex pulling his brother along. “How about I lead the way so you don't get lost,”

“K but we getta see some cool stuff,” Alex said happily.

“Don't worry, I'll show you lots of cool stuff,” Holly smiled.

“Row, Row, Row your boat,” Jack started to sing quietly, before Alex too joined in.

Holly lead them through the ship, showing them the mall areas, the theaters, Activity rooms, playgrounds, restaurants, lounges, pool areas, as well as where the Infirmary was, as well as the changing rooms and the quiet rooms, where Alex and Jack could take naps when ready.

“Where did Alex go?” Abigail asked a little worried, as she couldn't see him.

Everyone quickly looked around, before Mr Wolff spotted Alex at a drink stand.

“Alex don't run off like that,” Mr Wolff said softly, walking over and gently grabbed is shoulder.

“Sorry daddy, but I gotted firsty and wanted get me and jack some bottle,” Alex said softly, looking up at his dad with sad little puppy dog eyes.

“It's alright, just get someone to come with you,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Two bottles of chocolate milk,” The man behind the counter said with a smile as he handed them to Alex.

“Fanx,” Alex said carefully grabbing both bottles and waddling back over to everyone and handing one to Jack.

“Don't worry too much, a lot of people will be keeping an eye on him, don't want anyone to get lost.” The man said softly.

“Thanks, I just worry about losing him.” Mr Wolff said softly as he watched as Holly ushered Alex and Jack over to a couple of deck chairs where they climbed up, and started nursing their bottles.

“I think most the parents here are scared of the same thing, but we all had to go through very thorough security and background checks, we just want to give everyone a little piece of mind, so they can relax a little more.” He said softly.

“And I guess Alex isn't the first big baby you've seen.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Won't be the last either, I thought it was weird at first, but then you see they are just trying to get better like everyone else, even if a little differently.” He said softly.

“Are they all so full on?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Yeah, I don't know how they work it out, but they seem to only come here when they are at a certain stage, which I think must be once their used to it, I guess trying to come here, while your still shy and embarrassed about it.” He said softly.

“I think Alex was at his most shy and embarrassed before this started. But again I think he desperately needed to be little again,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Yeah, we'll you just watch out for the sisters, older or younger, they really seem to adore the babies, and I think Alex being famous will make them flock to him that much more,” The guy said softly.

“I'm just glad to see him happy, the cuddles are nice to,” Mr Wolff smiled as Alex finished his bottle.

“I think he was thirsty,” The man said calmly.

“Lets say he were to get another one,” Mr Wolff began.

“You can hand it into any place you can get a drink when he's finished with it.” The guy said warmly.

“Thanks...” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Aaron,” He said warmly.

“Sonny,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“If you've got any questions, or just want to talk to someone, you know where you can find me,” Aaron said warmly as Alex waddled over and handed him his bottle.

“Can I get....” Alex began.

“Another one?” Aaron asked warmly as he handed Alex another bottle of chocolate milk.

“How did you know?” Alex asked softly.

“The way you chugged down that first bottle, I think we have a thirsty little guy on our hands,” Aaron smiled warmly.

“Fanx, Oh, and Holly say we gotta keep going,” Alex said happily grabbing his dads hand.

“Well, I'll see you around,” Sonny smiled.

“Enjoy your evening,” Aaron said warmly.

“So baby, how's your milk?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“It great chocolate milk,” Alex smiled happily.

“I'm glad to hear,” Mr Wolff said ruffling Alex's hair as the went back to the rest of the group.

They happily continued the tour. It was a couple of hours after they first started the tour.

“Alright, that's the ship. Restaurants will start serving dinner in about an hour and a half, to the left, you can head back to your cabins, to the right, we'll I think it probably will have a lot of fun.

Mr Wolff just smiled and looked at Steve.

“Alright boys, you can have an hour to play, then I think you both are gonna need clean diapers before dinner,” Mr Wolff said warmly as they all entered the playground.

“K daddy, come on Nat, Come on Jermy, me and jack race you too the top,” Alex smiled happily waddling into the playground.

Nat and Jeremy just smiled to each other as the raced Alex and Jack up to the top, pretending to make it seem challenging to beat Alex and Jack.

“Hey, you guys cheated,” Alex giggled hugging his brother.

“Nah-uh, we just bigger,” Nat smiled.

“Don't you know your supposed to let babies win?” A 8 year old girl asked.

“Yeah Nat, babies gotta win,” Alex smiled happily.

“But if we let you win, then you win,” Nat said warmly giving his brother a tight hug.

It was 40 minutes later, during which time Alex had found a foam dart gun and shot his parents with, slid down the slides, jumped into ball pit, and had a ball fight with some of the kids there.

“Alright buddy, I think we should start getting you ready for dinner,” Mr Wolff said coming over to the edge of the ball pit.

“K daddy, but dinner gotta be good,” Alex smiled wading his way through the balls before lifting his arms and his dad picked him up and tightly hugged him.

“Did you have fun?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh, you have fun watching me have fun?” Alex asked softly.

“More than you'll ever know,” Mr Wolff smiled kissing Alex tenderly on the head.

“Alright mister Alex, lets get you ready for dinner... and then we can also see kitty,” Abigail said warmly.

They just smiled as she watched Alex snuggle in with his dad as he carried him back to their cabin.

“Did you have a great afternoon,” Nat asked warmly as his dad lowered his brother onto the couch.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled softly,

Mr Wolff smiled at him.

“Might be an early night baby,” Mr Wolff said softly. Alex was already looking a little bit drained.

“I think dinner, we can go up on deck and watch the boat leave, and then I think its babies bed time,” Abigail said softly, kissing him on the head.

“K mommy, K daddy,” Alex smiled before his kitty jumped up licked him once on the forehead, and Alex happily patted his cat, who seemed to enjoy the attention.

They gave each other love and attention for about twenty minutes, before Abigail swooped in and gently scooped Alex up.

“Right, lets you get you out of that wet diaper,” Abigail smiled warmly as she carried Alex into his room and sat him down on the changing table.

“Bet you misseded this huh,” Alex smiled as his mom gently unbuttoned his playsuit, before pulling it down and exposing an extremely soaked diaper.

“You bet, I did. I missed our little talks over a diaper change,” Abigail said softly.

“I missed you changing me too,” Alex smiled softly.

“I guess that means you want me to give you a bath tonight?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, and we can play with bubbles,” Alex smiled contently, as his mom untapped his diaper.

“You betcha,” Abigail smiled warmly as she began wiping him down.

“We gonna have lotta fun on boat huh?” Alex asked softly as his wet diaper was slipped from under his butt.

“Yeah, you look like you had fun on the playground today,” Abigail smiled as she unfolded a clean diaper.

“Uh-huh, can we go swimming today?” Alex asked happily.

“Not today, sweetheart. We'll go tomorrow ok?” Abigail said softly as she slipped the diaper under his butt.

“It cos today big huh?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yeah, we don't want to have a baby that's too tired, because he had super lotta fun.” Abigail said warmly as she gently oiled and powdered him.

“I like that smell,” Alex mumbled softly.

“I like it too, it makes my baby smell lovely,” Abigail said warmly as she spread his legs and pulled his diaper up between his legs and tightly tapped it up.

“Mommy's perfume makes mommy smell lovely,” Alex smiled as Abigail helped Alex to his feet and gently pulled his playsuit up and buttoned it up.

“You like my perfume,” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, smells like lemon lime soda....... reminds me of mommy,” Alex mumbled a little sadly.

“You miss her?” Abigail asked softly as she gave him a hug.

“Uh-huh, but I not even know her,” Alex mumbled softly as a tear slipped out of his eye.

“She's still your mom, and I know she's really really proud of you.” Abigail said softly.

“Why would she be proud of me? I gotta be a dumb little baby,” Alex mumbled, and Abigail could see he was a little upset.

“Your not a dumb little baby,” Abigail said softly.

“Mommy probably thinks I am,” Alex mumbled, before he quietly started sobbing, and Abigail pulled him in closer.

“She doesn't baby, I think she's just happy that your are able to laugh and smile and have fun,” Abigail said softly as she gently rubbed his back.

“Your just saying that,” Alex sobbed feeling a little better though as Abigail comforted him.

“No, I'm not baby, how about after we get back home, we go and visit your mom and you can talk to her, and you'll know how much she loves you.” Abigail said warmly.

“K Mommy,” Alex mumbled softly, “Fanx for cuddles,”

“It's alright baby,” Abigail whispered before kissing him on his forehead.

“I love you mommy,” Alex mumbled softly.

“I love you to Alex,” Abigail smiled as she lifted Alex onto her hip and felt him snuggling in.

“Mommy?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yeah baby,” She said softly.

“Fanx, for being here for me,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's ok baby, anytime you need me,” Abigail said warmly.

“Fanx Mommy,” Alex said softly.

“Shall we get some din din?” Abigail said softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly, and just kept himself cuddled in with his mom as she carried him out to the living room.

“You alright buddy,” Nat asked softly, seeing the tear stains on Alex's cheeks.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Ok buddy, but if your not, I'm happy to give you cuddles too,” Nat said softly.

“Fanx Nat,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's ok Alex... so shall we get dinner now?” Nat asked.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled and they made there way to a Restaurant.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Aug 30, 2017 at 10:24 AM
Content: Chapter 28

“Hey guys, we have table ready for you guys,” The waiter said warmly and lead them to a table.

Abigail gently lowered Alex into the waiting hichair, strapped him in before sliding the tray in place.

“You sure your ok?” she asked Alex softly.

“Uh-huh I K mommy,” Alex mumbled softly before she kissed him on his forehead.

“Ok baby, but if your not, just say the word,” Abigail said softly and she got another smile out of Alex followed by a lone tear from his eye.

“K mommy, and Fanx he said softly and grabbed her hand and gave it a kiss.

“So I'll be back in just a sec to take some drink orders, would the little guy like some paper and crayons?” The waiter asked softly.

“Uh-huh, yes please,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Ok I'll get that for you know... and I heard from a friend that you like chocolate milk,” The waiter said with a smile.

Alex quietly drew some pictures when the waiter returned with paper and crayons along with a bottle of chocolate milk. The waiter then began to take everyone's drink orders as he brought over some menu's. Abigail decided what she was going to eat, before she shifted her seat closer to Alex's hairchair.

“What you drawing there baby?” Abigail asked softly.

“That me, Nat and daddy and you mommy and we on the boat, and that is kitty,” Alex said softly.

“Pretty picture, I like how I'm giving picture Alex lots of cuddles.” Abigail said getting Alex to smile a little.

“I like when you give real Alex lotta cuddles too,” Alex said softly.

“I like it too,” Abigail smiled, “Now baby, want to pick out what you want to eat?”

“Do they got fries?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh, and they've got nuggets, and they've got little corn dogs, and they got some macaroni cheese if that's what my baby would like?” Abigail said softly.

“Can I havva fries and macoronini cheese?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, you most definitely can, want some ketchup for your fries?” Abigail asked.

“Uh-huh but not my macronini,” Alex smiled.

“Sounds good baby,” Abigail said softly.

“And picture I drawed for you mommy,” Alex smiled handing it to her.

“Fanx baby, it really is beautiful,” Abigail smiled giving Alex a kiss on his forehead.

She just watched as Alex began drawing another picture, he seemed to look more happier than he did earlier.

The waiter soon returned giving everyone their drinks, before taking everyone's orders. Nat and his dad were talking and soon Alex even started talking a bit more as he continued to draw. The waiter came back about 15 minutes later, he handed a bib to Abigail who quickly pulled it over Alex's head.

“Dinner time?” Alex asked a little surprised.

“Uh-huh,” Abigail smiled kissing him on the forehead.

The waiter soon returned giving Alex his dinner, before giving everyone else their food and they dug in, giving Alex a smile as he made a complete mess of his face as he decided to eat with fingers.

“What a mucky puppy,” Nat chuckled as Alex shoveled another handful of macaroni cheese into his mouth.

“Uh-huh, but at least it yummy,” Alex smiled.

“I'm glad, your fries taste good too?” Mr Wolff asked with a chuckle.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled shoveling a handful into his mouth,

“Daddy, after dinner boat gonna go huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“When we doneded can we can just getta some ice cream and go watch?” Alex asked softly.

“Yep, we'll go right to the front, of the ship and we can watch from there,” Mr Wolff smiled quietly.

It was another twenty minutes before everyone finished, and Alex happily smiled around, his faces and fingers and bib covered in his dinner.

The waiter soon came back with a damp cloth which he handed to Abigail.

“From the look on someones face, he really enjoyed his dinner,” The waiter smiled, seeing the mess of Alex's face.

“Uh-huh, it was really yummy,” Alex smiled happily.

“I shall let the chief know,” The waiter smiled.

“Fanx mister waiter,” Alex smiled before his mom began to clean his face and hands with the damp cloth.

We gonna go get ice cream now?” Alex asked excitedly as his mom pulled off his bib.

“Whoa horsie,” Nat chuckled getting Alex to giggle.

Alex just neighed like a horse getting a couple of strange looks from surrounding tables.

“Well baby, while mommy gets you out of your hichair, daddies going to see if we can get another bib for your ice cream,” Mr Wolff smiled, watching Alex impatiently strain against the straps of his hichair.

“Whoa baby,” Nat chuckled as his mom removed the tray before she managed to get him to sit still long enough to unstrap him from his hichair, and helped him to the floor.

“Ice cream?” Alex asked softly as he grabbed his moms hand and dragged her around to grab Nat with his other hand.

“Yep, lets follow daddy,” Abigail said with a smile as Alex dragged them along.

“Hey Nat, do you think they got whales pulling boat like a water horse and carriage?” Alex asked softly as they made their way to the bow.

“I think they gotta engine... but it'd be pretty cool wouldn't it?” Nat chuckled.

“Uh-huh, and then we could ride the whales like cowboys,” Alex smiled happily.

“Why could I see you trying that?” Nat asked with a chuckle giving his brothers hand a squeeze.

Alex smiled happily squeezing his brothers hand. It took about 15 minutes for them to find a couple of deck chairs in which they quickly cuddled up on. While Mr Wolff went about get some ice cream.

Mr Wolff soon came over and handed Nat and Alex some ice creams.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex smiled happily as he began to lick his ice cream.

“It's alright baby,” Mr Wolff smiled.

Alex quietly licked his ice cream. He just finished when the horn blared quickly causing Alex to jump, and Nat just quickly instinctively hugged Alex.

“You ok?” Nat asked softly.

“Uh-huh, just got little scared,” Alex mumbled a little scared.

“But it's safe, nothing gonna hurt you, right?” Nat said softly.

“Cause your here, mommy here, daddy here and nobody hurt cute little baby huh?” Alex mumbled softly.

“That's right,” Nat smiled, giving Alex a kiss on the head.

“Now we gotta be quick, because we don't to miss out on a good spot,” Nat said helping Alex to his feet.

“Yay!,” Alex said happily waddling over to the rails.

“Hold on tight Alex.” Nat smiled warmly, as he felt the propellers start to wind up, before very slowly the ship began to move forward.

“We moving!” Alex shouted happily, watching them start to move. “Bye home, bye Jesse, bye school, bye Juanita,” Alex said happily waving to the city as they got further away.

“Excuse me, but you can't say good bye to me, I'm right here,” Juanita said squeezing through the crowd.

Alex turned around to see Juanita standing beside him smiling.

“Juanita!!!” Alex shouted excitedly as he ran up and hugged her tightly.

“Hey baby,” She whispered softly in his ear.

“Wh-wh-what you doin here?” Alex stammered excitedly.

“Same thing as you, baby,” Laura smiled, squeezing past a couple of people.

“Nah-uh, she not being a baby,” Alex giggled.

“No, but she is trying to get past what you both went through.” Laura smiled warmly.

“She could be a baby like me,” Alex smiled.

“Your not gonna stop til you make someone a baby huh?” Juanita chuckled.

“Nah-uh.” Alex smiled as Juanita continued to hug him.

“I love you,” Alex mumbled softly, as the ship slowly began to pick up speed.

“Love you too, baby” Juanita smiled warmly.

“I not know you come on boat,” Alex said softly.

“I know, mom and dad wanted me to come on the cruise. With you being such a happy little baby, I don't have to be so strong for you, so I can help get past what we went through. Mom and dad, wanted me to take a couple of days before I surprised you, but I managed to convince them to let me do it now, if I promised to take some time for me,” Juanita said softly, gently stroking Alex's hair.

“I thought you better, cos you always able to give me lotta cuddles,” Alex mumbled softly.

“I didn't go through things as bad as you did. So I think it was easier for me to stay strong to help you out... but now I don't need to be,” Juanita said, before Alex tightly cuddled her more.

“If you not do good, I happy give you lotta cuddles, cos you helped me lotsly, and I wanna help you too,” Alex smiled softly.

“It's a deal baby,” Juanita smiled gently kissing him on the forehead.

“Bye bye big statue Lady,” Alex suddenly shouted waving as they past the statue of liberty.

“All right mister,” Abigail said warmly crouching down beside Alex. “I think it's time we got you bathed, in a nice new diaper, and into your nice comfy crib for a story and then bed.”

“Can Juanita come for story?” Alex asked softly.

“Course I can, but Alex gotta be bathed before that.” Juanita smiled.

“Bubble Baffed right?” Alex asked curiously.

“Is there any other kind?” Abigail asked softly. As Alex snuggled in as she picked him up and held him on her hip.

“Your getting heavy,” Abigail said softly.

“I can walk if you wanna, but can I haff a bottle?” Alex asked softly.

“Ok baby,” Abigail said kissing him on his forehead before gently lowering him to the floor.

“I gonna snuggle with Nat and Juanita K mommy?” Alex smiled at her.

“Ok, I'll grab your bottle, you snuggle in tight,” Abigail smiled watching Alex waddled over, grab both Nat and Juanita's hands and pulling them back over to a deck chair, and snuggled in with both Nat and Juanita.

Abigail soon returned with another bottle of chocolate. Alex happily nursed his bottle as Nat and Juanita happily cuddled in with him.

“Great timing baby,” Nat chuckled ruffling Alex's hair five minutes later when it became apparent that Alex had messed his diaper.

“Cos it baff time after bottle huh,” Alex mumbled softly around his bottle.

“Yep, just think, there's a chance that if we were a little earlier you would of pooped in the bath,” Nat said softly.

“And that not gonna clean me huh,”Alex said

“Exactly, and it'd be bad enough mommy having to clean up your poopy butt, let alone a poopy bath,” Nat said softly, stroking Alex's hair as his brother finished his bottle.

“And then you don't getta smell it huh?” Alex smiled cheekily at his big brother.

“Nah-uh, I only like the smell of my own poop and farts,” Nat smiled kissing Alex's forehead.

“Alrighty baby,” Abigail said softly as she came over. “I guess I gotta poopy diaper to change huh?”

“Uh-huh before bath time huh?” Alex smiled as she helped Alex to his feet.

“Yep?” Alex asked softly.

“Where's daddy?” Alex asked softly.

“Daddies running your bath,” Abigail smiled as Alex happily waddled beside his mom, as Juanita Nat, John and Laura followed behind.

“Baff Baff Baff,” Alex chanted happily as the waddled his way back.

“You had a good day today Alex?” Laura asked with a smile.

“Uh-huh, we played on playground it lotta fun.” Alex smiled,

“I bet you had lotta fun,” Laura smiled.

“Uh-huh, I gonna have lotta lotta fun on boat huh?” Alex smiled as they came up to their cabin.

“I bet you will,” Laura smiled.

“Hello baby,” Mr Wolff smiled warmly as Alex waddled in and tightly hugged his dad.

“Hi daddy,” Alex smiled happily.

“Pew, what a stinky baby,” Mr Wolff chuckled.

“I did lotta poopies,” Alex smiled as his dad kissed him on the forehead.

“I can tell, we are obviously feeding you too much,” Nat chuckled.

“Nah-uh cos food yummy,” Alex giggled.

“Well baby, I think we should get you out of that messy diaper and into a nice warm bath filled with the most bubbly bubbles to ever have bubbled bubbles.” Mr Wolff smiled as he picked Alex up.

Mr Wolff soon unbuttoned Alex's playsuit and pulled it off him. Before he lay Alex down.

Mr Wolff gently untapped Alex's diaper before he lifted him by the legs and began wiping his butt down.

“What a messy baby,” Mr Wolff said with a little smile.

“Uh-huh, but it K cos I a baby,” Alex smiled.

“That's right,” Mr Wolff said softly, as he finished wiping Alex down, before sliding the messy diaper from underneath him, before he lowered Alex back to the changing table.

“So did you have a nice a surprise?” Mr Wolff asked warmly as he lifted Alex from the changing table and held him on his hip.

“Uh-huh, I notta know Juanita come,” Alex smiled happily snuggling in with his dad.

“I knew, I just thought you might like a surprise,” Mr Wolff smiled as he carried Alex through to the bathroom.

“I getta lotta surprise huh?” Alex smiled.

“We love to see our baby surprised.” Mr Wolff smiled as he gently lowered Alex into the bath.

“Baff nice and warm,” Alex smiled.

“Gotta feel good after being in that poopy diaper. Huh,” Mr Wolff smiled as Alex began splashing some bubbles around.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled throwing some bubbles at his dad.

Mr Wolff chuckled as he threw some bubbles at Alex, until the two of them had a nice bubble fight for about 25 minutes.

“Right, lets get you washed and then we can dressed for bed,” Mr Wolff smiled softly.

Mr Wolff smiled as he quietly washed Alex, before lifting him out of the bath and drying him off with a towel. He then carried Alex back to the changing table. He slipped a fresh diaper under Alex butt, before oiling and powdering Alex and pulling the diaper up between his legs and tightly tapping it up.

Alex just tiredly smiled at his dad, as his dad massaged his night oil into his chest leaving Alex looking even more relaxed than he did already.

“Lets get you dressed you can say good night everyone, we can then get you a bottle, read you a story to get you to sleep,” Mr Wolff smiled.

Mr Wolff smiled as he lifted Alex off the changing table, before he grabbed a blue footed sleeper with Scooby Do on the front and helped get Alex dressed.

“Go on buddy, go say good night to everyone,” Mr Wolff said gently smacking Alex's diapered butt after he zipped the sleeper up the back.

Mr Wolff just smiled watching Alex waddling into the living room, where he started going around say good night to everyone. Mr Wolff smiled as he got Alex's bottle ready, and soon, he was gently lowered into his crib, bottle in his mouth, Ike snuggled in tightly as his dad started reading him his book.

“Fanx for reading me,” Alex mumbled softly around his bottle as his dad finished the chapter.

“It's alright baby, you have sweet dream,” Mr Wolff smiled kissing Alex on the forehead.

“Love you daddy,” Alex smiled.

“Love you too Alex,” Mr Wolff smiled as he gently raised the crib sides, he was sure Alex had already drifted off by the time he had switched out the lights.

Nat couldn't help but smile seeing Alex peacefully sleeping, after everything Alex had been through, seeing him sleep peacefully never got old. He gently slipped Alex's pacifier into his mouth, which Alex instinctively started to suck, before he undressed and climbed into bed, and soon drifted off.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Oct 4, 2017 at 4:04 AM
Content: Chapter 29

It was about half 5am when Alex woke up, contently nursing his pacifier, before spotting Ike and giving him a hug.

“You have good sleep?” Alex asked his bear quietly.

“Uh-huh I had good sleep,” Alex smiled.

“Uh-huh I gonna do lotta fun today,” Alex smiled.

“You gotta get lonely when I gone so I gonna find you friend,” Alex smiled before he heard the door open.

“Daddy,” Alex smiled softly climbing to his feet as his dad came in and lowered the side to his crib and lifted him onto his hip.

“Good Morning Alex, you sleep good.” Mr Wolff smiled carrying Alex out to the living room.

“Uh-huh, I sleep good, you sleep good?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh I slept great.” Mr Wolff smiled.

“So I was thinking, maybe we get you a bottle, and we can find a nice deck chair, and watch the sun come up.” Mr Wolf said warmly.

“Can Ike come?” Alex asked softly.

“Course he can, we don't want him to miss out on the sunrise do we?” Mr Wolff smiled softly.

Mr Wolff then gently kissed Alex on the forehead as he lowered him to the floor, grabbing a bottle for Alex, he then grabbed his hand and made their way up to the deck. He then found a deck chair facing the right direction, laying down on it, before Alex climbed up and snuggled in tight.

“Daddy, we gotta find a friend for Ike,” Alex mumbled softly around his pacifier.

“I thought you were his best friend,” Mr Wolff said gently stroking Alex's hair.

“Uh-huh, but he get lonely when I not there, so we gotta get him another friend,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Did you have any idea on who would be a good friend for Ike?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh.....” Alex mumbled looking around before seeing Scooby on his Sleeper. “Uh-huh, we getta got scooby,”

“Ok Alex, how about after the sun comes up, and we get you changed and have breakfast we go find Scooby,” Mr Wolff smiled softly.

“Nah-uh we gotta go before breakfist,” Alex said matter of factly.

“We'll see,” Mr Wolff smiled as he hand Alex his bottle which he soon began to nurse.

Mr Wolff couldn't help but smile as Alex nursed his bottle stretching his feet inside is sleeper.

“It pretty,” Alex mumbled around his bottle as the sun started to come out.

“It is isn't it,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Pretty like mommy huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Yeah pretty like mommy,” Mr Wolff smiled. “I'm glad how much you two mean to each other.”

“You gonna marry her?” Alex mumbled around his bottle.

“Would you like that?” Mr Wolff asked.

“Uh-huh, cos I don't want want her ever go way,” Alex mumbled around his bottle.

“So shall I propose then?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh, can I prose too?” Alex asked smiling.

“You want to propose that mommy be your forever mommy?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh, uh-huh,” Alex asked excitedly.

“I think we need to sneak Nat away from mommy and we can all do something together,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled, “And mommy not gotta know?”

“Yep, because we all love mommy very much and we want to give her a nice surprise to show her how much,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“But I love her this much,” Alex mumbled extending his arms as far as he could.

“Nah-uh,” Mr Wolff teased. “I think you love her more,”

Alex just smiled.

“Love you daddy”

“Love you too baby,” Mr Wolff smiled as they both happily watched the sun.

It was about half an hour later, when Mr Wolff decided it was time to go.

“Right buddy, I think it's time we go get that diaper changed, and see if Nat and Mommy are up for breakfast?” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Nah-uh, we gotta get scooby first,” Alex smiled.

“Buddy, I don't think they'll be open,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Can we see first?” Alex asked softly climbing to his feet.

“Ok buddy,” Mr Wolff smiled, “But lets get that butt changed,”

“K daddy,” Alex smiled happily waiting for his dad to climb to his feet, before he grabbed his hand and happily waddled along side of him. It wasn't too long before they got to their cabin and opened the door.

“Go on Alex, go wake em up,” Mr Wolff smiled seeing as they weren't up yet, before he watched Alex happily waddle through to their bedroom, to wake Nat up first.

Alex clambered onto Nat's bed and crawled over to him before snuggling in, just hard enough to cause Nat to stir.

“Morning Alex,” Nat mumbled tiredly as he slowly woke up.

“Morning Nat, it time to get up, cos we gonna have breakfist and gonna find scooby,” Alex said happily.

“Do I gotta get up?” Nat asked softly.

“Uh-huh, cos then we can go swimming?” Alex smiled kissing Nat on the forehead.

“Ok baby, go wake up mommy and I'll get up,” Nat smiled grabbing his little brother, and kissing him tenderly on his forehead.

“I gonna wake up mommy,” Alex smiled as he crawled to the edge of the bed and with a little difficulty climbed of it, before happily waddling into his mom and dads room and climbed on their bed.

“Hi mommy,” Alex smiled softly as he snuggled in with her.

“Hello baby, you have a good sleep?” Abigail said warmly.

“Meow” Alex cat said happily jumping onto the bed and snuggling in with them both.

“Hello kitty,” Alex said softly, gently patting his cat, “I had good sleep and then me and daddy goed watch the sun rise,”

“I bet it was beautiful,” Abigail said warmly.

“Uh-huh, beautiful like you,” Alex smiled.

“Awwww, that's sweet Alex,” Abigail said kissing him on his forehead.

“Mommy gonna get up? Cos then we get breakfist, and Ike lonely so we gonna get him Scooby as his friend,” Alex smiled happily.

“Not just Ike's friend, mommy thinks,” Abigail said warmly

“Scooby gonna be my friend too huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Well look at your jamies and your diapers, I'm surprised you haven't demanded him already,” Abigail said warmly.

“Scooby the best huh?” Alex smiled,

“Don't let Ike hear you say that,” Abigail chuckled.

“Ike knows I love him lotsly, super lotsly infact,” Alex smiled.

“That's right, must be why he gets lonely when your not here,” Abigail said warmly.

“Uh-huh, so you gotta get dressed and we gotta get scooby and have breakfist,” Alex smiled happily.

“If I gotta get dressed then I think my baby, gotta get a diaper change, maybe he should get dressed too,” Abigail said warmly.

“K mommy, but we be ready soon huh?” Alex smiled.

“Yep, we be ready soon,” Abigail smiled, before watching Alex give his cat a few more pats before he crawled to the edge of the bed, and climbed off and waddled straight into his dad.

“Changing time for little baby,” Mr Wolff said scooping Alex up.

“K daddy, but I wanna wear scooby clothes today,” Alex smiled as he snuggled in with his dad.

“I think we can manage that. So after we get breakfast and scooby, you wanna do a bit of swimming?” Mr Wolff asked as carried Alex to the changing table in his room.

“I can swim in my diapers?” Alex asked softly, as his dad stood him on the changing table and unzipped his sleeper and undressed him from it.

“Not those one, but they have special swimming diaper for you, they have Nemo on them,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“I got lotta special stuff huh,” Alex said as his dad lay him down, before he untapped his diaper.

“That's cause your a special baby,” Mr Wolff smiled as he began to wipe down down Alex, before slipping the diaper out from under him.

“The specialist huh?” Alex smiled as his dad unfolded a new diaper before sliding under Alex, before oiling and powdering him, before pulling the diaper up between his legs and tightly tapping it up.

“You betcha,” Mr Wolff said smiling before gently kissing Alex on the forehead.

Alex smiled as his dad helped him up before grabbing a Scooby playsuit and dressing Alex in it, before lifting him off the changing table.

“Someone looks ready for a fun day of funness,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Uh-huh, Nat look ready too,” Alex smiled as Nat existed the bathroom, freshly showered.

“I'm ready, I'm ready, I'm ready,” Nat said imitating spongebob getting Alex to laugh.

“Can I havva bottle while we wait for mommy?” Alex asked softly as they entered the living room.

“Sure you can buddy, and I'm sure you can also get lotta of cuddles from kitty,” Mr Wolff smiled watching Alex climb up on the coach, and not too long later his cat jumped up and snuggled in with him.

Mr Wolff soon brought over a cold bottle of milk which Alex happily nursed as Nat came in and cuddled him on his other side.

“I hear you want mommy and daddy to be married,” Nat whispered quietly to his brother.

“Uh-huh, and we gonna prose mommy be our forever real alive mommy,” Alex smiled around his bottle.

“But we gotta keep it a secret from her until then huh?” Nat whispered.

“Uh-huh and then we surprise her and she so happy we getta lotta cuddles,” Alex smiled proudly around his bottle.

“You know buddy, I think we'd getta lotta cuddles anyway,” Nat smiled pulling his brother in tight and hugging him, getting Alex to giggle.

“Having fun you two?” Abigail asked warmly watching Nat hugged his brother as Alex smiled around his bottle.

“Uh-huh Nat lotta fun, and we gonna go to the champ?” Alex smiled around his bottle.

“Champ?” Nat asked confused.

“Uh-huh Champiline,” Alex smiled.

“Doofus, it's a trampoline,” Nat chuckled giving Alex a quick tickle.

“Your trampoline,” Alex giggled before Nat tickled him again causing Alex to squirt milk out his nose which caused them both to laugh more.

“Am I gonna have to get my baby a bib?” Abigail chuckled

“Your a bib,” Alex giggled.

“Nah-uh your a bib,” Abigail chuckled.

“Nah-uh, I a baby, if I a bib then I gotta be a biby,” Alex smiled happily.

“And a very cute biby at that,” Abigail laughed.

“The cutest biby huh mommy,” Alex smiled as he finished his bottle.

“The very cutest, and probably the very hungriest and the very want to find his scoobiest,” Abigail smile.

“Time for scooby finding and breakfist, Yay!” Alex screamed happily, as he excitedly climbed to his feet.

“Ok my little bundle of Joy, choose whose hand you want to hold and we shall be off,” Mr Wolff smiled before Alex happily grabbed his mom's hand and soon waddled towards to the door.

Mr Wolff couldn't help but smile as he watched Alex happily waddling along, it had been a hard few years, and although he wished Alex could still be big, he mostly happy to see him so happy.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Nov 27, 2017 at 11:03 AM
Content: Chapter 30

“They closed... why they closed,” Alex mumbled as he stood outside the shop, he could see the scooby toy he wanted through the window.

“They need to have breakfast too,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“But I want scooby!” Alex mumbled upset.

“You can have scooby but you have to have breakfast first.” Mr Wolff said softly as he stroked Alex's hair.

“But I wanna him now!” Alex cried.

“I know sweetheart, he wants it too, but we need to wait until after breakfast before the shop people open up the shop.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“But... but... but...” Alex cried.

“He will still be here when we get back, and then you can see Juanita and Jack and Jeremy when we have breakfast.” Nat said softly.

“What if he not....” Alex cried.

“I don't see anyone else around here wearing scooby diapers and a scooby playsuit... I'm pretty sure he will still be here waiting for you,” Nat said softly.

“And baby that faster we go and have breakfast the faster we can get back here and wait,” Abigail said softly.

“K...... K” Alex mumbled trying to stop crying.

“Come on buddy, lets go,” Nat said softly extending his hand which Alex grabbed and waddled beside his brother to the restaurant.

“What made you sad?” Juanita asked as she spotted Alex waddling along side his brother, tear stains still on his cheeks.

“He wanted a scooby toy, but the shop wasn't open yet,” Nat supplied squeezing his brothers hand.

“You'll get your scooby toy baby, just got to have breakfast first,” Juanita said softly wrapping Alex up in a hug.

“And do you think I'd let anyone get it before you... I'd beat someone up if they tried to get it first,” Nat whispered in his ear.

“Fanx Nat.... Fanx Juanita,” Alex mumbled softly.

“So shall we get food in that tummy?” Abigail asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled and followed along, he was soon scooped up into a highchair, and strapped in, before the tray was slid in place.

“Alex!” Jack exclaimed happily.

“Hey Jack,” Alex mumbled softly.

“You K?” Jack asked seeing Alex was sad.

“I wanna scooby,” Alex mumbled.

“You gotta lotta scooby.... scooby clothes and scooby diapers.” Jack said happily.

“But this scooby toy, he gonna be mine and Ikes friend...” Alex mumbled softly.

“You gonna be good friends wiff scooby,” Jack said softly.

“So buddy what did you do this morning?” Jeremy asked warmly.

“Me and daddy gotted up early and we goed and see'd the sun come up.” Alex mumbled softly.

“I bet that was really cool,” Jeremy said with a smile.

“Uh-huh, it lotta cool and lotta beautiful like mommy,” Alex said softly finally flashing a smile on his face.

“Oh aren't you the sweetest,” Juanita cooed at him.

“That what mommy and daddy sayed,” Alex blushed.

“And did you have good pats with your kitty?” Juanita asked

“I had lotta good pats, kitty love pats,” Alex said happily.

“I gotted a kitty... it sayed meow” Jack said matter of factly.

“Uh-huh and my kitty purrs and give me kisses,” Alex said happily.

“My kitty notta give me kisses,” Jack said sadly.

“Alright boys, lets sort out breakfast,” Mr Wolff smiled at them.

Abigail smiled as Alex picked out what he was going to have breakfast. When it arrived, she watched as he shoveled down his breakfast before draining his bottle and waiting impatiently for everyone else to finish.

“Can we get scooby now,” Alex whined straining against the straps of his highchair.

“Ok baby, lets clean you up, and then you and me can go and wait,” Abigail said softly standing up, having just finished her breakfast.

She grabbed a damp cloth from a waiter, and wiped down Alex's face and fingers, before she removed the tray unstrapped him from the highchair and lowered him to the floor.

“Wait for me,” Juanita smiled as she stood up and followed Alex and Abigail and they all made their way back to the shop, which still wasn't open yet.

“So what does baby have planned, once he has got his scooby?” Juanita asked seeing Alex was impatiently banging on the door, he stopped and turned to her.

“Gonna go swimming and gonna go play on the tramps.” Alex said softly. “Daddy say they got special nemo diapers so I can go swimming,”

“So we are gonna have a wet playful baby, and bouncy baby,” Juanita smiled softly.

“Uh-huh, cos waters wet huh?” Alex mumbled.

It was quarter of an hour later during which time Nat and Mr Wolff had joined them, before the shop opened.

“SCOOBY!!!!!!” Alex shouted happily waddling over as fast as he could and grabbing his scooby soft toy and giving him a hug. “You gonna be my friend, and Ike's friend and gonna be friends wiff kitty even though you're a doggy.”

“I hope you haven't been waiting too long,” The shop assistant said with a smile.

“He's been waiting since before breakfast,” Nat smiled softly.

“Oh dear,” The shop assistant said smile fading.

“It's ok, he's happy now,” Nat smiled watching his brother spin in a circle hugging his scooby.

“He did have breakfast though?” The shop assistant said a little concerned.

“Oh yeah, we managed to convince him to have some food while he waited.” Nat smiled.

“Whoa baby.... too many more circles and you will get dizzy,” Abigail chuckled putting a hand on his shoulder.

“And then I fall down huh?” Alex mumbled feeling a little unsteady on his feet.

“Uh-huh, and that might hurt scooby,” Juanita chuckled.

“Nah-uh, not wanna hurt scooby.” Alex mumbled happily.

“So buddy, how about you come over here so we can pay for scooby, and then how about we take him back to Ike before we go swimming.” Mr Wolff said beckoning Alex over to the counter.

Mr Wolff smiled as the shop assistant let Alex scan scooby so he didn't have to let him go, Mr Wolff paid and soon Alex was waddling happily behind his father back to their room. Once he was let in, he waddled through to his crib and introduced scooby and Ike to each other, and talked to them both for 5 minutes.

“Right buddy... shall we go swimming?” Nat asked softly.

“Uh-huh, lets go,” Alex smiled happily grabbing his brothers hand, and he was soon waddling up to the top deck where the pools were.

“Right Little man, lets get you ready,” Mr Wolff said happily as Alex waddled over and they disappeared into a changing room. Mr Wolff unbuttoned Alex's playsuit and undressed him, before lifting him on the changing table.

He untapped the wet diaper and began to wipe him down.

“Fink Ike and scooby gonna like each other?” Alex asked as his dad grabbed a swim diaper from the dispenser and unfolding it, before sliding it under Alex's butt.

“I think they will, they've both got you in common,” Mr Wolff smiled, as he oiled and powdered Alex' before pulling the swim diaper up between his legs and tightly tapping it up.

“They both my friend huh?” Alex smiled softly.

“Uh-huh, and kitties your friend too,” Mr Wolff smiled lifting Alex off the changing table.

“I gotta lotta friends,” Alex happily sung to himself and waddled beside his dad, back to the pool side. Abigail had commandeered a deckchair by the pool, and Nat and his dad took off their shirts before they made their way to the pool side. Nat jumped in, and Alex very awkwardly climbed in beside him.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Dec 6, 2017 at 2:01 AM
Content: Chapter 31

Alex swam with his brother and dad, and was soon joined by Jack Jeremy, Juanita and their parents. They swam most of the morning Alex and Jack splashed everyone who came within range and it wasn't too long before Mr Wolff helped him out of the pool where Abigail was waiting with a towel.

“Do I gotta get out?” Alex asked as Abigail wrapped him up in a towel.

“Uh-huh, because it's lunch time, then it's babies nap time.” Abigail said softly.

“Do I gotta nap, we on boat,” Alex asked as his mom dried him off.

“Yes baby, we don't want a little guy whose completely pooped out do we?” Abigail said with a smile.

“Nah-uh, wanna a lotta energy baby.” Alex smiled.

“Right lets change your butt and get you dressed,” Abigail smiled grabbing Alex's playsuit and lead him to the changing room. A Mother was already in there with her two year old, as Abigail lifted Alex onto the changing table.

“Looks like you've got your hands full,” The mother said softly.

“Just a little,” Abigail chuckled as she untapped Alex's swim diaper and began to wipe him down.

“What's it like dealing with a baby that big,” The mother asked not trying to sound rude.

“A bit more of a handful than the one you have there, but for Alex it allows him to be happy and feel safe after all he's been through,” Abigail said as she slid the swim diaper away and disposed of it.

“I'm sorry to hear that Alex was involved in that attack,” The mother said softly.

“Not bad things.... not wanna talk about bad things,” Alex mumbled upset as Abigail unfolded one of his diapers.

“Sorry Alex, you don't have to talk about the bad things,” Abigail said softly as she slid the diaper under his butt.

“Sorry Alex” the mother said, as she redressed her baby.

“So what brings you on the cruise if you don't mind me asking?” Abigail asked as she oiled and powdered Alex.

“My daughter has a brain tumor, they gave her 6 months a year ago, but she keeps battling through,” The Mother said sadly. “Funnily enough your sons music helped get her through all the treatments... she cried all night when she heard about... the bad things.”

“Would you and your daughter like to join us for lunch, She can meet Nat and Alex... though it might not be the same with Alex being a baby,” Abigail said softly as she pulled the diaper up between Alex's legs and tightly tapped it up.

“I don't want to intrude...” The mother began.

“Nonsense, I think Nat will love to hear how his music helps others and Alex will probably be happy with a cuddle,” Abigail said warmly as she stood Alex up and dressed him in his playsuit.

“Are you sure... it would mean the world to her, to meet Nat and Alex,” The mother said softly.

“I insist,” Abigail said softly.

“I'm Susan,” The mother said, adjusting her baby on her hip.

“Thatta my tutor names.... when I big I mean,” Alex blurted out, and Abigail just smiled at him.

“I'm Abigail,” Abigail said softly.

“Well I think we should get the rest of them, if we are having lunch together,” Abigail smiled as she grabbed Alex's hand.

They made their way outside, Nat and Mr Wolff were waiting for them.

“We are going to have lunch with Susan, and her family,” Abigail announced to them.

“Sounds good, I'm Sonny,” Mr Wolff said extending a hand, which Susan shook.

“I'll go get Melissa and my husband,” Susan said softly and she disappeared for a bit, while Abigail filled Nat and Mr Wolff in on why they were having lunch with Susan.

“Mommy.... she gonna be sad, that I'm a baby,” Alex said looking a bit bothered.

“She will understand sweetheart, she was upset about the bad things, she will understand you need to be a baby to get passed it.” Abigail said softly.

“Nah-uh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh, she will just be happy to meet you and Nat,” Abigail said softly.

“Nah-uh cos she wanna us do autgraf but I not big enough,” Alex frowned.

“Baby could draw her a picture, I'm sure she will love it to death,” Abigail said stroking Alex's hair.

“Nah-uh, not wanna her die cos picture,” Alex said looking alarmed.

“Not like that sweetheart,” Abigail said kissing Alex on the forehead before lifting him onto her hip and feeling him snuggle in.

When Susan returned with her family and they introduced themselves they made their way to one of the restaurants.

“Oh my god! I can't believe I get to meet you,” Melissa said excitedly, she was thin and her bald head was wrapped in a pink bandanna, but her face was full of excitement.

“Nah-uh, you just say that,” Alex mumbled frowning.

“No she's not Alex,” Nat said softly.

“I love your guys music, and I hated to hear what happened to you,” Melissa said softly her excitement fading a little.

“Nah-uh,” Alex frowned.

“Uh-huh, she play your music ALL the time,” Susan smiled.

“But we not do music anymore,” Alex frowned more.

“That's only because....” Melissa began

“The bad things?” Abigail supplied.

“Yeah, if it wasn't for the bad things,” Melissa said softly.

“But now I little baby,” Alex frowned.

“So?” Melissa said softly, “If it helps you be happy again,”

“But....” Alex began.

“Nah-uh no buts, being a baby helps you, like listening to your music helped me,” Melissa said softly.

Abigail finally put Alex in his highchair and strapped him in, while Susan put her son in a highchair too, Melissa sitting in between Alex's highchair and Nat.

“How music help you?” Alex asked still frowning.

“It gave me hope, and just made me feel better,” Melissa said softly.

“I'm glad our music meant so much to you,” Nat said warmly.

“I'm glad I get to meet you both and no Alex I don't care you have to be a baby... you make a cute baby like my brother,” Melissa said going a little red.

“What you brothers name?” Alex asked.

“His name is Marvin,” Melissa said softly.

“Nah-uh, cos that Nat's middle name” Alex frowned.

“Yep, I told mom and dad your guys names when he was born and they liked Marvin, so Marvin he is,” Melissa said, Nat blushed a little, but Alex for the first time in while smiled.

Abigail came over and slid the tray of his highchair in place before she handed him a bottle, some crayons and paper.

Melissa watched as Alex nursed his bottle before he picked up some crayons and started to draw. She happily chatted to Nat and Alex, who chatted a bit, but was concentrating on his picture. Abigail soon came over and worked out what Alex wanted for lunch, and he was surprised 20 minutes later when a bib was pulled over his head.

“Lunch?” Alex asked looking up surprised.

“Almost, have you finished your picture?” Abigail asked.

“Uh-huh... Melissa I drawwed pictured for you,” Alex mumbled shyly.

“Thanks Alex,” Melissa said happily although she couldn't quite work out exactly what he had drawn, but she figured it was a picture of Alex and Nat hugging with her. “I shall treasure this picture forever.”

Lunch soon arrived, and Alex made a complete mess of his face and fingers as he ate,

“Good food Alex,” Melissa asked seeing Alex's face was more messy than Marvin's.

“Uh-huh,” Alex said simply.

Alex nursed another bottle, his mom handed to him, he continued to chat with Nat and Melissa.

“Uh-oh,” Melissa said twenty minutes later when she smelled someone had messed their diaper, she was pretty sure it was Alex.

Alex blushed, and Nat could see he was ready to cry.

“Baby doesn't need to be upset, babies can't control when they poop.” Nat said softly.

“Yeah Alex, it's ok, you can't control it,” Melissa said softly trying to make Alex feel better.

“But.. but...” Alex mumbled

“Remember what I told you Alex, it doesn't bother us that you pooped, we just want you to be happy... and baby doesn't need to worry cos he' on a boat.” Nat said softly.

“Yeah Alex, it's not as stinky as when Marvin poops,” Melissa said still trying to make Alex feel better.

“More stinky cos I bigger,” Alex sobbed.

“Ok, maybe more stinky but it's ok cos you can't control it.” Melissa said standing up and wrapping Alex in a hug.

“Why you hug me?” Alex sobbed.

“Because your sad... and babies need cuddles when they are sad.” Melissa said softly. “And you did draw me a special picture, it's the least I could do,”

“You like picture?” Alex mumbled trying to stop crying.

“Uh-huh, I love it,” Melissa said warmly.

Alex soon felt better, and happily chatted to Melissa and Nat for another half an hour before Abigail spoke to him.

“Alright little man, I think you could do with a diaper change before your nap.” Abigail said wiping down his face and fingers before she removed his bib.

“Lotta stinky huh?” Alex mumbled softly as Abigail removed the tray to his highchair and unstrapped him.

“Uh-huh, super lotta stinky, but Alex is a baby so it's ok, we still love him,” Abigail said lifting Alex out of his highchair and onto the floor.

“Bye Alex, you have a good nap,” Melissa said, before Alex waddled over and hugged her.

“Bye,” Alex mumbled softly hugging her before waddling back over and grabbing his moms hand.

“Might see you around,” Susan said with a warm smile to Alex, who gave a little tired smile back before he waddled along side his mom back to the cabin.

She lifted Alex onto the changing table, undid the back of his playsuit and pulled it down to Alex's ankles before she help him lie down.

“Mommy is proud of you baby,” Abigail said softly as she untapped his diaper exposing poop that had gotten everywhere.

“Why proud?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Because baby made Melissa happy and drawed her a picture and gave her cuddles, which she will always remember.” Abigail said softly.

“Nah-uh... she just remember that I poop and she gonna laff.” Alex mumbled softly.

“She won't laugh baby, she knows you being a baby is helping you out,” She said softly as she began to wipe away the poop.

“She be disappointed that I baby... she not like it,” Alex mumbled.

“Of course she's disappointed, but only because the bad thing happened that made you need to be a baby... she's not disappointed in you sweetheart,” Abigail said lifting him up and wiping down his butt.

“I could be big and then she not disappointed.” Alex mumbled.

“She would be disappointed, because then you would be miserable... she just wants you to be happy like we want you to be happy,” Abigail said as she slid the messy diaper away and disposed of it.

“Ya fink?” Alex asked softly, watching as his mom unfolded a fresh diaper before she slid it under his butt.

“Uh-huh,” Abigail smiled as she rubbed oil onto Alex's diaper area, and then covered it in powder, before she pulled the diaper up between his legs and tightly tapped it up.

Alex didn't say anything but felt better as his mom helped him to his feet and redressed him in his playsuit, before buttoning that up the back.

“Right baby, you climb in your crib, and mommy will get you a bottle,” Abigail smiled gently tapping Alex on his diapered butt and watching him waddle over and climb up into his crib.

When she came back, Alex was snuggled in with Scooby and Ike, and had his cat resting happily upon his tummy.

“Kitty going to sleep with baby huh?” Abigail chuckled as she kissed Alex on his forehead before handing him his bottle.

“Uh-huh,” Alex giggled before he started to nurse his bottle.

“Well so long as baby gets some sleep,” Abigail chuckled and raised the side of Alex's crib before leaving the room shutting the door behind her.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Dec 14, 2017 at 12:36 PM
Content: Chapter 32

It was a couple of hours later when Alex woke up, and was instantly licked on the forehead by his cat.

“Kitty,” Alex mumbled sleepily, reaching up and patting his cat.

“Meow,” the cat meowed, getting a giggle from Alex, before she started to bunt Alex on the head.

Alex happily patted his kitty for 20 minutes.

“So kitty this scooby, not need be scared he a doggy cos he gonna be our fwiend,” Alex said happily showing scooby to the kitty, who meowed again before licking scooby.

“Kitty like scooby huh,” Alex smiled getting another meow from his cat.

“Good afternoon baby, have a good sleep?” Abigail asked with a smile as she opened the door and saw Alex and his cat giving each other love.

“Mommy,” Alex mumbled happily “Uh-huh I had good sleep then I give kitty lots of love,”

“That's great to hear... so baby should we get you up and find Nat and daddy?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh and then we can play on the tramps,” Alex smiled happily climbing to his feet.

“Sounds good,” Abigail smiled as she lowered the side to Alex's crib and helped him out of it.

“Canna haff a bottle first?” Alex asked

“Sure you can sweetheart,” Abigail smiled, leading Alex to the fridge.

“Fanx mommy,” Alex smiled happily before he started to nurse his bottle.

Once Alex was finished he waddled along side his mom, and soon found Nat and his dad relaxing by the pool, Alex waddled over quickly and wrapped them up in a hug.

“Have a good sleep baby?” Nat asked softly.

“Uh-huh, I sleepeded wiff kitty,” Alex smiled happily.

“I bet you and kitty loved it,” Mr Wolff smiled kissing Alex on forehead.

“Uh-huh.... but now we gotta go play on tramp,” Alex smiled happily.

“Good idea, because I think Jack and Jeremy are going to be there too,” Nat smiled.

“Yay, jack and Jermy” Alex said happily grabbing his brothers hand and waddling beside them, as they followed their parents to the tramp rooms.

“Jack! Jermy!” Alex shouted happily as he let go of his brother and waddled over and hugged them,

“Alex!” You havva good nap... I havva good nap,” Jack said happily.

“Uh-huh, I gotted to sleep wiff kitty and Ike and Scooby,” Alex said happily.

“Sounds like little Alex had a great nap,” Jeremy said with a smile.

“Uh-huh... but now we gotta play on tramp.” Alex smiled happily.

“Alright little man,” Nat smiled, and watched as Alex and Jack happily ran in and began bouncing on the tramp, Nat and Jeremy following behind.

Abigail Mr Wolff and Steve watched with a smile, loving how happy their boys were as they bounced about.

“So what's Alex been up to,” Steve asked warmly.

“Did lots of swimming this morning, after we got him his Scooby toy of course. We had lunch with one of Nat and Alex's fans, who has terminal cancer and she wasn't bothered at all that he had to be a baby.” Abigail said smiling as she watched Alex and Jack bounce into each other.

“How did Alex take it?” Steve asked softly.

“He was concerned that she'd be disappointed in him. He did get quite upset when he pooped at lunch, but Melissa and Nat made him feel better.” Abigail said softly.

“Alex and Jack are so lucky to have Nat and Jeremy, I don't know of anyone more supportive than those two.” Steve said softly.

“That they are,” Mr Wolff said with a smile, watching Nat and Jeremy playing with Alex and Jack.

It was a couple of hours later, when Alex and Jack bounced over to their parents Nat and Jeremy following behind them.

“I guess you two want a bottle,” Mr Wolff chuckled.

“Uh-huh, lotta bounce makka lotta firsty.” Jack said happily.

“Uh-huh lotta firsty,” Alex smiled snuggling in with his dad.

“Well come on boys, lets go get you some milk,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Lets go.” Alex smiled happily waddling along side his dad.

“Having a good day?” Mr Wolff asked Alex.

“Uh-huh... specialy cos Melissa not mad I gotta be little,” Alex said softly.

“Baby was a big brave boy wasn't he,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Uh-huh lotta brave, but lotta scared,” Alex said.

“Well you can't be brave if your not scared,” Mr Wolff said ruffling Alex's hair.

“Ya fink?” Alex asked.

“Uh-huh, and daddy is proud of how brave his little man is,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Fanx daddy,” Alex smiled happily.

The soon arrived on the top deck, and got bottles for Alex and Jack, Alex happily dragged his dad to a deck chair, his dad sat down and Alex climbed up next to him and snuggled in.

“After a bit of cuddles huh?” Mr Wolff said warmly stroking Alex's hair.

“Uh-huh, lotta cuddles,” Alex smiled around his bottle.

Mr Wolff just smiled as he stroked Alex's hair while he nursed his bottle.

“Daddy?” Alex asked finishing his bottle.

“Yeah baby,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“Can we watch a movie?” Alex asked softly.

“How about once we've had dinner, we go back to the cabin and you me Nat and mommy can snuggle on the couch and watch a movie... kitty might even snuggle in too.” Mr Wolff said warmly.

“And canna we have bottle and popcorn?” Alex asked happily.

“Uh-huh, and we can give baby lots and lots and lots and lots of cuddles.” Mr Wolff said with a smile as he gave Alex a big hug.

“Love you daddy,” Alex said contentedly.

“Love you too sweetheart,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“So we still have a little bit to go before dinner, should we let our babies play on the playground?” Steve asked warmly, seeing Alex and Jack had finished their bottles.

“Uh-huh, lets go,” Jack said happily.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled, but Mr Wolff could tell he would have been just as happy staying there cuddling him.

“You sure you want to play baby?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Uh-huh, because Jack be sad if I notta play... and play is fun.” Alex said giving his dad a squeeze.

“Ok sweetheart,” Mr Wolff said warmly tenderly kissing Alex on his forehead.

“We can snuggle on the way to play,” Alex smiled happily.

“Ok baby, that sounds like a good idea,” Mr Wolff smiled, watching as Alex got up waddled over to the drink stand and gave back his bottle.

Mr Wolff got up and scooped Alex up, feeling Alex snuggle in, as he followed Jack and Steve to the playground.

“Comfy?” Nat asked his brother with a smile.

“Uh-huh, lotta comfy,” Alex smiled back at Nat over his dads shoulder.

Mr Wolff lowered Alex to the ground when they reached the playground, and Alex happily grabbed his brothers hand and dragged him after Jack and Jeremy to play.

“Have a good cuddle with Alex?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Yeah, if he didn't want Jack to not feel sad, I think he would have been quite happy just to cuddle with me until dinner.” Mr Wolff smiled.

“He's a little trooper, I think most the time he's quite happy to just go with the flow.” Abigail smiled.

They watched as the boys played, and had a playfight in the ball pit before Mr Wolff called them over.

“Have a good play little man?” Mr Wolff asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, lotta good play,” Alex smiled cuddling in with his dad.

“So I think it's probably a good idea if we changed you diaper before dinner,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled.

“I love you daddy,” Alex smiled.

“Love you too Alex,” Mr Wolff smile.

“And I Love Nat, and I Love Mommy,” Alex smiled happily looking at them.

“We love you too,” Abigail and Nat smiled back at him.

“Right lets go get that butt changed,” Mr Wolff smiled grabbing Alex's hand and leading him to the changing room.

Steve followed with jack, and both had their playsuits undone before they were lifted onto the changing tables.

“Daddy... fanx for not being mean that you gotta change my diaper.” Alex mumbled softly as his diaper was untapped and Mr Wolff began to wipe him down.

“Of course I'm not going to be mean, baby can't help it he needs diapers and daddy love his baby very much,” Mr Wolff said with a smile.

“You not even get mad when I poop...” Alex mumbled softly.

“Of course I'm not going to get mad, and mommies not going to get mad, and Nat doesn't get mad... he even gives you cuddles after you poop and are feeling sad doesn't he.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Uh-huh, and he tell me that it ok cos I can't control it huh,” Alex mumbled.

“That's right little man,” Mr Wolff smile sliding the wet diaper away from Alex before unfolding a clean diaper and sliding it under his butt.

“You guys the bestest family in the whole world,” Alex mumbled happily as his dad oiled and powdered him.

“And your the best baby in the whole world,” Mr Wolff smiled, spreading Alex's legs and pulling the diaper up between them and tightly tapping it up.

“Hey,” Jack called out with mild indignation.

“Sorry Jack,” Mr Wolff chuckled.

“It K... It just cos Alex your baby huh?” Jack said softly.

“So dinner time?” Mr Wolff said helping Alex to his feet and redressing him in his playsuit.

“Yay dinner,” Alex smiled happily.

“Alex hungry?” Mr Wolff teased with a smile.

“Uh-huh, lotta hungry... lotta play make Alex lotta hungry,” Alex smiled raising his arms and his dad picked him up again.

“Baby in snuggly mode?” Mr Wolff whispered in Alex's ear.

“Uh-huh, lotta snuggles,” Alex said happily as his dad carried him out.

“Must be why baby wants to watch a movie, so he can snuggle with everyone,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Uh-huh... and fink scooby and Ike can snuggle and watch movie too?” Alex asked softly.

“Of Course they can sweetheart,” Mr Wolff said warmly.

Alex happily cuddled in with his dad, as they made their way to the restaurant, and a bit too soon was lowered into his highchair and strapped in, before his dad slid the tray in place.

“Did you have good cuddles with daddy?” Nat asked Alex, taking a seat next to his brother.

“Uh-huh... and we gonna watch movie tonight so can give everyone lotta snuggles.” Alex smiled happily.

“What movie are we going to watch?” Nat asked softly.

“You choose,” Alex said happily, and Nat could see Alex was just wanting an excuse to cuddle with everyone.

Alex and Jack soon had bottles of chocolate milk given to them, as well as some paper and crayons.

“So little man, what did you want for dinner?” Abigail asked warmly coming up beside him with a menu.

“Food,” Alex said happily looking up from the picture he was drawing.

“What kind of food?” Abigail chuckled.

“What they got?” Alex asked. “Do they got pizza?”

“They do have pizza... would my little man like some pizza?” Abigail asked warmly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled at his mom.

“So, did little man enjoy giving daddy lots of cuddles this afternoon?” Abigail asked.

“Uh-huh, I love giving you all lotta cuddles,” Alex smiled happily.

“I can't wait for the movie to get snuggles from you,” Abigail smiled.

“Mommy can have a quick snuggle now.” Alex smiled raising his arms.

“Thanks sweetie,” Abigail said bending down and getting a hug from Alex.

“It K Mommy,” Alex smiled happily giving her a big cuddle.

“Right baby, you continue to draw your picture and mommy will let you know when dinner is ready.” Abigail smiled kissing Alex on his forehead.

“K Mommy,” Alex smiled at Abigail before returning to his picture.

Abigail smiled as she returned to her seat and watched Alex drawing his picture as he happily chatted to Jack Nat and Jeremy. Soon the waiter came and took their orders and it wasn't too long before a waiter came over and handed Steve and Abigail bibs for Alex and Jack.

“Almost dinner time sweetheart,” Abigail smiled as she stood up and pulled the bib over Alex's head.

“Yay... cos I lotta hungry... and canna haff nother bottle?” Alex asked happily.

“Sure you can little man,” Abigail smiled and ruffled Alex's hair.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Nov 13, 2018 at 12:08 PM
Content: A/N: Well it's only taken me 11 months, hopefully it's not going to take another 11 months for the next chapter, unfortunately my old pc bit the dust, and I lost everything I had written and I wasn't in the right mood to rewrite what was lost.

Chapter 32

“Wow! Baby must have been hungry, his dinner is all gone,” Abigail exclaimed with a smile as she grabbed a damp cloth and came over to wipe down his face and fingers.

“Uh-huh, lotta lotta hungry but now I lotta full,” Alex smiled.

“That's good to know, and was his food yummy?” She asked as she finished cleaning him up.

“Uh-huh, and milk was yummy and then we get doned and getta watch movie,” Alex smiled

“You gonna watch movie? Jeremy and daddy and Juanita gonna ready me on top of boat,” Jack smiled happily.

“Uh-huh gonna watch movie and getta lotta cuddles and cuddles for scooby and Ike and kitty....... Kitty gotta get fooded mommy” Alex said with sudden realization.

“Well little Alex would like he can say good bye to everyone, and then we can go and feed kitty and when Nat and daddy are ready they can come and watch our movie,” Abigail said warmly.

“Uh-huh, lets do that and kitty give me kisses cos she get food huh,” Alex smiled straining against the highchair straps and he excitedly tried to get out.

“I think kitty would give you kisses anyway,” Abigail chuckled as she removed Alex's bib, took away the tray and unstrapped him before lowering him to the floor.

“Bye Alex, have fun movie,” Jack smiled at Alex.

“Uh-huh bye Jack, hope book good,” Alex smiled back before he waddled off saying goodnight to Jeremy, Juanita, John, Laura, Steve.

“Does baby Alex want us to hurry up?” Nat asked as Alex came around and cuddled in.

“Nah-uh, Nat and daddy don't gotta hurry, me and mommy gotta food kitty and then we get snuggle, so not gotta hurry... but don't gotta be forever too.” Alex said happily.

“Ok buddy, you have fun feeding kitty and I promise Dad and I want be forever,” Nat smiled giving his brother a kiss on his forehead. Alex soon waddled over got a hug and kiss from his dad, before bouncing his way over to Abigail and grabbing her hand.

“Where did Alex go? All I see is a kangaroo” Abigail chuckled getting Alex to giggle.

“Nah-uh, I just bounce like kangroo” Alex giggled as he bounced a couple more times before waddling beside his mom as they made their way back to the cabin.

“Kitty!!!! We gonna get you food!!!” Alex called out loudly as Abigail let him into the Cabin.

Abigail couldn't help but smile as Alex's cat came scampering out from his room, she suspected the cat had been sleeping in Alex's crib.

Alex giggled as his kitty affectionately meowed and he squatted down and started to pat her.

“Does we got kitty food?” Alex asked suddenly looking concerned.

“I think they knew baby was going to get a kitty, because it was already here,” Abigail smiled as she went into the fridge and got out a sachet and emptied it into the cats bowl.

“Kitty go eat and we getta lotta cuddles later,” Alex smiled as his cat meowed, gave him a lick on the forehead before running off to eat.

Alex happily watched his cat eat for a bit before he looked up at Abigail.

“Kitty like food huh?” Alex asked

“Uh-huh, kitty like food just like baby likes food,” Abigail smiled warmly.

“ 'Fore daddy and Nat come can we go and snuggle?” Alex asked pointing at the one of the chairs on the balcony.

“I believe we can do that,” Abigail smiled and opened the sliding door and watching Alex stand back up and waddle over. She sat down and Alex quickly climbed up and snuggled in.

“You having a good time on the boat?” Abigail asked.

“Uh-huh. Lotta fun fings to do, and still get lotta cuddles,” Alex said contently.

“I'm glad to here, and of course your still going to get lots of cuddles,” Abigail smiled gently stroking his hair.

“Where boat actually go?” Alex asked curiously.

“Well we go all the way down around Florida and go to New Orleans for a few days and then we come back.” Abigail said softly.

“I been there before,” Alex said softly.

“I know, your daddy tells me you have friend who live there,” Abigail said softly.

“Uh-huh, fink they wanna see me now I baby?” Alex asked with a little apprehension.

“Well, before we came on the boat, your daddy rang Onita, explained what was happening and asked if they wanted to meet up for lunch while we were there. So they know you need to be little, and want to know something?” Abigail asked softly.

She just felt Alex shrug, and knew he was a little scared of what she might say.

“Onita, and Little Grace, and especially Big Ella all insist we go and stay the night at there house, so they can show you how much they love you.” Abigail said gently.

“Ya fink? Or you just tricking?” Alex asked sounding a little bit skeptical.

“Nah-uh, mommy doesn't just think, mommy knows,” She said with a smile.

“Big Ella gonna wanna play wiff me huh?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, she always wants to play with you, it's just last time you couldn't” Abigail said giving Alex a gentle squeeze.

“Hope it not scary,” Alex mumbled.

“Don't you worry baby, Mommy and Daddy and Nat and Ike and Scooby will all be there to help baby not feel scared, but it's ok if he's shy.” Abigail smiled.

“You not want me shy?” Alex asked,

“Nope, mommy wants a happy laughy baby,” She chuckled before she gave him a tickle.

“Nah-uh that Tickles,” Alex giggled.

“Tickling tickles?” Abigail asked doing it again.

“Uh-huh,” Alex giggled again.

Abigail kept tickling him at a playful pace for another five minutes before Nat and Mr Wolff entered the Cabin.

“Well if I had of known the tickle monster was here I would have taken my time,” Nat grinned at his brother squirming on the balcony floor as his mom continued to tickle him.

“Lotta tickles, Save me Nat,” Alex giggled squirming around.

“She's too strong for me, but I know who can help,” Nat laughed disappearing to the room before coming back with Scooby and Ike who he threw gently to Abigail who then pretended to fight with them before sinking to the floor beside Alex and pretending to be unconscious.

“Mommy K? Alex asked a little concerned as he crawled over to check on her.

“What happened?” Abigail asked softly.

“Mommy K?: Alex asked again.

“Uh-huh, mommy thinks she just got infected by the tickle monster,” She said flashing a smile at Alex who smiled right back.

“But tickle monster gone though huh?” Alex asked softly.

“For now,” Abigail chuckled before Alex gave her a big hug.

“So Little Man, Daddy expected baby to have everything for the movie all ready to go,” Mr Wolff said lightheartedly.

“Lotta food for kitty and cuddles and gotta little tickles, no time for stuff,” Alex giggled before crawling over to his dad and giving him a big cuddle.

“Well in that case,” Mr Wolff smiled as he picked Alex up feeling him snuggle in. “How about daddy puts you on the couch and you can cuddle Nat and scooby and Ike and kitty, daddy can get baby a bottle and some popcorn and mommy can pick a movie for us to watch.”

“Uh-huh.... but you gotta head kiss first,” Alex smiled before his dad did just that.

Mr Wolff then smiled as he sat Alex down on the couch beside his brother, Abigail passed Scooby and Ike along.

“Fanx for saving me from the tickle monster,” Alex said affectionately as he cuddled in with his brother. “You too Ike and Scooby,”

“I think if we didn't have a movie to watch, baby would have been happy to keep getting tickled by the tickle monster,” Nat said with a smile, as he gently ran his fingers through Alex's hair.

“Why everybody do that?” Alex asked softly.

“Do what?” Nat asked.

“They pat me like I kitty,” Alex said softly.

“You know what Alex... I have no idea. Does baby not like it?” Nat asked.

“Nah-uh, baby like it... make me feel calm,” Alex said happily.

“Is that your way of saying don't stop?” Nat asked with a little chuckle.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled happily before watching Abigail turn the TV on, holding the remote ready to start the movie once his dad was ready.

“What movie you pick?” Alex asked softly.

“Nah-uh, don't want to spoil the surprise,” Abigail teased, getting a smile from Alex.

She smiled as she watched Nat and Alex. She knew Alex had a big heart, it she couldn't say how immensely wonderful it was to see that not only was he still able to love, but that now he could show it too. But Nat probably impressed her more, god knows how badly he suffered before and gods knows how much he missed a big happy Alex, how much he missed the music they made together, and she knew how much Nat wanted Alex to grow up by his side. It would be easy for him to be so bitter and resentful, it would be easy for him to be angry, it would be easy for him to despise that Alex was a baby. Nat never did that, there was anger, bitterness and resentment no doubt, but he never directed it towards his brother, never let Alex catch a glimpse of it. He would vent to Simon and she knew his dad had spent time with him, writing and playing songs, nobody really needed to hear them, but she knew it was something Nat needed to do. But mostly Nat put his own wants and desires second to his brothers. Alex being happy was what Nat desired most. He had said as much, Mr Wolff had been reading Alex the first Harry Potter book, and it was Christmas, and Harry and seen his parents in the Mirror of Erised. Alex had asked Nat what he think he would have seen and Nat told him. “You Happy”. That had earned Nat one of the biggest hugs Alex had ever given. And here he was still, doing everything he possibly could to make and keep Alex happy.

She was disturbed from her trance of amazement as a piece of popcorn bounced of her forehead.

“Thanks Alex,” She chuckled as he giggled around his bottle before she started the movie.

Abigail didn't focus too much on the movie, Alex cuddled with his brother as he finished his bottle and had some popcorn. After half an hour he crawled over the couch a little and cuddled in with his dad for half an hour before half an hour later standing up and waddling over to her and cuddling in.

“Baby doing the rounds,” She whispered, seeing a tired smile appear on his face. He did too, he didn't want anyone to feel left out, so if he was in a cuddly mood you were guaranteed a hug.

“Mommy gotta baff me 'night.” Alex mumbled softly.

“I know, daddy was too onto it last night and baby was baffed before mommy even knew it,” Abigail whispered.

Alex was half asleep when the movie finished.

“Canna we watch another one?” Alex asked softly.

“Not tonight sweetheart, baby has to have his bath or he'll be all stinky, but maybe in a couple of days, we can bath you early and watch movies until you fall asleep.” Abigail said warmly.

“K mommy... fink kitty wanna baff with me?” Alex asked as he climbed to his feet.

“Mommy knows kitty doesn't want to bath.... cos kitties hate baths.” Abigail chuckled before she lead Alex to the bathroom.

Nat smiled as 20 minutes later Alex came back freshly bathed and in his jamies.

“I gotta say good night,” Alex said giving his brother a hug.

“Well I'm gonna head to bed now too, if we're quick dad can read to us a little bit,” Nat said warmly.

“Love you Nat,” Alex smiled happily helping his brother up, but wrapping him up in another hug.

“Love you too buddy,” Nat smiled and tried to hug and guide Alex to their room at the same time.

Mr Wolff was waiting by Alex's crib, scooby, Ike and kitty were all waiting for him. And once he finished his hug with Nat, Alex was helped into his crib and tucked in before being handed his bottle.

Nat undressed and got into bed too, and they both drifted off to their dad reading.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Dec 3, 2018 at 1:56 AM
Content: Chapter 34

It was around 7:30, when Alex woke up the next morning, and found his pacifier in his mouth which he gently nursed as he slowly woke up. He sleepily smiled as he felt his cat stir and she sensed he awoke and let out a gently meow before she climbed up on his chest, gave him a quick lick on the forehead and started loudly purring.

“Kitty,” Alex mumbled happily reaching up and giving her a pat.

He happily patted his cat for a few minutes before he heard the door open.

“Good Morning sleepyhead,” Nat said warmly, “Did the late night make baby super tired?”

“Morning Nat,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier with a smile as he watched Nat walk over and lower the side to his crib. “Lotta late night huh?”

“Uh-huh, it's been a while since I woke up before you,” Nat said with a smile.

“Cos I always snuggle you to wake up huh,” Alex smiled contently.

“You must certainly do, and it's a wonderful way to wake up,” Nat said gently.

“You coulda snuggled me to wake up,” Alex said happily.

“Nah-uh, baby was to adorable asleep to disturb,” Nat said giving kitty a quick pat.

“So kitty, if you hop off Alex, we can get him out of bed and he can give you breakfast.” Nat smiled as Alex cat meowed happily and jumped out the crib.

“Kitty get breakfist then baby get breakfist huh?” Alex said rolling over and slowly climbing out of the crib.

“Uh-huh, but I think mommy and daddy will probably want to change your butt before baby gets breakfast,” Nat smiled giving his brother a hug.

They hugged for about a minute, before Alex looked down at smokey.

“Come on kitty lets food you,” Alex mumbled happily leading Nat and the cat out of the room.

“Good Morning Alex,” Abigail said warmly from the table.

“Morning mommy, I gotta food kitty,” Alex smiled happily.

“Baby can food kitty, and then if baby wants he can have a bottle with mommy,” She smiled pointing to a bottle of milk on the table.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled, before Nat helped him get some cat biscuits and put them in the cats bowl, he also held his hand out and let smokey lick the flavor of his fingers.

He soon stood back up, waddled over climbing on his moms knee as cuddling in.

“Have a good sleep?” She asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled, before Abigail gently took out his pacifier and handed him his bottle.

“Baby had a big huge long sleep because we funned him out yesterday didn't he,” Abigail said gently stroking Alex's hair.

“Uh-huh, and baby gonna do lotta fun to make up for big huge sleep,” Alex smiled around his bottle.

Alex looked around the room and he nursed his bottle.

“Where daddy?” Alex asked softly.

“He just went to the bathroom, he will be back soon enough, to cuddle you and get you changed,” Abigail said happily.

“Would baby like a cuddle and change,” Mr Wolff smiled walking back in.

“Daddy!” Alex smiled happily.

“You finish your bottle and snuggle with mommy, daddy can wait,” Mr Wolff said warmly as Alex shifted a little as though he was going to get off.

“K daddy,” Alex smiled around his bottle.

Abigail smiled as Alex finished his bottle, before giving her one big hug before he climbed off and waddled over this his dad who scooped him up.

“I getta cuddle everybody,” Alex said happily as he cuddled in.

“Uh-huh and we all get to cuddle you,” Mr Wolff smiled.

Mr Wolff carried Alex back into his and Nat's room as Alex happily snuggled in.

“So little man, shall we change you butt and daddy can give you lots of cuddles all the way to breakfast?”

“Uh-huh, gotta be dry dressed baby, before cuddles and food,” Alex smiled happily as his dad stood him on the changing table and began to undress him.

“I think it's a good idea to get you dry because your diaper is soaked,” Mr Wolff chuckled getting Alex to giggle as he looked down, before stepping out of his pajamas and his dad helped him lay down.

“Fink, Jack and Jermy and Juanita wanna do paint?” Alex asked softly as his dad untapped his diaper and began to wipe him down.

“I don't know, why don't we ask them at breakfast, if not I'm sure Nat will,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Nat do everything huh?” Alex asked.

“That he does, that's why when we are home mommy and daddy don't let Nat come straight home after school a couple of days, so he can do things with the band, and do stuff.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“He the bestest,” Alex smiled happily as the wet diaper was taken away and a fresh diaper slid under his butt.

“He is, isn't he,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Uh-huh... Fink we canna do somefing for him?” Alex asked softly as he was oiled and powdered.

“We most certainly can, does baby have an ideas what we can do?” Mr Wolff asked softly, pulling the diaper up between Alex's legs and tapping it up.

“Nah-uh, can give him lotta cuddles, but I wanna have him something for when he at school,” Alex said softly.

“Well when baby does his painting, daddy will try and find something we could do,” Mr Wolff said with a smile helping Alex sit up and giving him a cuddle.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled as his dad lowered him to the floor.

“Baby certainly loves to keep daddy busy if we have to something for Nat and Mommy,” Mr Wolff smiled getting a big grin back from Alex.

“So I think we should get you dressed and get you feed,” Mr Wolff smiled grabbing a onesie and some red shortalls and helping get Alex dressed before he lifted him up and felt Alex snuggle in.

“Lets get some breakfast,” Mr Wolff smiled as he carried Alex collecting Nat and Abigail before making their way down to the restaurant.

Alex smiled over his dads shoulder to Nat and Abigail who gave him a warm smile back. They soon entered the Restaurant and Alex was lowered into his highchair and strapped in before the tray was slid in front of him.

“Alex!” Jack said happily from his highchair. “You guys late,”

“Uh-huh lotta sleep,” Alex smiled, “You have lotta sleep?”

“Uh-huh, but not as lotta sleep as you,” Jack smiled,

“Does you and Juanita and Jermy wanna do painting? I wanna do painting,” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh we canna do painting, might even get some on paper,” Jack said happily.

“So did you watch a good movie last night?” Jeremy asked Alex.

“Uh-huh, and I gotta lotta cuddles wiff mommy and daddy and Nat and I gotted tickled by the tickle monster,” Alex smiled happily.

“I bet baby just wanted an excuse for lots of cuddles,” Juanita chuckled.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled nodding, before his dad come over popping a bib over his head.

“So what does Alex want to eat?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Food..... Pancakes.... pancakes food,” Alex said excitedly.

“Pancakes? Pancakes? Pancakes?” Mr Wolff asked with fake indignation.

“Uh-huh,” Alex giggled.

“Oakily Doakily, did you want syrup on your pancakes?” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Uh-huh, and can bottle be juice?” Alex asked softly.

“Juice? Juice? Juice?” Mr Wolff asked again, getting Alex to laugh.

“Daddy being silly,”

“Silly? Silly? Silly?” Mr Wolff said chuckling as Alex laughed harder.

“Your daddy funny,” Jack giggled.

“Nat's daddy,” Alex giggled.

“Nah-uh, Alex's daddy,” Nat chuckled.

“Nah-uh both your daddy,” Mr Wolff chuckled.

“Love you daddy,” Alex smiled.

“Love you too Alex,” Mr Wolff said giving Alex a kiss on the forehead, “And daddy will get you pancakes and juice for breakfast.”

“Fanx daddy,” Alex said happily.

“Hey Nat, mommy say we gonna see Little Grace and Big Ella,” Alex said softly.

“You looking forward to it?” Nat asked softly.

Alex just shrugged.

“You a little scared?” Nat asked softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled.

“Well don't you worry about it too much, it's still a few days away that you need to fill with the funnest fun to ever fun, and me, mommy and daddy will all be here to make you feel better.” Nat said softly.

“Fink they gonna laff?” Alex asked softly.

“There is no way they would laugh at you, they are like Juanita and Rosalina and Jeremy and me. Only thing is Big Ella is going to follow you around everywhere,” Nat said with a reassuring smile.

“Fanx Nat,” Alex said softly.

“It's ok buddy,” Nat said warmly, leaning over grabbing Alex's hand and giving it a squeeze.

“Why they got no paper and crayons?” Alex asked curiously.

“I think they know were are going to do some painting and don't want you all drawed out,” Jeremy chuckled.

“You have good book wiff Jack last night?” Alex asked

“Uh-huh, and I know you had good cuddles... I mean movie,” Jeremy teased warmly.

Alex smiled.

“Alex would cuddle til the cows came home,” Juanita laughed.

“They got cows?” Alex asked confused.

“Jeremy is secretly a cow,” Juanita joked

“Mooooooooo!” Jeremy moo'd

“Mooooooooo!” Alex moo'd back giggling.

“Moooooooo!” Jack joined in happily.

“Oh dear they have all become cows,” Steve laughed from the other end of the table.

“It's a pity, because cows can only eat grass and not the yummy breakfast the waiters are bringing over.” Mr Wolff smiled.

Alex smiled and licked his lips as a plate of pancakes covered in syrup as well as a bottle of juice were placed on the tray of his highchair.

Abigail was in quickly with a damp cloth once Alex had finished his pancakes, and he was a sticky syrupy mess.

“Baby is more syrup than baby... did he get any in his mouth,” She joked thoroughly clean his face and fingers before taking away the bib.

“Uh-huh... and it was lotta yummy.” Alex smiled happily, as Abigail quickly wiped down Alex's bottle which was covered in syrup too.

“Mommy is glad that baby is getting so much food he finds yummy,” She said warmly.

“Yummy food the best... did mommy have yummy food?” Alex asked.

“Uh-huh, it was delicious” Alex smiled happily.

“Fink we able to bake some cookies on boat?” Alex asked.

“We can just grab cookies if we want them,” Abigail said softly.

“Nah-uh, I wanna bake some cookies wiff you,” Alex smiled softly and Abigail could see he wanted a bit of one on one time.

“Mommy will try find out, and if we can't we'll find something just for the two of to do ok?” Abigail said warmly.

“Uh-huh, Fanx mommy.” Alex said warmly.

“Are you going to be fine for a few more minutes?” Abigail asked.

“Uh-huh, I finish bottle,” Alex smiled grabbing his bottle and nursing it as he looked around and watched Jack getting cleaned up by his dad.

It was a couple of minutes later, Alex had finished his bottle and both he and Jack we're taken from their highchairs and lowered to the floor.

“Paint time?” Jack asked softly.

“Uh-huh, Paint time huh mommy” Alex smiled happily looking up at his mommy.

“Mommy, thinks you two are going to end up more painted than the painting,” Abigail chuckled and Alex and Jack giggled.

“Alex want a quick cuddle before we go?” Juanita asked softly.

“Uh-huh, you not getta cuddle me before so lotta cuddles” Alex smiled and waddled over and wrapped Juanita up in a hug. They cuddled for a few minutes before Alex grabbed her hand and waddled beside her as they may their way to the arts room.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jun 16, 2019 at 2:17 AM
Content:

Wyatte said:

I like the latest chapter please keep writing. Also if you still have your dead computer's hard drive what you already wrote can still be recovered.

[End of quote]

Unfortunately I don't have the money to get someone else to do it, or the know how to do it myself. But on the brightside true to my word it didn't take me 11 months for the next chapter. I might try to not post everything I've written at once, which should hopefully give me time to continue writing.

Chapter 35

It was mid afternoon a few days later, Alex had already had his nap, and they had been allowed into the kitchen to bake some cookies with the help of one of the Chefs.

“Fink they gonna taste lotta nice?” Alex asked softly licking the mixture of a spoon as the cookies were put in the oven to bake.

“Uh-huh, I think I might have to keep you here to make cookies they are going to be so good” The chef said with a smile getting Alex to smile in return.

“I thought I might find you two here,” Holly said as she walked across the kitchen.

“Hi Holly,” Alex smiled happily.

“Hi Alex, having lots of fun?” Holly smiled back at him.

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled happily.

“I just wanted to catch up with you. Just heard that we are expecting to sail through a pretty big thunder storm tonight and I know you noted that Alex isn't a big fan of them.” Holly said softly.

“That's one way of putting it,” Abigail smiled.

“Anyway, we do have a couple of options available, as there are quite a few here who don't like thunder. Depending on what you and Alex feel like. If Alex is feeling exceptionally brave, I'd say just stay in your cabin, though he can change his mind of he'd like. If not the bow lounge, wouldn't be a bad option, you can read to him, or you can watch the lighting and thunder will be quite muffled to try and ease him into it. If not we have a couple of places he could watch a movie... how has been about being in an actual movie theater since...”

“He hasn't, Once he got out of hospital there were only a handful of places he went, and we haven't tried since he's been little.” Abigail said softly.

“If you would like we could take him to one of the theaters while his cookies bake, just to see if it's going to stress him out, and if it is we can set up a couple of loungers in one of the activity rooms and you can watch something in there, just so he doesn't have to deal with the thunderstorm.” Holly said softly.

Abigail looked up at Alex, who had cleaned up the spoon, and didn't seem to have followed their conversation.

“I think it's probably the best time to find out, so then we know for the future.” Abigail said softly.

“Hopefully it's not upsetting for him,” Holly said softly.

“Right Mister,” Abigail smiled gently at Alex. “I'm sure Romano, will happily keep an eye on our cookies, but Holly and I want to quickly check something out for tonight, ok?”

“K,” Alex said softly before happily turning to the chef. “If cookies ready 'fore we get back, you canna have the first one... but notta eat them all or I be sad I don't get any,” Alex smiled happily.

“Thank you Alex, I'll make sure to save you one or two,” Romano chuckled getting Alex to giggle, before he lifted him of the bench and watched as he waddled over and grabbed Abigials hand, and they headed off.

“What we gotta do?” Alex asked softly after a couple of minutes.

“Well there is a thunderstorm coming tonight, so we want to see if being in a movie theater is going to upset you,” Abigail said softly, and Alex stopped in his tracks.

“What if it does?” Alex asked softly.

Abigail turned around and crouched down to look into his eyes.

“If it does we can do something else, and we can work with Simon to get it to the point that it won't upset you. But lets see if it will or it won't. Mommy will be here with you the whole time, and if you do get scared let me know... ok?” Abigail said softly.

“K Mommy,” Alex said softly before Abigail stood up and waddled beside his mom.

They made it to theater and carefully made their way inside while it was empty. Had it happened gradually there may have been hope of getting him out before he got upset, instead in a flash Alex saw everything he'd seen and experienced inside the theater that fateful day. He trembled for a few moments before he screamed and howled, Abigail scooped him, holding him tight and quickly got him out of room.

“It's ok baby, it's ok” Abigail said softly trying to calm Alex down, gently stroking his hair and rubbing his back as she held him trying to make him feel safe and secure.

“Not K.... Not wanna 'member mommy!!!” Alex howled.

“I know baby, I don't want you to either,” Abigail said as she tried to do everything she could to calm him down. He was still going half an hour later, when Nat and Mr Wolff came in too and wrapped him up in a hug, Holly having used a radio to get someone to find them and bring them to Alex.

“It can't hurt you baby,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“It already did!!!!” Alex screamed, “They all scream! Everyone scream! Lotta Scream, Not Stop Scream! And then bang and bang and bang and lotta blood and more bang and bang and bang and peoples heads explode and lotta blood and brain and blood and shoulder hurt and people scream and cry and he laugh and BOOM! And head hurt and tummy hurt and everything hurt and still lotta blood... too much blood.”

“Alex, it can't hurt you anymore... I won't let it hurt you anymore,” Nat said quietly as a tear slid out of his eyes. He glimpsed his parents faces and saw the tears in their eyes.

They all knew how badly Alex had struggled to comprehend and process things before, and they all knew being little would make it even more harder for him to do so. But seeing it was tough, so was hearing from Alex what he saw.

“We're here for you sweetheart, we are here for you,” Abigail said softly.

Alex was pretty quite after another 40 minutes when they had finally calmed Alex down.

“I'm sorry,” He cried softly.

“You don't need to be sorry Alex... I'm sorry, I'm sorry you had to go through that, and I'm sorry that sometimes you remember. But me and mommy and daddy love you to the moon and back.” Nat said softly.

Alex slowly looked up at Nats face.

“I'm sorry,” Alex cried softly.

Nat just kissed his brother on his forehead, and hugged him for longer.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jun 22, 2019 at 1:16 AM
Content: Going to try the whole post a chapter right a chapter approach, have a little buffer but hopefully it'll motivate me to keep momentum going

Chapter 36

“Better check on cookies,” Alex mumbled quietly after another 20 minutes.

“Alex...” Abigail said a bit concerned.

“Cookies!” Alex growled a little, Abigail could tell it wasn't an angry growl, but more a desperate attempt to keep it together.

“Ok baby, lets go check your cookies, but we can't tell Nat and daddy about it, it's supposed to be a surprise remember.” Abigail said gently.

“What's a surprise,” Mr Wolff said a little tentatively.

“Nah-uh it's a surprise,” Alex mumbled with the faintest flicker of a smile. Mr Wolff could see Alex was trying very hard to forget, and he thought it was best they tried to help, for now at least.

“I like surprises” Mr Wolff said feigning excitement.

Alex stared into his dads eyes. Mr Wolff stared back and though he could still see the fear pain and hurt in them, could also see them thanking him for playing along.

“Its alright Alex,” He said softly and kissed Alex on the forehead.

Abigail soon carried Alex off to get their cookies, halfway there he squirmed to be put down, Abigail could see it was just him trying to put on a brave face.

“Baby can always get more cuddles later on if he wants them,” Abigail said softly.

“Fanx mommy,” Alex mumbled and Abigail could see he was emotionally spent.

They soon arrived back at the kitchen, and Romano happily came over to them with a box tied up with a Ribbon.

“I don't want to spoil it Alex, but your cookies are amazing, and if later you wanted to come back and make some more, your more than welcome too,” Romano said gently, presenting the cookies to Alex.

“Fanx,” Alex mumbled as appreciatively as he could.

“Uh-uh-uh,” Romano smiled as Alex turned to waddled away. “You don't think I wouldn't leave a cookie out for you to eat now, would you?” Roman said before grabbing a plate from the bench and handing presenting it to Alex. “I think a cookie would be a good pick me up,”

“Nah-uh, cookie too small to pick me up...” Alex mumbled as a drained effort of a joke.

“Drats... well I guess you'll just have to pick it up... and eat it... and poop it out later.” Romano smiled, and was pleased to see the faintest flicker of a smile and he knew that was the absolute most Alex could muster up right now.

“Fanx,” Alex mumbled quietly handing Abigail the box and grabbing the cookie before taking a bit and turning to leave.

“Uh-uh-uh,” Romano teased. “What's a cookie without a bottle of milk”

Abigail gave him an appreciative smile, she could tell he heard what happened and was trying to make Alex feel a little better.

“Fanx.... fink we make cookies 'fore get there for friends?” Alex mumbled softly.

“You betcha,” Romano said warmly, you enjoy your cookie and bottle and we'll see you back here soon.”

Alex ate his cookie and drunk his bottle as they left the kitchen.

“We have half an hour until dinner. I think we should changes babies diaper, then what would baby like to do?” Abigail said softly.

She just watch him shrug.

“Shall we feed kitty?” Abigail asked.

“Uh-huh,” Alex said softly.

“Question for you though little man, when mommy changes you, would you like some of your night lotion?”

Alex finished his cookie and nursed more of his bottle before he answered.

“Please mommy,”

“Ok, sweetheart, we shall do that for you.” Abigail said softly.

“Fanx mommy,” Alex mumbled softly, nursing the rest of his bottle as he waddled beside her back to the cabin.

Once they arrived at the Cabin, Abigail put Alex's cookies and bottle on the bench, and carried him to his changing table, where she undid his play suit and pulled it down to his ankles before laying him down.

She grabbed a pacifier and Alex willingly accepted it and began to nurse, before Abigail untapped his soaked diaper and began to wipe him down.

“Baby feeling a little bit better than before?” She asked softly.

“Uh-huh, Alex mumbled softly and she slid the wet diaper away and replaced it with a clean one.

“Mommy is sorry baby had to go through that,” She said as she oiled and powder him, before pulling the diaper up between his legs and tapping it up.

Alex just quietly nursed his pacifier watching as his mommy grabbed some of his night lotion and massaged it into his chest. She saw him inhale it and begin to look a lot more calmer than before.

“Shall we feed kitty and then baby can give Nat and Daddy their surprise?” Abigail asked softly.

“Uh-huh” Alex mumbled as he was helped up and redressed in his playsuit, before his mom lightly tapped his diapered butt.

“Kitty” Alex mumbled softly waddling to the kitchen, and Abigail wasn't too surprised to see the cat come running, though she had thought maybe he'd been too quiet.

Alex squatted down to pat the cat, his cat sensing he was still a bit upset climbed up and licked him on his forehead, before gently head butting his face.

“Fanx kitty.... but gotta food you,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier, and Abigail handed him the bowl of cat food to give to kitty.

“Here go kitty, I gotta give Nat and daddy surprise and snuggle and kitty can join in once you eated.” Alex mumbled softly, and very faintly smiled when she meowed in reply.

Alex soon stood up and Abigail handed him the box of cookies and watched him waddled over to the couch and climb up and snuggle with his dad and brother.

“I bakeded these for you,” Alex mumbled softly and handed them the box to open.

“Thanks Alex. I know they are going to taster really really really really good,” Nat smiled.

“Fanx Nat,” Alex mumbled softly.

“It's ok baby.... I love you,” Nat said softly kissing Alex on his forehead and grabbing a cookie once his dad opened the box. “Mmmmmm these are the best cookies ever,”

“Oh let me try one,” Mr Wolff said warmly grabbing a cookie and taking a bite. “Mmmmm they are better than the best cookies ever,”

Alex faintly smiled before cuddling in between his dad and brother.

“Mommy have cookie too?” Alex mumbled softly.

“Yeah, mommy will have a cookie too,” She said warmly walking over and grabbing one.

“Mmmmm, no wonder Romano wants to keep baby to make cookies,” She said warmly after she took a bite.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jul 10, 2019 at 2:04 AM
Content: Sorry for the delay, I've been a bit sick.

Chapter 38

“Right buddy,” Mr Wolff said softly half an hour later, during which Alex's cat and jumped on his lap, purring loudly as she gently head butted him and he gave her lots of pats. “Shall we go have some dinner?”

“Uh-huh... gotta get dinner kitty, but you can cuddle me later 'night,” Alex mumbled around his pacifier.

He smiled a little when his cat meowed, head butted him and gave him a lick on the forehead.

“You really understand Alex don't you kitty,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Kitty, my friend,” Alex mumbled softly.

“That she is, did you want to walk?” Mr Wolff asked softly.

“Nah-uh, Wanna snuggle carry,” Alex mumbled.

“I believe we can do that,” Mr Wolff smiled as he got up, and Alex awkwardly stood up, and jumped into his dads arms.

“So buddy, there is going to be a thunderstorm tonight, so after dinner Holly had organized a special room for us, to do something in so you don't get scared, ok?” Mr Wolff smiled.

“K daddy,” Alex mumbled softly.

Mr Wolff just kissed Alex on the forehead.

“Ewww, babies head tastes like kitty food,” Mr Wolff teased.

“Kitty like kitty food huh?” Alex mumbled.

“Uh-huh and kitty love you,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Kitty notta gonna get scared funder?” Alex asked softly.

“Hopefully not, if baby would like mommy or daddy could check on her to make sure,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Uh-huh,” Alex mumbled.

“Good boy, now lets get some dinner,” He said warmly.

Alex snuggled with his dad and watched Nats reassuring smile from over his dads shoulder.

“Love you Alex,” Nat said softly with a smile.

“Love you too Nat,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Know what your gonna have for dinner?” Nat asked

“Nah-uh, what you gonna have?” Alex mumbled.

“I was thinking some kind of food... maybe even yummy food,” Nat smiled and got a faint smile in return.

They soon arrived, and with a little coaxing Mr Wolff was able to lower Alex into the highchair and strap him in, and Nat shifted his chair closer though for Alex.

Nat watched as his dad walked over to the table where Jack, Jeremy, Juanita and the rest of them were sitting, and was sure he was just letting them know what happened and they were giving Alex a bit of space tonight.

Mr Wolff soon returned just as the waiter turned up with some menus and to get their drink orders.

“Mmmmm that looks like a nice burger and fries,” Nat smiled pointing to the burger on the menu.

“You gonna get it?” Alex mumbled.

“Are you gonna get it?” Nat asked back.

“I get it if you get it,” Alex mumbled, and Nat smiled, he figured Alex was going to have what he had.

“Uh-huh, and then we can be burger buddies,” Nat smiled.

“Mommy and Daddy gonna be burger buddies too?” Alex asked.

“Or we could make them eat brocolli stew,” Nat teased.

“Nah-uh, they nice me, I be nice them and canna have burger if they want,”

“Thanks Alex, we'd be happy to be burger buddies with you and Nat,” Abigail said warmly.

“What bout bottle buddies?” Alex mumbled with a faint smile.

“Nah-uh, not a chance,” Abigail chuckled, “I guess baby will have to have enough bottle for all of us.”

“Canna getta juice and then chocolate milk?” Alex asked softly.

“Uh-huh, we can do that for you,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Fanx daddy” Alex mumbled before he reached out and grabbed Nat's hand.

Nat grabbed it back and looked into Alexs eyes.

“Remember Alex, I love you to the moon and back, and I think your the bravest little guy in the world,” Nat said warmly.

“Fanx Nat, love you lotta lots, super lotta lots too,” Alex mumbled tenderly.

“Thanks baby,” Nat said kissing his brother on the forehead.

“Daddy was right, your forehead does taste like kitty food,” Nat teased.

“Kitty a cool kitty huh?” Alex asked.

“Uh-huh, kitty loves you lots, she gives you cuddles and kisses and sleeps with you, and sometimes lets me pat her too,” Nat smiled.

“I glad we getta take her home,” Alex said happily as a waiter brought their drinks over.

“I'm glad we get to take you home too,” Nat smiled getting a bit more of a smile from his brother.

“Nah-uh,” Alex mumbled warmly.

“Uh-huh, and I love all the cuddles and all the love you can give everyone even after the bad things,” Nat said warmly. “And It's always nice to wake up to snuggles from you,”

“I like snuggle with you, you always the bestest, I sad you give me cuddles, I happy you give me cuddles, I hungry you give me cuddles, I cuddles you give me cuddles, and you play wiff me, and never mean to me and love me lots huh,” Alex said gently.

“Uh-huh, super duper lotta love for little Alex,” Nat said warmly.

Abigail smiled, as she watched the two boys, though she could see he was drained, she could see how much Nat was helping Alex out. He really enjoyed his dinner, and she could see liked that he had the same as everyone else so they could be burger buddies.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Jul 23, 2019 at 3:55 AM
Content: Chapter 39

After dinner Abigail cleaned Alex up and Holly collected them, and lead them to a quiet room, Holly and put a lot of cushions on the floor and had built a blanket fort, and they had Alex's book, so they could all cuddle in there and read to Alex.

“Looks cosy,” Nat smiled at his brother.

“Uh-huh, so we can all snuggle huh?” Alex mumbled.

“Yep, and baby can feel lots of enclosed,” Abigail smiled, Before she watched Alex get down and crawl inside the fort and Nat and his dad crawled in after him.

“I also got a special chocolate milkshake in a bottle for him, just to say sorry about before, and if you need anything just shout out.” Holly said softly passing Abigail the bottle.

“Thanks Holly, I thinks he's mostly emotionally drained right now, but I think it all helps in making him feel secure. Also we don't blame you for what happened,” Abigail said softly.

“Thanks, I just worry Alex might feel... mad,” Holly said softly.

“He's got a loving heart, I think he knows you were just trying to help,” Abigail smiled.

“Thanks, shout out if you need anything, and maybe it's time for you to climb in, before he starts getting impatient,” Holly smiled.

Abigail smiled as she crawled inside the fort, Mr Wolff had the book and Alex was cuddled with Nat waiting for Abigiail to come and snuggle soon.

“Snuggle mommy,” Alex mumbled softly, before she came over to cuddle him.

“Holly made you a special chocolate milkshake to say sorry about before,” Abigail said softly cuddling in and handing Alex the bottle.

“Fanx... she not...” Alex mumbled softly.

“No she's not, she was worried you might be,” Abigial said softly.

“Nah-uh, she notta wanna it happen,” Alex mumbled.

“No she didn't, but she was sad that it did,” Abigial said softly.

“Not her fault,” Alex mumbled softly.

“I know, not your fault either, just so you know,” Abigail said gently stroking Alex's hair.

“Fanx mommy,” Alex mumbled before he started nursing his bottle. “Mmmm good milkshake,”

Abigail smiled continuing to stroke Alex's hair as they cuddled, while Mr Wolff began to read.

It was a couple of hours later, Nat had comeback from checking on kitty,

“Pew, stinky baby,” Nat chuckled crawling in the fort and smelling that Alex had messed his diaper.

“You stinky baby,” Alex mumbled lazily. “Kitty k?”

“Uh-huh, kitty is k, Scooby and Ike are looking after her for you, though she wanted me to give you this.” Nat said before kissing Alex on his forehead.

“Fanx Nat, Fanx kitty,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Alright baby, I think daddy is gonna change you butt, and I'm sure mommy will happily see if she can get you another milkshake,” Mr Wolff said.

“K... cos it lotta stinky huh,” Alex mumbled.

“Uh-huh, lotta lotta stinky, but we don't mind.... too much,” Mr Wolff said ruffling Alex's hair.

Abigail crawled out first, and a minute or two later, Alex crawled out followed by his dad.

“Daddy stuck behind my stinky butt,” Alex mumbled with a tired smile.

“Daddy should have gone first... it super stinky back here,” Mr Wolff laughed as he got to his feet and Abigail helped Alex to his.

“Fanx all guys for being lotta lotta cool,” Alex mumbled softly grabbing his dads hand.

“It's alright baby, you have had a trying afternoon, and mommy and daddy and Nat are happy to be extra awesome to help you out.” Abigail said warmly.

“Fanx,” Alex mumbled appreciatively.

“Right lets get that butt change before you poison us all, and we can come back and read a bit more,” Mr Wolff smiled, before leading Alex away.

They entered a changing room and Mr Wolff stripped Alex down to his diaper and lifted him onto the changing table.

“How far til to New Orleans?” Alex mumbled softly as his dad untapped his diaper.

“Tomorrow afternoon, by the sounds of it baby will spend the morning baking cookies and was we are docked we spend tomorrow night and the night after at Onita's and back to the boat after lunch.” Mr Wolff said softly grabbing some wipes as he began to wipe Alex down.

“You sure they gonna be k?” Alex mumbled softly as his dad grabbed even more wipes.

“Uh-huh, I think they all fawn over you, Onita will spoil you, Little Grace is like a girl Nat and Big Ella will drag you around everywhere to play with everything.” Mr Wolff said softly, as he wiped the last traces of poop away.

“Fink so?” Alex mumbled as his dad disposed of the soiled diaper and grabbed a fresh one from the dispenser.

“Uh-huh, especially once they taste babies cookies,” Mr Wolff smiled unfolding the diaper lifting Alex up and sliding it under his butt.

“Cookies that good?” Alex asked as he was oiled and powdered.

“Baby should know his cookies are better than the best cookies ever.” Mr Wolff smiled gently spreading Alex's legs, pulling the diaper up between them and tightly tapping it up.

:”That is a much better smelling baby,” Mr Wolff chuckled lifting Alex up on the changing table and redressing him in his playsuit.

“Daddy, fanx for you guys being the bestest,” Alex said affectionately and snuggling into his dads side.

“It's alright Alex, thank you for being the bestest baby,” Mr Wolff said kissing Alex on the forehead.

“Should go back and get milkshake and snuggles and more book huh,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Uh-huh, and baby might fall asleep which is ok,” Mr Wolff smiled, he had been a bit surprised Alex hadn't nodded off earlier.

“And Nat fink we all ditch him huh,” Alex smiled weakly.

“I know right, he comes back from checking on kitty and we all run away, we better give him snuggles” Mr Wolff chuckled, and was very relieved to hear a giggle from Alex.

Mr Wolff smiled as Alex grabbed his hand before waddling beside him back to the room, before he got down on all fours and crawled into the fort and snuggled in with Nat.

“We back from ditching you,” Alex said softly.

“Yay, I thought maybe I had pooped which is why everyone ran away,” Nat laughed as he stroke Alex's hair.

“Nah-uh... too stinky from baby,” Alex giggled, before his dad and his mom crawled in.

“Boy was it ever,” Abigail chuckled as Mr Wolff got comfortable, and she handed Alex a bottle of chocolate milkshake.

“Fanx Mommy,” Alex said warmly, before he began to nurse.

Mr Wolff happily read Alex more of his book and wasn't overly surprised an hour later that he had drifted off to sleep.

Holly came in an hour after he had drifted off, to let them know the storm had passed.

“If you wanted you can sleep here tonight, to save moving him,” She said quietly.

“I think if Alex didn't promise to have see kitty tonight, he'd love the idea... wondering if we could do with the trip back.” Mr Wolff said softly.

“We most certainly can,” Holly smiled warmly.

Both her and Mr Wolff helped take down the fort so it wasn't such a gymnastics exercise to get Alex out and back to bed.

“Thank you for setting this up, I think it's just what Alex needed tonight,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Not a problem. Happy to do what I can,” She smiled watching Abigail get up, and gently lift him away from Nat who he'd fallen asleep on.

“I think I can feel my legs again,” Nat chuckled with a smile seeing his brother out to the world as Abigail lifted him onto her hip.

“He loves you,” Abigail said warmly.

“I know,” Nat said happily.

“Lets get him to bed, I think kitty would love a snuggle,” Abigail chuckled.

“You guys have a good night,” Holly said warmly.

“ You too, thanks for this,” Abigail said warmly.

Abigail smiled as she carried Alex back to the cabin, Alex stirred a little as she lowered him into his crib.

“Sleep baby,” Abigail whispered softly.

“Canna haff bottle?” Alex mumbled tiredly.

“Of course you can sweetheart,” Abigail said warmly.

“Kitty,” Alex smiled happily as his cat jumped into his crib and licked him on his forehead. “Funder not scare kitty?”

“Meow,” The cat meowed before she started loudly purring.

“Misseded you too kitty,” Alex smiled happily patting his cat.

Nat smiled as he climbed into bed, before watching Abigail come back and hand Alex a bottle of warm milk, and making sure Ike and Scooby were cuddled in, as she tucked him, kissed his forehead and raised the side of his crib.

“Night baby, Night Nat.” Abigail said warmly.

“Night mom, Night Alex,” Nat said softly.

“Night mommy, Night Natty,” Alex smiled tiredly around his bottle.

“Really.... Natty,” Nat chuckled, hearing a little giggle from Alex.

Alex smiled when he woke up the next morning. Kitty meowed quietly when she noticed him stir and climbed up onto his chest.

“Kitty,” Alex mumbled sleepily. “Fanx for snuggles,”

His cat meowed again and began purring as Alex happily patted his kitty.

“Gotta not be here for day or two... but Jermy and Jack gonna give you food and cuddles when I gone.” Alex mumbled softly.

His cat meowed again.

“Uh-huh, I give you lotta cuddles now, and more 'fore we go.” Alex smiled softly.

Alex happily patted his cat for 40 minutes before he heard the door open.

“Mommy!” Alex said happily as he saw her poke her head through the door.

“Good Morning sweetheart,” She said with a smile, seeing Alex and his cat cuddled together through the bars of the crib.

“Mommy have good sleep?” Alex asked happily.

“Uh-huh, mommy had a super duper great sleep. Did baby and kitty have a super duper good sleep?” Abigail asked walking in and lowering the side to the crib.

“Uh-huh and have lotta lotta cuddles,” He said happily.

“Now little man, shall we get kitty breakfast, baby a bottle, then give baby a bath before breakfast?” Abigal asked.

“Uh-huh, super stinky cos notta haff baff last night huh?” Alex smiled, as his cat jumped of his chest so Alex could get up and climb out of his crib.

“Canna I snuggle Nat wake?” Alex mumbled softly looking at his big brother.

“You can if you want to,” Abigail chuckled as she watched Alex smile, climb up on Nats bed, crawl over and snuggle in with him.

“Morning Alex,” Nat mumbled tiredly.

“Morning Nat, it morning and I getta snuggle you,” Alex smiled happily.

“Imagine if baby had no arms... be so much harder for him to snuggle everyone,” Nat mumbled tiredly.

“Than everybody gotta snuggle baby lots more to make up for it,” Alex mumbled matter of factly.

“We would wouldn't we,” Nat chuckled before throwing his arms around his brother and squeezing him. “Kinda like this huh?”

“Uh-huh,” Alex giggled “Lotta like that,”

“So did you and kitty have a good sleep?” Nat asked

“Uh-huh, and I gotta feed kitty and have bottle and baff,” Alex said happily. “Nat have good sleep?”

“Uh-huh, I was having the most wonderful dream when suddenly I was set upon by the snuggle monster,” Nat chuckled squeezing his brother again getting him to giggle.

“When I become little you knoweded you get waked up by snuggles,” Alex said matter of factly.

“Nah-uh, I didn't know it... but I love that it happens,” Nat said warmly.

“Love you Nat,” Alex said affectionately

“Love you too Alex,” Nat said kissing his brothers forehead. “Now you should probably feed kitty and have your bottle before you both starve,”

“K... See soon,” Alex said happily as his brother gave him one last squeeze and let him go. Alex crawled to the edge of the bed and lowered himself to the floor and waddled over to his mom and cat and followed them out.

When Nat came out not long after, showered and dressed, he smiled seeing Smokey eating her breakfast, Alex snuggled with Abigail on the couch nursing his bottle as she gently stroked his hair. Having spent a year with a down, depressed volatile tense Alex, he really loved to see this calm, warm, loving, playful, happy Alex.

Nat went to the bench and grabbed a couple of cookies out of the box, he walked over and handed one to Alex and Abigail.

“Fanx Nat,” Alex said warmly as he stopped nursing his bottle so he could eat his cookie. “Mmmmm who ever maked this a good cookie maker.”

“Totally, puts all over cookies to shame,” Nat said with a smile.

Mr Wolff come out a couple of minutes later, just as Alex was finishing his cookie and going back to finish his bottle.

“You all had cookies without me.” Mr Wolff said with a smile.

“Nah-uh, we just have at a different time,” Alex mumbled around his bottle.

“Well than, daddy can have his cookie while baby finishes his bottle, and then he can decide if he wants mommy or daddy to give him his bath.” Mr Wolff smiled grabbing a cookie.

“Fink daddy baff me, spend time wiff daddy, plus he already standing up,” Alex smiled warmly around his bottle. “And mommy and Nat can snuggle while I baffed”

“Is that right?” Abigail said softly.

“Uh-huh, and mommmy can give Nat a bottle and everything.” Alex giggled.

“Not happening Alex,” Nat chuckled.

“Uh-huh,” Alex giggled.

“Nah-uh,” Nat laughed poking his tongue out at Alex.

“K maybe not need the bottle,” Alex said to Nat before whispering to Abigail. “He needs the bottle,”

“Your hopeless,” Abigail chuckled kissing him on his forehead as he finished his bottle.

“Love you mommy,” Alex smiled warmly.

“Love you too sweetheart, now go on and have your bath,” Abigail smiled grabbing Alex bottle and watching him climb to his feet waddle over and snuggle with his dad.

“Shall we get baby all clean and dressed so he can have breakfast?” Mr Wolff asked hugging Alex back.

“Uh-huh,” Alex said happily before his dad led him to the bathroom, began running the bath before he started to undress Alex.

He left Alex standing there in just a soaked diaper, until after he had put the bubbles in and had filled the bath enough. Then he quickly untapped the diaper gave Alex a quick wipe down and lifted him into the bath.

“Baff Baff, Lotta bubble baff,” Alex sang happily playing with the bubbles.

Mr Wolff grabbed a handful of bubbles and rubbed them on his face.

Alex giggled grabbing some bubbles and throwing them at his dad, who grabbed some more and threw them back.

“Could we have one bath time that doesn't turn into a bubble fight,” Mr Wolff chuckled. “You are such a bad influence on me”

“Nah-uh you bad influence,” Alex giggled throwing more bubbles at his dad who laughed some more.

They soon ran out of bubbles.

“Well.... Now we are out of bubbles, lets get you bathed and dressed and breakfasted” Mr Wolff chuckled.

“K.... it K we make big mess huh?” Alex smiled happily.

“Uh-huh, especially cause we had fun.” Mr Wolff said warmly before he began to wash Alex.

When he was done he lifted Alex from the bath, wrapped him in a towel, pulled the plug before drying Alex off. He then caried Alex to his room and lay him on the changing table.

“We gotta see Big Ella and them today huh?” Alex asked as his dad slipped a diaper under his butt.

“Uh-huh, and they will love and adore you, but it's ok if baby is shy, he just needs to remember, Mommy and Daddy and Nat and Scooby and Ike are all going to be there for him” Mr Wolff said warmly as he oiled and powdered Alex.

“And I gotta make cookies and they gonna love cookies?” Alex asked as his dad gently spread his legs so he could pull the diaper up between them and tap it up.

“Uh-huh, because your cookies are the bestest,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Nah-uh, all you guys the best,” Alex said happily, as his dad lifted him from the changing table and kissed Alex on the forehead before lowering him to the floor.

“So what does Alex want to wear?” Mr Wolff asked warmly. Alex waddled over to his suitcase and pulled out a onesie and some shortalls with scooby on them of course.

“Here go,” Alex smiled handing them to his dad.

“Thanks Alex,” Mr Wolff smiled putting the shortalls to the side before unfolding the onesie.

“Arms up,” He said warmly and Alex raised his arms to allow his dad to pull the onesie over him and snap it closed at the crotch. Unfolding the shortalls he then had Alex step into them, before pulling it up and fastening the straps.

“What an all dressed little man,” Mr Wolff smiled warmly.

“Uh-huh, Fanx for baff,” Alex smiled before his tummy growled.

“Alex sounds hungry, so we shall hurry off to breakfast,” Mr Wolff smiled. Offering Alex his arms for a carry, which Alex happily accepted.

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Author: LittleManAlex
Timestamp: Aug 4, 2019 at 3:55 AM
Content: Chapter 40

“Yay I getta eat wiff Alex today,” Jack exclaimed happily as Mr Wolff lowered Alex into a highchair by Jack.

“Yep, you getta eat with Alex today, he had a bad afternoon which is why he didn't join you for dinner last night,” Mr Wolff said softly.

“Alex K now?” Jack asked concerned.

“Uh-huh, got lotta cuddles from mommy and daddy and Nat and they maked me feel better,” Alex mumbled softly.

“Glad you K... notta like it when you not K,” Jack smiled at him.

“I like being K and you being K too.”

“You go friends tanight huh?” Jack asked softly.

“Uh-huh and gotta bake'm some cookies. You and Jermy be able to feed kitty?” Alex asked curiously.

“Uh-huh I like feed your kitty, she want lots of pats and love, and then my kitty give me lots of pats and love too,” Jack smiled happily.

“Jermy like patting kitty too?” Alex asked happily.

“Uh-huh, patting your kitty, patting Jack's kitty, patting jack, patting you,” He smiled, getting a giggle out of both Jack and Alex.

“So Master Alex, shall we decide what you are going to have for breakfast?” Abigail said warmly as she walked over with Steve who was doing the same with Jack.

“Canna have pizza?” Alex asked softly.

“Nope sorry baby, we can have leftover pizza at home for breakfast, but not on the boat,” Abigail said warmly.

“What 'bout bacon.... lotta bacon and eggs... and hashbrowns.... and food and milk and juice.” Alex said happily.

“I believe we can do that, bacon eggs and hashbrowns, a bottle of milk now and a bottle of juice with breakfast?” Abigail said softly.

“Uh-huh, please mommy,” Alex said happily.

“Alright little man, we shall do that for you.” Abigail smiled and kissed Alex on his forehead.

“Haha Nat, I get forehead kiss,” Alex smiled.

“Haha Alex, Nat gets one too,” Abigail laughed kissing Nat on the forehead, getting Alex to giggle.

It was a nice breakfast and Nat and he was pretty sure Jeremy to, both seemed to be quietly enjoying how happy Jack and Alex were together.

Alex had just finished his bottle and had his face and hands wiped down by his dad, when Holly come over.

“Glad I caught you two before you ran away, Simon is on the phone and would like a quick chat with you two.” Holly said warmly.

“K, but better only be quick... lotta stuff to do,” Alex said matter of factly and Mr Wolff just laughed.

“That you do, what are you doing first?” Holly asked as Mr Wolff unstrapped Alex and lifted him out of the highchair.

“Gonna play wiff Jack cos I notta spend time wiff him last night, and we go away tonight and then I gotta bake more cookies for friends,” Alex said happily.

“Then I think baby needs lunch and a nap, and hopefully we can watch the boat arrive,” Mr Wolff smiled.

“Do I gotta nap, I lotta nap.”

“Uh-huh, I know sometimes baby doesn't want to nap, but he doesn't want to be tired and cranky for Big Ella and Little Grace does he?”

“Nah-uh, but canna haff coffee instead.” Alex whined a little.

“Not a chance, baby will be bouncing off the walls if he has coffee.”

“Fine.... but canna have milkshake before nap?” Alex asked softly.

“Did Alex like that milkshake?” Holly asked warmly, leading the to communications suite.

“Uh-huh, it was super yummy,” Alex smiled.

“Well in that case I'll make sure one is ready for you when you finished your lunch,” Holly smiled warmly.

“Fanx,” Alex said happily.

They entered the suite and found themselves at a computer.

“You said the phone,” Alex said a little confused.

“Sorry, phone was just easier than video feed through computer.” Holly said with a smile, before pushing a few buttons and connecting them.

“Hello Alex,” Simon said warmly as it connected.

“Hiya Simon, Hiya Doctor man,” Alex said warmly also seeing his specialist.

“Enjoying the boat?” Simon asked warmly.

“Uh-huh, lotta lotta lotta fun and I gotta kitty and kitty give me kisses and I gotta scooby too.” Alex smiled proudly.

“That is awesome.” Simon chuckled

“Uh-huh”

“So Alex, Sonny, I don't want to keep you too long, but does Alex remember when he was big and we went for a couple of days to get some scans of his brain done?” Simon asked softly.

“Nah-uh, I not 'member lotta stuff when big after... after...” Alex mumbled.

“It's alright Alex,” Mr Wolff said putting his arm around Alex.

“Well we went to a research lab place and we did scans of your brain while doing different things, to try understand the damage to your brain, so even if we can't help it just yet maybe we could later on. Well now that you are little, we need to get you back in for a week to see how that has changed things.”

“Do I gotta?” Alex mumbled softly.

“You don't have to Alex, I know being away from Nat and your mom for a week will be tough, but it may help us understand the damage to your brain and what has calmed it down and it might help us with you, or it might help us help others,” Dr Hamilton said softly.

“Hmmmmm.... K” Alex mumbled softly his dad squeezing him in reassurance.

“The question is, when you would like to do it, we could do it a week after your back from your cruise and get it over and done with, or let you settle in for a month and do it then.”

“Do I gotta do it again if I do it quick?” Alex mumbled.

“No, once your done, your done unless something super big changes,” Dr Hamilton smiled softly.

“Canna bring kitty?” Alex asked softly.

“I think we can allow that,” Dr Hamilton said warmly.

“K...... I do it quick then it done and I don't gotta worry huh?”

“Yes, that's right, Alex,” Simon smiled.

“K we do that but you gotta get me cookies when there,” Alex demanded.

“I'll make sure of it,” Simon smiled. “So I heard about yesterday... are your doing ok now?”

“Uh-huh I K” Alex mumbled.

“Ok, but if you did need to talk to me, Holly can arrange it for you, if not we will see you when you get back,” Simon said softly.

“K... bye, I gotta play wiff Jack,” Alex said softly grabbing his dads hand.

“Yes you do, shall we hurry you down there and Holly will come later when its time for you to bake the cookies?”

“Uh-huh,” Alex smiled before waddling alongside his dad.